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Ye meri khud ki written story hai... meri apni to nahi lakinmery kesi ki apbeti hai jo main apne lafzoon main likh kar ap ki khidmat main paish kar rahi hun aur mera story likhne ka ye pehla experience hai... Umeed hai galtiyoon ko nazar andaz kartay howe meri islah karen ge ap....

"Main ne us ko dekhte hi pehchan lia tha. wo mere bachpan ki friend Maria thi. Train is waqt faisalabad station cross kar ke toba tak singh ke lye chal pari thi. maria mujh se thori door bethi hoi thi. us ne mujhe abhi nahi dekha tha lakin main ne pehli nazar main hi us ko pehchan lia tha. main is waqt apne baitay ke sath maikay ja rahi thi. maria ke sath bhi 3 bache thay 1 shayd us ki beti aur dosra baita ho ga uska.

main ne us ko taqreban 6 saal bad dekha tha. wo zayda na badli thi. pehle se thori si moti ho gai thi lakin face main masomiyat abhi bhi waisi hi thi. wo khirki se bahir tezz chalti train se bahir haray bharay khaitoon main dekh rahi thi. shyd kesi gehri soch main mubtala thi.

achank main ne apne baite ki awaz suni to meri tawajha maria se hat gai. meray baitay na kaha mama main ne sona hai to main ne us ke sonay ki jagha bnai aur us ke sonay ke bad main uth kar Maria ki taraf chal pari.

Maria ke pass pohanch kar main thori dair us ko dekhti rahi wo abhi bhi khirki se bahir ankhain jamaye gehri soch main mubtala thi. main ne us ke shoulder pe hath rakha to chonk gai aur foran mere chehre ki taraf dekha. meri taraf dekhte hi wo foran pehchan gai. pehchanti bhi kaise nahi akhir main us ki bachpan ki friend thi. us ne achank wohi bola jo main soch rahi thi. Anum? tum yahan? us ke chehray pe thori si ghabrahat dikhi lakin sath hi khushi ki laher bhi dor ai...

mujhe us ne apne pass bethne ko bola aur thori si side pe ho kar mere bethnay ke lye jagha bnai... main ne us se pocha ye bachay.... us ne kaha meray hain... bachay apni maa per gaye thay buhat hi cute thay sab bachay... hal ahwal pochne ke bad akhir meray lab per wo sawal a hi gya jis ka us ko bhi intzar tha kyn ke us ko pata tha main ye sawal lazmi pochna hai...

Maria kahan chali gai thi? kesi ko teri koi khabar nahi hai?

Main aur Maria bachpan ki friends then...us ke ghar ki dewar hamaray ghar ki dewar se sanjhi thi... hum ne apna bachpan hansi khushi aik dosray ke sath guzara tha...

waqt kitni tezzi se guzarta hai pata bhi nahi lagta... hum ne matric aik sath clear kar lia... main hamesha us se aik 2 number se peche reh jati thi... ab ki bar bhi aisa hi howa... Maria 4 numbers ke farak se 1 position per thi aur main 2nd. kyn ke wo meri wahid friend thi is lye us ke jitne per mujhe khushi hi milti thi lakin us se next bar jitne ka ahad karti thi...

Mere parents ki taraf se aur parhne main koi harj nahi tha lakin Maria kay walid sahib ne Maria ke aur parhne per pabandi laga di... jis ka mujhe buhat afsos howa... Maria mere pass ai aur us din wo buhat roi. Mere Abu ki maria ke abu se achi dosti thi.. is lye Maria meri mentain karne lagi ke main apne abu se kahon ke wo maria ke abu se bat karen aur college main parhne ki ijazat dilwa dain..

main apne abu ki ladli beti thi. mera kehna wo tal bhi nahi saktay thay..."

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To be Continued...

plz mujhy bataye ga app ko meri story kaisi lagi

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اردو فن کلب کے پریمیم سیریز اور پریمیم ناولز اردو فن کلب فورم کا قیمتی اثاثہ ہیں ۔ جو فورم کے پریمیم رائیٹرز کی محنت ہے اور صرف وقتی تفریح کے لیئے فورم پر آن لائن پڑھنے کے لیئے دستیاب ہیں ۔ ہمارا مقصد اسے صرف اسی ویب سائیٹ تک محدود رکھنا ہے۔ تاکہ یہ گناہ جاریہ نہ بنے ۔ اسے کسی بھی طرح سے کاپی یا ڈاؤن لوڈ کرنے یا کسی دوسرے دوست یا ممبر سے شیئر کرنے کی بالکل بھی اجازت نہیں ہے ۔ جو ممبران اسے کسی گروپ یا اپنے دوستوں سے شئیر کر رہے ہیں ۔ ان کو مطلع کیا جاتا ہے کہ وہ اسے کسی دوسرے ممبر ثانی سے شئیر نہیں کر سکتے ۔ ورنہ ان کا مکمل اکاؤنٹ بین کر دیا جائے گا ۔ اور دوبارہ ایکٹو بھی نہیں کیا جائے گا ۔ اکاؤنٹ کینسل ہونے پر کسی بھی سیئریل کی نئی اپڈیٹس کے لیئے ممبر کو دوبارہ قسط 01 سے ممبرشپ حاصل کرنا ہو گی ۔ اور ڈیٹا شیئر کرنے والہ ممبراس بات کا بھی عملی اقرار کرے گا کہ وہ بروز قیامت فورم انتظامیہ، سٹوری رائیٹر اور فورم ایڈمن کے تمام گناہوں کا اکلوتا وارث ہو گا ۔ اور بروز قیامت اپنی تمام نیکیاں (جو بھی اس کے نامہ اعمال میں ہوئیں ) بروز قیامت فورم ایڈمن اور کہانی رائٹر کو دینے کا پابند ہو گا۔ اگر کوئی ممبر اب بھی ایسا کرتا ہے اور گناہ جاریہ کا سبب بنتا ہے ۔ تو یہ سب رولز اس پر خود بخود لاگو ہوں گے ۔ ۔ ۔ ایڈمن اردو فن کلب

Anjaan rasta

Update 2

"Main ne abu se Maria ki mazeed study ke lye request k wo Maria ke abu se bat karen ke wo apni zaheen beti ko study se mat roken wo buhat laik hai us ko parhane dain... aur hum aik hi college main aik sath jaya karen gi to mujhe bhi us ka aasra rahay ga...

bila akhir mere abu ke kehne pe Maria ko college main admission ki ijazat mil gai. hum aik sath college janay lagen.. college main mahool school ke mahool se buaht diffrent tha. wahan aik azadi thi jo ke school main hum ne kabhi mehsos nahi ki thi... hamari wahan buhat larkiyoon se dosti hoi... lakin yahan aik aur bat jo mukhtalif thi school se yahan larkiyaan study ke lye kam aur enjoyment ke lye zaya ati then... buhat kam larkiyan parhai ko sanjidagi se leti then...

buhat si larkiyoon ke boyfriends thay... larkiyaan subho ati to uniform main then lakin college main a kar ghar se laye howe bag se dosra dress nikal kar change karti aur class bunk kar ke apne boyfriends ke sath nikal jaten... Maria aksar mujhe kaha karti thi in larkiyoon main apne maa baap ki izat ka zarra bhi khayal nahi hai... maa baaap in ko college bhejte hain achi taleem ke lye lakin ye yahan apne parents ko bhi cheat katen hain aur khud apni zaat se bhi cheating karti hain...

aksar larkiyaan college end honay per gate se bahir milti jin ko unke boyfriends shopping karwa ke phir gate per chor jatay... khair main aur maria larkiyoon ki in batoon per aksar afsos ka izhar karti then....

Mujhe achank Maria ki awaz ne chonka dia... main ne shadi kar li thi aur ab mere 3 bachay hain...

Lakin tum achank kahan ghayb ho gai thi? kis se shadi ki? ghar se bhagi kyn? zinda ho to apne maa baap ko khabar kyn nahi ki abhi tak tum ne? maa tmhari abhi tak tmhara rasta dekhti hai? akhir howa kia tha tmharay sath? tm ne mujhe bhi btana nahi chaha? main aik hi saans main sab sawal bol gai us se...

Maria kuch dair train ki chat ki taraf munh kar ke hawa main dekhti rahi phir maria ne bolna shoro kia...

"us ka nam asad tha. buhat hi handsome tha wo. aik bar college se wapis jatay howe meri nazar pari us per. pehli hi nazar main us per dil har bethi... wo aik mehngi si car main music on kar ke kesi ka wait kar raha tha... achank aik larki ne us ke sath wala front door open kia car ka aur car main beth gai... wo larki apne college ki hi thi...

Us larki ko car main bethete dekh kar mujhe aik hi nazar main apna pehla piyar khatam hota nazar aya ke wo to kesi aur ke lye aya hai yahan... Asad ne car star ki aur car slow chalti hoi road pe dosri gariyoon main ghum ho gai... main ne us ke chehre ko jatkana chaha apni nazar se lakin phir us ki tasweer meri nazar ke samne a jati... us ne sun glasses laga rakhe thay aur apni dhun main khayloon ke smundar main doba howa tha... us ke chahre per bala ki masomiyat thi...gora rang aur dress suit main bala ka khobsurat jawan lag raha tha... mere dil main aya kash main wo larki hoti jo us ke sath bethi hoti aur hum aik lambi drive per hotay... goya ke aik hi nazar main dil de kar main us ko apna sab kuch sonp dena chahti thi...

2 haftay guzar gaye thay main daily college khatam honay se 10 minute pehle hi gate se bahir a jati... lakin wo mujhe kahen nazar nahi aya... main roz dua mangti ke aaj us ki aik jhalak hi dekhne ko mil jaye...

2 haftay guzar janay per meri sari umadain dam tor gain...janay ye kaisi muhabbat thi mujhe se ishaq ho gya tha aik hi nazar main us ko kia khabar thi... meri halat aisi thi jaise mujh se meri apni cheez kahen kho gai ho...

Phir aik din achank Asad ko main ne usi waqt usi jagha per dekha. Mere dil ki darkhanain tez ho gain... mere qadam mere control main na rahay main besakhta us ki car ki taraf chalne lagi. Us ki car ka front samne ki taraf tha main back side se us ki car ke pass ja rahi thi... main jaldi main us ke pass ja kar us ko aur qareeb se dekhna chahti thi... main aisa kyn kar rahi thi is ka jawab mere pass khud nahi tha lakin aisa karna dil ko acha lag raha tha... ye jantay howe bhi ke wo kesi aur ko lenay ata hai mere qadam us ki taraf chaly ja rahay thay... abhi main car ke door ke pass pohanchi hi thi ke mujhe andar se aik larki ki awaz sunai di."

Bhaiyaa mujhe pora yakeen tha aaj ap hi lenay ao ge mujhe college se. Awaz suntay hi mere qadam ruk gaye aur aik ajeeb si ajnaani khushi hoi mujhe shayd ye jan kar ke Asad kesi aur ko nahi apni behan ko lene ata hai yahan. Main abhi yehi soch rahi thi car chal pari aur mera hath achank un ko khuda Hafiz kehne ke lye utha...

Anum tmhain yaaad ho ga tum ne wapsi per aik din mujh se pocha tha “khariyat hai jo aaj chup chup si ho” to main ne us din kaha tha nahi bas thori headache hai... lakin anum us din mujhe aik ajeeb sa ehsas tha jaise main asad ko ab fatah kar lon gi...

Main jab bhi study ke lye book open karti mujhe us ka masoom sa chehra nazar ata... shayd us ke chehray ki masomiyat hi mujhe bha gai thi... phir kafi din aise hi guzar gaye. Main bilkul badal gai thi. Khanay penay ka mujhe koi khayal nahi raha tha... mujhe us se ishaq ho gya tha. Lakin apne dil ki halat kesi ko bta bhi nahi sakti... andar hi andar sulg rahi thi main..

Main us larki ko bhi dhondti rehti college main kahen wo larki mele main us ke zarye hi apne ishaq ko takmeel de sakoon lakin shyd mujhe apne ishaq main aur sulgna tha... mujhe 2 months tak wo larki milli aur na hi phir kabhi wo car main dikha mujhe... main wo larki thi jo piyar per yakeen nahi rakhti thi aur meri tarbiyat main aisi cheez ko sochna bhi aik gunah tha lakin yahan jo ho raha tha meri samjh se bahir tha main ne to us ko aik jhalak hi dekha tha phr is main mera kia qasoor tha... main us ko aik khawab samjh ke bolana chahti thi lakin ye sab mere lye na mumkin tha ab meri zindagi us ke lye hi bach gai thi shyd... main kafi kamzoor ho gai thi. Mama mujhe doctors ke pass le jati lakin kesi ko kia pata tha mera kia maraz hai aur tabeeb kon hai.

Lakin phr aik din uper walay ko mujh per reham a gya... anum tujhe ye bhi yaad hoga aik din tum apni khala ki taraf gai thi aur main akeli ai thi college... college se wapsi per main road cross kar rahi thi to truck ke peche se ati hoi car ko main ne dekh pai aur meri takkar us car se ho gai... car se takkar hotay waqt main ne us ko driving seat ke sath wali seat pe bethe dekha... phir main door ja giri... thori dair bad mujhe hosh aya to main apne mehboob ke hath main jhool rahi thi.. mujhe apni takleef bhool gai.. main ye soch rahi thi jis ko door se hi dekhne ki tammna thi aaj main us ke hathoon main jhool rahi hun... us ke hathoon ka lams meri body main current chor raha tha... main us ke hathoon main apni takleef ko bhol kar khud ko jannat main mehsos kar rahi thi.. us ka aik hath meri kamar ke neche tha aur aik hath meri thighs ke neche... main ne sir ko thora utha kar us ke chehre ko dekhnay lagi... us ke aise uthanay se main us ke senay se lagi hoi thi aur is dunya se bekhabar main us ki bahoon main jannat mehsos kar rahi thi...

Phr us ne mujhe car ke back door se andr litaya aur khud front seat pe beth ke mujhe hospital le gya... wahan thori dair main hi doctors ne mera treatment kia mujhe koi hosh nahi tha... main to bas us ko hi dekhe ja rahi thi... meri nazroon ki tapash shyd us ne bhi mehsos kar li thi... aik 2 bar us ne meri chori pkr li... doctors ke janay ke bad wo mere pas beth gya aur sorry kaha ke meri wajha se apko aik hasa paish a gya... main ne kuch nahi kaha bs aik smile di aur us ko hi dekhi ja rahi thi... wo meri nazroon se shrminda sa ho gya aur bola really its bad lakin main sorry kar raha hn plz ap kuch to bolen... main ne bolne ke lye lab khole hi thay ke achank room main door open howa aur abu aur ammi andar a gain... wo side pe ho gya... ammi mujhe bed pe leta dekh ke ronay lagi aur papa ne aik nazar dekha aur bahir chalay gaye...

Wo ammi se bola dekhain aunty bs meri ghalti ki wajha se ye sab howa lakin aunty....... is se pehle wo kuch aur kehta ammi ne aik zoor dar thappar us ke munh pe de mara... wo waise hi sir jhukaye khara raha aur mujhe aise laga jaise ammi ne wo thapar us ke nahi mujhe mara hai... main aik dam se zoor se chilllai ammi us ki ghalti nahi.. ghalti meri hai main hi car ko dekh nahi pai thi... ammi ko mujhe is halat main dekhne ki wajha se gussa tha aur wo us ko hi qasoor war samjh rahen thi...

Ammi bolen tum kia samjhte ho amir ho to kesi ko bhi car neche kuchal do? Aur pata nahi ammi kia kia bol gain us ko wo chup kahara sunta raha aur jab ammi apna gussa utar chuken to us ne kaha aunty i am really sorry main apki beti ko lagi chot to compensate nahi kar sakta lakin plz mujhe maf kar den jitna dukh ap ko hai utna hi mujhe bhi hai...

Is ke sath hi us ke phone ki ring baji... us ne phone attend kia. Shyd us ki secretary bol rahi thi... us ne kaha meri aaj ki sari appointments cancel kar do main aaj kesi se nahi mil sakta...

Us ka car ki takkar ke bad mujhe uthana phr hospital le kar jana aur phr mujh se sorry bolna mama se thappar kha kar bhi sorry bolna aur apni sari masrofiyat ko khatakm kar dena... is sb se us ke lye mera dil main aur jagha ban gai... kia koi aisa bhi ho sakta hai? Us ko kia parwah hoti agar aik rah chalti larki ko takkar lagi wo bhi larki ki wajha se... us ko to bhag jana chahye tha... lakin yahan sab ulat tha... mera ishaq aur pukhta hota ja raha tha...

Mama jab kamre se bahir gain to mujhe bolne ka moqa mila apne ishaq se wo bhi pehli bar... main ammi ke behavior ki wajha se shirminda bhi thi... main ne kaha Ammi ne jo kuch kia us ke lye main sorry bolti hun aur ghalti meri thi ke achank main apki car ke samne ai... mujhe shirmindagi bhi hai aur ap ko thanks bhi kehna hai apne meri jo itni help ki... wo chup chap mujhe dekh raha tha... kuch dair bad wo bhi bahir chala gya..."

"Yaar aik dam purani filmoon ka hero lag raha hai. Bari bari monchain aur aur ye dekho ankhain deko jaise sharab pi rakhi ho. Ab yaar hamari piyari si saheli ko is chohdri ke sath zindagi guzarni hai... kia nam btaya tha tum ne ...haan chuhdri haider sain... yaar sari zindagi humkam chalye gi chuhdrani ban kar... kia hai agar haider sain shakal ka thora kam hai lakin sari zindagi aish kare gi...

Saima gehri soch main gark thi us ke kano main nadia ki awaz to a rahi thi lakin jaise us ko us ki batoon se koi sarokar nahi tha... Nadia ko us chuhdri ka paisa aur shaan dikh rahi thi jis ki malkan saima ban sakti hai bas aik han kehne per.

Saima BA ki student thi aur ye us ka last year tha... Saima apne college main malkay e husn thi... sab larkay us se friendship karna chahtay thay aur buhat si larkiyan us ke husn se jalti bhi then... Uper walay nay jaise fursat main banay ho saima ko... wo husn jo aik larki ko purkashish bna de saima us husn se mala maal thi. Ghulabi hont thay aur jab bolti thi to jaise sara jahan ki mathas us ke labboon se nikal rahi ho... muskarane per us ke gallon per anay wala laal rang bhi dekhne walay ko us ke husn ka garwida bna daita tha... aur jawani is waqt umd rahi thi saima ke wajood se... har dekhne walay ki khawahish hoti thi saima ko hasil kar le...lakin saima ke mathay pe is waqt preshani ke aasar thay... preshani ki wajha chuhdri ke baray baita ka proposal tha... jis ka zikar us ki maa ne kal rat ko saima se kia... aur saima se jawab manga tha... saima ki maa ne us ki tasweer bhi di ke dekh ke faisla karo aur btao jald hi... saima ki maa ke mutabiq aise rishtay bar bar nahi atay is lye agar ho sakay to han main jawab dena...

Lakin saima to ashar se piyar karti thi aur us se shadi main karna chahti thi... ye raaz sirf saima aur ashar ke bech hi tha koi nahi janta tha ashar aur saima aik dosary ko itna chahtay hain... Ashar bhi chahta tha saima ko... lakin ashar aik week ke lye Pakistan se bahir gya howa tha business meetings per...

Chuhdri haider sain is waqt gusse main aag bagola tha... us ke baap ne bta dia tha ke saima ke walid ne proposal saima ke inkar per reject kar dia hai... haider sain ko is inkar main apni insult mehsos ho rahi thi... chuhdri haider sain khandan main sab se bara baita tha... paisoon ki kami kabhi dekhi nahi thi is lye kafi bigri ko olad thi chuhdri ki... us ne saima ko college se nikaltay dekha to saima ka dewana ho gya tha... kyn ke bachpan se us ne jo manga us ko bila rok tok mila to us ko ye pehla inkar buhat bura laga... haider sain ko lag raha tha jaise kesi ne us ko sab ke samne munh per tamancha de mara ho... is waqt wo apni insult ka badla lena chahta tha... rat ko wo badle ki aag main sulagta e so gya....

Aaj saima buhat khush thi ke aaj aik hafta ke bad ashar wapis a chuka tha Pakistan main aur aaj college ke bad us ne ashar se milna tha... saima ashar ki sochoon main ghum foot path main chal rahi thi ke achank black color ki aik gari us ke samne ruki aur us main se 2 admi nikle... saima abhi heran hi thi ke wo admi us ki taraf barhay aur us ki nak per romal rakh dia... saima ko laga jaise wo nend ki wadiyoon main ja rahi hai lakin wo behosh honay tak samjh gai ke koi us ko kidnap kar raha hai...

Chuhdri sab us chokri ko haveli main chor aye hain. Bs us ko hosh anay hi wala hoga. Chuhdri ki mulazim ne chuhdri ko saima ki kidnapping ki khabar ki. Chuhdri ke face se shetaniyat aur fatah karne ka gharor tapak rha tha... chuhdri apne kamre main gya aur thori dair bad chuhdri haveli ki taraf chal para.

Aik zoor ki thappar se saima achank hosh main a gai... us ne khud ko aik naram e mulayem bed per paya. Jab aik taraf dekha to us ke osan khata ho gaye... ye to wohi admi tha jis ka proposal us ne reject kia tha. Saima sab samjh gai us ko kis ne aur kyn kidnap kia hai. Kamra kafi bara tha aur dewaroon per nem uryaan tasweren lagi hoi then. Shyd chuhdri ne ayshi karne ke lye haveli main ye khas intzam kia howa tha.

Haan chukri kia naam hai tera... haan saima jaaan... ayar tu to khush qismat thi tujhe main ne pasand kia tha tujh se shadi karna chahta tha... aur tujhe kia main acha nahi laga? Kia kami dekhi tum ne mere andar? Aaj tak kesi ne mujhe inkar nahi kia lakin tujh main itni himmat tum ne chuhdri haider sain ko inkar kar dia? Aray hum bhi to dekhain teri itni himmat... uper se teray begairat maa baap... un ko sharam nahi ai tujh se pochte howe ke tumhain kon sa chukra pasnd hai? Aray mujhe btao mujh main kia kami thi? Aur kis ki khatir mujhe reject kia tum ne? Chuhdri ke lehje se saima ko pata lag gya chuhdri ne pi rakhi hai aur wo us ke inkar ka badla lena chahta hai...

Saima ne halat ki nazakat ka andaza lagaty howe us waqt behas se bachne ke sochi... chuhdri sab main ne ap ko kesi kami ki wajha se reject nahi kia main to abhi mazeed parhna chahti thi is lye main ne abhi shadi na karne ka faisla kia tha... saima ki bat sun kar chuhdi shaitani muskrahat ke se saima ki taraf barne laga...aray hum kon sa tumhain abhi shadi ka bol rahay thay hum ne propose kia tha hum tera intzar kar sakty thay lakin tum ne tu hamain sedha reject hi kar dia...

To theek hai hmain bhi koi jaldi nahi hai shadi ki... jo shadi ke bad karna tha wo abhi kar letay hain... saima jaan chuki thi ab us ki khair nahi hai... us ki izat ki dejhiyan urhne wali hain... bhagne ka koi rasta bhi nahi tha... saima bed se uth kar khari hoi to chuhdri ne zor se dakha de kar saima ko bed pe gira dia... saima munh ke bal bed per girri hi thi ke usay apnay upar chuhdri ka wajood mehsos howa.... wo chudhri ke wajood ko apne upar se hatane ki na kama koshish karne lagi... chuhdri ne apne dono hath neche dal kar saima kay mammy qameez ke upar se pakar lye... saima ko aik dam current sa laga aur wo chuhdri ko apne upar se hatane ke bajaye chuhdri ke hathoon ko apnay mammon se hatny lagi... lakin chuhdri ke mazboot jism ky agay saima aik naram o nazuk kali thi jis ko aaj chuhdri kuchlnay wala tha... saima abhi chuhdri ky hathoon ko peche kar hi rahi thi us ko apni gand main koi moti aur sakhat cheez mehsos hoi ye chuhdri ka lun tha jo ke saima ke naram o nazuk jism ka lams pa kar full khara ho gya tha... saima ab samjh chuki thi ab to us ki izat lutne wali hai wo apne bachao ki har mumkin koshish kar rahi thi lakin nakam koshish...

Chuhdri ne apne hath us ke mammo se thory upar kaye aur qameez ke galay main hath dal kar zoor lagya to saima ki qameez phat gai aur chuhdri ki thori aur tagodo ke bad saima ki qameez us ke badan se alag ho chuki thi....saima ka gora badan dekh kar chuhdri ki ankhoon main chamak a gai... kia gora aur chikna jism hai tera chukri... tujhe kia parhne ki zarorat hai... shadi kar leti mere sath to sari zindagi mazay karti... is ke sath hi chuhdri ne apni qameez bhi utar di aur sath hi bunyan bhi... saima abhi tak munh ke bal hi leti thi aur us ki gand ke bech main chuhdri ka lohay jaisa lun gussa howa tha... chuhdri saima ke upar lait gya aur apne zuban ko saima ki garden pe phairne laga... saima ke anso nikal rahay thay... wo be bas thi... wo uthne ki koshish abhi bhi kar rahi thi lakin wohi nakam.....

Chuhdri ne aik hath se saima ke hair garden se se hathay aur saima ki garden pe zuban ki nock ko slowly slowly phairne laga... aur chuhdri ka aik hath saima ke aik mammay ko masal raha tha... garden se hota howa chuhdri ab saima ki kamar ki taraf zuban phair raha tha... aur kamar ko apne hath se rub bhi kar raha tha... phir chuhdri ne aik hath se saima ke bra ki huk khol di aur saima ke upar se uth kar saima ko aik jatkay se sedha leta kar saima ke upar late gaya aur us ke gallon per zuban phairne laga... ye wohi rukhsar thay jab saima muskrati thi tu lal ho jatay tha aaj unheen rukhsaroon per chuhdri apna gussa utar raha tha.. chuhdri ne saiam ke nechle hont ko apne hontoon main lia aur chusne laga... yahan bhi saima bebas nazar a rahi thi... aur kahan kahan se khud ko bachati.. kabhi wo chuhdri ko hatane ki koshish karti to kabhi chuhdri ke hath apne naram mammom per anay se rokti to kabhi apne hath se apne husn ko chupane ki koshish karti lakin wohi nakaam....

Chuhhdri kabhi us ke rukhsar chomta to kabhi us ke hont chosta phir us ke garden per kiss karne laga... garden per kiss se saima ko buhat zayda current sa lagta... wo bebas thi apni izat bachane ki koshish kar rahi thi lakin chuhdri ki taqt ke samne wo kuch nahi kar pa rahi thi...

Ab chuhdri ka rukh saima ke mammon ki taraf tha us ne aik hath se aik mammay ko pakar kar zor se dabaya jis ki takelef saima ke chehre per wazeh thi.. aur dosray mammay ke nipple ko apna dantoon main le kar katne laga jis se saima ka chehra aur zayda dar wazeh kar raha tha.... thori dair tak aise e karne ke bad chuhdri ne saima ke mammy ko chosna shoro kar dia saima apni nazuk bahoon se chuhdri ko peche hata rahi thi lakin bebas thi.... ab chuhdri ne dosre mammay ke sath bhi yehi hal kia... pehle nipple ko kata dantoon se phir chusne laga... thori dair tak chosne ke bad chuhdri ne apni zuban ki nok mammy ke nipple ke ird gird phairni shoro ki aur aise phairte phairte poray mammay chata phir dosre mammay ke sath bhi yehi kia... saima ke jism main current door raha tha...aur is sab se bachna bhi chah rahi thi lakin kuch kuch madhosh bhi ho rahi thi...

Ab chuhdri ka hath saima ki choot ki taraf thaus ne shalwar ke upar se hi choot ko sehlana shoro kar dia aur muskra dia kyn ke saima ki choot aik dam geli thi... saima jo abhi tak apnay mammay chupane ki koshish main thi ab us ke hath chuhdri ke hath ko choot se paray hta rahay thay... chuhdri saima ke uper se utha aur us ne saima ki shalwar utani ki koshish ki jaise saima ne zoor se pkar rakha tha lakin chuhdri ne thora sa zor lagaya to saima ki shalwar utarti chali gai... saima ki choot aik dam se chuhdri ki ankhoon ke samne thi aur chuhdri ke chehray pe muskrahat thi kyn ke choot aik dam se shaved thi... pori shalwar utarne ke bad chuhdri ne thighs pe hath phairna shoro kia jis se saima ko aik aur current laga jism main...

Achank wo lamha aya jo saima ne kabhi socha tha nahi hi us ko maloom tha aisa bhi ho sakta hai... chudri ne apne hont choot ke hontoon se mila dye aur phudi ke dany pe zuban phairne laga... jo bhi tha jaise bhi tha lakin saima yahan a kar apni himmat har gai beshak ye sab us ki marzi se nahi ho raha tha lakin phudi ke dany pe zuban mehsos kar ke saima himmat har gai aur us ne chuhdri ko rokne ki koshish tark kar di... ab us ne soch lia jo hoga wo us ko rok to sakti nahi bas ankhoon main anso thay... chuhdi saima ki phudi ko chat raha tha aur apni finger se dany ko sehla bhi raha tha... thori dair phudi chatne ke bad chuhdri saima ke upar a gaya aur apne lun ko saima ki choot ke tang aur nazuk sorakh pe rakh dia...

Chuhdri ne apnay hath se lun ko pakra aur phudi ke lips main ragrne laga saima ki phudi to pehle hi kafi geli thi lun ka lams pa kar phudi ne phir pani chor dia... thori dair lun ko phudi pe ragrnay ke bad chuhdri ne lun ki cap ko phudi ke sorak pe rakha aur saima ke daray howe chehray ki taraf dekhne laga... wahan anso thay aur chehray per anay wali takleef ka dar bhi tha... lakin chuhdri ko apni insult ka badla lena tha...

insaan apni izat ko kuch nahi honay deta apni maa behan beti ki izat to us ke lye buhat aziz hai lakin kesi ki beti ki izat kesi ki behan ki izat ka us ko koi ehtram nahi... apni ana ki khatir insan sab kuch kar jata hai jis se us ki ana ko taskeen pohanche....

chuhdri ne aik hi jatke main lun saima ki phudi main utar dia aur sath hi saima kia falak shagash chekhain nikal gain... us ko apni jaan nikalti hoi mehsos hoi.... saima ne aaj tak choot main aik se zayda finger nahi dali thi lakin aaj achank aur aik hi jatke main pora lun us ki phudi main utar chuka tha... saima dard se chekh rahi thi lakin wahan us per reham karne wala koi nahi tha... chuhdri ko us ki takleef se taskeen pohanch rahi thi... saima ki ankhoon se anso thay aur wo takleed se apny sar ko idhar udhar hila rahi thi... chuhdri kafi dair saima ko us ka dard ki parwa kye begair chodta raha aur akhir us ne apna garam pani saima ki phudi main nikal dia aur dham se bed per gir gya....

saima ankhoon main anso lye chat ko gorri ja rahi thi.. wo soch rahi thi kia thi us ki ghalti? Kia aurat thi ye thi us ki ghalti? Kia us ko apne jewan sathi ko muntakhib karne ka koi haq nahi tha? Kia us ke inkar ki itni bari saza thi? Abhi wo inhi sochon main mubtala thi ke chuhdri utha aur kapre pehan kar bahir chala gya... thori dair bad kamre main aurat ai aur us ko neya suit dia... saima ko bed se uthne main madad ki... saima se chala nahi ja raha tha.. wo aurat us ko washroom main le gai saima ko saf suthra kia ntya suit pehnaya .... saima bejan si ho gai thi... aur kaha ab tmhain chalna hoga... chuhdri ka mulazim tmhain chor de ka college ke bahir... aur haan kesi ke samne zuban mat kholna nahi to tum chuhdri ke gusse ko nahi janti wo tmhain aur tmhare khandan ko tabha kar de ga... saima sochne lagi ab aur tabha honay ko bacha kia hai... phir saima chuhdri ki haveli se nikal ai"

To be continued...

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Update 5

Car accident main chot meri right leg per lagi thi aur thori si kharashain ai then... main chal nahi sakti thi... sham tak bed per laitay laitay mera bura hal ho gya tha... aik to pain thi leg main aur bed per leti hoi bore ho rahi thi aur sab se important aaj meray khud sakhta ishaq ke meri ankhoon ke samne insult thi... ammi ne to apni beti ke piyar main ye bhi nahi judge kia ke ghalti un ki beti ki bhi ho sakti hai aur us ko tapphar bhi dai mara... main ne un se sorry bhi bol dia tha lakin pata nahi un kai dil main ab kia tha... unhoon ne aik lafz bhi nahi kaha tha jawab main... mujhe letay letay tarah tarah ke khadshat a rahay thay... jab se wo gaye thay wapis bhi nahi aye thay shyd ab wo wapis ayen bhi na... un ka jo akhlaqi farz tha wo unhoon ne pora kar dia tha.. ab un ke na anay ke khadshay se meri ankhoon main anso a gye....

Tumharay shehar ka masaum bara suhana lagay

Main ik shaaam chura loon agar bura na lagay

Mujhe us se kyn itna ishaq hota ja raha tha main nahi janti thi lakin main ab shyd us ke begair bin pani ke machli jaisi thi... “Main ik shaaam chura loon agar bura na laga” main ye parthi parthi janay kab so gai...

Wo kehtay main na jin ko ishaq ho jaye wo so bhi jain to so nahi patay un ke ko khawab main bhi mehboob ka chehra hi dikhta hai... wo aur main kesi pahar ki choti per bethay hain... us ne apna hath meri kamar ke gird kar ke mujhe apnay sath bithaya howa tha... main us ke kandhay per sar rakhay us ko apna bna chuki thi... main ghanay darkhat ki chaon main bethay thay... buhat ki pur sakon jagha thi... door paharoon se behta howa pani shor kar raha tha... main uski thi aur wo mera tha... main door sar sabaz pahar ko dekhte howe gehri soch main thi... mujhe achank us ke gunganany ki awaz suni...

“Meri Zindagi Tera SATH Ho

Meri Zindagi Teri BaAT Ho

Jo Jhuke Nazar Tera Khuwab Ho

Jo Uthe Nazar Teri ZaAT Ho

Mere Hath Me 1 PHOL Ho

Or

Wo PHOL Tera HATH ho”

Ye keh kar us ne mera hath apnay hath main le laya aur dosray hath se meri thori ko thora upar kia aur us ne mere hontoon main apnay hontoon main qaid kar lia...

Dekho shazia ye hai wo larki jis ki takkar hoi car se aaj... shukar hai zayda choot nahi ai... nahi to muhtarma ne jail main bajwa dena tha... mere kanoon main asad ki sunni to main nend se jag gai... apnay samnay asad ko pa kar mainy sharam se sar juka lia... abhi to hum khawab main aik ho rahay thay... abhi main us nay meri kamar main hath dal kar mujhe apnay sath lagaya howa aur abhi to us nay apnay honton se mery hont qaid kaye thay aur main madhoosh rahi thi... achank main kehne hi wali thi asad I love you... lakin hosh main a gai kyn kay us ke sath shazia bhi thi wohi larki thi jis ko main ne 2 bar car main bethtay dekha tha aur ye asad ko bhaiya bol rahi thi...

Shazia meray pas a kar beth gai aur meri ammi bhi pass hi bethi then... shazia ne bolna shoro kia... mujhe abhi thori dair pehle asad bhai ne btaya ke aaj unki car se aik larki ki takkar ho gai aur yahan tak ke tmam halat... main shiminda ho gai ke un ke chehre per parne wala meri ammi ke hathoon thappar shazia ko pata ho ga... main ne aik bar ammi ki taraf dekha to shyd unko bhi apni ghalti ka ehsas ho chuka tha un ki nazrain bhi juki hoi thi... main ne asad ki taraf dekha wo shdy mere zehan main anay walay sawal ko parh chuka tha is lye us ne chehre ki taraf hath rakh kar na ka ishara kia jis se main samjh gai ye wali bat nahi btai unhoon ne... mujhe un ka ye andaz buhat acha laga... main bhi muskra di... shazia se mukhtib hotay howe main ne kaha is main un ki ghalti nahi hai bs main hi... ap chup rahen main janti hun apne bhai ko buhat rough drive karte hain kafi dant pila di hai in ko...

Waise ap ka name kia hai thori dair ki khamoshi ke bad shazia ne mujh se pocha... G maria name hai mera... acha... lakin main ne ap ko kahen dekha lagta hai... jab se yahan ai hun janay kyn mujhe lag raha hai main ne apko pehle bhi kahen dekha hai...shazia ne kamre ki khirki ki taraf dekhte howe kaha...

Agar ap bura na mano to main bta don kahan dekha ho ga ap ne maria ko... asad ke bolte hi sab ne sawaliya nazroon se asad ki taraf dekha... theek hai bhai btain kaha dekha hoga main ne maria ko... itni asani se kyn bta dn waise main ye janta hun mera answer 100 % theek hoga... main bhi ab shashu panj main thi ke kia asad ne mujhe college ke gate pe pehla dekha hai kabhi? Theek hai bhai agar apka answer theek howa to main apni aik friend ka reference dn gi aur un se meeting kar ke ap at least 2 lakh ka business to asani se niklawa sakty ho... aur han agar answer theek na howa to us reference se anay wala business ka profit 100% mera hoga... ye sab batain to meray upar se guzar gain ke behan bahi kis reference aur kis business ki batain kar rahay hain lakin lakin mujhe asad ke answer ka shidat se intzar tha... to answer ye hai ke miss maria ap ke hi college main parthi hain aur ap ne maria ko wahen dekha hoga college main... shazia ne meri taraf dekha asad ka answer sun kar to main ne asbat main sar hila diya... aur haan sazia aik aur bat... mujhe ye nahi pata ap ne in ko kabhi college main dekha hai ya nahi lakin main ne inko zaror dekha hai college ke gate ke bahir kesi ko hath hila kar ***** Hafiz keh rahi then shayd kesi dost ko... ya kesi jannay wallay ko ya kesi.... asad ne akhri fiqre buhat tehar tehar kar bolay jaise wo mujhe kuch yaad karwa rahay hun... aur mujhe hairat ho rahi thi ke kia asad ne us din mujhe dekh lia tha aur phir meray hath se good bye ke isharay ko bhi... main gehri soch main thi...

To ap kis class main ho maria? Shazia ne mujhe chup dekh kar khamoshi tori... FSc part 1 main hun... main ne achank asad ki taraf deekhtay howe kaha aur wahan asad ki chori pakar li wo mujhe hi dekh raha tha ken akhiyoon se... to ap mujh se 2 sal junior hain... bhaiya kafi time ho raha hai ab humain chalna chahye... main daily idhr a kar ap ka hal pochti rahon gi...

Janay se pehle shazia ammi se mukhatib hoin aunty main ne hospital bill ki advance payment kar di hai... umeed hai ap bura nahi manain gi akhir ye sab kuch apko hamari wajha se dekhna par raha hai... is se pehle ammi kuch bolti shazia kamre se bahir nikal gai aur asad ne ammi ko salam kia aur aik nazar mujh per dali aur muskra ke wo bhi chala gya...

Mujhe un ke naya se thori dair pehle wala khawab such hota dikhai de raha tha... main ne asad ko panay ki jitni duain mangain thi sab pori hoti nazar a rahen then... aik anjany shakh se ishaq howa aur ab wo mere qareeb bhi a chuka tha... mujhe apna anjaana rasta jana pehchana sa lag raha tha... meray andar ajeeb se khushi parwan charh rahi thi...

Muje asad ka muskarat chehra dekh kar ye eshar yaad anay laga

Wo Pal Wo Lamhe Kuch Ajeeb Honge

Duniya Mein Hum Khusnaseeb Honge

Door Se Itna Chahte Hai Tumhe

Kya Hoga Jab Aap Hamare Kareeb Honge

Saima haveli se nikli to samnay wohi car khari thi jis main us ko kidnap kar ke laya gya tha... saima ko haveli se bahir kharay gaurd ne car main bethne ko kaha... saima ba mushkil chal pa rahi thi... jaise dekh kar gaurd shaitani muskraht detay howe apne pailay dant dekhai... ab ki bar sirf 2 log hi thay car main aik driver tha aur dosra aik aur gaurd tha... saima chup chap car main beth gai pechli seat per... gaurd bhi dosri side se a kar saima ke brabar beth gya... saima ko apni izat lut janay pe rona a raha tha... filhal wo yahan se zinda wapis jana chahti thi... us ke dil main yehi sawal bar bar uth raha tha ke us ko ye saza kyn milli... kia mashary main aurat ko azadi ke sath rehne ka koi haq nahi? Abhi in sawaloon pe soch hi rahi thi ke gaurd ne black pati us ki ankhon pe laga di ta ke saima rasta na malom kar sakay haveli ka...

Car ko chalty howe koi 45 min ho gaye thay pehle to saima ko bahir raod per dosri gariyoon ka shor sun raha tha lakin ab car jaise sunsaan road per chal rahi thi... saima ko achank apnay mammay per aik hath mehsoos howa... saima ne aik dam se us hath ko peche hatana chaha to us hath ne zoor se mamma dba dia....aur saima ko apni kamar per koi lohay ki cheez mehsos hoi wo yakenan pistol tha... saima samjh gai ab phir us ke sath kia honay wala hai... wahan 2 mard thay taqatwar aur ye aik naram nazuk larki...un dono ko rok nahi sakti thi warna wo us ki jaan ko bhi kuch kar saktay thay.... achank samia ko apni garden pe hont mehsos howe... aur koi zuban se us ki garden ko chat raha tha... saima bebas bethi hoi thi apni sinaf e nazuk honay ka matam kar rahi thi... phir aik hath us ke qameez ke andr gya aur us ke pait pe phirne laga... gaurd saima ki garden chat raha tha to kabhi us ke hont chos raha tha... sath main ab saima ki qameez bhi utarne laga... car ke sheshe black thay bahir walay ko pata bhi nahi chal sakta tha andr kia ho raha hai... saima ne gaurd ko nahi roka... gaurd ne saima ko uper se nanga kar dia aur ab saima ke mammy chos raha tha... phir us ne saima ka hath pakra aur apne lun pe rakh dia saima ne foran hath peche karna chaha to pistol us ki kamar main chub gai... karti kia na karti... saima ne majboran gaurd ka lun pkar lia... gaurd ne lun ko hilana ka ishara kia... aur phir se mammay chosne laga.... abhi ye khail chal hi raha tha ke saima ko car rukti hoi mehsos hoi aur front door open hone ki awaz ai... thori dair bad saima ki taraf wala door open howa aur saima ki legs se driver ne pkra aur saima ki legs ko car se bahir nikal dia ab saima adhi car main thi aur adhi bahir thi car se....

Phir us ko apni shalwar utarti hoi mehsos hoi... saima ki ankhoon se ansoo a gaye... gaurd abhi tak us ke mammay chos raha tha shyd us ko saima ke mammay buhat pasnd aye thay... shalwar utarte hi us ko apni phudi per aik hath mehsos ho... driver us ke phudi ke lips ke bech main ungli phair raha tha... ab wo samjh gai thi ab phir se uski izat lutne wali hai... adriver ne apni 2 ungliyaan saima ki phudi main dal den... aur apni zuban ko saima ki phudi ke danay pe phairne laha... saima ki phudi ne pani chor dia... udhar gaurd ne saima ko lun zor zor se hilany ka ishara kia...saima ne majboran lun ko zor zor se hilana shoro kar dia... aik taraf us ki phudi main driver ki 2 ungliyan then aur dany pe driver ki zuban... us ke mammay gaurd chos raha tha aur wo gaurd ka lun hila rahi thi... achank phone ki ring baji aur sath ki gaurd ke lun ne pani chorr dia... ring bajte hi driver ne apna kam chora aur hello bol ke phone receive kia to dosri taraf baray chuhdri ka phone tha... us ne kesi urgent kam ke lye bula tha is lye driver ko na chahtay howe bhi samia ko chorna para... gaurd thanda ho chuka tha... us ne saima ko kapre pehnany ko bola.... thori dair bad car ruki... aur gaurd ne saima ki patti khol di... aur janay ko bola... aur sath hi kesi aur ko na btane ki waring di... saima jab car se bahir nikli to apnay ghar ke pas school ke bahir thi... saima us sachool main gai aur wahan khud ko fresh kar ke ghar ki taraf chal pari....

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Yeh Kiski Hai Aahat, Yeh Kiska Hai Saaya

Hui Dil Mein Dastak Yahan Kaun Aaya

Hum Pe Yeh Kisne Hara Rang Daala

Oh, Hum Pe Yeh Kisne Hara Rang Daala

Khushi Ne Hamaari Hamein Maar Daala, Oh Maar Daala

Maar Daala, Haan Maar Daala

Hum Pe Yeh Kisne Hara Rang Daala

Khushi Ne Hamaari Hamein Maar Daala

Hamein Maar Daala, Hamein Maar Daala, Hamein

Maar Daala, Maar Daala, Maar Daala, Maar Daala…………..

Is waqt aini ka naach apne aroj per tha… kothay per aye log us ka naach dekh kar daad dai rahay thay… paise ko pani ki tarah bahaya jar aha tha… is waqt koi bhi aini ko nachta dekh leta to us ka dewana ho jata… aini ka gora rang aur lamba qad aur chand jaisa husn us ke nach ko char chand laga raha tha… is waqt parveen ki 2 btetiyoon ka toti bol raha tha is “galeez dunya” main…

Aini ki nazar is waqt naye anay walay “mehman” per tikki hoi thi… wazha qata se kesi amir family se hi lagta tha… khub surat aur aik wajahat se pora mard dikh raha tha… aini ganay ke sath sath khud ko us ko sonp rahi thi… thori dair bad wo naye anay walay mehman ke samne jhuk kar apne husn ka dedaar karwa rahi thi… karwati bhi kyn na us ko andaza ho raha tha ye us ki jawani ka maza lutnay wala neya shikar hai…

“Maar Daala, Oh Maar Daala, Maar Daala Ho Maar Daala

Maar Daala, Maar Daala, Maar Daala, Maar Daala

(yeh Kiski Hai Aahat, Yeh Kiska Hai Saaya

Hui Dil Mein Dastak, Yahan Kaun Aaya)

Hey Eh, Eh Eh Eh

Mm Mm Mm Mm Mm, Mm Mm Mm Mm Mm Mm”

Gana khatam honay ke sath sath aini naye mehman ke samne bichti ja rahi thi jaise ye naya mehman hi bas is mahfil main shareek ho… aini ki maa ko us ka andaaz pasnd aya… us ko apni beti per fakhar ho raha tha… us ko lag rha tha aaj se 20 saal pehle us ne jis wajood ko janam dia tha aaj wo us ka sab se qemti asaasa ban gya hai… naye anay walay mehman ne notoon ki aik gaddi aini ki taraf phainki aur thori dair us ko daikhta raha phir bahir chala gya… paisoon ko dekh kar aini aur uski maa ki ankhoon main chamak a gai thi

Asifa saith ki bheji hoi car main bethi bahir hoti hoi bonda bandi ka nazara le rahi thi… bonda bandi ki wajha se car ke sheshe is waqt madham ho gaye thay aur bahir rat ke andharay main chalni wali laiteen bara dilkash manzar paish kar rahi thi… car road per chalti ja rahi thi… car ke andar khamoshi thi… asifa is waqt bari sajh sanwar kar saith ko rajhanay ja rahi thi…

Car saith ki shandar kothi ke baironi darwazai per kari thi… guard ke check karne ke bad car ko andar janay ki ijazat milli… asifa ko sedha saith ke bed room main pohancha dia gya… aaj ka manzar asifa ke lye muktalif tha… aaj wahan saith akela nahi tha aaj wahan saith ke sath aik aur admit ha… kafi handsome aur sehatmand… lakin aik aur cheez jis se asifa hairan ho gai wahan aik aur larki thi jis ko asifa ne pehli bar dekha tha… asifa ko dhanday main aye koi 3 mahenay howe tha… aur ye us ke lye neya experience tha… pehle wo sirf aik mard ko rajhati thi lakin aaj us ko 2 mardoon ko rajhana tha aik aur larki ke sath mil kar… wo larki dikhne main khandani lagti thi.. agar wo bazaar ki larki hoti to asifa zaror us ko janti hoti…

Saith ne jaise hi asifa ko dekha to to foran dosray admi se bola… lo daikhoo rizwan ye hai hamari choice… rizwan ne us ko ghoor se dekha aur saith ki taraf chehra kar ke muskrat dia bin bolay hi bta dia saith sab apki choice la jawab hai...

A jao meri jaan… main aaj rizwan se tmhari hi tarifeen kar raha tha… ye rizwan hai dubai main hota hai aur mera buhat purana dost… aur ye sath main rizwan ki biwi hai… biwi ka sun kar asifa ko aik dachka sa laga… kyn ke wo jis kam ke lye ai hai us kam ko to mard apni biwi se chpatay hain…

Asifa ko hairan dekh kar rizwan ki biwi boli… main rizwan ko dosri aurtoon se sex karne se kabhi nahi rokti is lye mera bhi to haq hai main bhi maza ln aur mardon ka.. is lye ap hairan na hn… aaj ap ne mere husband ko maza dena hai aur main ne saith sab se maza lena hai… aur haaan hum maza aik hi jaggha per Karen ge saith ne asifa ko mazeed khabardar kia… asifa ko pehle to ajeeb sa laga lakin phr us ne socha is dunya main buhat kuch hota hai cholo aaj is khail ka bhi maza len… rizwan ki biwi ka name veena tha… veena dekhne main bhi veena hi thi… us ne apne figure ko khoob maintain rakha tha…

To is ka matlb mera intzar aaj saith sab nahi rizwan sab kar rahay thay… asifa ne aik piyar bharay andaz se rizwan ke chehray per hath phaira aur sath hi bari bebaki se sab ke samne rizwan ki pent ke ubhaar per hath rakh kar lun ko janchne lagi…

Udhar saith sab ne veena ko peeche se hug kia apna lun ko veena ki gand main chubote howe veena ka mammay pkar lye aur sath hi veena ke garden pe zuban ki nook phair kar veena ko sehar kar dia…

Rizwan ne asifa ki be baki ko dekhte hi asifa ko gand ke neche hath dal kar zoor se hug kia aur utha lia… asifa ne apne hont rizwan ke hontoon se jooor dye… jis ka response rizwan ne fori dia aur asifa ka nechla hont chosne laga… rizwan asifa ke rasele hont aise chos raha tha jaise sadiyoon ka bhoka ho ya jaise aaj asifa ke hont hi chaba jaye ga…. Asifa ne apni dono tangoon ko utha ka rizwan ki waist ke gird lapait dia aur dono bazoo rizwan ki neck ke gird kar ke rizwan se chipat gai… dono aik dosray ke hont chos rahay tha.. rizwan ne apni zuban asifa ke munh main dal di… jaise asifa ne chosna shoro kar dia…

Idhar abhi rizwan aur asifa kissing hi kar rahay thay udhar saith sab ne veena ko pora nanga bhi kar dia tha aura b veena saith sab ko nanga kar rahi thi… veena ka mammay aur gand kuch zayda hi khubsurat thay…. Dono nangay honay ke bad bed per late gaye aik dosray ko hug kar ke tangoon main tangain dal kar aik dosray ke hont chosne lagay… saith sab aik hath veena ki kamar per phair rahay tha jo ke veena ki naram gand tak ja raha tha… veena ne bhi aik hath se saith sab ka lun pkar lia aur ahista ahista lun per hath phairne lagi…

Rizwan ne asifa ko pass paray dinning table per litaya aur asifa ki shirt utar di aur sath hi bra bhi… asifa kay khobsurat mammay rizwan ke samne thay… jis per rizwan tot para… rizwan zuban ko asifa ke mammay per circle main pharina shoro kia jis se asifa ko aik naya maza…. Asifa ki ankhain band ho gain ab wo rizwan ke balloon main hath phair rahi thi jis se rizwan ko andaza ho raha tha ke aisfa ko kitna maza a rha hai… phir rizwan ne dosray mammay pe bhi aise hi zuban phairi aur phir us ne asifa ke mammay ko chosna shoro kar dia… asifa apne hath se rizwan ka sir apne mammon pe dba rahi thi…

Rizwan ko asifa ke mammy chosta daikh kar veena ne bhi saith ko apny mammay chusnay ka ishara kia… lakin in ka style zara mukhtalif tha… saith neche late gya aur veena saith ke upar a gai… veena ke shubsurat mammay latak rahay thay… veena ne thora aur upar ho kar apnay mammay ko saith sab ke munh main dal dia… saith sab feeder ki taraf veena ke mammay ko chusnay lagay aur dosray mammy ko dbany lagay…. Veena ko aise mammay chuswanay ka buhat maza a raha tha… veena ki gand rizwan ki taraf thi… rizwan ko bhi josh aya us ne asifa ki shalwar utarni shoro kar di… asifa ki shalwar utarty hi hairless phudi rizwan ke samnay a gai… rizwan ne sath hi apnay kapray utar dye aur asifa ko zameen per beche qaleen per lita dia aur khud us per late gaya lakin apna munh asifa ki phudi ki taraf kar ke aur lun ko asifa ke munh ke pas la kar… asifa ko samjh a gai ab us ne kia karna hai aur waise bhi asifa lun se khelni ki mahir thi…

Saith sab bhi kahan peche rehne walay tha saith sab ne bhi 69 ho janay ka socha lakin udhr asifa neche leti thi tu yahan saith sab neche late gaye aur veena ko upar anay ka kaha… saith sab veena ki phudi ke lips ke bech main zuban kin ok phair rahay thay…. Phudi pe zuban ka lams pa kar veena ki phudi aur zayda geli ho gai… veena ki sex ki bhook aur barh gai us ne saith sab ka lun munh main lia aur munh ko agay peche kar ke lun ko chosne lagi… saith sab ko bhi full maza a raha tha aur veena ko bhi…. Udhar rizwan aur asifa ka bhi yehi haal tha… kafi dair lun phudi ko chosne aur chatnay ka khail jari raha ab veena aur asifa lun ke lye taras rahen then… dono ki phudiyan pani chor kar chikni ho chuki then..

Ab neya session chalna tha wo tha chudai ka session… saith sab ne kaha chudai aise ho ke charo aik sath maza len… saith sab ne veena ko neche litaya… veena ki tangain utha kar apne shoulders per rakhi aur lun ko veena ki phudi per ragrany lagy… veena gand ko upar utha kar lun ko phudi ke andr lena chah rahi thi lakin saith sab veena ko tarpa rahay thay…

Rizwan ne asifa ko dogy style main kia… ab asifa dogy style main apni phudi ko zameen per leti veena ke munh per le ai… veena agar chahti to asani se apni zuban se asifa ki phudi ko chat sakti thi aur wo aisa kar bhi rahi thi… udhar saith sab ne apna lun veena ki phudi main dala sath ki rizwan ne apna lun asifa ki phudi main dala… dono larkiyoon ne aik sath aaaaahhhhhh ki awaz nikali… saith sab tez tez veena ki phudi main apna lun agay peche kar rahay thay… aur rizwan ka lun asifa ki phudi pe lagi veena ki zuban ko touch karte asifa ki phudi main andar bahir ho raha tha… veena ko asifa ki phudi aur rizwan ke lun ka taste aik sth mil raha tha… aur wo saith sab se chudai ka maza bhi le rahi thi…

Thori dair tak chudai ke bad rizwan aur saith sab ne position change karne ka faisla kia… rizwan kyn ke dogy style main chudai kar raha tha is lye ab us ne neche letne ka faisla kia wo neche late gya aur ab us ke lun per anay wali asifa nahi veena thi… veena rizwan ke upar a kar lun ko phudi ke sorakh per laga kar beth gai lun per aur gand ko hilane lagi… phir veena ne upar neche hona shoro kar dia… veena mzay se zor zor se upar neche ho rahi thi… dosri taraf saith sab ne asifa ko table ke sath jhuka kar asifa ki phudi main peche se lun dala howa tha… saith sab bhi zor zor se asifa ki chudai kar rahay thay.. jab saith sab ka jism aisfa ki gand se takrata to asifa ki hilti hoi gand ko dekh kar saith sab aur josh se asida ko chodne lagty….

Saith sab ki nazar uchalti hoi veena per pari aur veena ki chikni gand ko hilta dekh kar saith sab ka dil veena ki gand marne ka ban gya… saith sab ne asifa ki phudi se apna lun nikala aur veena ke peche a gaye aur veena ko rizwan per letne ka kaha… veena ki phudi main rizwan ka lun tha aur aise hi rizwan pe laitne se veena ki gand ab saith sab ke samne thi… saith sab ne asifa ko lun chos ke gela karne ko kaha aur lun ko gela kar ke lun ki cap ko veena ki gaand ke sorakh per rakh ke thora zoor lagaya to lun cap tak andr chala gya… veena ko dard mehsos howa lakin wo bardsht kar gai… ab saith sab ne lun ko veena keg and main utarna shoro kar dia… thori dair ki koshish ke bad saith sab ka lun veena ki phudi main tha…. Ab phir se rizwan ne lun ko neche se hilana shoro kar dia… veena ab phudi aur gand main lun ka maza le rahi thi… asifa uthi aur apni phudi ko rizwan ke munh per set kar ke beth gai… rizwan ab asifa ki phudi ko chat raha tha aur veena ki phudi ko chod raha tha… thori dair ki chudai ke bad veena ki gand aur phudi main rizwan aur saith sab ne pani chor dia aur sab nidhal ho kar late gaye…

Parveen ko us ki kesi dost ne kaha tha larki agar parhi likhi ho to dhanday main zayda paisa kama sakti hai… is lye parveen ne apni 3no betiyoon main parhan chaha lakin halat ne ijazat na di us waqt… lakin parveen ki tesri beti arfa ko parhne kbuhat shoq tha… us ne matric tak har class main pehli position li… parveen ne us ko mana kia tha kesi ko apni asliyat nahi btani nahi to school walay us ko bahir nikal den ge… lakin arfa thi school ki brilliant student… sab teachers ko us per naz tha… arfa school main taqriri muqabloon main hamesha apnay hareef ko chit kar deti thi… matric ke bad us ki maa ne us ko bhi dhanday main utarna chaha lakin us ke shoq ke samnay har man gai aur is tarah arfa school se college main chali gai…jab se us ne college jana shoro kia tha us ko pata laga dunya choti si nahi kai dunya buhat wasee hai… beti ko college bhejte howe us ka dar bhi tha ke arfa apnay kam se baghi na ho jaye… lakin arfa ka wada tha jab wo BA kar le gi tb wo bhi apni behno ke sath is dhanday main shamil ho jaye gi…

Arfa is waqt apni studies main magan thi… us ka karma upar tha… lakin neche se ganay aur aini ke paon main bandhay gongoro ki awaz us ko buhat disturb kar rahi thi…. Us ne kanoon main roi bhhi thonsi thi lakin phir bhi ganay ki awaz aur nach dekhne waloon ki daad dene ki awaz us ko disturb kye ja rahi thi…jaise jaise us ke kanoon main ganay ki awaz a rahi thi waise waise us ko apni maa ka shoro kaye howe dhanday se nafrat ho rahi thi….

Arfa aaj college se wapis loti to us ki maa us se mukhatib hoi… arfa aaj se tub hi nachnay ki training leni shoro karo… main ne teray parhnay ke shoq ko nahi roka lakin arfa 2 saal bad tujhe esi dhanday main utarna hai… agar teri soch hai ke tum parh likh kar kesi achay khandan main shadi kar lo gi ye tmhari bhol hai… tmhari teachers jo aaj tm se itni muhabbat jitati hain agar unko tmhari asliyat pta chali wo utni hi tm se nafrat Karen gi… is lye behtar yehi hai tm aik towaif ki beti ho… kesi ko nahi maloom tmhara baap kon hai… mujhe bhi nahi maloom… is lye tum ab apni parhai ke sath sath kam bhi sikhna shoro karo… arfa ankhoon main anso lye apne kamre main janay ke lye uthi…. Us ke hath main books then… abhi wo siryaan charh rahi thi tu us ko naye mehman ka samna karna para… ye wohi mehman tha jis ko aini apna neya shikar bna rahi thi… arfa ne pehle kabhi us ko idhar nahi dekha tha… lakin shaklo surat se bhala insaan lag raha tha… arfa sochne lagi pata nahi wo is gandi jagha per kyn aya hai…. Arfa us ke baray main sochti sochti upper pohanch gai… lakin us ko nahi maloom tha ken aye mehman ki nazreen us ko akhir tak taak rahi then…

Hospital main aaj tesra din tha. Main kal se asad ka wait kar rahi thi.. mujhe tu umeed thi wok al zaror aye ga lakin kal ka sara din intzar karte guzar gya… pechli rat karwatain badlte guzar gai… janay kyn lag raha thaw o abhi aye ga aur mera hal poche ga… lakin aisa howa nahi… aaj bhi subh se us ka hi wait kar rahi thi… room ka jab bhi door open hota mujhe lagta wohi aye hn ge phir jab nurse ko dekhti tu munh latak jata… kabhi nurse apna dedar karwati to kabhoi round lagate howe doctors… aaj bhi sara din intzar karte karte sham ka waqt howa chahta tha… meri umeed ab bhi qaim thi keh wo zaror ayen ge…

Main kaise bataun ke tum mere kya ho

Mere pyar ki bas ek ilteja ho

Mere dil ne sajde main jaa ke jo maangi hai

Tum mohabbat ki woh pehli pehli dua ho

Asad tum to mere apnay ho… hmara milna koi hadsa nahi hai asad… main ne duaon main manga hai tujhe… asad ye kaise mumkin hai tm na ao… mujhe ye jo muhabbat hoi hai is main mera koi qasoor nahi… asad ab main tumharay siwa kesi aur ke sapnay bhi nahi dekh sakti… tum hi mere apnay ho… tum bin asad ab ji nahi paon gi…. Asad tumhary bad kesi ka khawab dekhna kesi ko chahna kesi ke baray main sochna ab na mumkin hai…asad ab kesi aur ki arzo hai na kesi aur ki justojo ab meri ankhain tumhari rah hi takti hai asad… tum mere ho… mujhe ishaq hai tub s tm se hai… tum bin jina mumkin nahi hai… asad main tumhara qurb chahti hun aur tmhare sath apnay din aur retain bitana chahti hun…

Kia muhabbat yehi hoti hai? Maria asad main baray main sochti ja rahi thi aur khudhi din main asad ko apna banati ja rahi thi… us ki ankhoon main anso thay… main ne tu muhabbat per yakeen hi nahi kia tha.. main tu aise fazool logon ka khail samjhti a rahi thi lakin muhabbat hai… ishaq hai… piyar hai… ab samjhi hun log kyn muhabbat main jaan detay hain aur jaan letay hain… muhabbat cheez hi aisi hai jaise ho jaye usay kahen ka nahi chorti… us ka marz muhabbat hota hai to tabeeb mehboob hota hai…

Maria jitna asad ke baray main sochti ja rahi utna hi wo is dunya se begani se hoti ja rahi thi… jab wo asad se hone wali akhiri mulaqat sochti to muskrat deti usay asad ka muskaran buhat pasnd aya tha…. Aur asad ka hath hila kar alvida karne ka raaz kholna maria ko bar bar yaad a raha tha… lakin jaise hi wo sochti asad us din ke bad se usay milna nahi aya to us ka dil dob sa jata… kahen asad bhol hi to nahi gya… main to aik normal si larki hun wo kyn yaad rakhay ga mujhe… lakin main tu chahti hun usay… main usay chahti hi rahoon gi… wo mera dil main basta hai wo mera hai aur mera hi rahay ga…. Maria ki halat is waqt qabil e reham thi… wo ab soch rahi thi kahen ye us ki yak taraf muhabbat na ho…. Maria kal rat bhi theek se na soi thi aur aaj bhi sara din asad ka intzar karti rahi… asad ke baray main sochty sochty so gai…

Tera pehlu tere dil ki tarah abaad rahe

Tujh pe guzre na qayamat shab-e-tanhai ki

Is ne jalti hui peshani pe jab haath rakha

Rooh tak aa gayi taseer maseehai ki

Mujhe apnay mathay per kesi hatheli mehsos hoi jaise koi bukhar check kar raha ho… meray lashaor ne kaha is waqt to doctor ke check up ka time nahi hai… dil ne awaz di ankhhain khol shayd wo hi ho… ankhain kholen to samnay asad tha mere khawaboon ka salar askendar… ammi ki awaz ai baita aaj bol rahi thi keh tabiyat theek nahi hai is lye so rahi hai…. Main khooli ankhoon se us ko dekh rahi thi us ko nahi pata chala tha main jag gai hun… us ka hath apnay mathay per mehsos kar ke buhat acha lag raha tha… janay phir meray andar se kahan se himmat a gai… main ne apna hath us ke hath per rakhtay howe kaha main theek hun unhoon ne bhi meray hath ka lams apnay hath per mehsos kia aur apna hath hat alia mathay se…

Oh sorry ap jag gain… main to bas dekh raha tha kahen bukhar to nahi hai jaise mama ne kaha keh aaj apki tabiyat theek nahi thi… kaisen hain ap? Aik bar to dil ne kaha keh kahon ap a gaye to ab theek hun lakin phir khayal aya wo kia sochen ge aur pass khari ammi ka bhi khayal a gya…..

Miss maria main abhi doctor se mil aya hun unhoon ne kaha hai a bap ghar ja sakti hain… lakin ap to rest karni ho gi ghar main bhi… ap tight leg ko move nahi kar sakti… is lye main ne medical certificate bnwa lia hai aur shazia kal wo college main submit karwa de gi… is lye ab be fikar ho kar ghar main aram Karen… aur haan aunty is ki zara khob khidmat Karen ghar main…

Mujhe wo sab yaad a gya jab jab hamarey exams main 4 din reh gaye thay aur maria ka accident ho gya tha… maria 1st year ka wo exam attend nahi kar pai thi… aur is tarah main maria se aik class agay ho gait hi…

Maria ki kahani main itna kho gait hi keh main bhool hi gai thi main apnay baitay ko wahen chor ai thi… main ne aik nazar apni birth per mari… mera baita so raha tha…aur maria ke ki aik beti so gait hi aur baqi dono bachay khirki se bahir dekh rahay thay… wo shayd pehli bar train ka safa kar rahay thay is lye wo buhat excited nazar a rahay thay…

Acha phir kia howa?

Main hospital se ghar a gai… shazia ne meri taraf se application de di thi college main… ab main ghar main hoti thi aur meri tanhai mera sath deti thi…. Aik week ho gya tha mujhe ghar main bekar guzaraty howe… asad aya aur na hi shazia… main sochne lag gait hi shayd asad ne car accident ki wajha se mujh se akhlaqi tor per ye sab kia… aur waise bhi main us kit hi kon jis ka wo pata lenay ghar ata… aur ammi abu bhi pata nahi kia samjhtay us kay ghar anay ko… mujhe abh jaldi se theek hona that a keh main jaldi se college ja sakon… aur shazia ke zarye asad se mil sakoon… phir satveen din shazia ai ghar main… aur atay hi sorry bola keh wo studies main busy thi is lye time nahi nikal pai…shazia pehli bar ghar main ai thi… wo ghar ko ghor se dekh rahi thi… hamara ghar tha to purana lakin ammi safai ka buhat khayal rakhti then aur mera karma ghar ka sab se acha karma tha to shazia buhat tarefeen kar rahi thi meray kamre ki…

Shazia bed ke side table ke pass bethi thi… aur achank mere kano main jo uski awaaz suni “Use kehna Qasam le lo,” meri to jaise chori pakri gai ho…main ne us ke hath se diary pakrni chahi to us ne hath peche kar lia… maria bs ye ghazal zara achi lag rahi hai bas aik bar parh lene do… us ke sath hi us ne ghazal parhni shoro kar di… aur main ankhain band kaye shazia ke reaction ka sochne lagi ke ghazal ke bad wo kia poche gi…

Use kehna Qasam le lo,

tmhary bad,

Ksi ka khwab dekha ho..!

Ksi ko hm ne chaha ho..!

Ksi ko hm ne socha ho..!

Ksi ki aarzoo ki ho..!

Ksi ki justuju ki ho..!

Ksi ki raah dekhi ho..!

Usay kehna qasm lay lo.

Ksi ka qurb manga ho..!

Ksi ko sath rkha ho..!

Ksi se aas rkhi ho..!

Koi umeed bandhi ho..!

Koi dil me utara ho..!

Koi tm se pyara ho..!

Usay kehna qasm lay lo.

Koi dil me bsaya ho..!

Koi apna bnaya ho..!

Koi rootha ho to hm ne..!

Usy ro ro mnaya ho..!

Ksi ki yad ka mosam

Mery aangan me aya ho..!

Ksi se baat krni ko..!

Kbi ye hont trsy hon..!

Ksi ki bewfai pr

Kbi ye nain barsy hon..!

Kbi raaton ko uth uth kr..!

Tery dukh me na roye hon..!

Tmhare baad,

Hm aik pal bhe soye hon..!

Use kahna Qasam le lo..

Kbi jugnu,

Kbi tara,

Kbi mehtaab dekha ho..!

Use kehna Qasam le lo..!

Tmhare baad,

Kisi ka khwab dekha ho..!

Qasam le lo..!

Use kahna Qasam le lo......

I love you “A”…

Maria ke I love you “A”… kehne per yaad a ya main ne to apnay dil ki akhri bat bhi diary per likh chori hai…

Aray wah tm to kesi ki dewani lagti ho… aray kon hai bhi wo? Mujhay bhi to btao…

update 9

Maria soch main par gai ab kia karay… aik to wo shazia ke zarye asad ko hasil karna chahti thi aura b wo dar bhi rahi thi keh shazia kia soche gi… shazia bhi shayd mindreader thi… wo baghoor maria ka chehra dekh rhi thi… phir khud hi bol pari… dekho maria jo tumharay dil main hai main janti hun… tum mujh per trust kar sakti ho… I will never expose your secret… baqi agar tum munasib nahi samjhti to na btao… aur waise bhi mujhe force to karna nahi chahye… jumha jumha 8 din to hum melay hain…

Shazia bat ye nahi hai. Main is lye nahi dar rahi keh tum mujhe badnam karo gi. Bat asal main ye hai keh tum kia socho gi… lakin shazia main us se buhat muhabbat karti hun… shazia us se muhabbat kartay mujhe kafi arsa ho gya hai… main ne us ko apni duaon main manga hai… lakin wo shyd meri muhabbat ko janta tak nahi aur shyd wo kesi aur ko bhi chahta ho… acha mujhe agar apna dost manti ho to mujhe btao kon hai wo… main jo kar saki tumharay lye to zaror karon gi…

Maria ab gehri soch main thi keh kia bta de shazia ko ya nahi… phir maria ne shazia ko sab btanay ka faisla kar hi lia…

Shazia jaise main chahti hun wo koi aur nahi bal keh tumhara bhai hai asad…

Maria keh kar chup ho gai aur shazia ke chehray per hairangi thi… kamre main sanatay ko shazia ne tora… lakin tumhari diary ka pehla work bhi dekha main ne jis pet um ne ye ashaar likhen hain

“mujhay jis kay deed ki aass thee

wo millay to raah main yoon millay

ham nazar uthha kar tarap gaye

wo nazar jhukka kar challay gaye”

Aur sath main mujhe tum se muhabbat ho gai hai… phir wok on tha… maria main tum per koi shak nahhi kar rahi merit um jaisi bhabhi ko mujhe fakhar ho ga… main just is lye poch rahi thi keh asad bhai se to tmhari mulaqat koi aik week pehle hoi phir ye sab? Kahen mazak to nahi kar rahi tum mere sath?

Maria ne socha bhi nahi tha koi us se us ki muhabbat ka is andaz se bhi poch le ga… shazia ke sawal ka answer dena bhi zarori thi…. Maria ne shazia ki taraf dekha… aur diary shazia ke hath main dete howe kaha shazia diary ke pehle page pe jo date main ne likhi hai wo 17 sept. hai aur us din Saturday tha… jab main ne pehli bar asad ko dekha tha… asad tumhain lene college ke bahir khara tha… mujhe asad se ishaq pehli nazar main hi ho gya tha aur usi din main ne ye ashaar diary per likhe thy aur haan us din tum ne maroon color ki dressing ki thi… shazia mujhe asad se piyar pechle dino nahi howa… asad ko main pechle 6 mahino se mang rahi hun… aur mujhe yakeen hai ye hadsa koi itfaq nahi hai ye mujhe asad se milanay ka zariya hai…

Ab gehri soch main shazia thi… ab us ko maria se kia wada bhi pora karna tha… shazia ke zehan main asad ke alfaz gonj rahay thay ”main shadi aik sedhi sadi larki se karon ga, mujhe aaj ki open minded aur so called new generation ki larki se shadi nahi karni, jaise bas fashion ka pata hota hai aur shopping ka, mujhe khobsorat nahi khobserat larki se shadi karni hai” ye alfaz asad us waqt kehta tha jab asad ki mama asad ko “achay achay” gharanon ki larkiyon ka btati thi shadi ke lye… shazia ab maria per ghor kar rhi thi kia maria waisi hi larki nahi jaisi mere bhai ki chahta hai… aur shazia ka dil keh raha tha ab asad bhai ki khawahish pori ho gai…

Shazia gehri soch main thi aur maria shazia ke answer ka intzar kar rahi thi… shazia uth kar khari ho gai… maria ghabra gai pata nahi kia ho gya… shazia shyd janay lagi hai… maria bhi bed ka sahara le kar khari ho gai… shazia maria ke chehre ko taki ja rahi thi apnay chahye per koi tasrat laye begair… maria ka dil dob raha tha ab pata nahi kia jawab deti hai shazia… agla marhala maria ke lye khushkun tha…. Shazia agay barhi aur maria ko hug kar lia… aur boli tum bhi mere bhai ki pasand ho…

Main bhi asad ki pasand hun… maria to jaise hawaon main urh rahi thi… such main ye accident koi itfaq nahi maria… mere bhai ko tum hi pasand ho… tum jaisi larki hi un ka hasil hai… shazia ne maria ko sahara de kar wapis bed per lita dia…

acha ab main chalti hun… apna khayal rakhna… main dald hi phir aon gi… ***** hafiz…

shazia ke jatay hi maria ne apni diary kholi aura sad ki muhabbat main ashaar likhne lagi…

“Mere liye meri Duniya ho Tum,

Cho k jo Guzre wo Hawa ho Tum,

Maine jo Mangi wo Dua ho Tum,

Kya maine Mehsos wo Ehsas ho Tum,

Meri Nazar ki Talash ho Tum,

Meri Zindagi ka Qarar ho Tum,

Maine jo Chaha wo Pyar ho Tum,

Mere Intizar ki Rahat ho Tum,

Mere Dil ki Chahat ho Tum,

Tum ho tu Duniya hai Meri,

Kaise Kahun k Sirf Pyar Nahin,

Meri JAAN ho Tum”

Re: Anjaan rasta (update 10)

« Reply #71 on: May 28, 2012, 09:11:05 AM »

Poray ilaqay main baray chaudri ki mout ki khabar jungle main aag ki tarah phail gai… sab ki zubanon per aik hi sawal tha akhir kis ne kia hoga chaaudri ka qatal… chaudri ka poray ilaqay per dabdaba tha… sab log chaudri se dartay thay… chaudri ki shakisyat bari ba roob thi… baray baray police officer chaudri salam karty thay… politics main bhi kafi nam tha chaudri ka… Ex-MNA raha tha chaudri… chaudri ne ilaqay ki taraqi ke lye kaam bhi buhat karwaye thay lakin aaj rat ko honay walay qatal ne kai sawal kharay kar dye thay… chaudri ke khilaf koi zuban kholne ki jurat nahi karta tha lakin aaj rat chaudri ka qatal kesi se hazam nahi ho raha tha…

chaudri ke baray baity chaudri haider sain ne baray chaudri ka post mortem ka post martem karwane se mana kar dia… kyn keh baray chaudri ke bad ab haider sain ne chaudri ki seat sanbhalni thi is lye police ne bhi post martem ki zid nahi ki…

aglay din chaudri ki shan o shokat ke mutabiq qul ka khatam howa… logon main khana aisa taqseem howa jaise kesi ki dawat e valeema ho… mahfil main agar sab se zayda kesi ko dukh tha to wo chaudri ka chota baita chaudri waqas sain tha… jis ki ankhoon main 2 din se anso thay… aur sab us ko dilasa de rahay thay… chaudri waqas sain abhi college main hi tha… wo hostel main rehta tha aur us ko apnay baap ki politics se koi saro kar nahi tha… lakin baap ki achank honi wali mout ne us ko janjor ke rakh dia tha… apnay baray bhai se us ki shoro se hi nahi lagti thi… haider sain ki nisbat waqas sain fitratan apnay baap per gya tha… aaj tesra din tha chaudri ka qatal howe… chaudri haider sain ne waqas sain ko bulaya aur dilasa dia… jo hona thaw o to ho gya… abba ka itna hi time tha ab wo chalay gaye hain… ab tmhain un ka gham bula kar apni study per tawajho deni hai… aur main hun na idhar sab sanbhal ln ga aur abba ke qatil ko bhi nahi choron ga… police department ko dorain lagwa dn ga… bach nhi paye ga hamaray abba ka qatil…

chaudri waqas sain ko hostel aye 2 week ho gaye thay lakin abba ke qatloon ka bahi tak koi nam o nishan nahi mila tha... chaudri waqas sain ne wapis janay ka faisla kia ta keh usay halat ka pata chal sakay… chaudri ne pehle haveli janay ka faisla kia… chaudri abhi haveli main dakhil howa hi tha usay wahan jani pehchani larki dekhi jo keh aik kamray main dakhil ho rahi thi… waqas sain us ko dekh kar soch main parh gya keh us ne is larki ko pehle kahen dekha hai lakin yahan is haveli main nahi kahen aue dekha hai… is se pehle waqas sain us larki ko awaz deta… haider sain aik taraf se aya aur larki ko bazo se pkr kar andr le gya… aur darwaza band kar dia...

Arfa is waqt apnay kamre main bethi study kar rahi thi. Wo apna dehan study ki taraf rakhna chah rahi thi lakin us ke kanoon main us ki maa ki awaz zehar ghol rahi thi. Bar bar us ke zehan main maa ki ghonjti awaz hathore barsa rahi thi. “agar teri soch hai ke tum parh likh kar kesi achay khandan main shadi kar lo gi ye tmhari bhol hai… tmhari teachers jo aaj tm se itni muhabbat jitati hain agar unko tmhari asliyat pta chali wo utni hi tm se nafrat Karen gi… is lye behtar yehi hai tm aik towaif ki beti ho… kesi ko nahi maloom tmhara baap kon hai… mujhe bhi nahi maloom… is lye tum ab apni parhai ke sath sath kam bhi sikhna shoro karo” arfa sochne lagi kia main kesi aik ki nahi ho sakti? Kia koi mujhe nahi apnaye ga? Main aik towaif ki beti hun to kia is main mera qasoor hai? Mera baap kon tha mujhe nahi maloom kia is main bhi main qasoor war hun? Kia howa agar main aik towaif ki beti hun mera baap na maloom hai lakin main to pak daman hun. Main ne kesi mard ko nahi chowa. Main to apni maa ke kaam se nafrat karti hun. Main to kesi aik hi dulhan banna chahti hun… main to nahi chahti keh main bhi apni behnoon ki taraf har rat kesi naye mard ki dulhan banoon. Kia phir bhi meri shadi nahi ho sakti? Arfa ki ankhon se 2 anso nikle aur kitab ki orak main jazab ho gaye….

Aini ka nach gana khatam ho gya tha… arfa uthi aur apnay anso saf karne kamre se bahir nikli. Bahir niklte hi us ko aini ka neya shikar nazar aaya. Ye wohi tha jis ko aini ne aik hafta pehle siryoon ke pas dekha tha.. aini ne us ki bazo main hath dala hoa tha aur us ko leye apne kamre main ja rahi thi… us kamre main jahan wo aurat zat ko nelam kar ke apni maa ki dukan ko chalati thi… aini ne aik nazar arfa ki taraf dekha aur phir apne naye shikar ki taraf mutwajhe ho gai… udhr arfa aur naye mehman ki nazrain bhi takra gain… maye mehman ne arfa ki ankhoon main anso dekh laye thay aur wo arfa ki khubsorati se kafi mutasir bhi howa…

Aini ne naye shikar ko apne sath apne kamre main le gai… aini ko to kuch mehsos nahi howa lakin aini ken aye shikar ki nazrain ab bhi arfa ki khubsorti aur us ki ankhoon main anso ko dekh rahen then… aini ne naye shikar ko bed per bithaya aura dab arz karte howe boli… ap ko aaj ki rat jo chez chahye yahan milay gi aap aaj ki rat is londi ki aaqa hain… ap jo hukam den ge hum us hukam ko baja lain ge… hum apki khidmat main wo sab Karen ge jis se apko rahat mele gi… aaj ki rat hmain apko ko aram aur sakoon den eke lye banaya gya hai… yehi samjh lain aaj ki rat ap hamaray majazi khuda hain… Aini ki bat khatam hote hi aini ken aye shikar ne apna taruff shoro kia… g hamain malik hammad kehte hain aur hum taluq is shehar ke rais khandan se hain… apke husan ki kafi tareef suni to ap se milnay challay aye… to ap bhi hamaray husn ke dewanay hain… lakin hmain ap se mil kar buhat khushi ho rahi hai… kahan ye zameen ki khak aur kahan ap… is ke sath hi aini malik hammad ke paon main beth gai… malik hammad ne foran aini ko uthaya aur apne brabar bethne ko kaha… ap hukam dete hain to beth jati hun nahi to hum ye gustakhi nahi kar sakte… aur aini malik sab ke brabar beth gai… aini ne apna hath hammad ke hath per rakha aur halke se dabane lagi… aur kesi wafa dar biwi ki tarah apna sir hammad ke kandhay per rakh dia… hammad sab ne bhi aini ka hath apne hath main lia aur dabane lagi… aini ne apne chehre ka rukh upper kar ke hammad sab ki taraf dekha aur apne hont hammad sab ke hontoon se laga daye… hammad ne aini ke neche wala hont chosna shoro kar dia… aini hammad ke sath bethi khud ko hammad ke hawale kar chuki thi… hammad ne aik hath aini ki patli kamar main dala aur aini ko aur apnay sath laga lia…aini ke hont hammad ke honton main thay… hammad aini ke hont aise chos raha thay jaise is ke bad aise ye moqa phir kabhi nahi mele ga… aini ke baray baray breasts hammad ki chori chati se lagay howe tha aur hammad ka hath aini ki kamar pe reing raha tha… hammar apna hath aini ki kamar se aini ke barary aur naram hips tak phair raha tha… aini hammad ke sath lagi madhosh ho chuki thi…

Hammad ab aini ki chicks per aur forehead per kiss kar raha tha aur ab hammad ka hath aini ke shoulders se hota howa aini ke naram breasts per a gya… hammad ke hath ko apne breasts pe feel kar ke aini ki aaaahhh nikal gai aini aur zayda madhosh ho gai… ab hammad aini ke left breast ko dba raha tha aur aini ki neck per apni zuban ki tip phair raha tha… aini ne bhi apna hath hammad ki kamar main dala aur pori tarah hammad se jur gai… ab hammad aini ke ear ke bottom ko suck kar raha tha aur hammad ne apni finger aur thumb se aini ke breast ke nipple ko dabaya to aini ko aik methi si takleef ka ehsas howa… lakin agla marhala hammad ko hairan karne wala tha… aini ne khud ko hammad se juda kia aur thori door ho kar khari ho gai aur sherni ki nazroon ki taraf apni nazraain hammad ke chehre per gaar den… aini ki ankhain lal sorkh ho gain then…aini ne apnay galay se break dopata utara aur hammad ko apni ankhain band karne ko bola... hammad ne apni ankhain band kar len. Aini ne dopattay ki aik patti si bnai aur hammad ki ankhoon pe rakh kar peche se dopattay ko band dia… ab hammad kuch dekh nahi pa raha tha… aur kamre ke sanattay main halki halki sar sarahat ho rahi… kamre ka door kholne ki awaz ai hammad ne bolna chaha to us ko honton per aini ki finger mehsos hoi… jaise aini us ko chup rehne ka ishara kar rahi ho… hammad chup hi raha… thori dair bad aini ne hammad ka hath pakra aur hath ki finger ko apnay hontoon per phairne lagi… hammad ko aisa ehsas pehle kabhi nahi howa tha… thori dair hontoon per finger phairne ke bad aini ne finger ko munh main le lya aur finger ko chosne lagi… uuuuuffffff hammad ke andr se aik awaz nikli… hammad mazay main dob raha tha.

Aini finger ko aise chos rahi thi jaise bacha feeder ko suck karta hai… kamre main thandak ke bawjood hammad ka paisna nikal raha tha… hammad ke lye ye sab neya tha jab ke aini is kam main PHd kar chuki thi… aini ne phir finger munh se nikali aur apne hontoo pe pahirne lagi… aini ne phir se finger ko ko apne munh main dal ke gela kia aur finger ko munh se nikal dia… ab aini ne hammad ke hath ko band karna shoro kar dia… hammad ki sab finger band ho kar aik muthi ki shakal ikhtiyar kar gait hi lakin siwaye middle finger ke… hammad ko samjh nahi a rahi thi ye kia karne wali hai… aini ne phir aik bar middle finger ko apne zuban se gela kia aur munh se nikal kar hath ko move karne lagi…agle lamhe hammad ko apni finger kesi naram, chikni aur garam jagha mehsos hoi… hammad ko samjhne main dair na lagi ab us ki geli finger aini ki geli phudi main thi aur finger per aini ki phudi apni garmi dekha rahi thi… hammad to fizawoon main urh raha tha… aini us ki hath ko move kar ke hammad ki finger ko apni phudi main agay peche kar rahi thi… thori dair hammad ki finger aini ki phudi main rahi ab aini ne hammad ke hath ko move kia jis se hammad ki finger aini ki phudi se nikal gai… ab hammad ko apna hath apni taraf ata mehsos ho raha tha… aini ne apne aik hath ki finger se hammad ke hont khole aur hammad ke dosry hath ki finger jo abhi aini ki phudi main thi ko hammad ki hont pe laga dia… hammad bhi is naye romance se pagal ho gya tha hammad ne fori apni finger ko hi chosna shoro kar dia…

Hammad ko aini ki phudi ka namkeen pani apne munh main mehsos ho raha tha aura b hammad apni finger ko feeder ki tarah chos raha tha…aini ne hammad ko dosra hath pakra aur apni neck pe phairne lagi… hammad mazay main dob raha tha aini ki patli garden se hath ab neche move ho raha tha tab hammad hosh main aya ke aini ko full nangi hai… aini ne us ki ankhain band karne ke bad apne sab kapre utar dye thay… ab hammad ka hath aini ke right breast per tha… hammad ko apna hath nehayat hi mulayam skin aur naram cheez per mehsos howa… hammad ab aini ke breast ko dba raha tha… thori dair bad hammad ne dosra breast pkar lia aur dabane laga… hammad apne hath se aini ke kharay nipples bhi mehsos kar raha tha… hammad bed ki side per beth tha legs neche ko latka kar aur aini bilkul us ke samne khari thi…

Ab hammad ka hath aini ke belly ki taraf ja raha tha… belly per hath phairty howe hammad ne aini ke belly button ko mehsos kia aur hammad ne apne hath ko aur neche move karte howe hath ko phudi ki upper rakh dia… aini ki phudi shaved thi… kam umar larki ki phudi ki tarah aik dam chikni phudi thi… ab hammad aini ki phudi ki lips main finger phair raha tha… hammad finger ko upper se neche tak phair raha aur aini ki mazay se jaan nikal rahi thi… aini ki phudi ne pani chor dia aur hammad ki finger aini ke pani se bhar gai… ab hammad ne apni finger ko aini ki phudi ke dane per maslna shoro kar dia jis se aini khud ko satween asman per mehsos karne lagi aur mazay ki akhri had ko chote howe aini ki tangain kanpne lagi… aini ne hammad ke hath ko phudi se hammad ke kanoon main sarghoshi se kaha kharay ho jain… hammad to jaise hypnotize ho chukka tha… hammad chup chap khara ho gaya… hammad ko apni shirt ke button khulte howe mehsos howe… thori dair bad hammad ki shirt utar chuki thi aur aini apni fingers hammad ke mazboot senay per phair rahi thi aur kabhi kabhar hontoon se hammad ki chest ko chom bhi rahi thi…

Aini ne apna hath chest se belly pe phairna shoro ki aur pent ke upar se apna hath hammad ke sakhat howe lun per rakh dia aur hath se lun ki motai aur lambai janchne lagi… lun ko mehsos kar ke aini ke chehre pe muskrahat a gai… aini ne lun ko mehsos karne ke bad hammad ki pent utarni shoro ki aur thori dair tak hammad bhi alf nanga ho chukka tha… aini ne hammad ko zor se hug kia… aini ke naram o mulayam breasts hammad ke mazboot chest ke sath lag rahai thai aur aini ne dono hath hammad ki kamar ke gird dal kar khud ko mazbooti se hammad ke jor rakha tha… hammad ne bhi apne hath aini ki kamar ke gird dalay aur aini ko aur zor se apne sath laga lia

Ab dono ke jism mil chuke thay apas hontoon sameet… aini hammad ke hont chos rahi thi aur kabhi kabhar apni zuban bhi dal rahi thi hammad ke munh main jaise hammad chosne lagta… aini ne hammad ko bed ki side per bithaya aur khud hammad ke qadmoon main beth gai… hammad ab samjh gya tha kia hone wala hai… aini ne apne naram hathoon se hammad ka sakhat lun pakra aur lun ko apne chehre per lagane lagi… chehre aur ankhon per lagane ke bad aini ne hammad ki lun ki cap ko apne hontoon per phairna shoro kar dia… hammad ki to jaan nikal rahi thi mazay se.. hontoon se lun ki cap ko gila karne ke bad aini ne lun ko munh main dal lia aur chosne lagi… hammad ko apnay lun per aini ki munh se garam garam luab mehsos ho raha tha jis se hammad aur pagal hota ja raha tha… lun ko aini pora munh main lene ki koshish kar rahi thi jis se lun aini ke galay tak jata aur aini ki ankhoon se anso nikalne lagay… aini ne lun ko koi do minute tak chosa aur phir lun ko hammad ki belly ke sath laga kar lun ke neche zuban phairne lagi… hammad ne is se pehle kabhi aisa maza nahi lia tha…

Ab hammad ko bed per sidha lita kar aini hammad ke upar a gai aur apni phudi ko hammad ke munh per laga dia aur phir se hammad ka lun chosne lagi… ab zayda maza aini ko a raha tha kyn ke hammad aini ki phudi ke danay pe zuban phair raha tha aur kabhi aini ki phudi ke sorakh main zuban ki nook dal kar aini ko pagal kar raha tha…

Ab aini hammad ke upper se uthi aur apni phudi ko hammad ke munh per laga kar hammad ke munh per beth gai… hammad aini ki phudi main zuban phair raha tha jis se aini ki phudi aur geli hoti ja rahi thi… hammad ko apnay lun per kesi ka hath mehsos howa aur sath hi kesi ne hammad ka lun chosna shoro kar dia… hammad ke lye ye bari hairangi ki bat thi… kyn ke aini to us ke munh ki taraf bethi thi aur ye dosra kon hai jo hammad ka lun chos raha tha… hammad ne uthna chaha to aini ki awaz ai… malik sab ap hamare mehman hain ap bas maza lain… hammad uth bhi nahi sakta tha aura b hammad ko aur kia chahye tha… hammad ne phudi chatne ki rafter aur zayda kar di aur koi us ka lun bhi tezz tezz chos rahi thi…

Thori dair bad aini uth gait u sath hi hammad ka lun chosna bhi band kar dia kesi ne… aini ne hammad ki ankhoon se patti khol di… lakin ab kamre main hammad aur aini ke ilawa koi bhi nahi tha… hammad ne bhi mazeed sawal nahi kia… hammad ne aini ko bed per litaya aur aini ki legs ko apne shoulder per rakh kar lun ko aini ki phudi ke hontoon main phairne laga…

Aini ab lun lene ko betab thi lakin hammad ab aini ko tarpa raha tha… hammad ne aini ki ankhoon main dekah jahan iltaja thi, arzo thi, tamanna thi lun phudi main lene ki…

Hammad ne lun ki cap ko phudi ke sorakh main dala aur aik zor ka jatka laga kar lun ko aini ki phudi main utar dia…. Sath hi hammad ke kanon main aini ke munh se nikalne wali aaaaahhhhh ai… ab hammad lun ko phudi ke andr bahir kar raha tha aur aini bhi hips ko utha utha kar hammad ke jatkon ka jawab de rahi thi…

Hammad ne aini ko ko koi 10 minute chodda… kabhi aini upper hoti to kabhi hammad aini ke peche a kar lun dalta phudi main… 10 min bad hammad ne apna pani aini ki belly per nikal dia aur nidhal ho kar aini ki side main late gya…

Us rat aini aur hammad ne 2 bar aur jawani ke mazay lotay… subha hammad koi 8 bjay jaga to aini ko apnay sath nangi letay hoye paya… hammad ne aini ke hontoon pe kiss ki aur apnay kapre pehan kar aini ke room se nahir nikal aya… lakin abhi tak us ke zehan main aik sawal atka howa tha ke wo dosri kon thi jis ne us ka lun chosa tha… abhi hammad parveen se mil kar bahir janay hi wala tha usay siryoon se arfa neche jati hoi dikhi… parveen boli agar ap college raod se ja rahay hain to arfa ko bhi drop karte jain us ke college… arfa ke kanon main bhi apni maa ki awaz pohanch gai…. Waise arfa kesi auto se jati thi lakin us ne behas karna munasib na samjhi aur hammad ke sath us ko qemti car main beth gai…

To ap college main parthi hain… waise buhat achi bat hai parnha… normally ap ki tarah ki larkiyan school bhi nahi jaten lakin ap mujhe apni family se mukhttalif lagten hain… hammad aik hi saans main arfa se sab bol gya… arfa waise ye to janti thi ke hamaray ghar anay walay “mehman” kitnay “qabl e izat” hoty hain lakin us ko bhi hammad baqiyoon se mukhtalif laga…

G mujhe parhne ka shoq hai aur main college jati hun… arfa ne mukhtasir sa jawab dia… hammad ne aik nazar arfa per dali aur hammad bhi chup chap car drive karne laga…

Log waise apki taraf kyn atay hain? Arfa ko laga jaise hammad ne us ke munh per tamancha mara ho… “sakoon” haasil karne… arfa ne phir mukhtasir sa jawab dia

To ap ka matlb sakoon milta hai logon ko yahan a kar…

waise hamaray ghar shareef log to nahi atay lakin wo log khud ko white color kehlwate hain… hammad ko laga kaise arfa ne usay gali di ho… sath hi arfa ne safai di main ne ap ko nahi kaha… lakin log khud kehte hain yahan a kar unhain sakoon milta hai… hammad ka chehra lal pela ho raha tha…

hammad ne phir arfa se pocha, acha ap parthi kyn hain? Akhir ap ko bhi to yehi kam karna hai.

Arfa jaise phat pari… nahi mujhe is kam se nafrat hai… main koi aur job kar ln gi aur kesi se shadi kar ln gi lakin is ghalzat main nahi jaon gi….

Hammad ko arfa ki bat se hairangi hoi… aik ghalzat main palne wali larki kaise baghwat per utar ai hai…

College gate phir pohanch kar arfa car se utri aur thank you bol kar apna khayal rakhne ko bola aur college ki taraf chalti gai…

Arfa ke chehre ki masomiyat aur arfa ki baton ne hammad ki dil main jagha paida kar lit hi… hammad ko laga jaise aik kechar main phalne pholne wala aik ghulab ka phool ho arfa….

Update 12

Saima is waqt college ke activity center main banay cafeteria ki aik nokker main akeli bethi hoi thi. Jaise kesi se chup kar bethi ho. Is waqt saima ki paishani per preshani ke gehre aasar thay. Us ne aik bar phir bag main hath dala aur aik tora mora sa kaghaz nikala. Saima is kaghaz ko class room aur cafeteria main kafi bar sab se chupa kar parh chuki thi. Kaghaz per likhi tahreer parhne ke sath sath us ki preshani barthi ja rahi thi. Saima ko ab ehsas ho raha tha keh aik aurat zat kitni kamzoor hoti hai. Aik aurat ki izzat ki kitni nazuk hoti hai ye soch kar uski ankhon main anso a gaye. Akhir us ne majbori ke alam main wohi faisla kia jo keh aik majboor aur kamzor aurat karti hai.

College time khatam hotay hi us ne nadia ka intzar bhi nahi kia aur college se bahir nikal kar tezz tezz qadam uthany lagi. College road cross kar ke saima is waqt aik mall ke bahir khari thi. Saima ne dor se hi aik black car ko apni taraf atay dekha. Lakin ab ki bar ye car koi aur number plate wali thi. Car saima ke samne a kar ruki aur car ka pechla door open ho gya. Saima jaldi se car main beth gai.

Car driver ne car ka rukh shehar se bahir ki taraf kar dia. Saima ke brabar bethay shakh ne saima ki ankhoon per patti bandh di. Saima ki umeedon per pani phir gya. Saima is waqt dari dari bethi thi car main. Saima ne to socha tha keh us ki izzat lut gai lakin usko ye nahi pata tha uski izzat bar bar lutne wali hai. Ya khuda tu ne aurat ko itna kamzor kyn banaya hai. Saima andr ander hi khuda se shikwa karne lagi. Jane ab uski zindagi ka kia hoga. Kab tak wo sab se chupa ke rakhe gi aise. Ashar bhi abhi wapis nahi aya tha. Lakin ashar a bhi jata to kia kar sakti thi saima. Kia ashar ko bta pati? Saima ka zehan ab is point per tik gya. Agar wo ashar ko sab kuch bta deti hai to kia ashar us ko qabool kare ga? Ashar ka kia raddeamal hoga? Kahen btane ki surat main ashar mujhe chor hi na de? Lakin agar ashar ko khud pata chal gya to bhi bura hoga? Ashar ke wapis anay per main khu hi ashar ko bta don gi.

Abhi saima ye faisla kar hi pai thi ke us ko apni raan per aik hath mehsos howa. Yakenan ye hath sath bethe shakhs ka tha. Wo hath ab saima ki ran per move kar raha tha. Saima ne rokna chaha lakin khud ko kamzor mehsos kar ke rokne ka irada bhi tarak kar dia. Saima ke kuch na kehne per brabar bethe admi ki himmat aur barhi aur us ne apna hath saima ke mammy per rakh dia. Aik bijli si saima ke wajood main dor gai aur saima apni hi zat main chupti ja rahi this haram se. ab wo admi saima ke mammon ko qammez ke upper se masal raha tha. Akhir saima se raha nahi gaya aur us ne apnay mammon se brabar bethy admi ka hath pakar kar hatana chaha. Lakin saima apni koshish main nakam rahi. Saima ke zehan main us waqt idea aya keh chaudri mujhe apni izzat bnana chahta tha lakin mere hi inkar per us ne mere sath jabar kia. To kia chaudri ye chahe ga keh mujhe koi admi hath lagaye. Ye sochte hi saima ne kaha chaudri se is batmezi ka zikar zaror karon gi. Brabar bethay admi ne apna hath foran khainch lia. Saima ko apni tarkeeb kamyab nazar ai aur brabar betha admi chaudri ke dar se saima se dor hat gaya.

Saima ko car rukne ki awaz ai. Car ka horn bajtay hi haveli ka gate open ho gya. Car haveli ke andar dakhil hoi to brabar bethay shakhs ne saima ki ankhon per bandhi patti utar di. Saima ne us shakhs ki ankhoon main ankhain dalen to us shakhs ki ankhoon main khoof nazar a raha tha= aur iltaja bhi. Aur us admi ne usi kamre ki taraf isharah kar dia jahan saima ki izzat pehle tar tar hoi thi. Saima darte darte us kamre ki taraf chalne lagi. Abhi saima kamre ki taraf ja hi rahi thi keh usay apnay peche aik aur car ke haveli main dakhil honay ki awaz suni. Saima ne aik nazar car main dekha to saima ne apne qadmoon ki rafter tezz kar di aur jaldi se kamre main dakhil ho gai. Ye yahan kia kar raha hai? Is ko to main ne college main kahen dekha hai? Kia ye haider sain ko koi dost hai? Ya phir aaj main is ki mehman hun? Lakin ye to merey hi college ka hai aur matad bar main ne is ko college main dekha hai. Agar is ne mujhe yahan dekh lia hai ya aaj main is ki mehman hn to mera raaz khul jaye ga. Main to kahen ki nahi rahon gi. Saima ka dil dob raha tha aur saima chah rahi thi zameen phat jaye aur wo us main ghum ho jaye.

Saima kamre main dakhil to ho chuki thi lakin us ki soch abhi tak bahir hi atki hoi thi. To ap ne apnay maa baap ki izaat ko bacha lia. Buhat khayal hai apko apne maa baap ki izzat ka. Saima ko chaudri haider sain ki awaz ne chonka dia aur us ko kaghaz per likhi tahrer yaad a gai. A jao hum to kab se apka intzar kar rahay hain. Ab tum per dil a gya hai tu tum hi kuch khayal karo. Mat tarpao humain. Haider sain ne aaj bhi pi rakhi thi aur wo sofa se uth kar dagmagaty qadmoon se saima ki janib barhne laga. Saima wahan se bhag jana chahti thi. Itni himmat hoti to ati hi kyn yahan. Saima nazrain niche kye apne upar anay wali aftad ka intzar karne lagi. Saima ki ankhoon se anso beh rahay thay.

Chaudri haider sain ne saima ke chehre ko apnay hath se upar uthaya aur saima ki ankhoon main anso dekh kar saima ko tissue paper thapty howe bola. Mujhe larki rote howe achi nahi lagti. Agar ab roi to acha nahi hoga. Chaudri ke andaz main takubar tha. Saima ne apne anso saf kaye. Chaudri ne saima ko apni bahoon main uthaya aur door paray bed ki janib barhne laga. Pechli bar ki tarah ab ka mahool thora mukhtalif tha. Saima ko kamre main ache se air fresher ki khushbo a rahi thi aur bed ki janib se ghulab ki khushbo. Chaudri ne saima ko bed lita dia. Tab saima ko ehsas howa poray bed per ghulab ki patiyan bikhri hoi hain.

Ba zahir to bed per ghulab ki patiyan bikhri then lakin saima is waqt kantoon ke bister per leti thi. hawwa ki beti ki izzat nelam hone ja rahi thi. izzat ki nelami karne wala koi aur nahi adam ka beta hi tha. Chaudri saima ke upper aya. Phir hont milte gaye. Kapre utrtay gaye. boso kanar aur hum bistri ke bad saima ko wapis usi car main betha kar chaudri ne wapis bhej dia.

Saima jab chaudri ki room se bahir nikli to usay wohi college ka larka dikhai dia. Is bar saima khud ko us ki nazroon se bacha na saki. Wo bhi shyd saima ko dekhne ki tak main betha tha. Saima jaldi se car main beth gai. Aur ankhoon main anso leye haveli se bahir chali gai.

Saima ko dekhne ki tak main betha howa shakhs koi aur nahi balkeh haider sain ka chota bhai. Jo ke aaj achank haveli aya tha. Chaudri haider sain aam tor per haveli nahi hota lakin aaj us ka aur kesi lark aka haveli ana waqas ko khatak raha tha. Aur larki ko bhi us ne jaty howe dekh lia tha. Larki ki ankhoon main anso bhi waqas sain ki nazron se ujhal nahi rahay thay. Aur waqas sain ko ye bhi andaza ho gya tha keh larki college ki hai aur us ne buhat bar larki ko college main dekha bhi hai. Pehle to waqas sain ne socha aya hun to apnay baray bhai se milta jaon. Lakin phir kuch sochtay howe waqas wapis apni car main betha aur car ka rukh college ki taraf janay wali road per kar dia.

Chaudri waqas sain apnay hostel pohancha aur apna cell phone off kar ke late gya. Usay aik larki ka apne bhai ke sath haveli main waqt guzarna aur rotay howe bahir ana aur sab se aham bat baap ki mout ke thoray din bad haider sain ka ye sab karna usay preshan kar raha tha. Waqas sain to apnay baap ke qatal per pehle hi buhat preshan tha aur police ki taraf se bhi koi paish raft na pa kar aur apnay baray bhai ki aisi harkatoon se wo kuch aur sochne per majbor hho raha tha.

Ab us ne pehle us larki se milne ka faisla kia jis ko us ne haveli main dekha tha. Sham ka waqt bhi guzra jar aha tha. Ye waqt waqas sain ka apnay dostoon ke sath football khelne ka hota tha. Lakin aaj waqas sain ka kuch bhi karne ka mood nahi tha. Waqas sain ne khud ko sakoon dene ki khatir nend ki goli khai aur so gya.

Darwaza petne ki awaz zor zor se poray hostel main ghonj rahi thi. itni zor ki knocking sun kar waqas sain ki ankh khul gai aur band hoti ankhon ko malty howe us ne darwaza khol dia. Darwaze per us ka dost tha jo keh usay gusse main bol raha tha. Lakin waqas sain ne us ki bat suni ansuni kar di aur apnay cell phone ko on kar dia. Abhi uska dost us ko college ki class ke lye utha kar bahir nikla hi tha us ke phone ki ginti baji. Waqas phone sun raha tha aur us ka chehra gusse aur preshani se lal hota ja raha tha

To be continued...

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Kamre ki khirkiyoon per latke khubsorat parday, zameen per becha naram qaleen aur kamre main paray daraz bed per phool ki masli gain patiyan kamre main ki khubsorti main dil ko mooh leni wali khushboo bhi bekhair rahi then. Bed per bechi chadren ab bed per to nahi then lakin is bed per hawas ka khail khailene walon ke upper then. Daraz bed per aik taraf aini so rahi thi aur dosri side per asifa leti thi dermiyan main in 2no behnoo aur is khothay ki malkin ka shikar malik hammad leta howa tha. Aini ne karwat hammad ki taraf le rakhi thi aur malik hammad ne bhi aini ki taraf karwat le kar aini ko apni bahoon main le rakha tha. Aini ka nanga jism hammad ke jism se jura howa tha. Hammad aur aini ki tangoon ne aik dosray ki tangoon ki qaid kar rakha tha. Hammad ka aik hath aini ke sir ke niche tha aur dosra hath aini ki patli si kamar per tha. In dono ke sath leti asifa bhi nend ki wadiyon main ghum thi. hammad ko aaj in dono behnoon ne love aur lust main aisa dobaya ke ab ko dunya ke sabhi ghamoon se door in hasinoon ki aghoosh main soya para tha.

Arfa ka kal paper tha. din ke waqt usay maa ke kehne per nacha sikhna parta tha. us ne maa se ihtejaj bhi kia tha lakin besood. Maa ka kehna tha ab to jawan ho chuki hai. Bas jitna parhna tha tum parh chuki ho ab sath main apne “asal” kam ki taraf bhi ao. Arfa ki maa ko koi fikar na thi arfa ki parhai ka. Parveen ko to ab lalch tha keh tesri beti main dhanday main a jaye ta keh wo apni pori taqat ko poray bazar main dikha sakay. Lakin arfa is kam se bezar thi. arfa ke parhai ke shoq kar dekh ker us ki maa aksar kaha karti thi tu kesi professor ki beti ho gi. Jo tum ko aik bore kam pasnd hai.

Aaj bhi arfa din main maa ke kehne per nach sikhti rahi aur mardoon ko rajhanay ke gur bhi aaj us ki class ka hissa thay. Rat hoi to maa ne apni ne us ki behnoo se apni dokan saja li. Phir wohi nach gana aur hawa ki beti ki izzat ki nelami hoti rahi. Arfa nacha ganay ke shor se parh bhi na saki. Us ne sonay ki bhi koshish ki ta keh jab hawas ki ye dokan band ho wo us waqt jag kar parh le kuch. Lakin shayd nend bhi kosoon dor thi arfa se.

Arfa ke sath walay kamre main ab sakoon tha. aaj arfa ki dono behnoon ne aik hi gahakk ke sath apni izzat ka soda kia tha. shyd ab sab ki hawas ko sakoon mil chukka tha. is lye hi sab so rahay thay. Arfa ne sab ke so janay ke bad phir se apni kitabain kholen aur apni parhai main magan ho gai. Uski ankhain nend pori na hone ki wajha se surkh ho rahen then aur band bhi ho rahi then. Arfa zamane ke sath sath apni ankhoon se bhi baghawat pe utri hoi thi. parthay parthy subh ka pehar hone ko tha. arfa kamre se uth kar bahir gai apnay munh per pani ke chentay maray khud ko jagany ki khatir aur phir a kar apni kitaboon ke sath magan ho gai. Lakin wo kia kehtay hai nend to soli per bhi ati hai. Akhir arfa har gai. Arfa ki ankhain band hoti chali gai. Arfa wahen kursi per bethe bethe samne paray table per dhair ho gai.

Kamre ki light jalti dekkh kar malik hammad ke qadam us ke kamre ki janib barthay gaye. usaise kitab per apna masoom sa chehra tika kar sotay dekh kar us ke chehre pe be ikhtiyar muskrahat a gai. Thhori dair tak tiktaki band kar usay dekhta raha. Ye kitaboon se janon aur kothay per rehne wali larki. Ya khuda ki aag aur pani ka milap karwaya hai tu ne to. Pehle to us ne wahan se janay ka faisla kia lakin phir kesi faisle per pohanch kar ruk gya. Hammad ne arfa ki kursi ko halke se peche kia. Hammad pori ihtiyat se kusri ko peche kar raha tha. wo nahi chahta tha keh us kin end tot jaye. Kursi ko thora peche karne ke bad hammad ne ahista sa apna aik hath arfa ki garden ke niche dala aur dosra hath arfa ki legs ke niche. Hammad ne arsa ko apne bazoon main arfa ko uthaya aur ahista se pass paray bed per lita diya. Arfa to nend ki mari thi. itni madhoosh ke kuch khabar na rahi. Lakin arfa ke chehre ko itni qareeb se dekh kar aur arfa ke chehre per barsti masomiyat ne hammad ko ke hosh urha diya thay.

Arfa ko litane ke bad hammad jane laga to usay table per parhi paper per date sheet nazar ai. Aaj ki date aur morning time ko high light kia tha arfa ne. hammad ne aik nazar date sheet per dali aur phir kesi faisla per pohanchte howe kamre se bahir nikal aya.

Kamre se bahir nikalte hi hammad ka samna parveen se ho gya. Hammad ko aise laga jaise us ne dokan se koi cheez chura li ho. Jaise us ne is husn ke dekhne ke paise nahi daye thay. Lakin hammad ki soch ke bar aks parveen ne pocha kaisi hai meri tesri beti? Hammad ko parveen ka ye sawal buhat bura laga. G bs wo aise hi chala gya us kamre main. Aur hammad wapis aini ke room main chala gya jahan abhi us ko is dokan per ki gai payment ki qeemat wasolni thi…

Thank you! Arfa ne car se utarte howe hammad se kaha. Aur arfa bhagti hoi college main chali gai. Arfa soch rahi thi aaj agar hammad time per na jagata aur wo us ki car main na a sakti to wo aaj ka paper nahi de sakti thi. waise to us bazar main jahan un ki apni “ dokan” hai wahan log rat jagte hain aur dopehar tak sotay hain. Aaj agar hammad na jagata to main to na beth sakti aaj ke paper main. Arfa paper main likh bhi rahi thi aur hammad ke ehsan per soch bhi rahi thi.

Arfa paper ke bad abhi college se bahir nikli to us ki nazar bahir khari hammad ki qemti car per pari. Arfa ne aik nazar cae per dali aur agay barthi chli gai. Abhi wo auto wale se bat cheet kar hi rahi thi usay apne peche car ke horn ki awaz sunai di. Arfa ne auto wale se mazrat ki aur car ka front door open kar ke beth gai.

Muhtrama arfa sahabha main apke hi intzar main yahan khara tha. hammad arfa se mukhtib howa. Lakin main ne to apko yahan mera wait karne ka nahi kaha tha. chalain ab a gaye hain to khali wapis to nahi jane wala. Car main thori dair khamoshi rahi. Ap apni baqi family si mukhtalif nazar ati hain. Jaise apko nafrat ho sab se. main ne kai bar apko bezar dekha hai. Hammad ne khamoshi ke samunder main pehla pathar phainka. Ji haan mujhe un sab kamoon se nafrat hai. Main aik normal larki ki tarah zindagi guzarna chahti hun. Lakin…. Hammad ne abhi lakin bola e tha keh arfa ne hammad ki bat kat di. Main janti hun ap kia kehne wale hain. Main aik towaif ki beti hun is lye mujh se shadi kon kare ga. Ya phir agar kothay per nahi bethoon gi to zindagi kaise guzre gi to hammad sab mujhe kesi ke sahare ki zarorat nahi hai. Main bs apni graduation pori kar lon phir main is ghar ko hi chord n gi lakin is ghalazat main rehna mujhe pasnd nahi. Hammad arfa ke masoom chehre ko gusse se lal hota daikh raha tha. arfa ki baton main baghwat ki boo a rahi thi. acha theek hai jaise ap chaho waisa karna. Lakin gussa main ap bilkul achi nahi lagti.

Waise ap mujhe kyn lene aye? Arfa ne khud ko normal karte howe sawal pocha.

wo kia hai na apki baqi family meri “khidmat” karti hai to mera bhi haq hai main apki khidmat karon. Arfa ko hammad ke alfaz gali lage. Car abhi slow thi aur rush bhi tha. samne red signal dekh kar arfa ne car ka door open kia aur gusse se car se nikal gai. Hammad peche awazain deta reh gya. Hammad ko arfa se aisi umeed bhi nah thi....

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Maria lambi bed rest ke bad ab bilkul theek ho chuki thi. Lakin abhi college open honay main aik week baqi tha. Shazia bhi pata nahi kahan ghayb thi. Koi ata pata hi na tha. Usay shazia ka shidat se intzar tha. Maria ko sab theek hota nazar a raha tha. “tum hi mere bhai ki pasand ho, tum jaisi larki hi mere bhai ko pasnd hai” ye wo alfaz they jo ke maria ke kanoon main jagty sotay sunai dete thay. Kia mujhe mera piya mil jaye ga? Aur itni asani se mil jaye ga ye to maria ne socha bhi nahi tha.

Maria ko bahir car ke horn ki awaz suni. Ye awaz maria kaise nahi pehchan sakti thi. Maria ka dil ghabrany laga. Kyn ke ye car asad ki hi thi. Is waqt ghar main sirf ammi thi. Aur maria shukar kar rahi thi ke sirf mama hi hain ghar main. Agar papa hotay to shayd acha na hota. Door bell baj rahi thi lakin maria ka dil apne piyar ke itna pas pa kar aur tezz dharak raha tha. Maria kamre se bahir nahi gai. Ammi ne gate khola to shazia ki awaz sunai di. Shazia ab ammi se bhi kafi manos ho chuki thi. Lagta hai ap ki shehzadi aram farma rahen hain. Shazia ne ammi se kaha. Nahi andar hi hai aur bethi novel parh rahi hai. Maria sirf shazia ki awaz sunai de rahi thi to is ka matlb asad nahi aye. Maria udas si ho gai aur pass para novel parhne lagi

Acha to novel parhne main itni magan ho ke mere anay ka pta hi nahi chala. Waise is novel main imama ka role mujhe buhat pasnd aya. Shazia ne shikwa bhi kar dia aur sath hi bat bhi badal di. Tu is ka matlb hai tum bhi novel parthi ho. Waise mujhe umera ahmed ke novels sab se zayda pasnd hain. Shazia ke jawab main iqrar bhi tha aur us ne apni pasnd bhi bta di. Aur is waqt shazia ke hath main umera ahmed ka hi aik famous novel tha. Maria ko to bs shazia se wo sun’na chahti thi jis ke lye wo kitne dino se apne rabb se duain mang rahi thi.

Shazia ko bhi maria ke chehre per beqari nazar a rahi. Shazia is waqt maria ke jazbat samjh sakti thi. Ao yaar aaj ghomne chalet hain. Shazia ne maria se kaha lakin maria ke lye ye pehli bar tha kesi maqsad ke begair ghar se nikalna. Maria ko sochta dekh kar shazia samjh gai keh maria kyn chup hai. Shazia ammi ke pas gain aur boli ammi main maria ke sath jana hai kuch shopping karni thi. Lakin beti ye to kabhi gai hi nahi shopping ke lye. Is ko kia pata. Ammi main akeli nahi jati pehle mama sath hoti then to un ke sath chali jati thi lakin wo aaj hain nahi to maria ko sath le chalti hun. Aur maria ko bhi to pata hona chahye na shopping kaise karte hain. Ammi shazia ki daleed ke samne kuch na keh saken aur maria ko shazia ke sath jane dia.

mujhe hak hai tujhako jee barake main dekhu

mujhe hak hai bas yuhi dejhataa jaau mujhe hak hai

maria asad ke sath chand ki roshni main khud ko asad ke havale kaye khari thi… mujhe haq hai… asad ki awaz maria ke kanoon main par rahi thi.

dhal rahi pighal rahi ye raat dhire dhire

badh rahi hai pyar ki baat dhire dhire

chudiyaa gungunaake kyaa kahe sajanaa - 3

raat ki raat jagaau mujhe hak hai

chaand poonam kaa churaau mujhe hak hai

piyaa piyaa piyaa piyaa bole meraa jiyaa

tumhe hak hai

maria ne apni kanch se nazuk hath asad ke hathoon main diye howe thay aur asad ki bat ka iqrar kar rahi thi. Chand ki roshni parh rahi thi aba sad ka sir maria ki goud main tha. Maria ko aise lag rha tha jaise saray jahan ki dolat us ki goud main pari ho. Kabhi asad ka sir maria ki goud main tha to kabhi maria niche leti sath bethe asad ko takkay ja rahi thi. Chand bhi dono premiyoon ke piyar per muskra raha tha… asad ko apne itna pas pa kar maria ki ankhain sharam se band hoti ja rahi then. Maria asad ko dekhi ja rahi. Ye wohi asad tha jaise us ne itni duaon ke bad hasil kia hai. Kitna piyar hai mera ishaq.

kal subhah tujhase main door chalaa………

car main lagi LCD per chalta howa gana band ho gya. Sath hi maria khaylon ki dunya se bahir a gai. Ganay main amrita rao ko wo maria aur shahid kapoor ko asad samjh ke khayloon ki dunya main dobi asad ki goud main sir rakhe asad ka dedar kar rahi thi.

Song mujhe bhi buhat pasnd hai ye lakin band is lye kia ke tumhain bta dun hum kesi shopping ke lye nahi ja rahay main tujhe apne ghar le ja rahi hun. Apni mama se milwana. Maine asad bhai se abhi bat nahi ki. Lakin mama se main kuch nahi chupati. Mama ko sab bta chuki is lye mama bhi tum se milna chahti hain. Mama aik bar tumhain dekh len phir aik din bhaiya dhoom dham se tmhare ghar barat le kar jain ge. Maria ye sab sun kar sharma gai aur apni nazrain niche kar ke asad ki ho gai…

Thori dair ki driving ke bad shazia ne car aik baray se banglay ke samne khari kar di. Banglay ki shan o shokat se banglay ke rehne waloon ke rehan sehan ka andaza ho sakta tha. Security guard ne shazia madam ko dekhti hi gate open kar dia. Car ko aik side pe park karne ke bad shazia maria ko apne sath le kar andr chali gai. Bangla jtina bahir se khobsurat tha us se zayda ander se khobsurat tha. Farsh per lagay qemti pathar per maria ko dar tha kahen phisal na jaye. Ao beti main tumhara hi intzar kar rahi thi. Maria ne awaz ki simat dekha to aik nehayt hi nafees khatoon usay beti bula rahi thi. Shazia ne kaha ye hai meri mama. Lakin us khatoon aur shazia ki umar main koi zayda farak nahi dikh raha tha. Shazia apni mama se koi 5 saal choti hi dikh rahi thi.

Mera name uzma hai aur main hi hun shazia ki mama. Thori se muskaraht apne chehre per latay howe. Beti heran mat ho main hi is ki mama hun aur bas abhi kam umar dikhti hun is lye sab hi humain maa beti ke rop main dekh kar hairan hotay hain. Shazia ne bhi apni taeed ki to maria ko manana hi para. Lakin aunty ap shazia ki api lagti hain mama nahi. Is bat per sab hansne lagen.

Acha beti tum zara hmare lye coffee bnao main apni beti se 2 char batain kar lon. Uzma ne shazia se kaha aur maria ko sofa per bethne ka ishara kia. Uzma aunty kafi dair tak “interview” leti rahen. Jin ka maria ne mukhtasir jawab dia. Phir coffee a gai. Idhar udhar ki batain hone lagen. Acha beti tum mujhe waisi hi lagi jaisi meray baite asad ki khawaish hai. Beti main tum ko baho nahi beti bna kar lana chahon gi. Mujhe apnay betay asad se buhat piyar hai aur us ki har khawaish main pori karna chahon gi. Aur tum bhi uski aik khawahish ho. Hum jald hi apki taraf ayen ge. Shazia maria ke chehre ko dekh rahi thi jahan aik mashraqi larki bethi apni goud main nazain dalay kahen door dekh rahi thi aur us ke galoon per aik surkhi si charh rahi thi jaise har koi samjh sakta tha.

Tum Aao Gay To , Phoolo'n Ki Barsaaat Karu'n Gi

Mousam K Farishty Se , Meri Baat Ho Chuki Hai .

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Mama mujh se nahi hota ye nach gana, mujhe is ghanday kam main koi dilchasbi nahi hai. Main badqismati se ap ki beti zaror hun lakin ab main samjhdar hun aur apnay faisly khud le sakti hun. Mujhe normal zindagi jeni hai, mujhe in paisoon aur aish e ishraat se koi lena dena nahi. Main ap ke kehne per har roz kesi naye mard ki biwi nahi ban sakti. Main kesi aik ke sath jena chahti hun. Aur mujhe apne tareke se zindagi guzarne ka pora haq hai. Agar ap ne mujh per koi zor zabardasti ki to main court main chali jaon gi ya phir is ghar ko chor dun gi. Arfa is waqt apni maa se lar rahi thi. Janay aaj is kamzoor si larki main kahan se itni jurrat a gai. Arfa ke aise baghiyana alfaz sun kar parveen ki peshani per preshani ke asar thay. Parveen foran samjh gai agar us ne arfa se zabardasti ki to ye baghi ho jaye gi. Is lye parveen ne arfa ki baghawat per kuch nahi kaha. Waqt guzrta ja raha tha, arfa nay ache numbroon se exam pass kia aur ab wo BA ki classes le rahi thi, is doran us ne buhat bar hammad ko apne ghar atay jatay dekha lakin ab wo hammad se door hi rehti thi. Hammad ko jab bhi moqa milta wo arfa ko dekhta aur bat karne ki koshish bhi karta. Lakin arfa hammad se ijtanab hi karti. Arfa aisa kyn kar rahi thi is bar ka koi khas jawab arfa ke pass bhi nahi tha.

Aaj arfa sari rat jag kar assignments bnati rahi. Jo ko us ne kal zaror jama karwani then. Subha mausam ke tiwar dekh kar arfa preshan dikh rahi thi. Tofan aur tezz barish main wo time per to kia shyd aaj college ja bhi nahi sakti thi. Wo college uniform pehne apna bag tiyar rakhe dua mang rahi thi ke wo kesi tarah college pohanch jaye.

Agar aap ki aana ko thais na pohanche to kia main ap ko college drop kar sakta hun? Arfa ke kanoon main hammad ki awaz pa rhi jo keh aini ke kamre se nikal kar janay hi wala tha. Arfa ne pehle to us ko jawab dena chaha lakin apni majbori dekhte howe hammad ke sath jane ko tiyar ho gai.

Wiper car ke front sheshay ko bar bar dry kar rahay thay aur tezz barish ki wajha se shesha phir se dhondla jata. Arfa ka dehan car ke chalte howe wiper ki taraf tha. Arfa apko yaad hoga main ne ap se pehle din aik sawal pocha tha keh log yahan kyn atay hain to ap ne kaha tha sakoon hasil karne. Arfa, hammad ki zuban se apna name aur apni hi kahi purani bat ko sun kar pori tarah hammad ki taraf mutwajhe hoi.

To? Arfa ne hammad ki bat per sirf yehi kaha. Arfa sab se pehle main ap se sorry karna chahta hun apko us din meri bat buri lagi aur tab se ap mujh se naraz hain. Mere kehna ka matlb wo nahi tha wo ap ne samjh lia. Aur dosri bat ye keh apne jo sakoon wali bat kahi thi wo kesi had tak theek hai. Main ne bhi is lye ana shoro kia tha keh mujhe sakoon mele. Yahan a kar main baqi dunya ke ghamoon se azad ho jata hun lakin arfa ye sakoon bhi chand din mehsos howa. Lakin….

Lakin kia? Arfa towajha se hammad ki bat sun rahi thi. Arfa kia hum kahen beth kar bat kar sakty hain? Abhi to aap ko college jana hai. College ke bad main zayda time nahi lon ga apka. Lakin please inkar mat kijye ga. Arfa ko hammad itna bura bhi nahi lagta tha. Arfa ne chand second socha aur phir han main sar hila dia…

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Chaudri waqas sain ne jaldi se tyar howa aur apni car ka rukh raveli ki janib jane wali road per kar dia. Cahudri waqas ke chehre gusse aur hairat ke mele jhule asrat thay. Jitni speed se waqas sain car drive kar raha tha us se andaza ho raha tha mamla koi ghambeer hai. Chaudri waqas sain car ko uratha howa haveli pohancha. Unknown number se us ko jo itla milli thi wo such hi thi. Is waqt haveli ke sab mulazmeen ka qatal howa para tha. Kesi ne nihayat be dardi se sb ko goliyoon se chilni kia tha. Is waqt haveli ke sab mulazmeen ki lashain aik qatar main pari then. Baray chaudri ke qatal ke bad is khandan ke khilaf ye dosri sazish thi jo ke kamyab ho chuki thi. Jitnay munh utni batain. Jis ko bhi khabar mil rahi thi wo haveli ka rukh kar raha tha aur sab apni hank rahay thay.

Police ki karwai aur 3 din ke soog ke bad chaudri waqas phir wapis apnay hostel a gya. Chaudri waqas ki chatti hiss keh rahi thi keh haveli ke mulazmeen ka qatal zaror kahen na kahen us ka baap ke qatal se ja milta hai. Pechle dino samne anay waly halat ke paishe nazar chaudri waqas ko ab apnay bhai per bhi shak sa honay laga tha. Aik to baap ke marne ke 2 hafte bad us ka kesi namaloom larki se ayashi karna aur phir haveli mulazmeen ke mout per bhi us ke chehre per koi khas gham nahi dikh raha tha. Hostel wapis a kar chaudri waqas ko us jani pehchani larki ki talash thi. Shayd us larki ke zarye wo kesi soragh tak pohanch paye. Chaudri waqas ne koi 2 hafte us larki ko poray college main talash kia lakin wo larki usko kahen na milli. Ab chaudri waqas ko lag raha tha shyd us ne larki ko pehchannay main koi ghalti ki ho.

Baray chaudri ka qatal to shyd kesi ne dushmani main kia ho jo keh bazahir lag nahi raha tha lakin haveli ke mulazmeen ka qatal koi kyn kar karay ga.Kahen koi is poray khandan ko to khatam nahi karna chahta? Haveli ke sab mulazmeen wafa dar thay. Is khandan ke lye jaan de saktay thay to kon un ka dushman howa. Haveli ke mulazmeen ka qatal asal main is khandan ko kamzor karne ki sazish hai. Waqas sain is waqt apnay sab se qaribi dost ke pas betha apna gham halka kar raha tha. Jo keh abhi apnay business tour se wapis louta tha. Acha yaar main hun na tere sath. Mujhe pehle btata main sab kuch chor kar pehle a jata tumhare pas. Ab main a gya hun na to mil kar kuch karte hain. Waqas sain ko apne dost ki batoon se aik taqat milli. Us ko ehsas howa wo akela nahi us ka dost hai us ke sath.

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Hammad ne car ko johar town ki taraf mor dia. Hammad aur arfa ke bech bs hello hey hoi. Car ke andar khamoshi thi. Johar town main aik mashhor coffee café per hammad ne car park ki aur ab arfa hammad ke sath café main betthi thi. Arfa nervous ho rahi thi. Pehli bar wo is mahool main ai thi. Nahi to ghar se college aur college se ghar. Yehi us ki aik arsa se routine thi. Arfa ne hammad ki taraf dekha to us ko wahan bhi kuch alag mehsos howa. Hammad bhi thora sa confuse nazar a raha tha. Jaise koi bat kehna chah raha ho lakin keh nahi pa raha. Buhat se aur couples bhi nazar a rahy thay café per. Un main se zayda tar couple lover thay jo arfa ne café main dakhal hotay hi mehsos kia tha. Lakin main to aik towaif ki beti hun. mera kon lover ho sakta hai. Lakin hammad mujhe yahan kyn laya hai? Dil ke kesi konay se awaz ai kahen hammad tum se piyar to nahi karta. Piyar??? Ye mujh se piyar kyn kare ga. Meri asliyat ye janta hai. Meri behnoon ke sath ratain guzarne wala mere sath piyar to nahi karay ga kabhi. Lakin phir tum ko college chorna aur college time ke bad tum ko wapis lana ye sab koi kyn kare ga. Arfa apni sochoon main uljh rahi thi. Achank us dono hathoon ko jo keh arfa sochte sochte apas main masl rahi thi hammad ne apnay hathoon main le lia. Arfa ne apnay hathoon ko hammad ke hathoon se azad karwana chaha lakin hammad ne aisa nahi honay dia. Ap ye kia kar rahay hain. Chorain mera hath. Arfa ne khud ko bebas pa kar hammad se iltaja ki.

WILL YOU MARRY ME? Hammad ne apnay lehje ko mazboot karte howe arfa ko purpose kia. Arfa ka munh is surprise se khola ka khola reh gya. Hammad ne is per hi bas nahi ki hammad apni chair se utha apni knees ko zameen per laga kar red rose coat ki pocket se nikal kar aik bar phir onchi awaz main “WILL YOU MARRY ME?” ye awaz jahan arfa ke dil ke andr tak dastak de rahi thi wahan poray café main bhi gonj rahi thi. Sab ki towajho ka markaz ab arfa aur hammad thay. Aik kothay per paida honi wali larki jis ne kothay per ankh kholi aur nach ganay aur jism froshi ki “dokan” se bari hoi us larki ko aik “muaziz” khandan ka sapoot apni knees per beth kar mang raha tha. Café main bethay sab arfa ki our dekh rahay tha. Aik suspense tha jis ko sab janana chah rahay thay…

“main ne teray parhnay ke shoq ko nahi roka lakin arfa 2 saal bad tujhe esi dhanday main utarna hai… agar teri soch hai ke tum parh likh kar kesi achay khandan main shadi kar lo gi ye tmhari bhol hai… tmhari teachers jo aaj tm se itni muhabbat jitati hain agar unko tmhari asliyat pta chali wo utni hi tm se nafrat karen gi… is lye behtar yehi hai tm aik towaif ki beti ho… kesi ko nahi maloom tmhara baap kon hai… mujhe bhi nahi maloom… is lye tum ab apni parhai ke sath sath kam bhi sikhna shoro karo…”

Arfa ko faisla karna mushkil ho raha tha. Apni zid ko such sabit karne aur apni maa ko mat dene ka is se acha moqa koi aur nahi tha. Haan maa tum har gai muhabbat jeet gai. Abhi bhi log hain jo kechar main heray ko talash kar letay hain. Arfa ki ankhoon main anso thay aur cheche per yak dam surkhi a gai. Arfa ne sharmaty howe hammad ke hathoon se phool le lia.

Hammad wapis apni seat per beth gya. Café main clapping ki awaz ghonj rahi thi aur aik shor sa barpa ho gya tha. Café main bethi larkiyan arfa per rashk kar rahen then. Khud arfa bhi apni qismat per maghror hoti ja rahi thi andr hi andar se. arfa chah rahi thi. Arfa thank you ap ne sab ke samne meri izzat rakh li nahi to mujhe lag raha tha abhi thappar lage ga meri gal per. Lakin izzat afzai ka shukriya. Arfa abhi tak chehra neche kye sharma rahi thi. Aur apni qismat pe khush ho rahi thi. Aaj wo sab ko btana chahti thi aik towaif ki beti bhi pak daman ho sakti thi. Dunya main log hain jo pehchan rakhty hain. Aaj tak wo sab se apni shakhsiyat chupati a rahi thi ab us ko aik naam mil jaye ga jo us ka apna ho sirf uska. Hammad chehre neche kye bethi arfa ke chehre per ai lalli ko dekh raha tha.

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Apne dost ke milne ke agle din hi waqas sain ne ghar jane ka socha. Yahan per to wo kuch kar nahi pa raha tha shyd usko ghar reh kar kuch madad mil sakay. Waqas ke ghar pohanchne per khabar mili keh haider sain thori dair pehle nikla hai apni gari per. Ghar main thori dair sastane ke bad waqas sain ne haveli janay ka socha. Akhri hadse ke bad wo haveli nahi gya tha lakin us ki chatthi hiss keh rahi thi us ko wahan se koi soragh zaror mele ga. Waqas sain ne apni car ka haveli ki janib jane wali road per kar dia. Abhi waqas sain haveli se kafi door tha us ko haveli ke samne aik car rukti hoi nazaar ai aur left side ki taraf se koi utra. Haveli ka darwaza kholne ke bad wapis car main beth gya. Haveli ka darwaza kholne wala koi mard nahi tha koi larki thi. Shyd ye wohi larki hai jis ko usne haider sain ke kamre main jaty dekha tha.

Car ke main janay ke kuch minutes bad waqas sain ne car haveli se kuch door jhariyoon main khari kar di. Dabay paon waqas sain haveli ke gate ki janib bhara. Haveli ke andar khamoshi thi. Lakin haveli ke gate ko ander se bhi lock kia gya tha. Ab aik hi rasta tha haveli ke andr janay ka wo tha haveli ki back side se. agar wahan se gate andr se lock na howa to tab hi anda jaya ja sakta tha. Waqas sain aik umeed ke sath haveli ki back side ki taraf barha. Khushqismati se gate andr se khola tha. Waqas sain ne gate ki key wapis apni pocket main dali aur chupke se dewar ke sath lag kar halat ka jaiza lene laga.

Is waqt haveli ke androni kamre se kesi ke bolne ki awaz a rhi thi. Waqas sain chupke se kamre ki khirki ki janib barha. Abhi waqas sain khirki ke pas pohancha hi tha keh kamre ka darwaza khola aur haider sain sedha store room ki janib barha. Waqas sain kamre ke pass khare tractor ke peche chup gya. Thori dair bad haider sain wapis kamre main a gya. Waqas sain khirki ke sath lag gya waqas andr kamre ka scene bhi dekhna chahta tha. Waqas sain ne apni pencil ka sikka nikal aur khirki ki jali main dal kar ander khirki ko kholne ki koshish ki. Thori dair bad khirki khul gai aur khushqismati se khirki ki androni janib laga parda bhi thora sa hat gya.

Saali teri itni jurat ke tum ne police main mere khalaf FIR daraj karwi. Tumhare khandan per hamare itnay ehsan aur tum ko kuch parha kia dia aaj tum mere khalaf police station chali gai. Aaj tum jo kuch parh kar aur ye jo nokri kar rahi ho ye sab hamare hi ehsanat hain. Kuch to socha hota police station jatay waqt. Andar kamre main aik larki bed per leti hoi thi aise lag raha tha jaise usko rassi se bandh kar letaya howa hai. Larki chup chap leti haider sain ki batain sun rahi thi. Waqas sain us larki ka chehra to nahi dekh pa raha tha lakin us ko samjh a rahi thi ye kesi mulazim ki larki hai aur kesi bat per ye haider sain ke khilaf police station gai. Jis ka badla lene ke lye ab haider sain us ko yahan le aya hai. To is ka matlb hai ye larki kuch janti hai. Aur is larki se milna zarori hai.

Apne hi qatal kia hai mere baba ko. Aur apne baba ke qatloon ko main choron gi nahi. Kia bigara tha unhoon ne apka. Sari umar ap logon ki khidmat ki aur ap ne ye sila dya unko. Baba ne mujhe sab bta dia tha aur wo shirminda bhi thay. Apne sab sabotoon ko khatam karne ke lye un sab ko khatam kar dia jinhoon ne is kam main hissa lia tha… chaudri waqas sain ke lye ye sab kuch ajeeb aur naya tha. Agar ye larki suchi hai to kia kam kia tha haveli ke mulazmeen ne. kyn qatal karwaya haider sain ne sab ko? Ab is sawal ka jawab sirf ye larki hi de sakti thi.

Sali to yahan se bach ke jaye gi to kesi ko kuch btane ke laik rahe gi. Wo to police inspector hamare tukroon per palne wala tha us ne wafadari ki jo FIR nahi kati aur mujhe itla di. Ab main tujhe sabaq sikhaon ga.

Chaudri haider sain ye kehte hi bed per a gya jahan larki bandhi hoi thi. Haider sain larki ki legs ke uper beth gaya aur larki ki shirt ke galay main hath dal ke shirt ko aik lamhe main phar dia. Larki ke hath aur paon ko bandha howa tha. Larki sir ko hila kar apna ehtijaj kar rahi thi. Waqas sain ki samjh main bhi nahi a raha tha kia kare. Wo larki ko bachana bhi chahta tha aur apne bhai ko khabar keye begair. Haider sain larki per jhuka aur larki ke mammon per se bra bhi utar di. Ab larki uper se nangi bed per leti bin pani machli ki tarah apni izzat bachane ke lye tarap rahi thi. Please mujhe chor do main kesi ko kuch nahi bolon gi. Main jo kuch mujhe pata hai main sab bhool jaon gi. Main ye shehar hi chor jaon gi. Lakin please mujhe janay do. Lakin chaudri haider sain per wehshat chaai hoi thi. Aik zoor ka thapar larki ke munh per laga aur larki ne rona band kar dia. Ab wo sirf sir ko hila kar khud ko bachane ki koshish kar rahi thi. Chaudri haider sain ne larki ke mammay per apne hont laga dye aur mammay ko chosne laga. Dosra mamma haider sain ke hath main tha jis ko haider sain zor zor se masal aur dba raha tha. Larki ke chehre per takleef ke asaar nazar a rahay thay.

Thori dair bad dosra mamma chosna shoro kar dia aur phir haider sain ne apne hont larki ke hontoon per laga dye. Larki ne buhat bachne ke koshish ki lakin haider sain larki ka nechle hont apne hontoon main lye chosne laga. Ab chaudri haider sain ka aik hath larki ke mammon se neche ki aur ja raha tha. Haider sain ne hath larki ki shalwar main dala aur larki ki phudi se chair char karne laga. Thori dair hont chosne ke bad haider sain ne larki ki shalwar se bhi qameez wala salook kia ab larki nangi leti hoi thi bed per aur ankhon main haider sain se iltaje ke anso baha rahi thi. Haider sain ne khud ko bhi alif nanga kia aur larki ke upar chrah gya. Please mujhe maf kar do. Mujh se buhat bari galti ho gai. Main phir kabhi aisa nahi karon gi. Larki haider sain se iltaja kar rhi thi mafi ki. Kutiya tujhe teri galti ki saza zaror mele gi. Aur phir to kabhi kuch karne ke qabil rahe gi to kuch kare gi. Haider sain ne larki ki mafi ko bhi qabool nahi kia aur bure anjaam ki bhi dhamki de di.

Lakin is larki ko mere lye bachna zarori hai. Mamla itna sedha nahi jitna dikh raha hai is larki ko bachana buhat zarori hai lakin kaise. Kaise bachaon ke haider sain ko bhi pata na lage. Ye soch kar waqas sain ne khirki ke andr dekha. Haider sain ne larki ki tangain uper utha rakhen then aur apne lun ki cap ko larki ki phudi ke munh per ragar raha tha. Larki ki ankhoon se aanso beh rahay thay. Tum jaisi namak haram ki yehi saza hai. Is pehle haider sain kuch karta haider sain ke cell phone ki ring baji. Kahan ho tum? Haider sain ne phone per kesi ki awaz suni aur us ka jawab dia. Nahi tum kahen wahen chup kar beth jao. Bahir mat nikalna main abhi a raha hun. preshan mat ho main bas abhi a raha hn. Is ke sath hi haider sain ne phone band kia. Larki ki uper uthai hoi tangoon ko chor dia. Apne kapre pehnany laga. Larki hairan bhi ho rahi thi aur khush bhi, haider sain larki ko wahen bandha nangi halat main chor kar kamre se bahir nikala aur car ko urata howa haveli se door chalta gya.

Chaudri waqas sain fori kamre main gya. Larki waqas sain ko dekh kar hairan ho rahi thi. Abhi larki kuch bhi bolti waqas sain us ko pehchan chuka tha. Wo baray chaudri marhoom ke puranay aur wafadar mulazim tajju ki beti thi. Is ka name asma tha aur bara chaudri is ko apni beti manta tha. Waqas sain ne bed per pari sheet asma per dali aur asma ke hath paon khool kar us ko jaldi se haveli se nikalne ko bola. Asma is waqt waqas sain ko farishta samjh rahi thi is lye koi sawal jawab kye begair waqas sain ke sath haveli se khud ko chadar main lepat kar jhariyoon main chupi car ki aur barhne lagi.

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Arfa meri baat samjhne ki koshish karo. Main shadi se pehle apne parents ko shadi ka nahi bta sakta. Tumhari qadar mere dil main hai. Tum kitni achi aur pak daman ho ye main janta hun lakin arfa mere parents tumhari qadar 0 manzalat nahi jante. Wo nahi jante tum towaif ki dokan per aik saf suthra safeed kapra ho jis per aik bhi dagh nahi hai. Jo keh be dagh hai. Lakin arfa shadi se pehle unko yakeen dalana mere lye mushkil hai. Hum shadi kar len ge. Main un ka aklota baita hun. shadi ke bad un ko apnana hi pare ga tumhain. Tum ko hi apne ghar ki izzat bnaon ga. Mujh per brosa karo.

Is waqt arfa aur hammad main behas ho rahi thi. Hammad keh raha tha shadi tumhare ghar main hi gi. Shadi ke kuch din bad wo us ko apnay ghar le jaye ga. Lakin arfa keh rahi thi us ko aur nahi rehna apni maa ke ghar. Jahan hawwa ki betiyoon ki izzat ko nocha jata hai. Hammad bhi kesi had tak apni bat per sacha tha. Agar wo shadi se pehle bolta hai apne ghar ke wo aik towaif ki beti se shadi karne ja raha hai to malik family ki society main koi izzat nahi rehti. Is lye arfa ab chup ho gai. Cholo kuch din bad hi sahi lakin mera apna ghar to hoga. Jis ki main khud malkin hun gi. Mera aik hi shohar hoga. Jis ki main izzat hun gi. Jo mujhe apni izzat samjhe ga. Main aik aam aurat ki ci zindagi basar karon gi. Theek hai hammad jaise ap ko theek lage. Main har qadam ap ka sath dun gi. Main ap per brosa kar rahi hun. ap mere mohsin hain. Main sari zindagi apki hi ban kar rahoon gi. Ap wohi karen jo ap ko theek lagta hai.

Arfa ke alfaz hammad ke dil main utar rahay thay. Koi kesi ka itna mukhlis bhi hota hai us ko aaj ehsas ho raha tha. Kesi kothay per koi agar sakoon hasil karne jata hai to aik rat ke lye lakin arfa ko pa kar sari zindagi ka sakoon mil jaye ga. Ab mamla tha arfa ki maa se bat karne ka. Yakeenan ye bhi aik mushkil marhala hai. Arfa ki maa ne apni beti ko kesi aik ke hath dene ke lye to itna bara nahi kia. Parveen ne arfa ko parhaya bhi is lye keh aik parhi likhi towaif zayda “business” kar sakti hai. Arfa apni behnoon main sab se zayda khobsurat thi aur khobserat bhi. Arfa ko “business” main utar kar parveen ki dolat main din dogni raat “chogni” taraqqi honi hai. Ab agar arfa se koi shadi ki bat karta hai to parveen kaise ye bardashat kar sakti hai. Chahay wo un ka chaheta shikar hammad hi kyn na ho. Hammad kia ap meri maa ko shadi ke lye razi kar sakte hain. Un se bat karta hun. agar wo tmhari koi qeemat mangeen gi to main tmhari qeemat bhi dene ko tayar hun. arfa ne apna sir jhuka lia. Kuch sharam se kuch afsos se. kesi maa ki beti hun jo mujhe pia ke ghar bhejne ki bhi qeemat le gi. Batoon batoon main dono ki coffee thandi ho gai. Coffee piye begair dono coffee café se bahir chal dye.

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Theek hai beti jaise tumhari marzi. Tum jeet gai main haar gai. Tum se hammad shadi karna chahta hai to theek hai. Ye is bazar main pehli dafa ho ga kesi towaif ki beti ki shadi ho gi. Yahan shadiyan to roz hoti hain lakin har rat kesi naye mard ke sath. Lakin teri shadi is bazar main nerali ho gi. arfa ke chehre per hairangi thi. Kia itni asaani se man gai maa. Matlb is ghar se chutkara mumkin hai. Arfa ke chehre per khushi ki lehar dor gai. Arfa khud ko hammad ki biwi ke roop main hammad ke sath dekh rahi thi. Aur kia kia bolti rahi arfa ki maa lakin arfa to hammad ki hoi pari thi. Hammad ke khiyaloon main ghum…

Hammad ke kehne per arfa ki aaj shadi sadgi ke sath arfa ke ghar main hi hoi… aur halat ke paishe nazar arfa ki sohag raat bhi arfa ke ghar aur arfa ke kamre main ho honi thi. is se pehle wohi hammad arfa ke sath wale kamre main arfa ki behnoon ke jism se khelta raha tha. Lakin aaj aik shadi ke bandhan main is ghar ki sab se piyari cheez ko hammad ne hamesha ke lye apna bnana hai… arfa apne bed per bethi dulhan ke libas main apne shohar hammad ka intzar kar rhi thi. aaj bhi is ghar main nach gana ho raha tha lakin aaj ka nach gana pehle se mukhtalif tha. Aaj ke shadiyane aik shadi ki khushi main baj rahay thay. Aur sab ke lye herangi ki bat thi. aaj kesi ne to jurat ki thi aik towaif ki beti se shadi karne ki.

Arfa hammad ki dulhan bani phoolon se bharay bed per bethi apne majazi khuda ka intzar kar rahi thi. arfa ko aaj apne hathoon per lagi mehendi buhat piyari lag rahi thi. arfa ko khas tor per to nahi sajaya gya tha lakin khuda ne arfa ko itna haseen bnaya tha keh us ko aur kesi cheez ki zarorat hi nahi thi. arfa bed ke darmiyan bethi apne hathoon ko masl rahi thi. kuch sharma kar aur kuch kuch ghabrahat bhi thi. arfa ke kanon maon hammad ki awaz ghonji. Hammad ki awaz bahir se a rahi thi. hammad ki saliyan shyd us ko kuch keh rahi then. Arfa ke dil ki darkhan aur tezz ho gai aur arfa ne apna sir aur jhuka lia. Yehi to har larki ka sapna hota hai. Har larki is pal ke lye apni izzat ko sanbhal kar rakhti hai ta keh wo apne shohar ko pehli rat main izzat ka giift de sake. Arfa ko AC chalte kamre main bhi pasena ane laga. Aik kanwari larki aaj aurat banne ja rahi thi. aaj nayi zindagi ka aaghaz hone wala tha.

Kamre ka darwaza khola aur hammad sab andar dakhil ho gaye. Lal jore main sir jhukaye hammad ka intzar karti arfa ko dekh kar hammad ko laga jaise dunya tehar gai ho. Tiktaki bandhe hammad wahen khara lal joray main bethi arfa ko takkay ja raha tha. Hammad ahista se bed ki janib barha. Sherwani main hammad bhi kesi shehzade se kam nahi lag raha tha. Arfa ne sir utha kar apne shohar ka dedar karna chaha lakin kahan utha sakti hai aise moqay per mashraqi larki apni nazrain. Arfa ki nazrain aur zayda jukti chali gain.

Hammad bed per bechi naram o mulayam chadar per arfa ke samne beth gya. Apne hath se arfa ki thodi ko uper uthaya. Arfa ne apni nazrain aik lamhe upar ken aur phir nazroon ko jhuka kar khud main simat’ti chali gai sharma kar. Bebak larkiyoon ke jism se khelne walay hammad ko samne bethi dulhan ke roop main arfa ka yun sharma buhat acha laga. Hammad ne arfa ka hath pakra aur pocket se aik qeemti si debiya nikali. Arfa ka mehndi wala hath hammad ke hathoon main tha. Hammad ne debiya se sonay per diamond lagi angothi nikali aur arfa ki ungli main dalne laga. Arfa ke dil main hammad ke lye aur piyar barh raha tha.shayed angothi choti thi thori. Finger ke akhir tak nahi ja rahi thi angothi. Hammad ne aik lamhe ko socha aur phir arfa ke hath ko upar uthana shoro kia apne hontoon ke pas la kar hammad ne aik lamha arfa ke sharam se lal hotay chehre ki janib dekha aur arfa ki finger ko apne hontoon main le lia aur finger ko apni zuban se gela kia aur phir angothi dal di arfa ki ungli main.

Arfa hammad sahiba ye meri taraf se aaj ki khobsorat rat ka tohfa hai. Is ko qabool ki jaye. Arfa ne apna hath apni goud main rakh lia aur apni nazrain hammad ki pehnai hoi angothi per dal den. Jis larki ne jab se paida hoi thi yehi suna tha ke towaif ki beti ne towaif hi banana hota hai wo larki aaj kesi ki dulhan banay us ke piyar ki angothi pehne apnay shohar ki agli piyar bhari harkat ka inyzar kar rahi thi. arfa mujhe pata hai tumhare dil main aik kasak ho gi keh tumhari zindagi ki khoobsorat raat aaj is ghar main nahi honi chahye thi. lakin arfa mujh per yakeen rakho main tumhari sari zindagi ko khushi se bhar dn ga. Tum ko yahan kabhi nahi ana paray ga. Meri pehli zindagi ko jantay howe bhi tum ne mujhe qabool kia to mera wada hai main pehle jaisi zindagi kabhi nahi jiyoon ga. Main to jaisa hun apke samne hun lakin apki zindagi ko jitna main ne dekha hai us se kahen zayda ap ko jan gya hun. main dunya ki kesi aur larki ki pakezgi ki qasam nahi de sakta lakin sirf tumhari. Jab mera tum per itna yakeen hai to tum ko kaise is jagha per rehne dun ga. Arfa hammad ki batain ghor se sun rahi thi aur us ko hammad ki batoon main sachai hi dikh rahi thi.

Ye sab kehte kehte hammad ab arfa ke brabar beth gya. Arfa ko kandhe se pakar kar apne sath laga lia. Aur arfa ka ghonghat utha kar ankhain band kye arfa ke masoon se chehre ko dekhne laga. Jahan masomiyat aur wafa ke ilawa kuch nahi tha. Afa ne aik nazar ankhain khoolen aur phir band kar len. Hammar ke chehre per muskarahat a gai. Hammad ne dhere se apne hont arfa ke hontoon se lga deye. Arfa ke hont band hi rahay. Hammad ki thori koshish ke bad arfa ke hont khole aur arfa ka neche wala hont hammad ke honton main tha. Hammad arfa ke hontoon per lagi surkhi chura raha tha. Arfa ke hontoon se surkhi ghayb ho chuki thi aur ab arfa ke ghulabi hont hammad ke hontoon main thay jaise hammad baray inhamak se chos raha tha. Arfa ki kesi mard ke sath pehli kiss thi jis se arfa per fori khumari chane lagi. Arfa ne bhi aik hath hammad ki kamar main dal ke pakar lia. Aur hammad ka sath dene lagi.

Hammad ne aik lamhe ke lye khud ko arfa se alag kia. Chand second arfa ke chehre ko dekha jahan arfa ki band ankhain shikwa kar rahi thi keh ruk kyn gaye. Hammad ne arfa ke kaan ki taraf hath barha kar kaan main pehni bali utar di aur dosri bali bhi. Garden ke peche hath dal kar hammad ne arfa ke galay main pehna bhari bharkam har bhi utar dia. Arfa ki ankhain abhi bhi band hi then. Dhere se arfa ka ghonghat utarane ke bad hammad ne holay se arfa ko bazoon se pakar kar lita dia bed per. Arfa khud main semtiti hoi sharma kar late gai bed per.hammad ne apni sherwani utari aur wapis bed per a kar arfa ke upar late gya. Arfa ankhain to kholo. Meri taraf dekhoo. Arfa ne aik lamhe ke lye ankhain kholen hammad ko apne upar dekh kar phir sharam se ankhain band kar len. Hammad ko buhat piyar aya arfa per. Esi piyar ko bharane ke lye hammad ne apne hontoon se arfa ki band ankhoon per bhosa lia aur aik bar phir dono ke hont apas main jakray gaye. Arfa ki khumari bharne lagi. Arfa ko apne hontoon main hammad ki zuban andar ati mehsos hoi jaise arfa ne apne munh main lia aur piyar se us ko chosne lagi. Arfa ko aisa laga jaisa kesi methi cheez ko chos rahi ho aur is se pehle aisi cheez us ne nahi chaakkhi thi… arfa ke hath khud hi hammad ki kamar per phirne lage. Jaise arfa khud per control kho bethi ho. Arfa ne apni zuban dal di hammad ke lips main jaise hammad ne bhi utnay hi piyar se chosa. Ab hammad arfa ki garden per hont laga kar zuban phair raha tha jis se arfa madhosh hoti ja rahi thi. arfa ke lye ye sab neya tha arfa khud ko hawa main badloon ki tarah urtha howa mehsos kar rahi thi. is dunya se to wo bilkul na waqif thi.

Hammad zor zor se garden per zuban phair raha tha aur garden per hont laga kar chom raha tha. Garden per piyar karte karte hammad ne apna aik hath arfa ke ubhare howe naram mammay per rakh dia. Kesi mard ka hath pehli daf apne mammay per mehsos kar ke arfa ke jism main bijli si dor gai. Arfa ne apne nakhoon bhainch diye hammad ki kamar per. Hammad apne hath se arfa ke mammay ki golai aur motai nap raha tha. Is se pehle hammad ne arfa ko hamesha aik chadar main lipti dekha tha jis se hammad ko andaz nahi tha kitne khobsorat mammay hain arfa ke. Arfa ki siski nikal gai aur arfa ne aur zor se hammad ko apne upat bhainch lia. Hammad ne aik bar phir arfa ke hontoon ko chosna shoro kar dia aur arfa pora sath dene lagi hont chuswane main…

Arfa ki kamar ke neche hath dal kar hammad ne arfa ko uthaya aur arfa ki qameez utarne laga. Qameez utar janay per kamre ke night bulb main arfa ka gora badan dekh kar hammad ko laga jaise is se khobsorat cheez nahi hai is dunya main. Hammad bhi apna control khota ja raha tha. Hammad ne arfa ka chehra apni aur kar ke arfa ko apni goud main bethaya. Hammad ke hath arfa ki kamar ke gird thay aur hammad zoor zoor se arfa ki kamar ko masal raha tha. Arfane bhi madhoshi main a kar zor se hammad ko galay laga lia. Hammad ne kamar per hath phairtay phairtay arfa ki bra ka huk khol dia aur samne hath dal kar bra ko arfa ke jism se alag kar dia. Arfa sharam se lal ho gai aur phir hammad ke senay se lag gai khud ko chupane ke lye.. hammad ne arfa ko apnay senay se alag kia aur apna hath arfa ke nangay mammay per rakh dia arfa hammad ke hath ka lams pa kar sehar gai. Hammad ne aik nazar arfa ki band ankhoon main dekh jahan aur piyar karne ki iltaja chupi hoi thi. hammad ne us iltaja ko samjha aur apne hont arfa ke mammay per laga dye. Arfa ke mammay ke nipple hammad ke hontoon main thay jo hammad ke chosne se aur zayda hard hone lagay… arfa ne aik hath hammad ke sir per rakha aur sir ko apne mammon per dbane lagi. Hammad ab tez tez arfa ke mammay chos raha tha aur mammay ke nipples ke gird zuban ki nok phair raha tha. Arfa ka hammad ke baloon main ungliyaan phairna arfa per charh rahi khumari ko show kar raha tha. Arfa dono mammon ko bari bari chos raha tha aur zuban ki nok phair kar arfa ko pagal kiye ja raha tha.

Hammad ne arfa ko bed per lita dia aur arfa ke dono mammon ko pakar kar dbane laga. Sath hi arfa ki belly per zuban phairne laga. Arfa mazar ki shidat se apna sir helane lagi aur arfa apni shiskiyoon ko qabo kar rahi rhi,

Hammad arfa ke upar se utar aur apna pajama bhi utar dia. Arfa ankhain band kye leti rahi. Hammad wapis bed per aya aur arfa ki dono tangoon ko upar utha di. Jis se arfa ki gand bhi upar ho gai. Hammad ne arfa ki shalwar utari shoro ki jis ko arfa ne rokna chaha lakin hammad ke pukhta hosle aur khud per charhi khumari ki wajha se hammad arfa ki shalwar utarne main kamyab ho gaya. Hammad ne arfa ki shalwar utarne ke bad bhi arfa ki tangain upar hi rakhain aur dono tangoon ke bech arfa ke pani se geli phudi ke hontoon ke bech apni ungli ko ahista se phairne laga. Phudi per hammad ka hath mehsos karte hi arfa ko aik aur jatka laga. Arfa ki phudi aur geli hoti chali gai. Hammad arfa ki phudi ke hontoon main apni ungli phair raha tha aur phudi ke danay ko bhi masal raha tha. Hammad ne arfa ki phudi ke pani se geli hoi ungli ko arfa ki phudi ke sorakh main dalne ki koshish ki. Arfa dard se upar ko uchli lakin hammad ne ungli dal hi di phudi main. Arfa ko dard mehsos ho raha tha. Lakin ahista ahista ye dard kam ho raha tha…

Hammad arfa ki tangoon ke bech aya aur arfa ki tangoon ko apne shoulders per rakh kar aik nazar arfa ke sehmay se chehray ki janib dekh. Arfa janti thi ab kia honay wala hai aur us ko ab kitni takleef sehni hai. Hammad ne apne sakhat howe lun ko arfa ki phudi ke lips per phairne shoro kar dia. Arfa sehmi bho hoi thi aur chah bhi rahi thi keh hammad jald hi phudi per atka howa lun phudi ke andar dal de. Hammad ne lun ko phudi ke sorakh per atkaya aur thora zor laga kar lun ki cap ko phudi ke andar dal dia. Arfa ko takleef ka ehsas ho raha tha lakin hontoon ko bhainch kar arfa takleef bardasht kar rahi thi.

Arfa ke chehre ki taraf dekhte howe hammad ne lun ko thora se peche kia aur thora aur zoor se lun ko phudi main dala. Lakin is bar lun ne arfa ki phudi ka parda phar dia tha. Arfa ki cheekh nikal gai. Arfa ki ankhoon main anso thay aur apnay hath se arfa hammad ko khud se alag karne ki koshish kar rahi thi. hammad wahen tehra raha aur thori dair ke bad hammad ne lun ko phudi ke andr utarana shoro kar dia. Arfa hammad ko takleef ke bais khud se alag kar rahi thi lakin hammad ahista se lun ko phudi ke andar tak le ja raha tha. Lun phudi ki gehrai main utar gya. Arfa ki ankhoon se anso nikal rahay thay. Hammad aik bar phir ruk gya aur arfa ki takleef kam honay ka intzar karne laga… arfa ke chehre per thora sakoon dekh kar hammad ne lun ko phudi main agay peche karna shoro kar dia. Arfa ko ab phir se takleef ho rahi thi. lakin hammad ne lun ko agay peche karna jari rakha. Phudi ka rasta kafi tang tha jis ko hammad ka lun zayda bardashat na kar paya aur lun ne phudi ki gehrai main apna pani chor dia. Hammad nedhal ho kar arfa ke upar late gya…

Subha arfa ki ankh kholi to bed per khud ko akeli hi bed per leti paya. Arfa ka jism abhi barhana hi tha. Arfa ko rat bhar piyar main doba howa manzar yaad aya. Us piyar main dard ki bhi shidad thi lakin piyar bhi tha. Hammad ne rat ko do bar arfa ki phudi ki gehrai main apne lun ka pani nikala tha. Lakin hammad ko to abhi yahen hona chahye tha. Wo kahan ghayb hai. Arfa ne jaldi se kapre pehne aur kamre se bahir nikal gai. Us ne ghar main bhi hammad ko dhonda lakin hammad ka kahen bhi nam e nishan nahi tha.

Kis ko dhond rahi arfa g. ye asifa ki awaz thi.wo to chala gya. Bara acha mehman tha. Aaj subh us ne wapis karachi jana tha. Bari khushqismat thi to apni akhri rat tujhe de kar gya wo. Kia keh rahi ho tum? Us ne mujh se shadi ki hai tumhari tarah rat nahi guzari mere sath us ne. main us ki biwi hun. arfa yak dam gusse se chilai. Is main chilani ki koi zarorat nahi hai arfa. Jis taraf humari shadi hoti hai tumhari kal pehli shadi thi aur hammad se tumhari pehli shadi ki theek thaak qeemat li hai maa ne. aur aaj dekho kis ke sath rachti hai tumhari shadi.

Arfa ke paon se goya zameen khainch li ho. Kia maa ne mujh se dokha kia? Kia hammad ne mujh se aik rat ki shadi ki? Nahi nahi us ne to sari zindagi ke lye mujhe apnaya hai. Wo dokha kar hi nahi sakta. “arfa mujhe pata hai tumhare dil main aik kasak ho gi keh tumhari zindagi ki khoobsorat raat aaj is ghar main nahi honi chahye thi. lakin arfa mujh per yakeen rakho main tumhari sari zindagi ko khushi se bhar dn ga.” Arfa ke kanoon main abhi bhi kal rat hammad ki kahi batain goonj rahi then. Hammad tum ne to mujhe sari zindagi khush rakhne ka wada kia tha. Kahan chale gaye ho mujhe is jahunam main akela chor kar.

““main ne teray parhnay ke shoq ko nahi roka lakin arfa 2 saal bad tujhe esi dhanday main utarna hai… agar teri soch hai ke tum parh likh kar kesi achay khandan main shadi kar lo gi ye tmhari bhol hai… is lye behtar yehi hai tm aik towaif ki beti ho… kesi ko nahi maloom tmhara baap kon hai… mujhe bhi nahi maloom… is lye tum ab apni parhai ke sath sath kam bhi sikhna shoro karo…”

Maa ki kahi batain phir se arfa ke damagh main gonjne lagi. Main to aik towaif ki beti hun. meri tu ye aik rat ki shadi thi.sirf aik rat ki shadi? Arfa ko apna damagh sun hota howa mehsos howa aur ankhoon ke samne andhera chata gya…..

To be continued...

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Anjaan rasta (update 16)

Kyn keh story ki update late kar pa rahi hun aur is story main 3 kahaniyan chal rahi hain. Kuch members ne shikwa kia tha keh 3 kahaniyan aur late update ki wajha se wo pechli kahani bhol chuke hotay hain to main ab har story scene se pehle pechli kahani ki summary likh dia karon gi ta keh ap ko story samjhne main asani rahay…

(Saima story scene summary)
Ashar aur saima lover hain. Saima BA last year ki student, chaudri haider sain ne saima ko dekha aur fida hogaya saima per. Saima ke inkar per haider sain ne saima per gussa utara saima ka rape kar ke aur kuch dino bad saima ko phir haveli main bulaya phir apni hawas mitai saima per. Next ap story main parhye…

Saima khair to hai ab tum bhuji bhuji si rehti ho. Kia ho gya hai tumhain. Pehle ki taraf khilkhalati bhi nahi aur khoi khoi si rehti ho. Saima koi bat zaror hai jo tum mujh se chupa rahi hai. Nahi ashar koi bat nahi hai. Bas waise hi mood thora upset hai. Midterm exam a gaye hain na aur tayri bhi koi khas nahi. Is lye zara upset hun. saima ne ashar se ankhain churate howe kaha. Ashar ko saf nazar a raha tha saima us se jhot bol rahi hai aur koi bat aisi hai zaror jo us se chupa rahi hai. 

Ashar kuch dair khamosh raha. Saima ka dil dobne laga ke ab kia btaon. Saima mujhe tum per khud se zayda yakeen hai. Tum sochti ho main wo jaan leta hun. tum mujh se jo chupa rahi ho wo khul kar bta do. Main tum se nilkul bhi naraz nahi hun ga. Lakin is tarah mujh se hi kuch chupana mujhe apne piyar ki insult lag raha hai. Saima ke chehre per aik rang a raha tha aik ja raha tha. Saima ke chehre per ghabrahat dekh kar hi ashar ko apni bat per yakeen hota gya. Saima abhi bhi chup thi aur kuch nahi bol pa rahi thi. dekho saima main keh raha hun na ke main tum se naraz nahi honay wala. Main to tum se hi piyar karta hun. bhala tumhari kesi ghalti per naraz ho sakta hun bhala. 

Saima ki ankhoon se anso tapak paray. Ashar saima ko rota dekh kar aur zayda preshan ho gya. Ashar ne car ko aik side per rok lia aur saima ke anso saf karne ke lye tissue paper dete howe saima I love you. Please lakin ye rona band karo. Aur bila jijhak keh do mujh se. ashar mujhe dar lag raha hai. Ashar main ap ke qabil nahi rahi. Kiaaaaa? Kia matlb hai tumhara saima? Ye tum kia bol rahi ho? Mujhe tum per yakeen hai. Tum aisa kuch nahi kar sakti. Kyn mazak kar rahi ho mujh se? lakin saima ko rota dekh kar ashar ko saima ki bat such lagne lagi.

Ashar mera rape howa hai. Saima ne rotay howe ashar se kaha. Ashar ko sanp songh gya. Kuch lamha ashar sochta raha kia kaha hai saima ne. haan ashar mujhe zabardasti….. kis ne kia? Ashar se saima ki bat kat’tay howe pocha. Chaudri haider sain ne. saima musalsil hoye ja rahi thi. ashar bhi sir ko seat per takaye ankhain band kaye lambe lambe sans le raha tha. Ye haider sain to mere dost waqas ka bara bhai hai. Lakin main is kamine ko choron ga nahi. Ashar ne saima se aur tafseel nahi pochi. saima ko chup karwaya aur us ke ghar ke pass drop kar dia.

saima tum ko kia lagta hai tum ne ashar bhai ko sab bta kar theek kia? Ashar bhai hain to buhat achay.  main tumhara dil dukhane ke lye ye bat nahi kar rahi lakin phir bhi wo aik aisi larki se ko kia ab bhi utna hi chahen ge jis ki abro ko pamal kia ja chuka hai. Nadia is waqt saima ke sath college ke lawn main aik bench per bethi saima ki sari kahani sun chuki thi aur wo saima se ab ashar ko btai jane wali bat per sawal jawab kar rahi thi. ashar mujhe buhat chahta hai nadia wo mujhay nahi chor sakta. Nadia ko saima ki bat per yakeen karne ke ilawa koi koi chara bhi nahi tha. Cholo ao ab chalain college ka time bhi off ho gya hai ab kia bus bhi miss karni hai. Nadia ne bench se uthte howe kaha. Nadia aur saima ab college bus ki aur barhne lagen. 

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(waqas sain last update summry)
waqas sain pehle apne baap ke qatal ki wajha se preshan tha. Police ne qatloon ka koi soragh nahi lagaya tha. Phir aik din waqas sain ne aik larki ko haveli ke kamre main jatay howe dekha jo us ko jani pehchani si lagi. Kuch dino bad haveli ki sab mulazmeen ka qatal ho gya. Pehle ki tarah police ne qatlon ka koi soragh nahi lagya. Phir aik din haveli main waqas sain ne apne purane mulazmin tajju ki izzat apne hathoon bachai...

waqas sain ne jhariyoon main chupi car main asma ko bethaya aur car ko kachay raste per dal kar car ka rukh shehar ki janib kar dia. Waqas sain janta tha us ne apne bhai ko phone kia hai keh kuch log us ko marna chah rahay hain is lye haider sain main road jaye ga aur waqas sain ne car ko kachay rastay per dala ta keh haider sain us ki car ko na dekh paye. Asma car main sehmi si bethi thi. thori dair pehle haider sain us ki izzat lotne wala tha. Ab bhi wo haider sain ke chotay bhai ki car main bethi thi. lakin is waqat wo waqas ko aik fairshtay ke rop main dekh rahi thi. asma ka ab koi nahi tha asma ki maa asma ke paida honay ke 5 saal bad is dunya say rukhsat ho gai thi. aik baap tha jo pechle dino qatal ho gya. 

Ap relax ho kar bethen main ap ko kuch nahi kahoon ga. Main ne apko bachanay ke lye apne bhai ko call kar ke dosri jagha bejha hai. Main apko pehle kesi mehfooz jagha pohancha don phir ap se baqi batain hon gi. waqas ne asma ko sehma dekh kar hosla dia. Waqas ke lehjay aur batoon se asma ko hosla mila. Waqas ka lehja us ko baray chaudri jaisa laga. Aik shafeeq aur meharban insan. Asma aik kathan musibat se nikal kar ai thi lakin ab waqas ki batoon se pursakon ho kar car ki seat ke sath jur kar sakoon ka sans lene lagi. 

Waqas sain ke zehan main abhi tak yehi sawal ghonj raha tha ke haider sain ne kyn qatal karwaya haveli ke mulazmeen ko? Is larki ko sab pata hai lakin is se abhi pochna theek nahi. Lakin ab waqas sain ke man main apne bhai ke baray main shak bartha ja raha tha. Waqas sain ne achank car ko rok dia aur apnay pass rakhi hoi pistol ko nikal lia. Waqas ke hath main pistol dekh kar asma ke osan khata ho gaye. Aik lamhe ke lye us ke zehan main aya ke ye sab chal thi mujhe qatal karne ki. Mujhay janay do please main kesi ko kuch nahi btaon gi. asam iltaja kar rahi thi waqas sain se. lakin aglay hi lamhe asma ko hairat hoi. Asma ke hathoon main waqas ka pistol tha. Lo ap chalao mujh per goli. Asma ne pehli bar pistol pakra tha asma ke hath kanpne lage. Mmm mm main aaa aap per gg goli kyn chalaon, asma ne ghabrahat main waqas se pocha. Asma ke kanpte howe hathoon ko dekh kar waqas ko asma per hansi ai aur waqas ne asma ke hath se pistol lia aur car se bahir nikal kar pistol ko apne bain bazo per lagaya aur fire kar dia. Pistol se nikli garam goli waqas ke bazo ko cherti hoi par nikal gai. Aur khoon ka aik fawara waqas ke bazo se chal para. Waqas ke chere per dard ke asar thay. Waqas ki ye halat dekh kar asma ne apne upar orhi chadar ko aik side se phara aur khud ko chadar main laipet kar bahir ai waqas ke bazo per chadar ke tukra bandh dia. Jis se khoon kesi had tak ruk gya. Ap ne ye kia kia? Ye kia drama kia apne? Waqas ne asma ko koi jawab nahi dia aur usko car main bethne ka ishara kia aur car ko speed se shehar ke andar le gya. Waqas ne car ko aik aik flat ke samne roka aur asma ko flat main chalne ko bola. Asma waqas ke peche peche flat main jane lagi. Waqas ne key se door open kia aur asma ko andar betha dya.

Yaar koi aisa mamla nahi hai. Main tujhe sab clear kar don ga filhal tum idhar a kar is ko kapre de kar jao. Haan yaar le ana us ke hi. Waqas kesi se phone per bat kar raha tha. Acha ab main chalta hun. aik mera dost aye ga tum ko kapre dene. Mera dost hai samjho main hi hun. darna mat. Ab tum mehfooz ho. Aur yahan khane pene ki har saholat majood hai. Tum ko mere anay tak yahan rukna ho ga. Asma ne haan main sir halaya. Is ke sat hi waqas flat se nikal gya…

Waqas tezi se ghar pohancha. Abhi haider sain wahan nahi aya tha. Ghar ke aik mulazim ko doctor ko bolane ka kaha. Itni dair main haider sain bhi a gya. Haider sain ne apne bhai ke bazoo per khoon dekha to aur zayda preshan ho gya. Kon thay wo? Haider sain ne pocha. Pata nahi bhai. Naqab posh thay. Keh rahay thay ye warning hai agar tumhare bhai ne badmashi band na ki to agli bar upar bhej den ge. Haider sain ki paishani per pasena a gya. Akhir ye kon ho sakta hai? Acha aj se tumhare sath mera aik security guard howa kare ga. Haider sain ne kuch dair sochte howe kaha. Nahi bhai is ki zarorat nahi. Wo to bas aise hi hath lag gya unke nahi to…. Khair main khud ki hifazat karna janta hun ap tension na lain. Main baba aur haveli ke qatloon ka pata laga kar hi choron ga. Ab un main itni jurat ke wo mujh per bhi hamla karne lage. Haider sain ki preshani bharti ja rahi thi. 

Waqas sain aik din wahen ruka. Flat main majood wireless per us ne asma ki khair o afiyat maloom kar li thi. akhir asma ko kon sa aisa raz pata hai jis ke lye haider us ki jan lena chahta tha aur us ne apne sab namak halal mulzmoon ki jaan li. Aur haider sain kal se milne ka bad zaror haveli main gya hoga jahan asma ko na pa kar aur zayda sikh pa ho raha hoga. Apne bhai ki sari sachai janany ke lye asma ko bachana zarori tha. Is lye hi waqas ne apne bazoo per goli chalai aur dushman ki dhamki ka drama kia. Fool proof planning ki wajha se haider sain mujh per to shak kar hi nahi sakta. Asma jab tak us flat main hai wo dunya ki nazroon se ujhal hai. Aur mehfooz bhi hai. Waqas sain subh ghar se nikal aaya tha. Pehle wo college jana chahta tha phir wo asma se milna chahta tha. 

Waqas sain ne car ko flat ke pechli taraf khara kia jahan se rah chalte us ki car per nazar nahi par sakti thi. flat main paray computer per asma internet ka istamal kar rahi thi. waqas sain ke andar anay ki ahat per us ne computer ko chora aur waqas sain ka hal pochne lag gai. Waqas sain aur asma zayda to nahi lakin thora buhat janty thay aik dosre ko. Is lye waqas ne be takalufi se asma ko chaye bnanay ka kaha aur khud sofa per taik laga kar ankhain band kye baith gya. Aur thori dair bad kia raz afshan hone wala hai us per ghor karne laga.

Han asma ab btao mujhe sari bat. Kyn haider tum se aisa salook kar raha tha? Kyn tum ko hamare khilaf police station janay ki zarorat pari? Waqas sain ne chaye ka akhri ghont bharty howa kaha. Asma tazabzab ka shikar thi. kahan se bat shoro karay aur kia kahay. Kal se wo waqas ko sari story btany ke lye soch rahi thi lakin ab bta nahi pa rahi thi. waqas sain ne asma ko confuse dekha to us ko relax hone ka kaha aur jo bhi bat hai bila khofo khatar btane ka kaha. Ap ke bhai ne mere baba ko mara hai… asma aik dham se phat pari. Unhoon ne hi mere baba ko mara hai… asma ye kehte hi phot phot kar ronay lagi. Waqas sain ne is situation ka socha bhi nahi tha. Asma zaro qatar ro rahi thi. main is lye hi police ke pas gai lakin…. Ronay ki wajha se asma aur na bhool pai. Waqas sain apne sofa per se utha aur asma ke brabar beth kar aik hath asma ke kandhe per rakh kar us ko tasalli dene ke lye apne sath laga lia. Main hun apke sath. Aap mujhe btain main apko insaf dilaon ga. Waqas sain ye bat haveli main hi jan chuka tha keh haider sain ne haveli mulzmeen ka qatal kia. Lakin is qattal ke peche muharak kia tha ye sab janna waqas ke lye zayda zarori tha. 

Asma waqas ke sath lagi roye ja rahi thi aur waqas asma ke kandhe per hath phair kar us ko tassli dene ki koshish main tha. Asma ap mujhe apna samjho. Mujhe mere baap jaisa samjho aur mujh se share karo sab. Main apke baba ko wapis to nahi la sakta lakin apke lye buhat kuch kar sakta hun. asma ko waqas ki batoon aur us ke kandhe per waqas ke hath se kafi sakoon mil raha tha aur us ka rona kam hota ja raha tha. Thori dair bad asma ko ehsas howa to wo waqas se thora dor hath gai. Lakin us ko waqas ka is tarah dilasa dilana buhat acha feel howa. 

Mere baba aik din aye thay mere pas. Mujhe wo kuch preshan dikh rahay thay. Main ne office se chuti li aur baba ko apne flat main le ai. Baba ke chehre per aisi preshani main ne zindagi bhar nahi dekhi thi. baba mujh se kuch kehna chahte thay lakin jaise keh bhi nahi pa rahay thay. Mere asrar per unhoon ne btaya keh apke bhai haider sain ke majboor karne per haveli ke 2 securty gaurds ne apke baap ka qatal kia. Jis waqat haider sain ne security gaurds ko bheja to mere baba ne haveli ke kamre se sari bat sun li. Jis ka ap ke bhai ko bhi pata lag gya. Apke bhai ne mere baba ko munh band rakhne ka kaha nahi to mujhe mar dene ki dhamki di. Mere baba apke baap ke wafadar thay unhoon ne police ko sari bat btani chahi lakin us se pehle hi mere baba aur security gaurds sameet sab mulazmeen ka qatal kar dia apke bhai ne. asma ne ro kar apna gham halka karne ke bad sari bat bta di waqas ko. Waqas ko asma ki bat main sachai nazar a rahi thi lakin dosri taraf apne bhai ki aisi khabasat pata lagne per waqas sain ka damagh jaise sun ho gya ho. Aik baray baitay ne hi apne baap ka qatal kar dia? Aur qatal ko chupane ke lye aur kitne ghar ujar dye mere bhai ne? kyn kia aisa haider tum ne? waqas sain ke zehan main kai sawal uth rahay thay.   

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Maria ne asad ko college ke bahir dekha. Maria na chahte ho bhi asad se ishaq karne lagi. Maria ki duain rang lain. 6 mahane bad maria asad se milli aik accident ki shakal main. Maria ka taruf shazia se howa. Shazia asad ki behan. Shazia jan gai maria us ke bhai se piyar karti hai. Shazia ne maria ko apne ghar apna maa uzma se milwaya. Ab agay parhye…

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.."Mosam Mosam Lagtey Ho"..
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.."Tum Sawan Sawan Lagtey Ho"..
.."Jo Sadiyon Baad Barstey Ho"..
.."Tum Sapna Sapna Lagtey Ho"..
.."Jo Mujh Ko Kam Kam Dikhtey Ho"..
.."Tum Pal Pal Mujh Sey Larrtey Ho"..
.."Phir Bhi Achey Lagtey Ho"..
.."Baat Tu Hay Sharmili si"..
... .."Par Kehny Ko Dil Chahta Hay"..
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Aaj maria ki khushi ki intaha ko koi name nahi dia ja sakta tha. Aaj maria ke ghar sab kuch normal routine se hat kar ho raha tha. Ghar ki safai to pehle hi rozana hoti thi lakin aaj kuch zayda hi ho rahi thi. har cheez ko saleqe se rakha ja raha tha. Maria apne kamre main bethi apni diary main asad ki muhabbat main dobi hoi ye ashar likh rahi thi. asad se milne se pehle maria ko shair o shairi se itna lgao nahi tha. Lakin ab asad ki muhabbat main doob kar wo kesi aur hi dunya ki basi ho chuki thi. maria apni diary per likhe shair ka akhri misra parh rahi thi. “Tum Apney Apney Lagtey Ho” 

Aaj maria ko dekhne asad ka mummy papa a rahay thay. Asad se uzma ne bat kar li thi. asad ne bhi han kar di thi. asad ko jaisi larki chahye thi waisi larki hi us ko mil rahi thi. idhar maria to pehle hi asad ke ishaq main mubtala thi. maria ki maa bhi shazia se mil chuki thi. maria ki maa ka bas ye itraz tha keh asad log hum se martabe main onche hain. Hum middle class hain. Kahen koi masla na ho shadi ke bad. Lakin apni beti ke dil ki bat ko samjhte howe unhoon ne is itraz per zayda zid nahi ki.

Ab ghar main mehmanoon ka hi intzar ho raha tha. Maria ko dekhne a rahay thay larkay walay. Dekhna kia tha bas aik nishani kar ke maria per asad ki mohar lagani thi. maria apne kamre main bethi asad ki tasweer ankhoon main sajhaye mehmanoon ka intzar kar rahi thi. 

Tum aao gay to , phoolo'n ki barsaaat karu'n gi . . .
Mousam k farishty se , meri baat ho chuki hai . . . .

Maria ne apni diary main likha howa shair parha aur sehar ho gai. Phir khud hi hans di. Aray pagli abhi kon sa asad a raha hai… bahir car ke horn ki awaz ai. Maria ke dil main ajeeb se halchal honay lagi.

Mujh men Khushboo basi usi ki hai
jese ye zindagi usi ki hai

wo kahin aas pas hai mere
ho na ho ye hansi usi ki hai

Ya to mujh men kami nahi koi
Ya phir mujh men kami usi ki hai

Mehman andar a gaye thay. Mehmanoon ka istaqbal maria ke maa baap ne kia. Uzma, shazia aur sath main shazia ke papa aye thay. Shazia ke papa aur maria ke abu aik dosray se galay mile. Mehmanoon ko andar kamre main bethaya gya. 

Chal beti ye pani rakh kar ao mehmanoon ke samne. Maa mujh se nahi jaya jaye ga. Maria ne maa se apni sharam ke mare kaha. Chal wo tujhe dekhne aye hain. Us ki mama aur papa ne tujhe dekhna hai. Aur yehi aik acha tarika hota hai larki dikhane ka. Acha maa chalti hun. maria ne tray pakri aur andar kamre main pani rakhne ke lye chal di. Maria kamre main dakhil hoi to ghabra rahi thi. qadam larkhara rahay thay. Jaise abhi abhi chalna sikha ho maria ne. maria ki patli halat ko dekhte howe shazia ko hansi control karna mushkil ho raha tha. Maria table ki janib nazrain neche kye barh rahi thi. shazia ke papa ne maria ko aik nazar dekha aur wahen pasand kar lia. Chehre per masomiyat aur ankhoon main piyar. Yehi meri baho banay gi. shazia ke papa ne dil main faisla kar lia. maria table ki janib barh rahi thi keh us ke paon se koi cheez takrai aur maria sedhi shazia ke upar ja giri. Pani ke glass saray shazia per gir gaye. Maria aik dam se ghabra gai aur sath main hi sab ke zor zor se hansne ki awaz anay lagi. Pani gira to shazia per tha lakin maria ko lag raha tha jaise kesi ne us per pani dal dia ho. Maria shazia ke updar se uthi to shazia pani main bheg chuki thi. shazia ki nazroon main sharat nazar a rahi thi. jao beti is ko apnay kapre do. Maria ke baap ne kaha.

Bechari itna ghara gai keh pani hi gira dia. Shazia ke papa ki awaz suni maria ko peche se. shazia ne kamre main jatay hi wah wah kia mehman ki izzat afzai hoi hai. Bhabhi ji ye bat sari umar yaad rahae gi. cholo ab mujhe apne kapre do. Shazia ne maria ko shararat se kaha. Waise tumhara koi qasoor nahi. Tum larkhara rahi thi to main ne tum se shararat ka socha. Tumhare paon ke samne main ne apna paon kia tha. Maria ko ab sari bat samjh main a gai. Acha nahi kia tum ne. is ka badla zaror lon gi tum se. maria ne bhi muskarte howe jawab dia. 

Ao na ab udhar betho. Papa tum ko dekhne aye hain. Cholo utho. Maria aur shazia ko dosre kamre main aye kafi dair ho gai thi. shazia ne maria ka hath pakra aur zabardasti maria ko sath le jane lagi. Abhi wo kamre ke darwaze ke ps pohanchi thi ke us ko apne abu ki awaz sunai di. “hum ap ke sath ye rishta nahi kar saktay. Ap hamare ghar aye humain izzat bakhshi lakin ye rishta nahi jor saktay hun apke sath” 
Kyn? Shazia ke papa ne pocha. Akhir kis wajha se ap humain inkar kar rahay hain. Theek hai apki beti hai hum bhi us ko apni beti bnana chahty hain apnay baitay se shadi kar ke. Lakin agar ap nahi chahtay to apki bat bhi theek. Lakin humain inkar ki wajha bta dain. 

Theek hai agar ap bazid hai wajha jan’nay ke to wajha ye hai keh apki beti aur baita jis jis ke lye ap meri beti ka hath mangne aye hain wo apki olad nahi hai. Wo aik towaif ki olad hain…

Update 17

Aaj nadia nahi ai thi. saima ne classes attend ken aur college se bahir us ne ashar ko us ka intazar karte paya. Saima ne sari bat btane ke bad ashar se rabta kia aur na hi ashar ne koi rabta kia tha. Saima aur ashar ki mulaqat howe 3 din ho chuke thay. Saima car main ja bethi. Ashar ne car start ki aur car ko main road ki taraf mor dia.
College gate se aik aur car nikal rahi thi jis main waqas sain tha aur us ne saima ko bhi pehchan lia aur apnay dost ashar ki car ko to wo achi tarah janta tha. Ye wohi larki thi jis ko haveli main haider sain ke kamre main jate dekha tha. Waqas sain abhi tak asma ke parda fash se nahi sanbhal paya tha keh jis larki ko wo kai dino se dhond raha tha wo us ke qarebi dost ashar ki koi jananay wali nikli. Akhir kon ho sakti hai ye larki. Ashar se is ka kia relation ho sakta hai. Jis tarah wo car main bethi us se to lagta hai ashar ki koi qarebi hai. agar yeh larki ashar ki koi dost hai to phir is ka haweli main kia kam? Kia ashar janta hai is larki ki haweli main approach hai. agar ashar janta hai to phir us ne mujhe kyn nahi btaya abhi tak? Ya phir ashar khud nahi janta ye larki kia hai aur kahan kahan jati hai. is tarah keh buhat se sawal thay jo waqas sain ke zehan main uth rahay thay. 

Waqas sain ne fori ashar se milna chaha. Ashar ka number dial kia. Call ja rahi thi lakin ashar ki taraf call ko reject kar dia gya. Waqas sain ki uljhan aur barh gai. 

Mubarak ho apko. Ap father banane wale hain. Shehar se thora hatt ke aik local hospital ki doctor ne ashar ko waiting room main a kar mubarak di. Ashar ke lye ye kesi bomb ke phatne se kam nahi tha. Kiaaaaaaaa? Ashar ne be-ekhtiyar kaha? G sir ap ki wife pregnant hain 2 month aur 3 weeks se. waise ap ne kafi late check up karwaya. Ye main ne kuch tablets likh den hain aur ab zara ap ko ehtiyat karni hai.doctor ne peshawarana muskarahat se kaha aur waiting room se bahir chali gai.

Ashar nahi main ye nahi kar sakti. Main kesi ka qatal nahi kar sakti. Main kesi sorat bhi ye nahi karon gi. ashar qasor mera hai na hi mere pait main paida honay walay bachay ka. Main kesi sorat hamal nahi giraon gi. is main is bachay ka kia qasoor. Ye bhi qatal hai. ashar I am sorry lakin ye sab….. saima kehte kehte ronay lagi. Ashar be bas nazar a raha tha. Ashar ne apni koshish kar li thi lakin saima us ki bat manane ko tiyar hi nahi thi, 

Ashar aap se mera koi gila nahi hoga. Main apke laiq nahi rahi. Ap chor sakte hain mujhe. Main kabhi mor kar bhi apki taraf nahi dekhon gi. lakin main apki aur samaj ki khatir aik masoom bachay ka qatal nahi kar sakti. Ab mujh kesi bat ka khoof nahi hai. main apne maa baap se sab such bta dn gi. saima bolti ja rahi thi ashar chup chap saima ki batoon ko sun raha tha aur gehri soch main gharak tha…

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Is waqt convention center main taqreeb apne arooj per thi. last year main region aur country level per sab se zayda achi performance dekhane aur company ke lye zayda business karne waloon ke lye is waqt gifts taqseem kaye ja rahay thay. Achi performance per aik aik ke name pokar kar kesi ko car gift di ja rahi thi to kesi ki promotion ho rahi thi. country head ki nazrain poray convention center main shyd kesi ko talash kar rahi. Country head is waqt poray hal main nazrain ghoma kar kesi ki mutlashi then lakin shyd talash karne main nakam then.

Hall ke speakers main asad ka name ghonj raha tha lakin shayed asad is eham conference main majood nahi tha. Stage se aik bar phir asad ke name ko repeat kia gya. lakin ab asad ki ghair mojodagi main asad ke gift aur us ki promotion asad ke senior officer ko sonpe jane thay.

Excuse me…! Ye awaz country head ke mic se nikalti hoi hall main ghongi. Asad mera beta hai. aur asad ke gifts aur promotions ke lye main hun yahan per. Wo karachi nahi pohanch paya. Lakin us ke gifts aur promotion ke lye main hun yahan per. Awaz main aik rob aur dabdaba tha. Aur sab ke lye herangi bhi. Company main is bar bhi asad ne top position ki thi. is lye company ne asad ko region ka head bnanay ka ilan kia lakin asad is waqt khud mojood nahi tha…

Conference khatam honay per jahan country head ko company apni field main best position ki khushi thi to dosri taraf us ko apnay betay asad ki is important meeting main na ana per dukh bhi tha aur tarah tarah ke khayalat bhi a rahay thay. Akhir kyn nahi aya asad is meeting main? Us ko to pehle hi notify kia gya tha us ki promotion ke havale se lakin phir bhi us ki ghair mojodgi….

Cell phone ki ring bajne per country head ne phone uthaya.
Hello…
Dosri taraf se kesi aurat ke bolne ki awaz thi….
Kaise pata chal gya asad aur shazia ko?
Ok. Ap unko mat btana. I am coming...

(Story ka aghaz train se howa tha. Jahan anum apni friend maria se milti hain. Jahan se maria ne apni story sunani shoro ki thi….)
Train stop per ruk chuki thi aur mera (anum) stop a gya tha. Batoon batoon main khayal hi nahi raha tha pochne ka keh maria kahan ja rahi hain. Maria ne apnay abai shehar ka station dekha to uski ankhoon se anso tapak paray. Anum ne bhi maria ki ankhoon main behtay anso dekh lye thay. Maria tum ne kahan jana hai? anum ne maria se pocha. Main to is apni sister in law ki taraf ja rahi hun. maria hum kitnay arsay bad miley hain kia ab bhi tum apnay abai shehar nahi cholo gi. lakin anum main kaise ja sakti hun. jaise main ne ghar chora tha kon mujhe pasand kare ga.
Kuch nahi hota. Mere ammi abu to chal basay is jahan se aur tumhare ammi abu ne bhi tumhare janay ke bad is shehar ko chor dia tha. Tum ko jana hi hai mere sath bas. Anum ne pukhta lehje se kaha. 
Ab tum kehti ho to chalna to paray ga hi maria ne kuch dair sochne ka bad jawab dia. apnay bag se cell phone nikala aur apni sister in law ko kal anay ka bta dia aur anum ke sath us apnay purane muhalle ki taraf chal pari. 
Pechle 6 saloon main zayda kuch nahi badla tha. Sabhi log janay pehchane thay. Ghar ke pas pohanch kar maria ne apnay makan ko dekha. Gate per tala laga howa tha. Kab se chor gaye mere ammi abu is makan ko? Tumhare jane ke bad. Anum ne mukhtasir sa jawab dia. 
Maria aur bachay ab aram kar chuke thay aur ab anum maria se phir kia howa wo sunna chah rahi thi…
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Waqas sain ka dil hostel nahi laga to wo flat main chala gya jahan asma ko panah de rakhi thi us ne. waqas sain ki zindagi ke shyd ye buray tareen din thay. Pehle baap ki mout phir haveli ke wafa dar mulazmoon ka qatal aur phir ab wo apnay dost ashar ki wajha se shak main par gya tha. Hostel main dostoon ke samne wo preshan nahi beth sakta tha. Dostoon ne kai tarah ke sawal karne thay us se. is lye waqas sain ne flat ka rukh kia aur se pehle asma ko phone kar ke khana khanay se mana kar dia. Rastay main aik achay se restaurant se khana pack karwaya aur flat main ja kar asma ke sath khana khaya. 

Asma aik achi larki hai. hamare ghar main hi pali barhi hai. shoro se hi zaheen thi is lye baba ne is ko kam nahi karna dia aur tajju baba ko sakhti se mana kia ke asma bas parhy gi. meri apni koi beti nahi lakin ye meri beti hai. kitnay shafeeq thay baba asma kay sath. Waqas sain khana khanay ke bad kamre main kursi per betha bahir khirkhi ki aur dekh kar baba aur tajju baba ki yadoon main khoya howa tha. Sir g kahan khoye howe hain. Chaye pi lain. Asma ki awaz se waqas sain yadoon ki kitab se bahir nikal aya. Aik nazar us ne asma ke chehre per dali jahan masomiyat thi aur sath hi ghamoon ke gehre badal bhi. Waqas sain janta tha asma aaj kyn roi ho gi. asma ki ankhain bta rahi then asma aaj bhi roi hai. dekhoo asma main ne pehle bhi kaha tha aur ab bhi kehta hun jo upar walay ko behtar laga wohi howa. Jitna dukh tum ko hai us se kahen zayda mujh ko bhi hai. lakin tum preshan na hona. Baba nahi rahay to kia howa. Un ka ye baita bhi hai tumhari hifazat ke lye. Asma kuch nahi boli aur waqas ke pass pari chair per beth kar chup chap chaye pene lagi. 

Rat ke koi 2 baj rahay thay asma waqas sain ke kamre main dakhil hoi. Kamre ka darwaza band hone per waqas sain ki ankh khul gai.. thori dair kamre main khamoshi rahi aur waqas sain ne bhi koi harkat nahi ki. Waqas sain andaza laga raha tha keh kamre main kon aya aur wo kia chahta hai. 
Ap jag rahay hain kia? Asma ki awaz sun kar waqas sain ko hairat ka jatka laga lakin waqas sain ne koi jawab nahi dia. Ye is waqt mere kamre main kyn ai hai. waqas sain abhi soch hi raha tha keh usko apni chati per asma ka aik hath raingta howa mehsos howa. Waqas sain ke lye ye aik aur jatka tha. Akhir asma kia chahti hai. kia wo mujhe piyar karti hai? agar piyar karti hai to ye kaisa tarika hai piyar ke azhar ka? Waqas sain abhi enhi sochon main garak tha ke us ko apni shirt ke button khulte howe mehsos howe. Button khol kar asma ne apna hath andar dala aur waqas sain ki chati per hath phairne lagi.  Waqas sain ke lye ab aur sonay ka natak karna mushkil ho raha tha lakin waqas sain asma ki akhiri had dekhna chahta tha. 
Asma ne waqas sain ki shirt ke sabhi button khol deye aur waqas sain ke updar late gai. Asma ne apnay khobsurat hont waqas sain ke hontoon per laga dye. Aur thori si koshish ke bad asma waqas sain ke hont ko apnay hontoon main le kar chosne lagi. Waqas sain ne ab aur sonay ka natak jari rakhna munasib nahi samjha aur apne dono hathoon ko asma ki kamar ke gird dal kar asma ko zoor se japhi dal li aur hont chuswane main asma ka sath dene laga. Ab waqas sain ki sochne samjhne ki salahiyat bhi khatam ho chuki thi. waqas sain asma ki kamar per bhi hath phairne laga asma ki gand ke naram ubhar tak. 

Asma ne apni zuban waqas sain ke hontoon main dal di jis ko waqas sain chosne laga. Asma pehle hi kafi garam thi kamar per waqas sain ka hath aur apni zuban ko waqas ke hontoon ke supard kar ke wo aur zayda garam ho gai. Asma waqas sain ke upar se uthi aur waqas sain ka hath pakar kar apnay mammy per rakh diya aur waqas sain ko mamma dabana ka ishara kia waqas sain ne dorsa mamma bhi pakar lia aur zor zor se dabane laga. Asma ko dard bhi ho raha tha aur maza bhi. Asma mazay ki halat main thora sa peche hati to us ko waqas sain ka khara howa lun mehsos howa. Asma ab waqas sain se mammay dabwa rahi thi aur apni gand ko harkat de kar gand ko lun ke sath ragar rahi thi. lun per asma ki naram gand ko mehsos kar ke waqas sain khud ko hawa main mehsos karne laga. 
Asma ne khud hi apni qameez aur bra ko utar dia aur ab waqas sain asma ke nangay mammay dba raha tha. Asma waqas sain per jukti chali gai aur mammay ko waqas sain ke hontoon per laga dia. Ye waqas sain ke lye ishara tha keh ab mammay choso. Waqas sain ab asma ke mammay ko pkar kar chosne laga. Kamre main andhera tha lakin hath lagane per waqas sain ko andaza ho raha tha keh us ne kitni naram mulyam cheez ko pakar rakha hai. asma ab pagal ho rahi thi us ne khud ko waqas sain ne choraya aur waqas sain ke pairoon main ja kar waqas sain ki pent ko utarne lagi. Pent ko utar kar asma ne waqas sain ka underwear bhi utar dia aur waqas sain ke lun ko apnay hath main lene phir asma ko waqas sain ke lun ki motai aur lambai ka khob andaza howa. Aik muskaraht waqas sain ke chehre per phail gai. Asma waqas sain ke motay lun ko apnay hath main le kar hilane lagi. Waqas sain jahan mazay ki lazzat main tha wahan us ko asma ka ye roop dekh kar hairnai bhi ho rahi thi. abhi waqas ko ko aik aur jatka laga jab us ne lun ko ke garam cheez ke andr mehsos kia. Asma ne waqas sain ke lun ko apnay munh main lia aur chosne lagi. Asma kabhi waqas sain ke lun ko chos rahi thi to kabhi lun ko pait ki taraf kar ke lun ko neche se chat rahi thi. asma kesi mahir ki tarah lun ko chos rahi thi aur chat rahi thi. jis maharat se asma lun se khail rahi thi us se waqas sain ko andaza ho raha tha keh wo zayda dair tik nahi paye ga. Waqas sain ka lun abhi fawara chorne hi wala tha keh asma ne lun ko munh se nikal dia aur waqas sain ke upar a kar lun ko pakar kar apni choot ke sorakh per rakha aur aik hi jatke main sara lun apni choot main le leya… aaaaahhhhhh ki awaz ke sath pora lun asma apni chooot main le chuki thi aur gand ko hila kar asma ab lun ko choot ke andar bahir karne lagi. Waqas sain pasene main bheg chuka tha. Asma ke is andaz ke samne waqas sain zayda dair nahi tik paya aur lun ka sara pani asma ki choot ko bharne laga. Waqas sain ke sath hi asma ki choot ne bhi pani chor dia aur asma waqas sain ke upar dhair ho gai. Waqas sain ne asma ko apni bahoon main bhar lia aur thori dair bad dono nend ki aghosh main chale gaye.

Bed ki side table per paray alarm ke bajne se waqas sain ki ankh khul gai. Jagne ke thori dair bad us ko rat ko jo bhi howa wo yaad a gya. Lakin ye kia. Is waqt main phir akele kyn hun. aur jaise kapre rat ko pehan kar soya tha wohi kapre to abhi bhi zab e tan thay. Achank waqas sain ka hath neche trouser per laga to waqas sain sari bat samjh gya. Ye sab aik khawab tha aur aur khawab main discharge howa tha. Waqas sain ne shukar kia nahi to jo andaz asma ka tha us se to waqas sain is ko aik haseen dream nahi aik nightmare ka name hi de sakta tha…
Waqas sain utha aur fresh honay ke lye washroom chala gya. Fresh aur change karne ke bad waqas sain kamre se bahir nikla to uski nazar asma per pari. Lakin ab ki bar parne wali nazar pehli nazroon se mukhtalif thi. asma bhi abhi fresh hoi thi. aur us ki kamar per gele bal us ki kamar ko begho rahay thay. Waqas sain ko dekh kar asma ne khud ko dopete se set kia aik mashraqi larki ki tarah. Waqas sain us ka ye andaz dekh kar be ikhtiyar muskra dia. Dil hi dil main sochne laga kahan ye larki aur kahan wo “nightmare”… shukar hai wo khawab hi tha. Asma mujhe zara jana hai jaldi agar nashta bna do….. Ji abhi bna deti hun. asma table se uthi aur apne hath main pakra qalam aur kaghaz wahen table per chor dia. 
Waqas sain dining table per beth gya aur ab us ko kia karna tha us ke baray main sochne laga. Aaj ashar se har surat milna hai. aur ashar ke sath jo larki thi us se mil kar hi ab koi aur planning karon ga. Apne bhai ka khayal atay hi waqas apne zehan ko kesi aur taraf le jata. Abhi waqas sain sochon main gharak hi tha keh pass paray table per se qalam ke neche se aik kaghaz nikala aur urtha howa waqas ke samne se ho kar zameen per ja gira.
Waqas sain ne be dehani main wo kaghaz uthaya aur table per rakh dia. Phir apni sochon main gharak ho gya. Sochtay sochtay waqas sain ki nazar kaghaz per pari..[/size]


“Apnay sard kamray main

Main udaas bethi hun

Neim waa darechoon say

Neim hawain atain hain

Meray jism ko cho kar 

Agg si lagati hain

Tera nam le kar

Mujh ko gud gudati hain

Kash meray par hotay

Teray pas urh ati

Kash main hawa hoti

Tujh ko cho kar lot ati

Magar nahi kuch bhi nahi

Sang dil rawajoon kay

Aahni hisaroon kay

Umar qaid ki mulzim 

Sirf ik larki hun main.... !”


Asma ki tahreer ki hoi ye ghazal waqas sain ko buhat piyari lagi. Lakin ye is ne likhi kis ke lye hai… abhi waqas sain soch hi raha tha us ko flat ke darwaze per zor dar dastak sunai di…

Update 18
Papa kia such hai kia jhoot mujhe nahi pata. Lakin mujhe dukh is bat ka hai jis ko main apni saghi maa samjhta raha wo meri maa nahi jis ko main sagha baap samjhta raha wo mera baap nahi. Zindagi ke kis mor per la khara kia hai apne hamain. Humari maa aik towaif thi? tu kyn janam dia us ne humain jab wo hum ko khud pal nahi sakti thi. ya hum ko mar dia hota us ne. paida hotay hi kyn us ne humain gandagi ke dhair per kyn nahi phaink dia. Asad maria ke ghar se wapis anay ke bad mama papa se shikwa bhi kar raha tha aur apni qismat per ro bhi raha tha. Shazia ka hans mukh chehra ro ro ke udas ho chuka tha. Ankhain ronay se lal ho chuki then. Uzma aur asad ke papa hasan bhi chup thay. Sir jhukaye un se bhi koi jawab nahi ban pa raha ha. Mujhe btain abhi kahan hai hamari maa. Main us ko bhi mar dn ga aur apni zindagi bhi khatam kar dn ga. 

Baita tumhari maa towaif nahi thi. maria ke abu ko ghalat fehmi hoi hai. kia ghalat fehmi hoi hai, un ko btatay ap keh ghalat fehmi thi. wahan to ap chup thay. Ab aur ap jhoot bolen ge. Sari umar hum se jhoot bola hai. ab aur jhoot mat bolen. Asad ki awaz main ronay se larkharahat thi. kia kaha tha unhoon ne. wo mashor e zamana towaif parveen ki beti thi. jis ne hum ko janam dia. 
To baita kia zarori hai towaif ki beti towaif hi ho? Tumhari maa towaif nahi thi. wo aik pak daman larki thi. asad aur shazia dono apnay apny papa hasan ki taraf mutwajhe howe. Papa kia ap such bol rahay hain? Shazia ne pocha. Han beti main such bol raha hun.
Arfa name tha tumhari asal maa ka. Wo meri student thi college main. Buhat hi shareef larki thi. main ne us ko hamesha aik achi student ke tor per paya. College main kabhi us ko kesi larkay ke sath bat karatay nahi dekha main ne usko. Buhat hi conservative thi. larkiyoon se bhi buhat kam bol chal thi. bas apni parhai main dehan rehta tha us ka.
Aik din class khatam honay ke bad wo mere pas ai aur kaha keh wo koi bat karna chahti hai mujh se. main us ko apnay sath le ai ghar. Us din wo kafi preshan lag rahi thi. wo koi bat kehna chahti thi lakin keh nahi pa rahi thi. 
Daikho arfa tum meri sab se zayda qabil student ho. Mujhe fakhar hai keh meri tum student ho. Tum jo bhi mujh se share karna chahti ho karo. mujhe tum apni api samjh lo ya apni maa samjh lo. Tum mujhe preshan dikh rahi ho. Aur kuch kehna chahti ho lakin tum keh nahi pa rahi ho. Tum jis musibat main bhi ho main tum se wada karti hun tmhari musibat dor karne ki main pori koshish karn gi. tum mujh per aitmad kar sakti ho. Ye keh kar main ne arfa ko hosla dene ke lye apnay sath laga lia. Wo phot phot kar ronay lagi. Thori dair ronay se us ka man halka ho gya. 

Main aik towaif ki beti hun. aam tor per towaif ki betiyan itna nahi parh likh pati lakin meri maa meri zid ke samne mujhe mushkil se parha rahi hain. Main aik normal life  guzarna chahti thi. lakin meri maa mujh se wo ghanda kam karwana chahti thi. humare wahan aik mehman ata tha jis ne mujh se dosti ki aur shadi ke lye purpose kia. Main apnay ghar se chutkara chahti thi is lye us shakhas per aitmad kia. Lakin wo sab meri maa ka plan tha. Meri maa ne meri us se shadi karwai. Aur wo shakhas mere sath aik rat guzar kar mujhe dokha de gya. Arfa ne sari bat sir ko neche jhukaye bta di. Arfa mujhe pehle hi pasnd thi aur uski sari btai bat per mujhe yakeen nahi a raha tha lakin arfa ke lehja main jhoot ki bhi milawat nahi thi. dil na chahte howe bhi mujhe uski bat per yakeen karna para. Lakin ab main kia kar sakti thi us ke lye. 
Arfa tumhare sath bilkul zaydati hoi hai. main tumhare sath police station chalti hun. tmhari maa ke khilaf… nahi ap aisa nahi kar sakti. Main aur zaleel nahi hona chahti. Arfe ne meri bat katatay ho kaha. Arfa ki bat theek bhi thi. arfa main kuch karti hun tumhare lye. Arfa ki sari kahani jan kar mujhe khud buhat afsos tha aur main arfa ke lye kuch karna bhi chahti thi… uzma asad aur shazia ko un ki maa arfa per kia beti thi wo sab bta rahi thi.
Phir sham ko tumhare papa hasan sab aye main ne in se sari bat discus ki. Tumhare papa is bakhere main nahi parna chahte thay. Is lye unhoon ne mujhe bhi arfa ke mamlay main parnay se mana kar dia. Lakin main arfa ki help karna chahti thi. kyn ke wo mujhe shoro din se hi aziz thi aur us ne mujh per aitmad kar ke apni asliyat mujhe btai thi. aur aik aurat zat honay ke natay main janti thi agar main ne bhi arfa ki madad na ki to zamanah kia zulam dhaye ga us per. Jahan us ki maa hi us ki haya ki dushman ho wahan aur kis ko us per taras aye ga. 
Aglay din main arfa se milli aur us ko final exam dene ka kaha aur jis tarah chal raha hai waisa hi chalnay do. Final exams main 2 mahene baqi thay. 2 mahenay ka hi us ki maa ko intzar tha. Ap per main ne aitmad kia hai lakin halat ne mujhe buhat kuch sikha diya hai. ap per aitmad karne ke sath sath main apnay rabb se reham ki dua karti hun. wo mera emtihan le raha hai. main buhat tot chuki hun. agar ap ne bhi mujhe dokha dia to mujh main itni himmat nahi bache gi keh main saray zamanay se lar sakoon. Is lye agar ap ne dosroon ki tarah 2 mahene bad bhi mujh se mazrat karni hai to is se behtar hai ap abhi mujhe inkar kar dain. Arfa ki batoon main khoof nahi tha lakin wo mujh se saf aur sedhi bat chahti thi. in batoon se mere dil main arfa ke lye aur piyar barh gya. Arfa tum apnay rabb se dua mango aur main bhi tumhare sath hun. main exams ke bad us ghar main nahi reh sakti. Main ne maa ko buhat rok lia. Lakin mere exams ke bad meri aik nahi chalne wali. Main wo ghar chor dn gi. kia ap mere sath den gi. kyn keh mera sath na dene per arfa per kia beet sakti thi us ka mujhe andaza tha. is lye main hawa ki beti ho sar e bazar adam ke baitoon ke lye lazzat aur ayashi ka saman nahi bannay de sakti thi. arfa main tumhary sath hun. tum bas ye 2 mahene guzar lo. 

Arfa se kia wada kia tha main ne tumhare papa hasan se bhi is ka zikar nahi kia. Main college main rozana arfa se milti us ki taleem main us ki madad karti. Aur us ka focus exam ki taraf karti. Main ne us ko mana kar rakha tha wo kesi ko bhi mat btaye keh wo exams ke bad kia karne wali hai. 2 mahene guzar gaye aur akhri paper bhi a gya. Main ne arfa se aik din pehle hi keh rakha tha wo kal apna zarori saman le aye apnay sath. Is akhri paper ke bad us ko wapis ghar nahi jana.

arfa ne apna akhri paper dia aur main ne us ke lye aik chota sa makan rent per le rakha tha. Arfa ko paper ke bad main us makan main le gai aur kaha yahan tum raho kuch din main hasan sab ko qail kar lon phir agay ki sochain ge. Us ghar main zarorat ki har cheez majood thi. lakin nahi tha to arfa ka apna koi nahi tha. Is umar main larkiyan khawab dekhti hain haseen zindagi ke lakin arfa ke saray sapnay bikhar chukay thay. Arfa ke lye main hi aik sahara thi.

main rozana college se wapsi per us ke pas jati kuch waqt arfa ke sath guzarti aur us ko achay waqt ki umeed dilati. Main hasan sab se bhi bat nahi kar pa rahi thi. lakin main arfa se kia wada bhi nahi tor sakti thi. main rozana apnay rabb se dua karti koi tarkeeb nikal aye. Akhir us ne hamari dua sun li…. 
Asad ke phone ki ghanti baji asad is waqt phone attent to nahi karna chahta tha lakin cell phone per number dekh kar asad ne phone attend kia. Main ap se phir milta hun. cholo shazia mere sath. Asad ne shazia ka hath pakra aur jaldi se shazia ke sath kamre se nikal gya. Asad ki mama aur papa dekhte hi reh gaye…
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Maria is waqt hospital main thi. doctors us ko hosh main lanay ki koshish kar rahay. Maria ki ammi aur abu dono preshan kharay thay. Kal se jab shazia logo ko inkar kia tha us waqt se maria ne khud ko kamre main band rakha howa tha. Rat ko zabardasti darwaza kholne per maria ko behosh paya. Maria ke abu ko urgent call ki wajha se na chahte howe bhi apni beti ko chor kar jana para. Is waqt sirf maria ki ammi pas thi aur apnay rabb se apni beti ki khair o afiyat chah rahi thi…
Maria ki ammi jan chuki thi us ki beti ki ye halat kyn hai. Wo janti thi us ki beti asad ko kitna chahti hai. asad ke ishaq main sulg rahi hai meri beti. Upar walay to kaise imtihan leta hai. pehle to ne dono ko qareeb kia ab juda kyn kar raha hai. tu baqi azeem hasti hai meri beti ko bacha le. Aunty kia howa maria ko? Maria ki ammi ke kanoon main asad ki awaz pari. Baita kal tumhare janay ke bad se kamre main band thi. mujhe tashwees hoi to kamra khola ye behosh hai tab se. doctors hosh main lanay ki koshish kar rahai hain lakin baita meri beti ka ilaj tum ho. Meri beti tum se piyar karti hai. tumhari judai ka sadma bardshat nahi kar pai gi. baita meri beti ko bacha lo. Maria ka ammi asad ke samnay hath jor kar mentain karne lagi. Aunty ap ghabrain mat kuch nahi ho ga ap ki beti ko. Main hun na. ap please relax ho jain. Asad per to khud aik pahar toot chuka tha lakin maria ki ammi ki halat dekh kar wo apna gham bhol gya aur room main dakhal ho gya. 
Maria hospital ke bed per machinoon ke saharay sans le rahi thi. maria ki ankhain band then. Halki halki sans chalne ka ehsas ho raha tha. Maria ankhain kholo. Dekho to kon aya hai. main hun asad. Maria ghabrao na main hamesha tumhare sath hun. tum ko kabhi chor kar nahi jaon ga… maria ne koi harkat na ki. Asad ki nazar maria ki band mothi ki taraf barhi jis main asad ko kaghaz ka tukra nazar a raha tha. Asad ne maria ke hath se wo tukra nikala….
“Meri zindagi mere sath chal,
Tu thaam k mera hath chal,
Mere hath me Tu hath de,
Tu Umer bhar mera sath de,
Tujhy dekhna meri arzoo,
Tujhy sochna meri justjoo,
Mujhy din de apny khayal ka,
Mujhy apny qurb ki raat de,
Mere hath me Tu hath de,
Tu umar bhar mera sath de”
ASAD I LOVE YOU. Tum bin main mar jaon gi… Please …
Tu umar bhar mera sath de”….
Asad main tum se buhat piyar karti hun. tum jaise bhi ho mere lye aziz ho. I love you asad. Asad abhi abhi kaghaz per maria ka izhar e muhabbat parh raha tha lakin ye awaz us ke kanoon main maria ki ghonj rahi thi. maria ki taraf dekha to us ki ankhain band thi sirf lab hil rahay thay. Shyd maria ko hosh a chuka tha aur wo asad ko dekh kar pukar rahi thi ya phir maria ka la shaor maria se kehlawa raha tha. Asad fori doctor ko bula laya. Nahi abhi hosh main nahi ai. Lakin ap fikar na karen. Jald hi hosh main a jaye gi. aksar patients sadma ki wajha se behosh ho jatay hain in ko koi sadma pohancha hai jis ki wajha se ye behosh hain. Ap koshish karen jab ye hosh main a jain to koi sadmay wali bat na karen.
Asad ko aaj pehli bar ehsas howa tha keh koi us ko kitna chahta hai. asad maria ki halat dekh kar aur apni asliyat jan kar afsorda bhi tha to sath main dil ke kesi konon main khushi ki lehar bhi dorne lagi thi. kesi ki chahat ho apne lye jan kar.
Shazia dor khari apne bhai ke chehre ko parh rahi thi. kal se jo kuch howa us ka afsos shazia ko bhi buhat tha. Lakin maria ki halat se filhal shazia bhi apna gham bolay bethi thi… kash yehi mere bhai ki dulhan ho… shazia ne zer e lab kaha lakin kamre main sanatay ki wajha se asad ne bhi sun lia.
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Chaudri waqas sain ne us page ko apni pocket main dal jis  per asma ne poetry likhi thi aur likhi hoi poetry ke akhir ashar 
“Umar qaid ki mulzim 
Sirf ik larki hun main.... !”
Parthe howe darwaza kholne ke lye chair se utha. Darwazay per lagay eye spot se us ne bahir dekha to achank ghabra gya. Fori se wapis kitchen ki taraf mora. Kitchen main asma ko fori chupne ka kaha aur apnay baray bhai ke anay ki khabar di. Asma ka rang fack ho gya. Asma buhat zayda dar gai. Waqas sain ne fori hosh se kam lete howe asma ko flat ke us kamre main bhej kar bahir se lock kar dia aurr asma ko chup rehne ki talqeen ki. Waqas sain fori darwaze ki aur barha aur apnay bhai ko andar le aya dining table per. Bhai aaj kaise hum se mulaqat ka sharaf bakhash dia ap ne hum ko. Kaise apnai qeemti waqt se hmarai lye time nikal lya. Waqas sain ne apne bhai per tanz karte howe kaha. Haan yaar kehta to tu theek hi hai. apnay kamoon main itna busy rehta hun tum se milne ka khayal hi nahi rehta.tumhara phone try kar raha tha lakin wo chori bol rahi thi number band hai. main ne socha hostel janay se pehle tumhain yahan dekh ln. bas bhai halat hi kuch aise ban gaye. Ab baba ka sara kam mujhe hi karna parta hai. is lye tumhara gela bhi theek hai. acha ab batain hi karte raho ge ya kuch khilao pilao ge. Haider sain ne bat ka rukh badeltay howe kaha. Waie buhat dheet hai to kitni bar bola hai koi yahan mulazim rakh le kam karne ke lye. Lakin teri zid.. chal chor aaj main tere sath nashaty karne aya hun. kuch khila pila. 
Bhai hum to anraji nashta karte hain. Bread slice aur jam aur chaye ke sath. Us ke sath apka kia banay ga. Waqas sain ne apnay bhai ke desi nashtay ko sochtay howe kaha. Chal wo hi bna le aaj tere sath khana hai jo marzi khila de. Waqas sain kitchen main chala gya aur udhar haider sain ne flat ka jaiza lena shoro kar dia. Haider sain kursi se utha aur band kamre ki taraf apne qadam barhaye. Haider sain ne apna hath lock per rakha hi tha ke us ko apnay bhai ki awaz sunai di. Bhai kia chahye apko. Waqas sain kitchen ke darwaze per khara haider sain ko dekh raha tha. Utni dair main haider sain ne kamre kay darwazay per lagay lock ko mehsos kar lia tha. 

Ye is kamre ko kyn lock laga rakha hai. ye main ne nahi lagaya lock. Wo mera dost hai na ashar wo is flat ko istamal karta hai us ka kuch saman para hai andar. Is kamre ki key us ke hi pas hai. asal main hum dost idhar atay hain to main ne hi us ko kaha tum is kamre ko lock laga ke rakha karo… waqas sain ne bari safai se apne baray bhai ko kahani suna dali. Ap ko jo chahye wo mere walay room se le lain. 
Yaar aik waqt hi bura chal raha hai. aik aur musibat aan pari hai. wo apnay mulazim tajju ki beti kuch dino se la pata hai. main us ka hal chal pochne us ke flat main gya lakin wo sunnay main aya hai 3 din se flat main nahi hai. us ka number bhi band ja raha hai. mujhe us ki buhat fikar lagi hoi hai. tujhe yaad hai na baba kis tarah asma ko chahte thay. Apni beti kehtay thy. Lakin pata nahi kahan hai wo… haider sain ne nashta karne ke bad chaye pete howe ye bat bta raha tha waqas sain ko. Waqas sain apnay bhai ki munafqat jan chuka tha. Chahtay to abhi hi apnay bhai ko mar dena chahta tha. Lakin waqas sain sab kuch aik planning ke tehat karna chahta tha. 
Bhai ap ko chahye tha police main complain karwate. Kia karwadi complain apne. Ye to buhat bura howa hai. wo to bari zemedar larki hai. humain btaye begair wo kahan ja sakti hai. waqas sain ne masnoi tashwees ka izhar karte howe kaha. Waise us ka yun ghayb hona mujhe apnay baba aur mulazmoon ke qatal se jori koi sazish lagti hai. waqas sain ke kehne per haider sain ka chehra siyah hota chala gya….

Update 19
maria ki nazrain pass bethay asad per tikki hoi then. Shazia bhi thi lakin wo pass paray bench per leti hoi thi aur shayd so rai thi. Asad ke hath main maria ka hi likha howa wo kaghaz tha jis per us ne akhri izhar e muhabbat kia tha. Maria ko abhi abhi hosh aya tha. Kaisa itfaq hai jis shaks ki wajha se meri ankhain band hoin wohi shaks ankh khulne per samnay betha hai. Maria ki jab se ankh khuli thi us ki nazrain asad per hi tiki hoi then aur wo asad ke kheyaloon main itni khoi hoi thi keh usay andaza hi nahi howa keh asad bhi us ko dekh raha hai. Achank us ko apni ankhoon ke samne asad ka hath hilta howa mehsos howa. Asad maria ko apni taraf mutwaje karne ke lye hath hila raha. Maria kheyalon ke hissar se bahir a gai aur Sharma kar apni ankhain nechi kar len jaise us ki chori pakri gai ho. 

Waise apne acha nahi kia. Behosh honay se pehle mujhay bta to deti aik sath hi behosh ho jatay aur aik sath hi is bed….. asad kehtay kehtay ruk gya. Dosri taraf maria ka chehra sharam se lal ho raha tha. Cholo shukar hai apko hosh a gya. Apke papa ko koi emergency call a gai nahi to ap ankh khulte hi hamara dedar na kar pati. Aur na hi hum apko apna hath de patay. Asad ke akhri alfaz ke sath hi maria ko kuch yaad aya aur apnay hath ki taraf dekha jis main ab wo kaghaz nahi tha. Ji han main ne ap ka izhar e muhabbat koi 100 dafa parh lia ho ga. Zara apna hath dekhao. Maria chahte howe bhi hath upar na utha saki. Asad agay barha aur maria ka hath apnay hath main le lia
“Mere hath me Tu hath de
Tu umar bhar mera sath de”
I love you too Maria. You are just mine. Maria ko laga jaisa duniya jahan ki dolat us ke hissay main a gai ho. Maria ka hath asad ke dono hathoon main tha. Aur maria asad ke hathoon main piyar ki garmaish mehsos kar rahi thi. Asad maria ki ankhoon main dekh raha tha jahan aik mashraqi larki sharam aur piyar ke sammunder main dobti chali ja rahi thi. Aur haan maria tum ko jis cheez ka sadma laga wo bhi such nahi hai meri maa aik pak daman aurat hai…. 
Shukar hai tum theek ho gai meri beti. Main to dar hi gait hi. Achank maria aur asad ko ammi ki awaz sunai di. Dono piyar main dobay howe thay achank dono ko bahir ana para. Maria apna hath asad ke hath churwana chah rahi thi lakin asad us hath ko nahi chor raha tha. Maria ne masoom si shakal bna kar ankhoon se asad se iltaja ki please chor do na. asad se maria ki masoom si farmaish rad na ki gai aur maria ka hath chor kar bed ke kinaray se uth gya. 

G aunty theek hai ab apki beti. Ap aise hi preshan ho rahay then ye abhi apki jaan nahi chornay wali. asad ki bat sun kar maria aur us ki mama dono hans paren. Kamre main shor ki awaz se shazia bhi jag gai. shazia ne bhi uth kar maria ka hal pocha. Shukar hai yaar tum hosh main a gai dekho main tmari fikar main kaise goray bech ke so rahi. Asad ki tarah shazia main hansi mazak per utar ai. Kamre main afsorda mahool normal ho gya. 

Acha ab hum chaltay hain phir zarorat ho to aunty ap call kar lena. Theek hai baita. Cholo ao shazia chalain. tujhe bhi wo pasand karta hai kia? Asad aur maria ke bahir nikalty hi maria ki ammi maria se pochnay lagi. Haan maa. Maria ke haan kehtay hi us ke chehre per phir lali chanay lagi.
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Han mama sab khariyat hi thi. Wo jis larki ko dekhne gaye thay us ki tabiyat theek nahi thi us ki ammi ne bolaya tha. Asad ne ghar a kar uzma ko chotay se jawab main emergency jany ki wajha btai. Ab asad aur maria apni asal maa ke baray main jannay ke lye betab thay. Han to main keh rahi thi main kaisay hasan sab ko arfa ki madad ke apnay uthaye howe qadam ka baton. Aik din main college se classes le kar arfa ki taraf gai to wo kafi prehsna dikh rahi. Mere pochne per us ne btaya keh us ka dil ghabra raha hai aur 2 bat vomiting bhi ho chuki hai. Main fori arfa ko hospital le kar gai. wahan doctors ne check up karne per arfa ko maa banany ki noweed sunai. Hum dono hospital se wapis a gain. Main ne us se wada kia hum kuch karte hain is baray main. Meri aur hasan sab ki shadi love marriage thi. Lakin shadi ke 3 sal tak upar walay ne humain olad ki nemat se nahi nawaza tha. Olad ki chahat har shadi shuda aurat ki hoti hai. Mujhe bhi olad ki buhat chahat thi. Meri bhi koi beti ho ya beta ho lakin ye to tab hi hota hai jab upper walay ki mehrbani ho. Rat bhar main yehi sochti rahi arfa apna ghar chor chuki hai. Jis per us ne aitmad kia aur shadi ki wo bhi us ko dokha de chukka hai to bechari kaise guzaray gi zindagi aik khawand ke beghair us ki olad ke sath. 

Aglay din main arfa se milli tu us wohi bat ki jo mera dil chah raha tha. Us ne kaha api apki koi olad nahi aur ap meri sari sorte hal janti hain, main jo bacha meray pait main janam le raha hai us ko dunya ke samnay kaise paish karn gi. Dunya ko kia baton gi is ka baap kon hai. Wo zinda hai ya mar gya hai. Is lye main chahon gi jo bacha paida hoga wp ap rakh len aur main asani se phir apna bhoj khud utha sakon gi. Arfa ki bat theek thi. Aik to wo akeli thi dosra us ke lye aik “bin baap” ke bachay ko palna buhat mushkil tha. Main ne himmat kar ke us din ki sham sari bat hasan sab ko btai. Pehle to wo gussa howe lakin jab olad na honay ki wajha se wo bhi preshan thay. Is lye un ko bhi arfa ki tajweez achi lagi… hasan sab ke razi hone per mujhe laga main arfa ki madad kar rahi hun ya ab mere dil main aik lalch a gya hai…
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Us ke qadam larkhara rahay thay. Rat kay andharay main sunsan sarak per janay us ko paidal chaltay kitni dair ho chuki thi. Shayd koi manzil thi bhi ya nahi. Aik chota sa bag pakray ko rat ki siyahi main kali chadar orahay chali ja rahi thi. Thakan say ab chalna bhi mushkil howa para tha. Chaltay chaltay wo sarak ki aik janib gir gai. Aik ajnanay rastay per chaltay chaltay us ke aasab aur us ka sath na de sakay. Sarak per girtay samay us ke zehan main aik hi khayal tha abhi manzil door hai…
“abu main apko aur ammi ko chor kar ja rahi hun. Abu jab larkiyan aisay ghar say jaten hain to maa baap ke chehray sharam say jhuk jatay hain. Lakin abu main to apki hamesha se ladli rahi hun. Main apki beti nahi baita thi. Hain na abu? Ap hamesha kaha kartay ye meri beti nahi baita hai. Abu ye ladli ap ki izzat khak main nahi milne de sakti. Lakin abu betiyan kabhi baita nahi ho sakti. Ye sanf e nazuk kabhi sir utha kar apnay sath hoi na insafi ka such nahi jan sakti. Papa apki is nazuk guriya ko aik zalim darenday nay kuchal dala hai. Us darendagi ka natija main khud bughat lon gi lakin ap ki izzat per harf nahi anay de sakti. Abu ab main mashray ko munh dikhanay laik nahi rahi. Ap ka samna bhi nahi kar sakti. Mujhay maf kar dijaye ga. 
Sirf apki qasor war
“Guriya” 
Saima kay abu ke hath main us ki ladli guriya ki kaghaz per likhi tahreer thi jo un ko bed ke side table per qalam ke neche rakhi hoi milli. Saima kay abu tahreer ko parh bhi rahay thay aur rotay bhi ja rahay thay. Unhoon ne apni beti ko baray lad se pala tha. Saima ko wo beti nahi baita kehtay thay. Unko apni beti per pora yakeen tha. Zaror uske sath darendagi hoi hai. Saima ki ammi ki halat bhi kuch alag na thi. Dono mian biwi bed per bethay zar o qatar ro rahay thay. Hamari kis ghalti ki saza milli hmari beti ko? 
Yaar dekho kahen hum musibat main na phans jain. Pata nahi kon larki hai ye aur sarak ke kanaray kyn pari hai. Humain is ko yahen chor dena chahye. Abay darpook kahen ka. Dekh to sahi kaisi mast cheez hai. Kitni chikni chamri hai Sali ki. Aaj rat is ke sath ayashi karen ge. Wo kia kehtay hain na maal e muft dil be reham. Pehle dost ki awaz kat kar dosray ne apna falsafa jhara. Aik aur dost jo abhi tak chup tha bola. Yaar teri bat theek hai. Ye Sali bhi to ghar se bhagi lagti hai. Kuch hum bhi hath saf len to kon sa bura hoga. Cholo uthao isko aur dalo gari main. Aaj rat is anjaan larki ke name. aik dost ne sarak per pari larki ki nabaz check karte howe kaha. 
Yaar mera khayal hai pehle is ko hosh main la kar kuch sawal jawab kar len. Ta keh kal hmain koi musibat na ho. Agar khud razi ho gai to theek nahi to rape kar dalen ge Sali ka. Aisa gora badan to hum ne filmoon main hi dekha tha. Aaj is chikni chamri ke mazain len ge. Dosray dost ne pehle dost ki bat per mitti dal di. Teno dost larki ko shehar se hut kar aik farm house main le gaye. Jahan in tenoo ke ilawa ab wo behosh aur bebas larki thi. Jo nahi janti thi ab us ke sath kia honay wala hai.
abay kia takalluf kartay ho. Is Sali per pani dalo. Dekhna abhi hosh main a jaye gi. Aik dost ne pani ki balti bhari aur purani si charpai per laity bekhabar chand si larki per pani undhail dia. Pani ke ehsas hotay hi larki ko hosh a gya. Larki ke la shaor main abhi wo anjaan rasta aur sarak kinaray girna yaad tha keh us ki smatoon main aik ajnabi si awaz takrai. Us ne awaz ki simat dekha to wahan 3 ajnaabi larkay us ki bhegi hoi jawani ko tar rahay thay. Aik hi lamhay main larki us anjaan rastay se hosh main a gai aur apni patli si bahoon se apni jawani ko chupanay ki koshish karnay lagi.

Aik dost agay barha aur larki ke dono hath jo us ne apni geli chati per rakhay howe thay paray kar diye. Larki ki apni chatiyan chupanay ki koshish bhi nakam hoti chali gai. us dost ne larki ki dono bahain apnay hath se us ke gele jism se peche ken aur larki ko dakka de kar charpai per leta dia. Aik jawan mard ke samne us kamzor si larki ki sari koshishain nakam ja rahhen then. Larka us larki ke updar howa aur dono bahoon ko pakrte howe us ne apne hont larki ki geli qameez ke upar se us ki chati per laga dia. Larki apni izzat bachanay ki koshish main nakam hoti ja rahi thi aur wo larka geli qameez ke upar se us ki ubhri hoi chati ko chosta jar aha tha. Larki se aur to kuch nahi ban pa raha tha lakin wo apnay sir ko jhatak rahi thi. 

Achank larki ki nazar us ki chati ko chostay howe baqi dostoon per pari jo keh apnay kapray utar rahay balkeh utar chukay tha. Larki ki naram aur ubhari hoi chati ko chosne walay larkay ki tarah us ke dost bhi khasay sehatmand thay. Yaar main aisa chahta to nahi tha lakin ab moqa bhi hai aur ye larki bhi khobsurat hai aaj main pehli bar kesi se sex karon ga. Un main se aik dost ne kaha. Hum theek hi kehtay tha na is larki ka badan bara chikna hai ab dekh tera bhi dil kar raha hai. Chal agar to pehli bar kar raha hai to aaj is larki ko pehle to hi choday ga. Aray ye dekh yaar is ka lun to hum se bhi bara hai. Chupa rustam hai tu yaar. Aik dost ne dosray se kaha jo larki ki chati ko chos raha tha aura b kat bhi raha tha. Chal yaar tu a jaa aaj to apni zindagi ka pehla sawad chakh le. Larki ki chati choosne wala larka larki ke upar se uth gya. Larki ne moqa pa kar charpai se uth kar bhagne ki koshish ki lakin fori hi aik dost ne us ko pkar kar apni bahoon main utha kar wapis charpai per pathak dia. Charpai per leta kar us larkay ne charpai se thora dor para chaqo pakra aur larki ko dikha kar sath na dene per qatal karne ki dhamki di. Chaqo dekh kar larki ki ankhoon main khof ke asar saf dikh rahay thay. Chal bhai charh ja Sali per aur aur nayi dunya ka maza le. Un main se aik dost ne kaha. Aik dost aghay barha aur chaqo larki ki qameez main dal kar larki ki qameez ko chaqo se phar dia. Aur dosray dost ne larki ki shalwar utarne main dair na ki. Larki ab khud ko in bhariyoon ki nazroon se chupana chah rahi thi lakin shyd qismat hi meharban na thi. Aik dost ne larki ki bahoon ko pakra aur dosray ne us larki ki tangoon ko khol kar pkar lia. Tesra dost jis ne aaj is hawas ka maza pehli bar chakna tha wo late gya larki ke upar. 
Larki ki ankhoon main anso dekh kar aik lamhay ke lye taras aya larki ke upar letay howe dost ko …. Abay salay dekh kia raha hai shoro kar phir hum ne bhi to is Sali ko chodna hai. Larkay ne apnay hont larki ke hontoon ki janib barhaye to larki ne apna munh dosri taraf phair lia. Aur sath hi achank larki ko apni gand pe chaqo ki tezz nok mehsos hoi jis se wo samjha gai ab wo aur kuch nahi kar sakti siwaye apni izzat ka nikalta janaza dekhne ke ilawa. Ab us ke rasele hont larkay ko hontoon ke bech thay jis ko wo larka aise chos raha tha jaise kha hi jaye ga. Larki ab apni sari umeedain chor kar be sudh us larkay ke neche pari thi aur wo larka kabhi us ke hont chos raha tha to kabhi apni zuban us ki patli aut lambi garden per phair raha tha. Hont garden aur ab us ki chati ko chos raha tha lakin larki ankhain band kye chup chap ro rahi thi. Chal salay ab bas kar chat chat ke kha jana hai kia tum ne is jawani ko. Jis larkay ne tangain pakri thi wo larka bola. Ab is chikni rani ki tangain utha aur apna lun dal. Phir dekh tujhe kitna sawad milta hai.

Tangain utha kar larki ki us ne apna lun larki ki choot ke sorakh per rakha aur thora zor laga ke lun ka thora sa hissa tang sic hoot ke andr dal dia. Larki jo abhi tak be sudh leti hoi thi achank us ki ankhain kholen aur dard ke maray us ke munh se siskari nikal pari. Haye dekho lagta hai kanwari hai. Aik hi jatke main dal yaar apna lun. Is ki chekhain sunna ka maza lena hai aaj. Baqi dono dostoon main se aik ne kaha. Lun ko thora bahir nikal karus ne zor ka jatka mara saray ka sara lun aik hi jatkay main larki ki tang choot ko chirta howa andar tak ghus gya. Larki ki aik falak shagaf cheikh poray farm house main ghinji aur sath hi larki behosh ho gai. aray is per pani dal. Behosh honay ki buhat jaldi hai is ko. Pani parnay per phir hosh main a gai aur apni choot main lun ko andr bahir feel kar ke dard ki shidad aur barh gai. apni qismat per rotay rotay us ko upar laity larkay ke lun se garam pani apni choot main jata mehsos howa aur larka upar se hatt kar aik side per late gya.
Mera intqam mujhe paida karne wala le ga aur sath hi us ke kanoon main larki ki cheikh ki awaz suni. Us ne apni ankhain kholi to wo larki jis se abhi us ne apni hawas mitai thi ke pait main ghosa howa chaqo dekha. Aur ab wo zameen per pari apni akhri sansain pori kar rhi then. Sab dostoon ki ankhoon main wehshat tari ho gai. kesi ne socha bhi nahi tha ye larki aisa bhi kar sakti hai.
“Mera intqam mujhe paida karne wala le ga” yehi thay us ke akhri alfaz. Meri ghalti ki saza milli hai meri beti ko. Meray gunah ki bhenat charna para hai meri beti ko… ap kia keh rahay ho? Saima ki ammi ne rotay howe pocha. Kon si ghalti kon say gunah ki bat kar rahay hain ap? Han saima ki maa ye sab meri ghalti ki saza hai. Tum poch rahi thin a “Hamari kis ghalti ki saza milli hmari beti ko?” to wo ghalti merit hi. Main ne apnay 2 dostoon ke sath mil kar aaj se 22 sal pehle aik larki ke sath zeyaditi ki thi. Jis ki saza aaj hum ko milli hai…

Update 20

Zahay naseeb zahay naseeb… Haan bhai aaj hamain kaisay mehman nawazi ka sharaf bakhasha apnay. Aaj soraj kidhar se nikal aya. Ashar ne waqas sain ko apnay office main dakhal hotay dekh kar kharay ho kar waqas sain ka istaqbal karatay howe kaha. Bas yaar tum to ab buhat masroof hotay ho man ny socha tum se tumharay office main hi 2, 2 hath kar lon. Waqas sain ne muskaraty howe zo maini alfaz main kaha. Betho yaar 2, 2 hath to hum ne bhi karnay hain ap se. ashar ne bhi waqas sain ko brabar ka jawab dia. Ashar ne office boy ko tea lanay ko kaha aur waqas sain se idhar udhar ki batain karne laga. 

Chaye petay howe waqas sain ne ashar ke chehray per uljhan ke asar dekhay. Waqas sain ko pehle ashar per shaq tha kyn keh wo us larki ke sath tha jis ko us ne haveli main dekha tha. Kuch preshan dikh rahay ho ya kuch kehna chahty ho. Bat kia hai? Waqas sain ne apnay gussay aur shaq ke aik taraf rakhty howe pehle apnay dost ki uljhan jan lena zarorai samjhi. Lakin ashar ki janib se khamoshi pa kar waqas sain aur zayda uljhan ka shikar ho gya. Koi qarobari masla hai ya koi aur problem? Waqas sain ne aur per zoor detay howe kaha. Yaar soch raha hun tum se kaise kahon ya tum se kia gila shikwa karon. Itni porani dosti hai hmari lakin is bat per phir bhi dar raha hun pata nahi tum kis taraf ho gay. Ashar ne kursi ki back per sir atkaye ankhain band keye waqas sain ko aur zayda uljhan main dal dia.

yaar kesi bat kar rahay ho. Tera jigri yaar hun jo bhi bat hai teray dil main khul kar bol. Waqas sain ny gaind ashar ki court main phaink di. Ashar waise hi ankhain band keye kuch sochi jar aha tha. Acha aik taraf dost ho aik taraf tumhara blood relation I mean tumhara bhai. Phir kis ka sath do ge? Ashar ne khamoshi tortay howe kaha. Ashar ki is bat se waqas sain ki soch ka zawaya badal gya. Waqas sain pehle ashar per shaq kar raha tha lakin bat wo nahi thi jo wo soch raha tha. Is ka matlb ashar ko merey bhai se koi shikayat hai. Agar aisi bat hai to main such ka sath dn ga aur jo theek howa us kay sath rahon ga. Aik lamha sochne ke bad waqas sain ne waqas sain ko apna faisla suna dia.

Tumharay baray bhai ne meri dost aur meri honay wali biwi ki izzat ko tar tar kia hai. Tumharay bhai ne meri dost ke ghar shadi ke lye proposal bheja lakin saima meri dost mujhe chahti thi aur us ne tumharay bhai ka proposal accept nahi kia jis ka gussa tumharay bhai ne us ki izzat se khail kar utara. Aur ab wo tumharay bhai ke bachy ki maa banany wali hai… ashar ne waqas sain ki ankhoon main dekhty howe kaha. Waqas sain jo pehle hi apnay bhai ki kartoton ki wajha se preshan tha ab apnay dost se apnay bhai ki nayi kahani sun kar wo apnay gehray dost ke samnay sharam ke maray pani pani ho raha tha. Waqas sain apnay bhai se zayda apnay dost ashar ke qareeb tha. Apnay bhai ke lye to us ke dil main nafrat paida ho hi chuki thi lakin ab agar wo apnay dost ko bhi kho deta hai to us ki zindagi main koi us ka apna nahi rhay ga. Is se pehle waqas sain kuch kehta ashar ke cell phone ki rigetone bajne lagi. Ashar abhi koi call attend nahi karna chahta tha lakin screen per number dekh kar ashar ne cell phone per anay wali call ko accept kia aur dosri taraf se kuch sunany ke bad ashar jaldi se apni chair se utha samne table per pari car ki key aur apna wallet uthaya aur waqas sain ko wahen hakka bakka chor kar bhagta howa office se nikal gaya…

Ashar is waqt saima ke ghar ke bahir tha jahan logon ka hajoom laga howa tha. Us ko call saima ke hamsaye ne ki thi. Ghar ke bahir police ki gari bhi khari thi aur log bhi khulay gate se andar jhank rahay thay. Ashar ne ghar main dakhil honay ki koshish ki lakin police ne andar janay se us ko rok dia. Thori dair main 4 police walay safaid kapray se dhaki hoi 2 lashoon ko utha kar gate se bahir aye aur police van ke pass khari ambulance ki janib bharay. Ohh my God ye kia ho gaya? Ashar lashoon ko dekh kar bokhla gya aur bhagta howa ambulance main dakhil howa. Lashon per para safaid kapra utha kar us ke dil main jo waswasa tha wo dor ho gya. Ye dono lashain saima ke mama papa ki then. Ashar ambulance se nikla aur gate per kharay constable ke roknay ke bawjood andar bhagta howa chala gya. Wo sedha saima ky kamray main dakhil howa. Saima apnay kamre main nahi thi. Lakin saima ke hi bed per khoon bikhra howa tha. Jis se ashar ko andaza howa ke dono qatal is kamre main hi howe hain. Ashar ke osan khata ho rahay tha. Kia aik bholi bhali saima aisa kar sakti hai? Nahi wo to aisa kar hi nahi sakti. Ashar ne khud hi apnay sawal ka jawab de dia. 
Ashar kamre ki dewar ke sath laga khara kesi haray howe khilari ki tarah ankhain band kaye apni qismat ko qos raha tha. Ankhain kholne per us ko bed ki side table ke nechay aik chora mora sa kaghaz mila. Ashar ne wo kaghaz uthaya aur parhnay laga… ashar pehle hi aik sadmay main tha aur us kaghaz per saima ke ghar chor janay ki tahrer parh kar ashar bejaan sa ho kar waheen zamen per baith gya aur kesi bachay ki tarah ronay laga… ashar per sab waziah ho chukka tha. Saima ne apnay parents ko nahi mara. Balkeh wo halat se dar kar aik aur nadani kar chuki thi…
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Asad aur shazia lunch kar chukay thay aur asad is waqt apni mama uzma ke pas betha apni asal ammi ke baray main jan kar ro raha tha. Itni dair main shazia chaye bna ke le ai. Hasan sab is waqt gari le kar nikle thay kesi ko airport se lenay ke lye. Phir mama kia howa? Ap bta rahen then hmari mama ke mutaliq. Shazia ne chaye ki pehli chuski letay howe pocha.
Aglay din main college se classes le kar jaldi pohanch gai arfa ke pas aur us ko apni taraf se han kar di ke arfa ki jo olad ho gi wo hum rakh len ge aur is mamlay per main arfa ki shukar guzar bhi thi. Kyn keh ab tumharay papa hasan bhi razi ho chukay thay is lye arfa ko main ghar le ai aur is waqt jo tumhara karma hai wo arfa ke de dia. Uzma ne shazia ko mutwajhe karte howe kaha. Aur na chahtay howe bhi hum ne logon ke ye zahir karwaya ke ye hamari mulazima hai. Aik to hum dono us waqt job kartay thay aur dosra hmaray ghar main zayda logon ka ana jana bhi nahi tha is lye arfa ko ghar main rakhne ka bhi koi zayda masla nahi tha. Arfa ke ghar anay per mujhe buhat sakon howa tha. Arfa se kia howa wada main pora kar chuki thi. Aur us ka gham halka karne main ab main pora waqt de sakti thi. Arfa ne apni adatoon se hum dono ke diloon main ghar kar lia tha. Time guzarta ja raha tha. Main ne is saray waqt main aik hi cheez mehsos ki thi. Arfa ko apna ghar chornay ka koi dukh nahi tha lakin us ko dukh tha to hammad ki bewafai ka dukh tha. Aik aurat jis ne apni zindagi ki sari khushiyan aik shakh se jor len hon aur wo shakh us ko dokha de jaye to us aurat ke lye is se bara nuqsan koi aur nahi hota. Main hamesha arfa se kaha karti thi “sabar aik aisi sawari hai jo apnay sawar ko kesi ke samnay juknay nahi deti, na kesi ke qadmoon main na kesi ki nazroon main.’’

Arfa shayd hammad ko itna yaad na karti lakin har pal us ke andar jo masoom pal barh raha tha us ka khayal atay hi arfa buhat roti thi. Upar walay ki rehmat honay se aik mahena pehle main arfa ur hasan sab yahan se Islamabad chalay gaye ta keh hum reality ko sab se chupa saken. Aik mahena bad upar walay ne hmari soch se barh kar hmain dia. Hum aik baiti ya baitay ke lye taras rahay thay lakin upar walay ne arfa ki jholi main tum dono ko de dia. Tum dono ko dekh kar hmari khushi ka thikana na raha. Jab pehli bar main ne tum dono ko apni jholi main lia to arfa muskra bhi rahi thi ro bhi rahi thi. Tum dono ke name tumhari mama arfa ne hi rakhay thay. Shazia aur asad tum merey bhi baity ho aur arfa ke bhi. 

Asad aur shazia dono ghum sum bethay howe thay. Ab tum khud faisla kar lo keh hum ne kyn tum se ye bat chupai. Hum ne kuch ghalat to nahi kia. Aur hum ne tum ko hi apni olad mana hai. Kabhi asal maa se kam piyar nahi dia tum ko. Uzma ye keh kar ronay lagi shazia ki bhi buri halat ho rahi thi uzma ne uth kar shazia ko apni mamta ke sath laga lia. Nahi beti rotay nahi hain. Uzma ne shazia ko galay lagaty howe hosla dia. Mama is waqt arfa mummy kahan hain? 

Tum dono ko hum ko sonp kar arfa ne aik din apna faisla sunya. “uzma aunty ab ye bachay apke hain.ap ne mera mushkil waqt main sath dia jis ka main sari zindagi shukria ada nahi kar sakti. Aur ab ye ap hi in ki mama ho main kabhi ap se in ko nahi mangon gi. Ye mere sath rahay to dunya rool ke rakh de gi in masomon ko. Meri to jo qismat main hai wo main nahi chahti in per us qismat ka saya bhi paray. Main ne aik dosray shehar main aik job dhond li hai aur ab ye apki olad hain… arfa us din buhat roi aur hum na chahtay howe bhi us ko rok na sakay. Lakin us se dobara milnay ka wada kar ke hum ne us ko rukhsat kar dia… abhi uzma khamoosh hi hoi thi ke shazia ne phir wohi sawal kar dia. Abhi meri mummy kahan hain? 

Bahir car ke horn ki awaz a rahi thi. Shazia jao tumhari mummy ai hain… uzma ki awaz ke sath hi shazia aur asad chonk gaye. K ki kiiaaaaa? Shazia jaise khushi ke maray bukhla gai ho. Han meri shehzadi tumhari mummy arfa ai hain bahir. Shazia aur asad bachoon ki tarah bahir ko bhagay. Uzam ke chehray per jahan khushi thi wahan anso bhi beh rahay thay shyd khushi ke ya kesi aur wajha se…

“This is that happy moment, 
This is that great feeling, 
In all that I do, 
I realised that my children grew up, 
I never wasted a single moment, 
Since in all good life's definition, 
I found that the glory is my happy moment, 
Those sad moments are all gone, 
Those times that I used to cry in agony, 
I realised the brilliant feeling that I had, 
Happy moments that changed me, 
Made me perceive that the beginning of gladness is coming, 
And whatever that I do, 
There will be a greater reward for me as the mother of a prince and princess”

Car porch main khari car ka pechla door khola aur ba shara libas main haya ke parday main lipti khatoon bahir nikal ai. Jis ka sirf purnoor chehra hi dikh raha tha. Us ke chehray main khushi ke asar aise dikh rahay jaise dunya main sab se zayda khushnaseeb aurat yehi ho. Abhi wo khatoon car se bahir nikal kar apna hand bag utha rahi thi car se keh us ke kanoon main awaz ghonji… mummy…ye shazia ki awaz thi jis ne apni mummy ko dekhte hi khushi ke maray zoor se mummy ko pukara… aur dorti hoi arfa ke pas ai aur galay lag kar onchi awaz main ronay lagi. Shazia apni maa arfa ke galay lagi hoi thi. Aur zaro Qatar ro rahi thi. Shazia ko aise rota dekh kar arfa ke bhi anso nikal paray. Kitnay saloon se jo ankhoon main pani ka samundar roka howa howa tha aaj wo chalakk hi para. Dono maa beti aik dosray ke galay lagen zaro Qatar ro rahen then. Rotay rotay arfa ki dhondli ankhoon ne thora door kharay apnay shair yani asad ko dekha. Asad bhi apni maa ko dekh kar ro raha tha. Arfa ne hath ke isharay se asad ko bhi apnay pass bulaya aur beti ke sath baity ko dosray kandhay se laga kar apnay hi wajood main sama gai… sab ki ankhoon main anso thay. Ye kaisa qudrat ka khail tha aik maa ne khud ko apni hi olad se itnay sal dor rakha tha lakin upar wala na insafi nahi karta kesi se. uzma theek hi kehti se arfa se thi “sabar aik aisi sawari hai jo apnay sawar ko kesi ke samnay juknay nahi deti, na kesi ke qadmoon main na kesi ki nazroon main.’’ Aaj arfa sarkhoro ho gai thi. Apnay baitay aur beti ke galay lagay aaj wo mehsos kar rahi thi keh sabar ki sawari sawar ko such main girnay nahi deti.
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Wo is waqt bed per leti hoi thi. Naram gadday walay bed per rangdar chadar bechi hoi thi aur us ko abhi abhi hosh aya tha. Ankhain kholtay hi us ko ehsas howa wo yehi tha keh wo sunsan sarak pe apnay hawaas kho bthi thi aur sarak  kinaray gir gai thi. To phir main yahan kaise? Aur ye kon si jagha hai? Mujhe yahan kon laya? Us ne uthna chaha lakin uth nahi pai. Kamzroi ki wajha se wo kafi nakhahat mehsos kar rahi thi. Us ke dain bazoo per drip lagi hoi thi. Uth na pa kar wo waisi hi leti rahi aur sar ko idhar udhar ghoma kar wo kamre ka jaiza lene lagi. Kamre ki samnay ki diwar per aik tasweer tangi hoi thi jis main aik larki jheel ke kinaray jheel ke pani main paon dal kar hathoon ko zameen per tikaye jheel ke pani main dekh rahi thi. Ghor se dekhne per us ko larki ki ankhoon se behtay anso bhi dikhnay lagay. Jheel ki dosri taraf door soraj dob raha tha. Aur sham ka manzar us picture ko aur dilkash bna raha tha. Ayen doctor sab ab aik bar phir check kar jain phir beshak ap subh a jana lakin aik bar phir dekh len. Saima ke kanoon main aik ajnaabi admi ki awaz sunai di awaz se us admi ki umar koi 50 ke lag bhag ho gi arfa ne aik lamha main bolnay walay ki umar ka zehan main socha. Kamre ka darwaza khola aur aik admi kamre main dakhil howa jis ke peche peche aik doctor ke libas main aik aur admi chalta howa a raha tha. 
Doctor sab lagta hai beti ko hosh a gya hai. Saima ko aik ajnaabi ke munh se apnay lye beti ke alfaz ajeeb se lagay. G ap ki beti ko hosh a gya hai.doctor ne saima ke pas atay howe kaha. Ap apni beti ke khanay penay ka khayal rakhain waise bhi is halat main apko betiya ka zayda khayal rakhna chahye. saima ki nabz check karne ke bad doctor ne dosray admi se kaha. Aur aik kaghaz per kuch medicine likh kar doctor room ka darwaza par kar gya. 

Saima abhi tak hairan ho rahi thi. Wo is ajnabi ko janti bhi nahi aur akhri bat jo us ko yaad thi wo sunsan sarak per girna hi tha. Phir ye kon hai jo mujhe beti keh raha hai. Aur kyn mujh per itni shaqt dikha raha hai. Kia aise bhi firshtay numa insaan wajod rakhtay hain is dharti per. Saima ko apnay sath pehle honay wala zulam bhi yaad tha aura b us ke samnay dunya aik aur chehra laye khari thi.
Saima ko gehri soch main dekh kar us admi ne hi saima ko mukhatib honay ka socha. Main nahi janta ap us sunsan sarak per kyn then. Lakin aik insaan ki madad karna hi insaniyat hai. Main ap ko nahi janta aur ap mujhe nahi janti. Ap meri beti ki umar ki ho is lye ap beti jaisi dikhti ho. ap yahan aram Karen aur main ap ke lye kuch khanay penay ka bandobast kar lon. Ajnabi admi ne saima se kaha aur kamray se bahir janay laga. Bahir jatay jatay aik bar phir mora aur kaha “ mera nam hammad hai ap is nam se hi pukar sakti hain mujhe….
To be continued…

Anum maria se arfa ki kahani sun kar afsurda ho gai aur anum ke bhi anso jari thay. Anum bhi aik maa thi aur us ko andaza tha aik maa ka apnay bachoon se kiikjmitna piyar hota hai. Maa to aik pal ke lye bhi bachoon ko apni nazroon se door nahi rakh sakti. Bachay chahay kitnay hi baray kyn na ho jain lakin maa ki mamta main koi faraq nahi parta. Maa to hamesha apni olad ko apni ankhoon ke samne hansta khelta dekhna chahti hai lakin afreen hai arfa jaisi maa per jis ne apnay bachon ko halat aur zamanay ki thokroon se bachanay ki khatir apni mamta ka hi gala ghont dia. Anum ne maria ke chup honay per apni ankhoon se ansoo saf kartay howe kaha.

mama abhi khala kalsoom ka chota bhai aya tha. Khala kalsoom poch rahi thi ap ai nahi abhi tak? Kamre main anum ka baita dakhil howa aur apni mama (anum) se pochne laga. Kia howa mama ap ro kyn rahi hain? Anum ke baitay ne apni mama ko rota dekh kar baray iztarab se pocha. Kuch nahi baita tum us ko kaho bas aik ghantay tak a rahi hun. Anum ne apnay baitay se anso chupatay howe kaha. Kahan jana hai aur ye kalsoom kon hai? Maria ne anum se us kay baitay ke bahir janay per pocha. Haan mera bhi koi hal nahi. Tujh se milnay ki itni khushi hoi aur teri kahani main itni kho gai tujhe btana yaad hi nahi raha wo apnay chacha basher ki beti thi na kalsoom us ki aaj mehndi hai aur kal shadi. Us ne shadi per anay ka paigham bejha hai lakin meri bhi mat mari gai hai. Mujhe yaad tak nahi raha uski shadi ka. Chal tu bhi chalay gi merey sath. Anum ne bed se uth ka apni joti pehantay howe kaha. Main bhi? Maria ne sawal per zor detay howe kaha. Ji muhtarma ap bhi. Waise kalsoom apki bhi dost thi. Anum keh kar kamre se nikal gai aur maria bhi apnay bag se kapre nikalne lagi.

Anum aur maria is waqt kalsoom ke ghar main then. Jahan suhag ke geet baj rahay thay. kalsoom ne apnay kamre ki khirki se anum ko dekh kar us ko apni taraf anay ka ishara kia. Anum kalsoom ke kamre ki janb barhi to maria bhi aik bari si chadar main khud ko anum ke peche chupati hoi kalsoom ke kamre main dakhil ho gai.
Ye teray pechay pechay kon hai jo khud ko chupa rahi hai sab se. kalsoom ne maria ki harkat ko note karte howe anum se pocha. Ye apni saheli maria. Dekh dhond hi lai hun isko. Kalsoom ne maria ko aik nazar dekha aur thori si ghabrai hoi awaz main ye ye yahan kaise? Anum ne kalsoom ke sar per aik chapt lagaty howe kahan ye teri shadi per. Lakin ye to… is se pehle kalsoom kuch kehti anum bech main bol pari. Tu apnay raja ke sath aik rat guzar na phir tujhe is ki kahani sunaon gi abhi koi sawal jawab na kar. Anum ki kahi gai bat per kalsoom Sharma gai aur jaise chori pakri gai ho. nazrain ghoma kar khirki se bahir dekhne lagi. Han han ab to bari sharam a rahi hai. Anum ne aik aur chapt lgai kalsoom ke sar per. Kia hai yaar sab mujhe aise keh rahay hain jaise ye kam duniya main pehli bar honay ja raha hai. Abhi thori dair pehle aik aur mujhe cher kar gai hai ab tu a gai. Kalsoom ne masnoi gussa dikhate howe kaha. Teray sath to pehli bar hi honay ja raha hai na bas duniya ki chor teri bhi to aik dunya hai. Haye kai manzar ho ga apni saheli kal rat apnay raja ki bahoon main…. Anum abhi itna hi keh pai thi keh kalsoom marne ko dori anum ko. Kalsoom aur anum ko larta dekh kar maria ki hansi nikal gai aur us ko apna bachpana yaad anay laga. 

Na dekhay dukh sukh ke din na dekhay din-o-raat 
Na dekhay dhoop barasti na dekhay barsaat
Iskay apnay taur terikay is ki apni chaal

Ishq Karay be-haal saheli... Ishq karey be-haal..

Sehra sehra saafar karey jungal jungal rokay..
basti basti bheek mangay... deday sau sau dohke
Kadam kadam per gorakh danda kadam kadam per jaal

Ishq karay be-haal saheli Ishq karey be-haal...

aap bharay rag rag ke ander ek dehakti aag
aap kahay phir kaan meh aa ke bhaag diwane bhaag
aap hi muhlik war karey aur aap phir benay dhaal

Ishq karey be-haal saheli Ishq karey be-haal
Anum aur kalsoom ko larta dekh kar maria ne ishq per shair parhne shoro kar dia aur dono saheliyan tawjoo se maria ki shairi sun’nay lagen. Aray ye to shaira ho ke wapis ai hai. Wah wah kia khoob shairi kahi hai ap ne. anum ne mood ke mutabiq maria ki shairi per mazak karte howe kaha. Aur hmari kalsoom ka jo ishq hai na is ko kal… anum abhi apna fiqra pora nahi kar pai thi keh kalsoom ne aik bar phir rok dia anum ko mazeed bolnay se. 

“Cholo sab kuriyoo a jao geet gan da vella ho gaya” 
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Bahir se kesi mai ki awaz ai jis ka matlb tha ab kalsoom ko larkiyoon ke bech bethna hai aur larkiyaan geet gayen gen dolki ke sath…
Sada Chiriyan Da Chamba Way 
Babal Asan Ud Jaana 
Sada Chiriyan Da Chamba Way 
Babal Asan Ud Jaana 

Sadi Lambi Udari Way 
Sadi Lambi Udari Way 
Asan Mur Nai Auna 
Sada Chiriyan Da Chamba Way 
Babal Asan Ud Jaana 

Teray Mehla Day Ranglay Buvay 
Tay Vicho Meri Doli Langni 
Teray Mehla Day Ranglay Buvay 
Tay Vicho Meri Doli Langni…..
Larkiyan kalsoom ke ird gird bethi hoi then aur suhag geet ga rahi then. Dolki ki awaz suhag geet ko char chand laga rahi thi. Maria sab se peche bethi suhag geet bhi sun rahi thi aur aankhoon se be akhtiyar ansoo bhi bahai ja rahi thi. Udhar maria ki ankhoon se behtay ansoo us ki hateli ko gela kar rahay thay dosri taraf larkiyaan kalsoom ki hateli pakar kar us ke hath mehndi se rang rahen then.

Teray mehlaan de burj sunehray main chad challi chup kar ke
Assan kar lai teyari way
Assan kar lai teyari way
Assan mur nahi aaona
Sadda chiryan da chamba ve babul asan ud jana…
Suhag geet khatam honay ko tha. Maria se aur bardasht nahi howa aur us ne anum ka bazo pakra aur wahan se chalne ka kaha. 
Maria ne anum ken a chahtay howe bhi anum ko wapis janay per majbor kar dia. Dono saheliyan chup chap wapis chali ja rahi then. Kia teri shadi bhi aise hi hoi thi? Teri shadi per bhi aise hi ye suhag geet gaye thay? Achank se maria ne anum se pocha.
Haan. Anum ne mukhtasir sa jawab dia. Maria ko us waqt ehsas howa keh apni zindagi ki kahani btatay howe us ko khiyal hi nahi aya keh us ki saheli anum ki shadi kis se hoi. Kon hai? Lakin us ne ghar main bhi kesi ko dekha aur na hi anum ne kesi ka zikar kia. maria rah main chaltay chalty ruk gai aur anum ke chehra apni taraf kar ke apne dono hath anum ke kandhoon per rakh kar “oye tu ne apne raja ka bataya hi nahi” teri shadi kis se hoi hai? mujh se sari kahani sun rahi ho apna bhi to btao na. acha ghar to pohanch le phir btati hun apni kahani bhi. Rat ke andhare main maria ko anum ki ankhoon se niklay anso nazar nahi aye.
Maria aur anum ke bachay so gaye thay. chal ab aur intzar na karwa aur mujhe apni shadi ka bta. maria ne anum se dodh ka glass pakrtay howe kaha. Maria ki bat sun kar anum ke chehray per la chari dikh rahi thi. Acha zidd karti hai to btati hun. Ye keh kar anum maria ke sath hi bed per baith gai.
“Abu aik bar apne kesi dost se milne Karachi gaye. Zindagi main pehli bar wo ik hafta ghar se bahir rahay. Main to waise hi unki ladli thi. Aik haftay main buhat yaad aye abu. Jab abu wapis aye to unkay chehre per aik ajeeb se khushi thi jis ko wo chupa nahi paye. Un ki wapsi ki rat main kitchen main un ke lye khana garam kar rahi thi aur wo ammi se kamray main koi bat cheet kar rahay thay. main jab khanay denay le lye kamre main dakhil honay lagi to achank meray kanoon main abu ki awaz pari. Nahi anum ki amma. Tum ko fikar ki koi zarorat nahi. Door hain to kia howa. Khandan buhat acha hai. larka bhi parha likha hai aur apna business kar raha hai. main to samjho apni beti ke lye haan kar aya hun. Buhat khush rahay gi hmari beti wahan.
Abu ki bat meri samjh main a gai thi. Wo apne kesi dost ke baity se mera rishta karnay jarahay thay. main ne kamre ka darwaza knock kia aur andar ja kar table per khana laga dia. Aur chup chap abu se nazrain churaye wapis apnay kamre main a gai. Mere dil ki dharkan tez hoti ja rahi thi. Janay wo kon hoga. Anjaana sa, jis ko main janti hi nahi. Aur wo bhi mujh se anjaan hai. dikhnay main kaisa ho ga? Us ke maa baap kaise hn ge? Abu ne mere lye aik acha faisla hi kia hoga. Mere zehan main aik khush shakal aur smart se humsafar ki tasweer ban gai. Sari rat karwateen badaltay guzri. Agaly din jab main abu ko nashta denay ke lye un ke pass gai tu unhoon ne mujhe apnay pass bethnay ko kaha.

Beti tumharay abu ne tumharay lye apnay dost ke baitay ka rishta dekha hai. tumhare abu ke puranay dost hain. Achi family hai. un ka aik hi baita hai. unhoon ne hi tumhara hath manga hai. hum to razi hain bas tumhari haan chahye. Ye lo us larkay ki tasweer dekh lo aur soch samjh kar jawab dena. Papa ke pass Bethany per pass bethi ammi ne mujhe sari bat ka khulasa kia aur us anjaan larkay ki band lifafay main tasweer mujhe thama di. Kanptay hathoon se main ne us ki tasweer pakri aur abu ke samne se bhag jana chahti thi. Ajeeb si sharam a rahi thi mujhe. Aur us din hi mujhe andaza howa hum mashraqi larkiyan kitni sharmeli hoti hain. Apnay kamre main dakhil ho kar kamre ka darwaza band kia. meray hath kanp rahay thay aur dil ki dharkan tezz ho chuki thi. Kyn keh mujhe maloom tha jo faisla mere ammi abu kar chukay hain mujhe us per hi haan karni hai. is lye janti thi jis shakhs ki tasweer per se parda uthanay ja rahi hun wohi shakhs hi meray jivan ka sathi hai. apnay kanptay hathoon se us tasweer ko nikala to jaisa main ne rat bhar socha tha wo us se kahen zayda acha lag raha tha. Chori paishani masoom sa chehra. Ankhoon main aik chamk si.masoom chehre per aik muskarahat mera dil le gai. Aik hi nazar main us anjaan shakh ko apna bna lia. Kuch dair dekhnay ke bad janay kyn apna hath uthaya aur us ke muskarahty chehre per hath rakh dia. Main bed per late gai aur us tasweer ko tiktaki bandh kar dekhne lagi. Kuch dair dekhti aur phir apne senay se laga leti. Mujhe pehli hi nazar main tumhari tarah us se piyar ho gya. 
Main khiyaloon ke samunder se us waqt nikali jab ammi ne chupke se kamre main a kar mereay senay ke sath chipki hoi us tasweer ko pakra. Meri ankh khuli to ammi muskara rahi then. Main jhenp gai. Aur sharam se munh dosri taraf kar lia. Acha to hmari beti ko larka pasnd a gya hai. to tumhari taraf se haan kar don main? Ammi ne shararti lehjay main pocha. Ammi aap bhi na. main is ke ilawa kuch na bol saki.
Kia? wo mujhe dekhna chahtay hain? main ne ammi ki bat sun kar hairani se pocha? Abu ne apne dost ko haan kar di thi aur ab noman mujhe dekhna chahta tha. Un ka name noman tha. Ammi mujhe keh rahi thi keh noman bat pakki honay se pehlay aik bar tum se milna chahta hai tum ko dekhna chahta hai. lakin mama, abhi main kuch aur bolti abbu ki awaz sunai di. Beti wo log jumha walay din a rahay hain aaj se 3 din bad. Hum ne bat pakki kar di hai ab wo log bhi bat pakki karnay a rahay hain.
Wo dekhnay a rahay hain ye sun kar ajeeb si halat ho rahi thi meri. Dil main bechaini se barh rahi thi. Waqt aise tha jaise tehar sa gya ho. 3 din 3 saloon ki tarah guzray. Akhir jumha ka din bhi a gya. Ammi ne hi mujhe ghar main thora sa tiyar kia. intzar karaty karaty 3 baj gaye jab door bell bajee. Door bell kia bajee merey dil ki darkhanain tezz honay lagen then. Main kamre main chup kar khirki ki orh se ghar aye mehmanon ko dekhne lagi. Wo buhat hi shandar aur khubsurat, smart lag raha tha. Wohi muskarahat chehre per. Chori paishani aur magboot jisamat. Aik ideal tha jo meray samne se chalta howa dosray kamray main dakhil ho gya. Main khirki se taik lagaye apne honay walay jiven sathi ko dil main jagha de rahi thi keh merey kanoon main ammi ki awaz sunai di. Chal beti ye pani de kar ao mehmano ko. Aaj ye khidmat mujhe hi sir anjaam deni thi kyn ke yehi sab se pehlay aik tareka hota hai larki ko dekhne ka. Main ne juice ke glasses ki tray utha kar trali main rakhi aur mehman khany ki janib barh gai. Darkhte dil ke sath mehmanoon ke pass gai aur sab ke samne aik aik glass utha kar rakhne lagi. Wo sab se akhir main bethay tha. Dopatay ka pallu theek kar ke un ke samne darkhaty dil ke sath gai aur kanptay hathoon se un ko juice ka glass paish kia. main un ki taraf dekh to nahi rahi thi lakin ye zaror janti thi keh wo mujhe hi dekh rahay hain. Un ki ankhoon ki tapash apne chehrey per mehsos kar rahi thi. Juice aur us ke bad khana paish kia. sab ne hi mujhe pasnd kia. abhi farigh ho kar main apne kamre main bethi guzray lamhay soch rahi thi keh kamre ke darwazay per kesi ke qadmoon ki awaz sunai di. Main un ko apnay kamre main dekh kar hairan reh gai. Itni bebaki se wo meray kamre main a gaye. Aik dar sa bhi lagney laga. Merey chehry ko parthay howe wo pehli bar mujh se hum kalam howe. 
“Gee mera naam noman hai. waise to mujhe apnay papa ki choice per pora yakeen tha lakin ap se aik bar milna chahta tha. Jaisa papa se ap ke baray main suna waisa hi ap ko paya”. Main wahen per sir jukhaye noman ki bat sun rahi thi. Us ki baton main bhi methas thi jo meray andar ghul rahi thi. Aye ap bethaye na ap kharay kyn hai. achank mujhe khayal aya ke wo pass kharay hain. Wo beth gaye bed ke pass sofa per. Acha zayda dair bhi ap ke sath abhi baithna munasib nahi. Zara apna hath dikhaye. Main to jaise un ke sehar main mubtala thi. Mera hath khud hi utha aur un ke samnay hota chala gya. Unhoon ne mera hath apna hath main lia aur apni pocket se engagement ring nikal kar meri finger main pehna di. Ye meri taraf se hai sirf ap ke lye. Apna khayal rakhna. Ab chalta hun. Ye keh kar wo kamre se chaly gaye. Main kitni dair is achank hoi mulaqat ke sehar main dobi rahi. Ammi ki awaz ne is sehar ko tora aur main phir mehmanoon ke samne beth gai. 
Beti tumharay baba se meri purani dosti hai. main apne dost ki beti ko apni beti bnana chahton hun aur tumhare baba bhi razi hain aur abhi noman ne bhi han kar di hai. is lye ab se tum is ghar ki mehman ho aur hmari beti.ye keh kar noman ke papa mere baba ko kehnay laga ab se ye hamari beti hai aur apke pass imanat hai. bas kuch dino tak hum apni beti ko lene ain ge. Main sun to sub kuch rahi thi lakin main sharam ke maray wahan se bhag jana chahti thi. Wo mehman kuch dair aur bethay aur kuch merey lye laye howe gifts mujhe deye aur chalay gaye. Us din se main noman se mansoob ho gai. Aur noman ke hi khayal dekhne lagi. Kabhi kbhar un ka phone ata main to bat nahi karti thi abu aur ammi se mera hal chal pochtay jo mujhe buhat acha lagta.
Hamari engagement 1 sal chali phir meri shadi ki tareekh the kar di gai noman ke sath. Aik saal kafi arsa hota hai kesi se be intaha muhabbat ho janay main. Akhri kar wo din bhi a hi gaya jab mujhe babul ke ghar se rukhsat hona tha. Nikah walay din main khush buhat thi ke aaj main apnay piya ki ho jaon gi lakin dil main aik ajeeb si udasi bhi thi aur gham bhi. merey bad to merey ammi abu akely par jain ge. Main noman ki izzat ban gai aur merey ammi abu ne ankhon ki nami ko chupaty howe baray hoslay ke sath apni ladli ko rukhsat kia aur main noman ke ghar a gai.
Phoolon ke mehkti khushboo main, raisham ki mulaiyam chadar per dulhan ke khobsurat libas ko zaib e tan kaye sir ko jukaye ghonghat ko giraye main apnay piya ka ka intzar kar rahi thi. Apnay ammi abu se pehli bar door bethi kesi apnay ka intzar kar rahi thi. Janay us waqt, waqt ko kia ho gya tha. Guzr hi nahi raha tha. Main phool ki patiyoon ke bech bethi hoi thi aur mehndi walay hathoon ko intzar ki shidat main masal rahi thi. Dil main khushi bhi thi, udasi bhi, maa baap ko ki judai ka gham bhi tha to piya ki bahoon main janay ki khushi bhi. dil main agay kaisi zindagi ho gi us ko soch kar musarat bhi thi aur waswasay bhi janam le rahay thay. jo bhi tha ye rat to aik sapna hoti hai har larki ka. Larkin jab baloghat se jawani ki serhi charti hai tb se hi wo is rat ke khawab dekhti hai. aaj wohi sapna pora karnay main bhi apnay noman ka intzar kar rahi thi.
Akhir wo lamha bhi a gya jab wo dulhay ka libas pehnay apni dulhan se milnay kamray main dakhil howay. Aaj un ki muskarahat main masomiyat ke sath shrarat bhi dikh rahi thi. Main us zat ka shukar guzar hun jis ne mujhe ap jaise khoobsorat aur khoobserat biwi di. Ap ko main aik sal se nahi janta balkeh jab se hosh sanbhala hai mere papa apki family ka hi zikar karte aye hain. Apki bhi kafi tareefen sun chukka hun is lye main khud ko khush qismat insaan samjhta hun. Ap meri zoja hain ap meri izzat hain. Hum dono ab do nahi aik hain. Zindagi main khushiyan bhi ati hain to zindagi ghamoon se bhi bharpor hai. lakin jab do sathi aik ho jain to khushiyaan to dobala hn gi hi lakin mushkiloon ka muqabla bhi buhat asani se ho paye ga. Main zindagi bhar apka sath denay ki qasam uthata hun aur ap se bhi yehi umeed rakhoon ga. Noman sahib ne bed per beth kar mujhe is suhani rat ka buhat acha aghaz kia. main sir jukaye un ki batain baray ghor se sun rahi thi. ab agar ijazat ho to ghonghat utha sakta hun. Main ne sir ko aur jhuka lia. Sharam se kuch bol bhi nahi payi. Unhoon ne apne dono hathoon se chehre ke upar howa ghonghat uthana shoro kia aur meray husan main kho gaye. 
Ab mujhe aur kia chahye dunya main hi mujhe hoor jaisi biwi mil gai. Noman ki batain main sarshar kar rahi then. 
Ap kia sab baton se khush Karen ge mujhe. Munh dikhai ka bhi kuch diya jata hai biwi ko. Main ne bhi himmat kar ke un se kuch bat cheet karni chahi lakin phir mujhe laga shyd main ghalat bol gai wo kia sochen ge. Ooohhhh I am sorry mujhe to yaad hi nahi raha is cheez ka. Main kuch nahi laya ap ko denay ke lye unhoon se saf goyai se apni ghalti tasleem ki. Lakin unke chehre main sharmindgi bhi nahi thi. 
Jazbat to buhat hain lakin aaj ki rat hum sirf batain hi Karen ge. Kuch main kahon ap se kuch ap kaho mujh se. kuch waday Karen aik sath jenay ke kuch ap apna btain kuch main apna btaon. Ap ke dil main koi bhi bat ho ap us ko bila jhijak mujh se keh sakti hain. Kuch farmaish ho koi shikwa ho kuch kehna ho. zindagi aik compromise ka name hai. abhi to hmari shadi hoi hai. ho sakta hai ap ko meri kuch batain achi na lagen ap mujhe khul kar apni raye di sakti hain. Lakin aik bat jo partners ke lye buhat zarori hai wo hai trust. Ap ke dil main koi bhi bat ho ap ko mujh per trust hona chahye. Zindagi main kabhi ap se jhoot nahi bolon ga aur ap se bhi yehi umeed rakhta hun….
Aise hi hum aik dosray se waday aur batain karte rahy. Rat ko sonay se pehlay unhoon ne mera hath pakra aur meri ungli main diamond ki ring dal di. Ye hai ghonghat utha kar munh dikhai ka tohfa. Unki is bat se main khush bhi hoi lakin thori sharmsar bhi
Agaly din valeema howa. Un ki sab family se taruf howa. Sab log hi suljhay howe thay. 2 din aur shadi ki baqi rasmon main guzar gaye. Abhi main apnay ammi abue ke ghar se wapis ai thi keh unhoon ne mujhe tyar honay ko kaha. Kahan? Mere pochnay per wo muskara diye. Ap bhool gain kia hmari shadi hoi hai shadi ke bad joray honeymoon per hatay hain abhi to buhat kuch kehna aur karna baqi hai. kehnay ke sath unhoon ne karnay per zoor dia main Sharma kar kamray main chali gai aur honeymoon per janay ki tyari karne lagi. 
Wo drive kar rahay thay aur main unke brabar ki seat per bethi hoi thi. airport se nikal kar un ki gari parking main thi. Rawalpindi ke murree road se hotay howe hum murree ki janib ja rahay thay. mosam bhi shayd humara sath de raha tha. Ghanay badil aur thanda mosam gari ke andar ke mahool ko romantic bna raha tha. Thori si drive ke bad pahari silsala shoro ho gaya. Sar sabaz pahar buhat hi khobsurat nazara paish kar rahay thay. rastay main jatay jatay unhoon ne mera nam le kar pukara.
Anum… G kahye main ne kaha. I LOVE You. Wo meri taraf muskaraty howe bolay. Main ne bhi unki taraf dekha aur I LOVE You too bola. Un ke chehre per muskrahat phail gai. Pata hi nahi chala kab murree pohanch gaye. Wahan aik hotel main kuch dair rukne ke bad sham ke waqt noman aur main mall road per chal daye. Un ka hath pakray mall road per chalty howe buhat acha lag raha tha. Badal bhi humain cho rahay thay. badloon ke bech aik dosray ka hath pakar kar chalne main buhat maza a raha tha. Wahan MacDonald se ice cream aik hi cup main kahany ka bhi buhat maza aya.
Phir hum wapis hotel aye. Hotel ka kamra bhi khoob saja howa tha. Kamre main dakhil hotay hi unhoon ne mujhe apne samnay khara kia aur aik nazar mujhe dekha aur apni bahain khool kar mujhe apne senay se laga lia. Main bhi un ki bahoon main khud ko mesror mehsos kar rahi thi. kuch dair aik dosray ko hug kaye rakha aur unhoon ne mujhe fresh honay ka kaha khud bhi dosri taraf fresh honay chaly gaye. Main naha kar abhi bed per bethi hi thi keh wo bhi a gaye unhoon ne night suit pehan rakha tha. Meray hair abhi gelay thay. bed per bethnay ke bad unhoon ne mujhe apni goad main khench lia aur meri garden per apnay hont laga diye. Pehli bar hont apni garden per mehsos kar ke main sehar gai aur meri ankhain bnad hoti chali gain. Unhoon ne mujhe apnay bazoon main uthaya aur bed per leta dia. Aur khud mery upar late gaye aur apnay hont merey hontoon main pewast kar dye. Meray hont wo dheme dheme apny hontoon main lye chos rahay thay. main unka ye piyar pa kar madhosh hoti ja rahi thi. meri ankhain band aur wo piyar main barhty ja rahay thay. unhoon ne apna aik hath merey naram ubhar per rakha aur dheme se us ko dbanay lagay. Phir unhoon ne meri garden per zuban phairni shoro kar di. Kabhi hont kabhi garden aur kabhi chicks per wo apna piyar barsa rahay thay. meri kamar ke nechay hath dal kar unhoon ne mujhe upar uthaya aur apni goad main batha lia ab mera face unke face ke samne tha lakin meri ankhain band then. Unhoon ne meri shirt utarni shoro kar di main sharm ke maray un ke senay se lag kar khud ko chupanay lagi lakin ab wo roknay walay nahi thay aur un ko rokna bhi mera maqsad nahi tha. Unhoon ne meri shirt utar di aur bra ki hook ko bhi khol dia. Main apnay ap main semti ja rahi thi keh unhoon ne wapis bed per leta kar apny hont mere ubhar per laga dye aur us ko chosnay lagay. Main aur zayda madhosh ho rahi thi.
Dono ubharoon per piyar barsanay pe bad unhoon ne dheme apna hath se meri shalwar utarni shoro kar di aur khud ke kapre bhi utar dye. Ab hum dono bilkul kaproon ke begair aik dosray se chimtay howe piyar ke badloon main kho chukay thay. us piyar main buhat lutaf a raha tha keh achank meri sharm gah main honay walay be panah dard ne mujhe bedar kia aur main aik larki se aik aurat honay ka safar kar chuki thi. wo lamha takleef deh tha to aik saror bhi tha. Dono piyar ki jang jeet bhi rahay thay aur haar bhi rahay thay. kabhi wo jeet jatay kabhi main.
Aik hafta hum ne honeymoon per guzara aur phir wapis a gaye. Zindagi apni toutine per chalne lagi. Hum dono aik sath nashta kartay aur wo daily office jatay waqt mujhe piyar se aik bhar hug zaror kartay thay, hmari shadi ke 3 mahinay bad main umeed se ho gai. Is khushkhabri per wo buhat khush thay aur un ka piyar aur barh gaya. Is khushkhabri ke bad main aik bar hi mil pai apnay ammi abu se. wo regularly mujhe doctor ke pas le jatay aur maa bannay ke talkeef deh amal main unhoon ne mujhe buhat sahara dia. Aik larki jaisa shohar chahti hai wo waise hi thay. piyar muhabbah ulfat muskrahat sab kuch tha un ke andar. Phir upar walay ne mujhe aik baiatay se nawaza. Main abhi hospital main hi thi. baitay ko janam dia hi tha aur jab unko ko baitay ki khushkhabri milli to wo apna zarori kam chor kar multan se Karachi ki flight per bethay aur phone per bhi wo buhat khush mehsos ho rahay thay. main unka hi intzar kar rahi thi. merey susar bhi apnay baitay ka intzar kar rahay thay. unhoon ne bethay bethay hospital ke room main majood TV ko On kia. wahan aik news channel per news break chal rahi thi.”Multan se karachi anay wali flight mosam ki kharabi ke bais apne manzal per na pohanch sakti aur rastay main hi jahaz crash ho gya. Abhi main baity ki khushi se sarshar thi keh is khabar ne jaise hmare neche se zameen hi khench li ho.mujhe apni ankhoon ke samna andhaira phailta mehsos howa. Aur meray kanoon main us news break ke sath noman ke papa hammad sab ke ronay ki awaz bhi sunai de rahi thi lakin main apnay hosh kho rahi thi…

Update 22
Ab tumhari halat kafi behtar ho gai hai beti. Hammad ne saima ke pass baithay howa kaha. Doctor keh rahay thay depression ki wajha se apki aisi halat hoi. Beti abhi tumhari umar hi kia hai aur tum depression ki patient ho gai. Main tumharay baap ki umar ka hn. Aur tum ko apni beti samjhta hun. Tum mujh se share kar sakti ho apna gham, apna dukh. Main tumhari har mumkin koshish karon ga. Agar tum ko ghar se koi problem hai tu tmharay ghar waloon se main bat karta hun lakin beti aisay sab kuch chor char kar anjaan rastay per nahi nikaltay. Ye zamanah buhat zalim hai aur tum kamzor si larki, kuchli jao gi. Saima baray ghoor se hammad ka chehra dekh rahi thi. aur hammad ki baton main khoi hoi thi. lakin aik tazbzab ka shikar bhi thi keh kesi anjaan shakhs per itmad karna chahye ya nahi.

Hammad ne saima ke chehray per uthnay wala sawal parh lia. Acha pehle main hi apni kahani sonata hun phir tum zaror mujh per aitmad karo gi. Suno gi na meri kahani. Saima hammad ki baton ki hissar main thi aur kesi choti bachi ki tarah han main sir hala dia.
 Aik middile class ghar main ankh kholi thi main ne. maa baap ki akloti olad tha to un ki ankhoon ka tara tha main. Meri har khawahish ko wo apna pait kat kar bhi pora kartay thy. Ghar main jo kuch bhi hota us ka maqsad meri khushi hota tha. Sarkari school main tat per beth kar main ne bhi apnay waldain ki umedain ko marne nahi dia. Matric main poray Karachi main pehli position meri ai to maa baap ki khushi dedni thi. maa baap ki duain then ke main ne graduation mukamal kar li. Yahan tak to maa baap apna pait kat kar mujhe parhaty rahay. Mujhe andaza tha keh wo mujhe kin halat main parha rahay hain. Karachi university main admission lia to maa ne apnay khandani zewar bech dalay. University main admission lenay ke bad main ne farigh waqt main tution parhana ka socha. Saiam ghor se hammad ki kahani ki taraf mutawaja thi.
Subh maa ki duain lekar university chala jata aur wapsi per aik ghar main 2 bachoon ko tution deni shoro kar di. Tution se zayda paise to nahi ban patay thay lakin apna jaib kharach pora kar leta tha. Aise hi kuch dino bad aik aur ghar main tution ka arrange ho gya. Wahan bhi 2 bachay thay. aik choti larki 7th class ki aqsa name tha uska aur aik us ka chota bhai wo 5th class main tha. Kuch waqt university main beet jata aur baqi waqt tuitions aur apni study main. Duniya ki fikroon se azad apni duniya ke aik chotay se circle main zindagi ke pal ghuzr rahay tha. Aqsa ke abu UK main job kartay thay. bachoon ki tarbiyat buhat hi achay andaz main ki gai thi. Aunty aur unke bachy suljhay howe thay.

Sir mama ne kaha hai aap aj janay se pehle mil kar jana. Mama ne koi zarori bat karni hai ap se. aqsa ne apni kitab per se nazrain utha kar apnay masoom chehre per adab ko malhoze khatir rakhtay howe mujhe apni mama ka paigham dia. Ye koi ajeeb bat bhi nahi thi. Aunty aksar apnay bachoon ki taleem ke baray main pocha karti then. Aur main un ko aik hi jawab hota tha. Bachoon ki ki achi taleem main ap begham ho jain aur achi tarbiyat ap ne kar hi rakhi hai. buhat achay bachay hain apke. Bachoon ko parha kar jab main free howa to aunty a gain aur nihayt hi saleqa shar khatoon ke roop main then wo. Mujhe hamesha baita hi kehti the. Baita tum se aik bat karni thi. aunty ne sofa per bethtay howe mujhe mukhtib kia. wo bachoon ka school time 2 din ke bad se change ho jaye ga to agar tum bachoon ko sham ke waqt parha sakoo to…. Itna keh kar aunty chup ho gain aur mere jawab ka intzar karne lagen.
Mujhe bhala kia itraz ho sakta hai. main sham ke waqt a jaya karon ga. Main ne aunty ko masbit jawab dia. Is main mere lye hi asani thi.  kyn keh university main aksar koi na koi extra class ho jati thi jo keh mujhe second time leni parti thi. is lye mujhe tution off karni parti thi. lakin ab is mislay ka hal khud hi ho raha tha.  Waqt apni tezz raftari se guzar raha tha 2 semesters kab khatam ho gaye pata hi na chala. Pehle semester main achi performance ki base per mujhe scholarship mil gai aur kuch naqad raqam bhi. kuch tuttion se bachy howe paise thay is lye dosray semester main hi main ne apni maa ko waise hi zewar bnawa deye jaise unhoon ne bachay thay meri pehle semester ki fee ke lye. Khair aik sal ho chukka tha aur zindagi apni aik hi dhun main chali ja rahi thi. summer vacation hoi to aqsa log bhi chutiyan guzarne chalay gaye aur mujhe bhi university se chutiyan ho gain. 
Suniye please…!!
Mere kanoon main aik kesi larki ki meethi si awaz sunai di. Pehle to mere zehan main aya ye kesi aur se mukhatib ho gi. Peche mor kar dekha  normal se kaproon main pasenay se sharabor, khobsurat phool ki mannd aik larki mujh se hi mukhatib thi. garmi un dino apnay zoron per thi. is lye wo phool jaisi khoobsorat larki aise thi jaise phool garmi main kamla sa jata hai. pehle to main ne ignore karna chaha. Kyn keh meri manzil abhi yahan nahi thi. kuch ban jana chahta tha is lye larkiyoon ko dekh kar hamesha apna rasta badal leta tha. Suniye please. Can you help me? Us ki awaz main aik iltaja thi aur ajeeb si kashish thi. damagh keh raha tha apni rah napo lakin dil ke hathoon majbor. “yes, what can I do for you.” Main ne us ki taraf morty howe kaha. Actually I am new here, and… I don’t know where to go. Today is last date for fee submission. Can you give me a favor? Please submit my fee. Us ki English kafi achi thi lakin mosam ki hidat se wo kamla si gai thi. aik lamha sochne ke bad main ne us ke help karne ka soch. Us ke hath se challan form aur paise lye aur bank ki janib barhne laga. Bank kafi dor tha aur dhoop bhi zayda thi. main ne us ko wahen chaon main khara rehne ko bola aur khud us ki fee jama karwane bank ki aur chala gya. Fee jama karwa kar aik lamhe ke lye us ki sadgi per hansi ai. Kaise us ne aik ajnabi per bharosa kar lia. Agar main us ke paise le kar rafo chakar ho jata to itni bari university main kahan dhonti mujhe. Abhi esi soch ke sath qadam uthata main wahan pohancha jahan us ko khari rehne ko bola tha. 

Hello excuse me…!! Rokiye hello… shayed us tak meri awaz nahi pohanch pai. Aur riksha apni speed main dorne laga aur main wahen per khara dor jatay howe riksha ko dekh raha tha. Mujhe hairat ho rahi thi. kaisi ajeeb larki hai. pehle mujhe khasi bari amount pakra di aur ab paid challan form bhi nahi pakra aur chali gai. Aik nazar form per dali aur form ko pocket main dal kar main apne rastay per chalne laga.
Aqsa ke ghar ke samne pohanch kar main ne door bell bajai to  jaise koi mera hi intzar kar raha tha. Door bell ke bajtay hi door open ho gya aur samnay aunty khari then. Ao beta main tumhra hi intzar kar rahi thi. aunty ne mujhe dekhty hi kaha. Aunty sab theek to hai na?ap preshan dikh rahi hain.kia bat hai? main ne aunty ke chehray per preshani ke asar dekhty howe kaha. Haan beta betho btati hun tmhain. Un ke lehjay se saf zahir ho raha tha wo kafi preshan hain aur mujh se is preshani ko share karna chah rahi hain. Gee aunty, btain kia bat hai? main ne sofa per bethaty hi pocha. Summer vacation ke bad aaj pehla din tha mera tution ke lye. Baita bat kuch yun hai keh pechle dino meri sister ki death ho gai. I am sorry. Main ne aunty ki bat ko kat kar kaha. Its ok. Unki beti ko main apnay pass le ai. Wo aaj tumhari wali university main admission ke lye gai thi. us ko wahan bank ka pata nahi chal raha tha to us ne paise kesi larkay ko de dye bank main jama karwanay ke lye. Lakin wo larka paise le kar bhag gya aur ye roti hoi wapis a gai. Main aunty ki bat sun kar is itfaq per hairan bhi ho raha tha aur aik dam se mere chehre per smile a gai. Baita hum itnay preshan hain tum muskara rahay ho. aunty ne mujhe muskaraty howe kaha. Ab tum kal us larkay ko dekhna wahan university main. Main arfa ko bulati hun tum kal us ke sath mil kar dhondna us larkay ko. Arfa name hai uska pagli ka. Aunty gussay aur pershani main us ko aur tu kuch na keh saki siwaye pagli ke. Main chup raha aur aunty ka intzar karne laga kab wo ayen arfa ke sath aur arfa ko hairat ka jatka don. 
Wohi ghulabi hont aur rukhsaroon per wohi lali aur shyd ronay ki wajha se rukhsaroon per lali kuch zayda hi ho gai thi. Palkoon se behtay anso us ke rukhsar se ho kar guzar rahay tha. Jaise ghulab ke phool per subh ke waqt shabnam pari ho aur ankhoon se nikalne waly anso kesi moti ki manind thay. arfa bari si chadar main lipti aunty ke sath roti hoi study room main ai aur nazrain neche keye roi ja rahi thi. ankhoon main anso honay ki wajha se shyd us ke samnay saray kamre ka manzar hi dhondla tha. Ab chup bhi kar ja. Aik to subh se preshan kar rakha hai aur ab ro ro kar mujhe aur takleef de rahi hai. aunty ne arfa ko rotay howe mere samnay hi dant dia. Main chahta tha arfa khud mujhe aik bar dikhti aur main btata ke wo larka paise le kar nahi bhaga balkeh wo zayda garmi bardasht nahi kar pai aur rikhsaw main beth kar ghar a gai. Acha to apka name arfa hai. main arfa se mukhatib howa. Arfa apnay oper orhi chadar ke pallu se anso saf kar rahi thi us ki samaton main meri awaz parne per us ko hairat ka aik zor dar jatka laga. Nem saf ankhoon se phati phati nazroon se wo mujhe ghorne lagi. Us ko yun ghorta dekh kar main kafi lutaf andooz ho raha tha. Is se pehle wo kuch kehti main ne arfa ke jhoot ko such main badlne ke lye aik jhoot bolnay ka faisla kia. aunty ye sab mere samnay howa. Mujhe pehle pata hota to nobat yahan tak ati hi na. arfa ne mere samne aik larkay ko paise diye in ko wahan bank ka pata nahi lag raha tha. Wo larka in ke hath se paise le kar bhagne laga to kuch dor ja kar main ne us ko pakra aur in ki fee bank main jama karwa di. Lakin mere wapis anay tak ye dil bardashta ho kar wapis ja chuki thi. ye lain bank ki stamp lagay challan form. Main ne bat kartay kartay pocket se form nikalay aur aunty ki taraf barha deye. Aunty ne mere hath se form pakry aur aik tasdeqi nazar un forms per dali aur khushi un ke chehre per bikhar gai. Baita main tmhara ye ehsan kaise chukka paon gi. Baita buhat hi achi tarbiyat ki hai tumhari maa ne tumhari. Apni maa ki tareef sun kar buhat hi acha laga. Lakin meri nazrain abhi bhi arfa ke chehre per then. Abhi bhi wo phati phati ankhoon se mujhe dekh rahi thi. ankhain anso ki wajha se abhi bhi tar then aur lakin khushi ki wajha se wo anso jaise ab chamak rahay thay. arfa ki ankhain batla rahi thi keh wo kitni shukarguzar hai meri aur kuch kuch sharminda bhi dikh rahi thi. shayd us ko apna jhot yaad a rha tha lakin ye us ka jhoot nahi tha aik ghalatfehmi thi. lakin main khush tha kee meri wajha se abhi 2 minute pehle ghamzadah chehroon per khushi ki lehar a gait hi. 
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Hello, ye maria ki awaz thi. telephone ki ghinti kafi dair se baj rahi thi. maria pechle dino aye tofanoon ke zor dar thaperoon main uljhi hoi thi. kaise asad se piyar howa. Kaise asad se pehli mulaqat naseeb main ai. Us ne pehli bar mujhe chowa bhi to main hospital main thi. ab us ne izhar e muhabbat se meri jholi main kushiyan dalen bhi to main hospital main thi. merey baba ne kia tuhmet lgai asad aur shazia ki mama per? Agar papa wahan mera rishta nahi karna chahtay thay to koi aur maqool mazrat kartay lakin aik maa per tuhmet lagai? Lakin mere papa aise to nahi han. Unhoon ne kabhi kesi ka bora nahi socha lakin asad ki mama… sath hi maria apnayabu ki safai denat lagi. abhi maria sochon main dobi hoi thi keh telephone ki bell ne us ko sochon ke hissar se bahir nikala… hello..!!
Han kia hal hain apke? Maria ne telephone per shazia ki awaz suni to us ka hal pocha.
Shazia: main theek hun yaar tum sunao ab tabiyat kasi hai?
Maria: ab kafi behtar hun. Aur?
Shazia: bore ho rahi ho kia meri baton se? acha suno aik bat… shazia ne maria ke jawab ka intzar keye begair aik aur bat cher di
Maria: G sunao kia bat sunani hain ap ne?
Shazia: aik bat pochni thi please such such btana. Shazia ne maria ko aik naye imtihan main dal dia
Maria: main tmhari qasam khati hun jo bolon gi such bolon gi aur such ki ilawa kuch nahi bolon gi. Maria bhi kahan peche rehne wali thi
Shazia: bas bas main tujh se wazarat ki seat ka halaf nahi le rahi. Acha sun bat ye hai ke tu mujhe such such bta tere …. maria agay ki bat sun’na chah rahi thi lakin shazia ne bhi maria ko tang karne ka tahiyya kar rakha tha is lye agay nahi boli aur chup rahi
Maria: kia merey…. Agay bhi bol na chup kyn ho gai ho.
Shazia: yaar bat kuch aisi hai soch rahi hn kaise pochon. Chal rehne deti hun… acha phir milon gi to tab poch lon gi. Shazia bori tarah se zach kar rhi thi maria ko
Maira: (bat ki teh tak jana chah rahi thi is lye apnay gussay per qabo patay howe) yaar tum pocho to sahi ab agar na pocha to mujhe bechaini si rahay gi.
Haan yaar ye bhi theek hai ab apni dost ko preshan karna bhi theek nahi. Shazia ko maria per taras a hi gya.
Shaiza: haan to bat ye hai main ye jan’na chah rahi thi keh terey… shazia aik bar phir chup o gai…
Maria: (full gussay main a gai) chal ab agay bhi bak… oohh sorry main gussay main… I am sorry yaar please…
Maria ko fori apni ghalti ka ehsas ho gya ke wo gussay main kia bol gai.
Shazia: hehehehehehe (shazia ki kehkaha lagany ki awaz telephone se hoti hoi maria ke kano main gonj rahi thi)
haan to bat ye hain main ye jan’na chah rahi thi keh terey dil main kia laddo phot rahay hain? Akhir bhaiya ne bhi green signal de dia hai tujhe hospital main.
Maria: kia ye bat pochni thi tum ne? maria ne khafa hotay howe pocha.
Shazia: G yehi bat pochna chah rahi thi. shazia ne masbit jawab dia.
Maria: haan phot rahay hain laddo. A kar le jao tum bhi apnay hissay ke laddo.
Itna keh kar maria ne takk se phone ka receiver rakh dia.
Abhi phone rakha hi tha keh dobara bell honay lagi phone ki. Maria ne phone uthaya aur…
Maria: merey samnay mat ana nahi to jaan nikal dn gi teri ye phone ye kehne ke lye hi uthaaya hai main ne. 
Hamain ap ke hathoon marna qabool tehra. ap ke hathoon hamari jaan se hamari roh parwaz ho jaye to hum shahed e ishq kehlawain ge. Dosri taraf se asad ki awaz a rahi thi. maria ko aise laga jaise us ke paon ke neche se zameen kisk gai ho aur sar per pahar tot para ho. ye kia keh dia main ne. maria ne aik lamha apni bewaqofi per khud ko kosa aur fori mazrat karte howe. I am really sorry. Buhat sharmsar hun. Main bhala ap ko aisa bol sakti hun? Ap hi mera sab kuch hain aur ap per to main khud ko nichawar kar dn. Ap per aik anch na anay dn wo main ne samjha shazia hai phone per. Aur bolen na kuch aisa. Sun ke buhat acha laga. Ap ke jazbat hamaray mutaliq. Aaj shyd maria ke sitaray gardash main thay. pehle shazia se behas kartay waqt sorry bolna pari aur ab apne ishq se sorry kartay kartay itna zayda bol gai ke khud hi sharamsar ho rahi thi. maria ne bat badlne ki khatir. Ap kaise hain? Sab khariyat hai. call karne ka maqsad tha ap ko bta dn ke main ap ko apni mama arfa se milwana chah raha hun.
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Aaa aaap? Mama ap hain. Meri mama ap… ap se to buhat bar mila hun main. Ap to hamari company ki country head…. Mama aaa aap…. Ghar ke andar dakhil honay ke bad asad ke ki ankhoon se anso ka badal chat janay per us ne apni mama ko pehchan lia aur jaise zuban main luknat a gai ho. Asad ko jaise yakeen nahi ho raha tha. Mama mere kitni pas then aur kitni dor bhi rakha howa tha mama ne khud ko mujh se. arfa aur asad dono sakit kharay aik dojay ko dekh rahay thay. dono ki ankhoon se aik bar phir anso chalak paray. 
Mama main ap se naraz hun. Ap ne khud ko kis bat ki saza di. Humain sukh main rakhne ki khatir ap ne apni mamta ko itni bari saza kyn di. Shazia apni mama arfa ki goud main sir rakhay arfa se gillay shikway kar rahi. Arfa ke hath apni beti ke sar ke balloon ko sehla rahay thay. haan mama ap ko aisa nahi karna chahye tha ap ne ghalat kia hai. asad bhi ankhoon main anso leye apni mama ko apna piyar btana chah raha tha. Nahi baita main ne kuch ghalat nahi kia. qudrat ko aise hi manzor tha is lye sab aise hona tha. Aur main ne kab door rakha khud ko tum se. har waqt meri nazar tum per hoti thi. aur har lamha tumharay khariyat ki dua kia karti thi main. Aur mujhe tumhari aik aik report milti thi. akhir maa thi na to bachay ki progress report to honi hi chahye na. arfa ne apnay baity asad ke shikway ko barri khobsorati ke sath apne piyar ki chadar main orh lia. Main to us ka name bhi janti hun. Asad ne aik nazar hairani se apni mama ki taraf dekha. Suna hai maria achi larki hai. cholo dekh bhi letay hain. Is ke sath hi kamre main sab ke muskarane se khushiyoon ke phool bikhar gaye…
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Hum apko aik bar phir btatay chalain ke alqaidah ke 19 afrad per mushtamil group ne kal 4 hawai jahazoon ko hijack kia tha un main 2 jahaz American Airlines Flight 11 aur United Airlines Flight 175 world trade center se takraye jis ki wajha se world trade center ke dono towers 4 ghantay ke andar andar zameen bos ho gaye. Aik hijack kia howa hawai jahaz American Airlines Flight 77 Washington, D.C main the Pentagon se takra kar crash ho gya lakin chotha hawai jahaz United Airlines Flight 93 jis ko hijackroon ne United States Capitol Building se takra kar tabha karna chah lakin chotha jet khaiton main gir kar tabh ho gya. Aur is dehshat gardi main taqreban 3000 afrad halak ho chuke hain aur……. Wo aaj subh utha aur TV ke news channel ko tune karne per us ke samne ye khofnak khabar dohrai ja rahi thi aur us ko laga jaisa us ka mustaqbil bhi andhary main chala jaye ga…..
To be continued...

Update 23

Main apki shukar guzar hun aur ap se sharminda bhi hun. Main ne ap ko ghalat samjha aur apni khala ko bhi rolaya. Mujhe aisa nahi karna chahye tha. Arfa mere samne univeristy café main mere samne khud ko wohi aik bari si chadar main lapaitay mujh se mazrat kar rahi thi. Main baghor us ke masom se chehre ko takay ja raha tha. Masomiyat aisi thi us ke chehre per ke us ko dekhte howe koi bhi insan us ki masomiyat main girftar ho sakta tha. Apne ghulabi hontoon ko hilatay howe wo mujh se hum kalam thi. Main ne arfa ki university admission main jo mumkin thi madad ki. Aaj hum dono apni classes se farigh ho kar nikle achank aik dosray ke samne a gaye. Abhi university buses janay main waqt tha. Arfa ne university ki bus main jana tha. Arfa ki abhi kesi se jankari nahi thi university main siwaye mere, to main ne arfa ko company dene ke lye café per chalne ko kaha. Us ne nestle ka mango juice mangwaya aur main ne arfa ki pairwi ki. Mangi juice pete howe juice ke kuch drops arfa ke ghulabi aur naram honton per lag gaye. Us ko to khayal nahi tha lakin meri jab bhi nazar arfa ke hontoon per jati to aik ajeeb si khawahish dil main angrai leti. Shayed samne bethi arfa ke hont hi itnay dawat e gunah dene walay thay ya mere andar mukhalif jins ke lye paida honay wala aik jazba tha. Jab bhi arfa ke juice se tar hont dekhta to andar hi andar uthnay walay jazbat ko buhat mushkil se qabo kar pata. Is lye hi shayd ab main arfa se theek tarah bat nahi kar pa raha tha. Hum dono main abhi hichkachahat thi jis ki wajha se wo apni mazrat kar ke khamosh thi aur main apnay andar uthnay walay jazbat ki wajha se bat nahi kar pa raha tha.

Kaisi rahi aaj ki classes? Apnay zehan main paida honay walay khiyalat aur jazbat ka rukh badlne ke lye main ne arfa se sawal pocha. Buhat boriyat ho jati hai class attend karte karte. Kyn? Main ne pocha. College main to 45 min ki class hoti thi yahan 1:30 hours ki class. Mat mari jati hai meri. Shayd arfa buhat hi zayda ukta gai thi aaj ki classes se. koi bat nahi ap adi ho jain gi jald hi aur enjoy bhi karen gi. 
Acha ye btain ye CR kia bala hai? Arfa ne kuch lanhay chup rehne ke bad mujh se pocha. CR buhat achi bala hai. Aksar students CR banany ke lye buhat politics karte hain. CR mean class representative, students ki taraf se selected CR university management aur teachers ke sath bat cheet karta hai. Oohhh. Ye arfa ki awaz thi. Kia howa? Main ye responsibilty kaise pori kar paon gi? Mere pochne per arfa ne jawab dia. Kia ap CR ban gain? Main ne hairat se pocha. G, wo aik teacher ne pocha class ka CR kon hai to kesi ne meri taraf ishara kar dia. To teacher ne mujhe welcome kia aur sab ke samne mujhe CR announce kar dia. Us ke chehre per ghabrahat ke asar thay jaise pata nahi ab zimedari na pori ki to kia ho jaye ga aur meri hansi nahi ruk rahi thi. Aaj mosam bhi buhat acha hai. Arfa ne bat badli. Lagta hai aaj mosam kharmastiyan karne wala hai. Arfa ki bat sun kar main ne hairat se arfa ki janib dekha. Haan na barish honay wali hai. Dekho zara kitnay gehre badal hain. Arfa ne side windows se mujhe bahir badal dekhne ko bola. Apki bat main dam hai. Mujhe barish main beghna buhat pasnd hai. Dil karta hai barish hoti rahay aur mujhe beghoti rahay. Arfa ne window se bahir badal ko dikhte howe bari hasrat se kaha. Main us ko masoom khawahish pe muskara dia.
Yaar aaj phir strike hai aur phir aaj zaleel o khawar hona paray ga. sath walay bench se mujh ye awaaz sunai di. Strike ka matlb no transportation. Kia hota hai strike main. Arfa ne bhi un ki bat sun li thi aur mujh se sawal pocha. Yahan strike kamyab banany ke lye buses rok li jati hain Is lye aaj bhi buses nahi chale gi. Main ne arfa ko wazahat ki. Ooohhhh to main phir cab per chali jaon. Arfa ne qadray preshani se kaha. Nahi ap taxi per bhi nahi ja sakti. University gate bhi close hun ge. To? Meri bat kahatam honay per arfa ne agla sawal dagh dia. To, to , to ap agar bura na manain to mere sath meri bike per chal sakti hain. Lakin... arfa ne aik lamha sochne ke bad kaha. Theek hai. Arfa ne nem razamandi se kaha. Lakin kia bike per univerity se nikal pain ge wo ap ne kaha tha na keh gate closed hun ge. Ji yahan thori dor se aik kacha rasta hai jo bahir market ki taraf jata hai. Waise to sab paidal march karte hain us rastay per lakin bike bhi ja sakti hai. Main ne wazahat ki.
Bike start honay per wo mere peche baith gai. Mere shoulder per hath rakhay aur kuch ghabrahat ke alam main. Pata nahi wo pehli bar bike per sawar hoi thi ya kesi larkay ke sath pehli dafa bike per ja rahi thi. Us ka shoulder per rakha hath kanp raha tha aur kabhi meri back per us ki thigh lag jati to wo fori khud ko smait leti. Girne se bachne ke lye us ne mere shoulder ko pkra howa tha. Bike kachay rastay per hichkolay khati chal rahi thi. Rasta kacha tha aur university ka veran area. Ird gird jhariyan lagi hoi then. Achank bike ka tyre kachay rastay per kharay pani ki wajha se phisla aur bike ko sambhalta sambhalta main bike ki race aur tezz karta gya. Arfa to side per gir gai lakin main bike ke neche dab gaya. Bike ka handle zor se mere senay per laga aur mujhe apni ankhoon ke samne andhaira hota dekhai dia. Hammad uthain. Ap ankhain kholain. Kia ho gaya ap ko. Ye arfa ki awaz thi jo mere kanoon main gonj rahi thi. Aur wo mere pas hi thi. Apnay nazuk aur komal se hathoon se mere chehra thaptapa rahi thi. Hammad please ankhain kholain… wo dono hathoon se mere galon ko thaptapa rahi thi aur us ki awaz main preshani thi. Help anybody here. Listen please. Arfa mere pass khari ho kar onchi awaz main help mang rahi thi. Jaise soraj dob raha ho aur apni akhri sansain lenay main diqat ho rahi thi mujhe. Jaise sans band ho rahi ho. Buhat mushkil se thori si ankhain khol paya to nem kholi ankhoon ke samne arfa khari onchi awaz main madad ke lye pokar rahi thi. Mujhe apni zindagi khatam hoti mehsos ho rahi thi. Jaise bas chand gari ka mehman hn main. Apni akhri sansain gin raha tha. Uthna chah raha tha lakin ankhon ke samne andhaira bartha ja raha tha. Main ne arfa ko apni taraf matwajhay karne ke lye hath uthaya. Wo mera ishara samjhi aur mere pas baith gai. Main us ko kuch kehna chahta tha lakin galay se awaz nahi nikal pa rahi thi. Arfa meri aisi halat dekh kar aur zayda preshan ho gai. Mujhe kuch kehna tha us se aur lag raha tha jaise sansain bhi chand hi bachi hn mere pass. Main ne arfa ko aur pass anay ko bola. Preshani ki is kafiyat main wo   apna chehra merey pas le ai. Arfa… main ne ghati ghati si awaz main us ko pokara. Wo aur mere pass ho gai. Us ka wohi masom chehra mere laboon ke pas a gaya. Us ke masom chehre ke mehak is halat main bhi mujhe mehsos ho rahi thi aur mere andar rach bas rahi thi. Arfa… esi akhri name ke sath mere samne chalti screne band hone lagi. Ankhain bhi band ho rahi thi. Bas sans lene ki koshish kar raha tha. 

Mere hont us ko hontoon main a gaye wo mere chehre ko apnay dono hathoon main leye mujhe apni sansain inayat karne lagi. Wo zor zor se apni sansain mujhe meri zindagi ke tor per de rahi thi. Us ki garam sansain mere wajood main dakhil honay lagi. Zindagi ki chamak mand hoti hoti phir se wapis lotne lagi. Wo apni sansain musalsal mere wajood ko de rahi thi. Us ki sansain meri mout ko paray dakailne lagen. Aur zindagi ki khobsorat hawain phir se meri ragoon main dorne lagi. Us ke hont abhi bhi mere hontoon main paiwast thay. Aab nem behoshi se hosh ki janib barh raha tha. Arfa ka naram o nazuk wajood mere upar tha. Mere upar leti apnay wajood ko mere wajood per dalay mere hontoon main hont dalay wo hammad ko aik zindagi bakhash rahi thi. Main hosh main a chuka tha aur apni sansain khud le sakta tha lakin phir kabhi arfa ki aisi sansain naseeb hon ya na hon main abhi tak arfa ki sansoon per chal raha tha. 

Mere dono hath mere wajood per leti meri mohsana ki patli aur naram si kamar ke gird a gaye. Thori dair pehle arfa ke hontoon per lagay juice ko dekh kar dil main jo arman jagay thay wo itni jaldi poray ho jain ge aur aise poray hn ge mere wehm o guman main bhi nahi tha. Zindagi ka pora ehsas ho janay per main ne arfa ki kamar per apni girft mazbot ki aur ab main arfa ko us ke ehsan ka jawab dene laga. Wo masoom si larki bhi shyd ab jazbat per qabo pana bhol gai meri bahoon main leti ab wo apne hont mere hontoon ke hiwalay kiye howe thi. Main us ke hont apnay laboon main leye us ki di hoi zindagi se us ka ehsan chuka raha tha. Us ke hontoon ki mathas mere wajoon main utar rahi thi keh achanak badal zor se garja aur asman se zor dar awaz ke sath bijli karki. Thori dair pehle barish main bhegne ki khawahish karne wali masoom kanwari bijli ke karkanay per pori tarah mujh main simat gai. Mujhe dar lag raha hai. Arfa ne aik lamha apne hont mere hontoon se alag kaye aur khud ko aur zayda mujh main samait lia. Main hun ap ke sath. Main ne us ki bat ka mukhtasir sa jawab dia aur arfa ke sar per hath rakhtay howe us ko apne sath laga lia. Bijli ke karkne ke sath hi zoron ki barish ne a ghaira hmain. Wo mere oper laiti behgne lagi barish main. 
“Mujhe barish main beghna buhat pasnd hai. Dil karta hai barish hoti rahay aur mujhe beghoti rahay.” Arfa ki duain kitni jaldi sun li jati hain is ka andaza bhi honay laga. Café per bethay us ne is khawahish ka hi izhar kia tha. barish hoti rahay aur mujhe beghoti rahay… barish bhi ho rahi thi aur us ko bhigo bhi rahi thi. Chit kachi zameen per laitay hawas khoye dono ajnabi barish main aik dosray se liptay beghtay chalay ja rahy thay. Us ki ankhain band then aur dil zor zor se darak raha tha. Dil ki darkan mere senay main mehsos ho rahi thi. Us ka tezz darkhta dil mere jazbat ki agg ko hawa denay laga. Main apni khuli ankhoon se us ko behgta howa dekhne laga barish ke qatray us ka wajod ko tar kar rahay thay. Barish ki bondhoon se us ka gela howa badan aur zayda mehkane laga. Shayd wo bhi jazbat ki agg main sulg rahi thi aur barish se beghne per us ke jazbat aur barh rahay thay. Main ne us ke sar per hath se us ka chehre apnay kandhay se apnay hontoon ki taraf mora. Us ka chehre mere hontoon ki janib howa aur us ke band beghay lab mere laboon se takra gaye. Aik zor ki bijli karki hamaray jimson main aur dono ke lab aik dosray se mil gaye. Barish ka pani us ke badan per gir raha tha wo meray upar aise laiti hoi thi jaise apnay wajood ko dhal bna kar wo mujhe behgne se bacha rahi ho. Thori dair pehle meri ankhain aur sanain band ho rahi thi main mout ki wadi ki taraf ja raha tha magar ankhain ab bhi band ho gai then aik lazzat se aur sansain hmari aik dosray main bassi ja rahi then. Us ke hontoon se barish ka pani guzrta howa mere labon main a raha tha. Arfa aur main baqi dunya se be niyaz aik dosray se chimtay khud ki dunya basa rahay thay. Mere hath ab us ki geli kamar pe raingnay lagay. Kaproon ke upar se hi hath phairtay howe mujhe us ke badan ki nazakat ka andaza ho raha tha.
Kamar per hath phairtay phairtay main ne us ko zor se apni bahoon main bencha aur karwat le kar arfa ke upar ana chaha. Lakin dahni kohni per bike si gartay waqt jo chot lagi thi us ne mujhe hosh dilaya meri karah se us ki bhi madosh hoi lal ankhain khul gai aur hum dono ki nazrain aik lamha ke lye millen aur wo mere upar se hatt gai. Meray se thora dor ho kar wo nazrain jukaye barish ke pani main beghti hoi sharam se pani pani ho rahi thi. Na janay us waqt se kohni main dard kahan tha. Is dard ko bhi abhi jagna tha. Main ne karahtay howe uth kar socha. Ap ki sansain band ho rahi then is lye main ne… wo itna keh kar chup kar gai. us ki nazrain zameen per girtay pani ke qatroon per thi. Apni bari si chadar main wo bheg rahi thi. bari chadar ne us ke bhegay howe khoobsorat morat ko kafi had tak meri nazar se ojhal kar dia tha. ap ko to chot nahi lagi. Main ne arfa se pocha. Us ne bas nafi main sar hila dia.
Jitna main door bhagta tha utna hi qareeb ho raha tha sinf e nazuk se. main  arfa ko us ke ghar chor kar apne ghar a chukka tha. Soch main gharak tha keh aaj abhi meri sansain kis ki badolat hain. Agar arfa na hoti to ab meri lash hi a rahi hoti mere ghar. Kia banta mere baba aur maa ka. Main dil hi dil main arfa ka shukarguzar tha. Zindagi main pehli bar kesi ke laboon se piyas bujhi thi is lye baqiya din sirf arfa hi rahi mere dil o damagh main. 
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Rat ke sanatay main bhari boton ki awaz dor dor tak sunai dene lagi. Un ki tadad koi 10 ke qareeb ho gi. Sabhi ne apnay hathoon main jadeed hatyar pakray howe  thay. Gali main lagi street light se ab sabhi wazeh honay lagay. Ye sab police ke nojawan thay aur shayd kesi ko rangay hathoon pakrnay ke lye sab chup chap aik flat ki janib dekh rahay tha. un hatyaroon se lais aik admi ne shyd wo hi sab ko lead kar raha tha sab ko flat ke ird gird phail janay ko kaha. 
Ab leader ke kehne per aik police walay ne flat ka door open kia shyd us ke pass master key thi. Door ko safai ke sath kholne per leader ne door kholne walay sathi ko sataishi nazroon se dekha aur thumb up ka nishan bna kar us ko shabash di.
Ab 5 police walay flat ko gairay howe thay aur aik aik kar ke 5 police walay flat main chupke se dakhil ho rahay thay. Un sab ke leader ne andar dakhil ho kar aik kamre ke samne sab ko roka aur apna hath kamre ke door per rakh kar ahistagi se us ko khol dia. Kamre ke andar se kesi ke gehri nend main sotay howe kharatoon ki awaz sunai de rahi thi.
Kk kk kon hain ap log? Kamre main sonay walay ko police ke aik sathi ne jaga dia. Jag kar apni ankhain saf karne per us ko apne kamre main 5 police waloon ki majodgi ka ehsas howa. Is lye hi ghabrahat main wo larkharati zuban se pochne laga. Pakro is ko aur ja kar lockup main dalo. Baqi batain is se wahen Karen ge. Operation leader ne kaha. Aur haan is ke flat ki achi tarah talashi lo. Zaror kuch soragh mil jaye ga. 
Police waloon ke mazboot hathon main khara wo thar thar kanp raha tha. main ne kia jurm kia hai? Mujhay kyn pakar rahay ho ap? Main ne kuch nahi kia? Main be qasoor hun. Wo thar thar kanp raha tha aur police waloon ke samne apni be gunahi ka biyan de raha tha…

Update 24


Ap ko kafi din yahen rehtay ho gaye hain is lye main ne socha hai ap ko bahir le chalon kuch outing ho haye gi aur ap apne lye kuch shopping bhi kar lena. Waqas sain asma se mukhatib tha. asma abhi abhi so kar uthi thi. Us ki ankhoon main abhi bhi nend ka khomar dikh raha tha. waqas sain ne us ko uthaya to adh kholi ankhoon se waqas sain ko dekhtay howe wo waqas sain ka order sun rahi thi. Us ke lye waqas sain aik malik ki hasiyat bhi rakhtay thay aur aik mohsin ka darja bhi.
Asma khud chah rahi thi is flat se bahir jana lakin aik hichkachaht ki wajha se wo kabhi keh nahi pai thi waqas sain se. theek hai main shower le lon phir jahan ap le chalain mujhe. Asma ne bed se uth kar washroom ki taraf jatay howe waqas sain ki taraf dekh kar shararat bharay andaz main kaha. Waqas sain asma ki taraf hairat se dekhne laga.
Bed per paray takiye ke neche waqas sain ko aik sonehri rang sa nazar aya. Waqas sain ne takiya utha kar us sonehri rang wali khoobsorat warq main lepti diary ko utha lia. Diary ka pehla page khola to waqas sain warq per chispan aik tasveer to dekh kar hairan reh gaya. tasveer thi to purani lakin waqas sain us tasveer main khud ko pehchan sakta tha. tasveer ko dikhte howe waqas sain 8 sal peche chala gya. Jab wo, us ka bhai aur un ki haveli se asma un ke sath school jaya karti thi. Asma taju ki beti thi lakin baba ne us ko apni beti hi samjh rakha tha. baba us ke sir per baap jaisi shafqat ka hath rakha karte thay. Yehi wajha thi wo aik mulazim ki beti honay ke bawjood bhi waqas aur haider sain ke sath hi school jaya karti thi. Ye tasweer farewell party ki thi. jis main waqas sain ki class asma ki class ko school main last year end honay per alwidai party de rahi thi. tasweer main party ke ehtatam per sab students aik sath kharay thay. Asma waqas sain ka hath thamay waqas sain ke kandhay se kandha milaye khari thi. tasweer ko dekh kar waqas sain abhi tak school main guzray lamhoon main khoya howa tha. 
Ayar ye dekho chori jawan ho rahi hai. Dekho zara jawani kaisi charh rahi hai is per. Waqas sain school ke guzray lamhat soch raha tha to ye ghatiya alfaz bhi us ke kanoon main ghonjne lagy. Asma waqas sain ka hath thamy jab farewell party se wapis lot rahi thi to rastay main aik veran jagha per jhonpri dalay rehne walay aik obash shakhs ne apne sathi se asma ke khilkhilaty chehray ko aur ubharti hoi chati ko dekhte howe  kaha. un Dono ki halat se andaza ho raha tha ke dono nashay main hain. Jhonpri ke bahir rakhay baray se magar purany maiz per dono bethay nasha awar cigaret  se insaniyat se door ho kar hewan banay hawa ki masoom beti per ganday fiqray uchalne lagay. Asma ki sari khushi kafoor ho gai. Asma ne waqas sain ka hath zor se tham lia. Un main se aik shakhs utha aur pass a kar us ne asma ka dopata chen kar utar dia. Jawani ne to asma ke joban per apna qadam rakh lia tha. asma yak dam ghabra gai aur khud ko chupnay ke lye us ne waqas sain ka sahara lia aur waqas sain ki kamzor chatti ko mazboot samjh kar chup gai. Waqas sain ne bhi us waqt asma ki asmat dari zarori samjhi aur asma ko khud main chupne ka jagha di. Aik zor dar thappar ki awaz ne asma ko ankhain kholne per majbor kar dia. Sath hi us ko apna sahara zameen per gira howa nazar aya. Thapar waqas sain ke gallon per para tha aur waqas sain zameen per gira howa ankhoon main anso jamaye apni kamzori aur bebeasi ka izhar kar raha tha. nashay main dhond us shakhs ne apne khudray hathoon se asma ki kamzor se bazo ko pakra aur jhonpri ki taraf bharne laga. Asma ke masoom chehre per ghabrahat saf dikh rahi thi. bebasi se wo waqas sain ki janib dekh rahi thi. hawas ki agg main nashay main dhond wo asma ki masomiyat ko mitti main rol raha tha. asma ko zabardasti apne sathi samait wo jhonpri main le gya. Jhonpri per para parda gir gaya. waqas sain ko ab hosh aya. Jhonpri ke andr se asma ki ghotti ghotti awaz a rahi thi. waqas sain ne apnay hathoon se ankhoon main aye anso saf keye aur tezzi se jhonpri ki janib barha. 
Jhonpri ke kawar ke pass waqas sain ki nazar aik zang alod chaqo per pari. Waqas sain ki ankhoon main wehshat tari thi. jhonpri main dakhil ho kar us ki ankhoon ki wehshat main aur izafa ho gaya. aik hawas zada ne asma ko chit zameen per litaya howa tha aur apna bhari bharkam bojh asma ke kamzor sharer per dalay apni gandi zuban se wo asma ki ankhoon se behtay anso nazar andaz kye asma ki masomiyat ko chat raha tha. dosra shakhs shyd hawas ke khail ko mazeed khailne ke lye apne kapre utar raha tha. waqas sain tezz dorta howa asma per letay shakhs ki janib howa aur anjaam ki parwah kaye beghair zang alod chaqo us shakhs ki peth main ghonp dia. Zor dar cheekh ke sath wo shakhs karahta howa asma ki side main gir gya. Waqas sain ne asma ka hath pakra aur bahir ki janib dor laga di. Dosray shakhs ke lye ye sab kuch achank tak. Kuch lamhay to us ko samjh hi nahi ai howa kia hai. Itni dair main asma aur waqas sain kafi dor ja chukay tha. dortay dortay dono ne wapis bhi mor kar nahi dekha aur ghar ke pas pohanch kar dono hanpnay lagy. Asma ka dil waqas ki nisbat zayda zor se dharak rha tha. 
Asma ki zubani jab baba ko paish anay walay halat ka pata laga to aglay din us jhonpri ka nam o nishan tha na hi wo dono hawas zada aur nashai.un ke sath kia howa koi nahi janta lakin Asma ke sath baba ki muhabbat ka soch kar waqas sain ki ankhoon main anso a gaye.
Door bell ki awaz se waqas sain sochoon ki gehrai se wapis lot aya. Aur phir wohi soch ke kon ho sakta hai door pe. Waqas sain ne chupke se door eye se bahir dekha to phir apne bhai haider sain ko dekh preshan ho gaya. kuch dair sochne ke bad waqas sain ne door na kholne ka faisla kia aur chup chap haider sain ke janay ka intzar karne laga. Waqas sain kashmakash ka shikar tha. apne bhai ki harkatain us per wazeh ho chuki then lakin ab kia karay? Kia saza de apne baray bhai ko? Door bell aur 2 martaba bajji aur haider sain ke chalay janay ka ehsas pa kar waqas sain aik bar phir diary parhne kr li. Phir apni hi tasweer samne pa kar waqas sain ke zehan main sawal ubhra. Asma ne meri hi tasweer kyn sanbhal rakhi hai apni personal diary main. Shyd tasweer ki dosri taraf likhay chand ashar parh kar waqas sain ko apne sawaloon ka jawab mil raha tha…    

Ye Thora Sa Jeevan
Adhura Sa Mosam
Ye Rangon Ki Chahat
Gulabon Ki Hasrat

Ye Roshan Sawerey
Ye Madham Andherey
Ksi Roz Tanha Milo
Tou Btayen !
Khyalon Ki Rahein
Chamakti Nigahein
Wafaen Nibhana
Adaen Dikhana
Ye Ek Silsila Hy
Magar Faasla Hy
Jawan Hyn Umeedein
Uri Hyn Jo Neendein
Ksi Roz Tanha Milo
Tou Btayen !
Agar Jaan Jao Tou
Ehsas Rkhna
Isay Raaz Rkhna
Kro Ek Wada
Bna Lo Irada
Mulaqat Kr Lo
Wohi Baat Kr Lo
Ksi Roz Tanha Milo
Tou Btayen !
Washroom ka door kholne ki ahat pa kar waqas sain jaldi se diary ko wahen rakh dia. Waqas sain ke dil main asma ki likhi hoi shairi parh kar jazbat ka maddo jazar ho raha tha. us ne asma ko pehle hamesha izzat ki nigha se hi dekha tha. asma ki 2 bar asmat bacha kar beshak us ne asma ko ehsan mand kar dia tha lakin aaj se pehle us ne hamesha asma ko izzat hi di thi apne dil main. Lakin aaj aur abhi chand lamhat main hi kaya palat chuki thi. waqas sain ki ankhoon main jahan pehle izzat howa karti thi asma ki zat ke lye aaj wahan ulfat bhi umadd rahi thi aur  piyar ka samundar bhi thathen mar raha tha.
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Asad, Maria, Arfa

Uzma main apki buhat shukar guzar hon jaisi tarbiyat ap ne mere bachoon ki ki hai shyd main isi tarbiyat na kar sakti. Ab to ap se buhat rishtay ban gaye hain. Ap meri teacher bhi rahi aur mere bachoon ki maa bhi bani. Ap such main azeem hain. Arfa (asad aur shazia ki mother) aur uzma dono drawing room main bethen sofa per shazia ke hath ki tea pi rahi then. Jaisi maa azeem hain bachay bhi maa per jain ge. Uzma ne bachoon ki achi tarbiyat ka tamgha phir se arfa ke mathay per saja dia. Aik naik aur pak daman aurat ka khoon hai bachoon ne acha to hona hi tha. uzma ne arfa ki paki btana chahi lakin ye bat arfa ke dil main chubh si gai. Khoon to ye hammad ka hi hain. Baap to in ka phir bhi hammad hi hai. Meri muhabbat suchi thi ya us ki hawas suchi thi. arfa ne dil main aye khiyal ko uzma ke samne rakh dia. 
Arfa tumhari muhabbat suchi thi. ye suchi muhabbat hi hai keh aaj itna arsa guzar janay per bhi tum hammad ke lye nafrat ka wo jazba nahi rakhti jo hona chahye tha. tum hammad ko janti bhi ho. Wo kahan hai? kia karta hai? kahan ata jata hai tum sab janti bhi ho lakin ye muhabbat hi hai ke us se abhi tak talaq nahi li tum ne. uzma ne arfa ki muhabbat ka iqrar karte howe kaha. Aur han kesi ne sahi kaha tha muhabbat mard ki zindagi ka aik lamha hota hai aur aurat ki zindagi ki pori dastan. Hammad sab ka to pata nahi lakin hamari arfa abhi tak hammad ki hi hai. Uzma ki baten arfa ko such bhi lag rahen then. Arfa hammad ki NGO ko janti thi. hammad ki sabhi activities se waqif thi. us ke mulki aur ghair mulki sabhi doron ka us ko ilam rehta tha lakin phir bhi us ne kabhi hammad se milna nahi chaha. Hammad ke aas pass rehtay howe bhi hammad se khud ko door rakha. Wo to hammad se muhabbat karti thi lakin shyd hammad us ko aik towaif ya towaif ki beti samjh kar istamal kar chukka tha. is lye hi arfa ne hammd se kabhi milna nahi chaha. Lakin hammad se muhabbat hammad ki bewafai per hamesha ghalib hi rahi arfa ke lye.
Garage main car khari honay ki awaz se uzma aur arfa dono ki nazrain drawing room ke door ke janib barhain. Thori der ke intzar ke bad shazia aur us ke peche peche maria kamre main dakhil hoin. Maria per nazar partay hi arfa sofa se uthi aur agay barh kar maria ka istqbal kia. Maria ko apnay galay laga kar garam joshi ka izhar kia. Maria ke chehre ko apnay hathoon main le kar maria ki paishani ka bhosa le lia. Mere baitay ko chahne wali chand se zayda haseen hai. Arfa ne maria ke husan aur apnay baitay se muhabbat ko saraha. Maria ne muskara kar chehra neche jhuka lia. Is bechari ka kamal ya qasoor nahi mera bhai hai hi aisa. Janay kitni larkiyan dil harti hun gi mere bhai per. Shazia ne maria ko kohni marte howe kaha. Sab khilkhala kar hans paray. Ao beti betho. Arfa ne maria ko apne sath bethaya. G is ko hi betha len apnay sath meri mama to ye hi hain. Shazia ne naqli gussa dikhatay howe uzma ke sath beth kar kaha. Sab aik bar phir muskara deye.
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Larki ka husn aisa tha keh sab ki nazrain us ke haseen chehre aur gudhraye howe jism per then. Kuch to us ke jism per kapre kam thay. Kam kaproon main us ke jism ka ubhar bhi buhat numayan thay. Hotel ke gate se andar dakhil ho kar apne kohloon ko matkaye apne sath chalne walay draz qadd mard ke bazo main bazo dalay elevator ki janib barh rahi thi. apne book kaye howe kamre main dakhil honay ke bad dono ne bath lia. Larki ne khud ko towel main chupa rakha tha aur draz qad mard ne sirf trouser pehna tha. ab us ke chori chatti ayan thi. chati per ball us ki mardangi main aur izafa kar rahay thay. Us ki body se andaza ho raha tha jaise sakhat gym laga kar ye mazboot body ko sencha hai us ne. larki ke ayan tangain bhi bta rahi then ke wo bhi apni khobsorati main koi sani nahi rakhti. 
Mard ka name saith azeem tha aur larki ka name maina. Maina ne saith azeem se thori door khari ho kar apni kamar ko saith azeem ki taraf kia aur apne jism per lipta howa towel neche gira dia. Towel neche girte hi maina ki gand ka khoobsorat nazarha azeem ki ankhoon ko khaira kar raha tha. maina ke lambe bal us ko gand tak a rahay thay. Ball gellay hone se pani nochar kar gand ko gila karte howe neche gir raha tha. Kamar se bahir nikli gand aur dodh jaise badan ko dekh kar azeem ke trouser main ubhar saf dikh raha tha. azeem ne apne qadam thori dor khari maina ki taraf barhaye aur maina ko peche se apne bazoon main le kar apne sath laga lia. Maina ki kamar jaise hi azeem ki chati se lagi maina sehar gai aur poray jism main current dor gya. Azeem ne apne dono hath maina ke pait se upar le ja kar ubhray howe dono ubhar pakar laye. Maina ne apni ankhain band kar len aur khud ko azeem ki bahoon main samo dia. Azeem ko maina ki bahir ko nikli naram gand apne lun per mehsos hoi to besakhta azeem ne lun ka dabao maina ki gand pe dal dia aur apne dono hathon se maina ke ubharoon ko maslne laga. 
Abhi maina is piyar ke sehar main thi ke maina ko apni garden per azeem ke hont mehsos howe maina phir se piyar ki garmi se karah uthi aaahhhhh… azeem ke kanoon main maina ki karah pari to azeem besakhta muskara dia aur apne hont maina ki garden per paiwast kar ke maina ko lutaf ki thandi agg main dakail dia. Maina upar se azeem ke honton ka dilkash maza le rahi thi aur neche azeem ka lun us ki gand ki line main guss kar maina ke jazbat ko hawa de raha tha. maina ne be sakhta apna hath peche kia aur trouser ke upar se  hi azeem ka lun tatolne lagi. Lun ki lambai aur sakhti nap kar maina ki ankhoon main chamak a gai. Azeem ne maina ka hath pakar kar trouser main dala aur wohi hath samne le ja kar maina ki shaved choot per rakh dia. Aik taraf maina ke hath main sakhat lun aur dosri taraf apni sab se qemti cheez aik mard ke hawalay pa kar maina ne pani chor dia.
Azeem ne dosray hath se trouse ko gutnoon tak gira dia aur phir se maina ke aik ubhar ko pakar kar dabane laga. Maina jazbat ki agg main khud ko asman per urta howa mehsos karne lagi. Maina ne aik larki ki sharam ko side per rakh kar apna hath azeem ke hath per rakha aur azeem ko apni choot ke danay ko ragrne ka ishara kia aur dosray hath se azeem ke lun ko apni gand se neche tangoon main dal kar gand ko azeem ke se jor dia. Azeem ka lun ap gand se hota howa maina ki geli choot tak ja raha tha . azeem maina ki choot ke danay ko masal raha tha aur sath sath maina ke upri ubhar per ukar khatay howe nipple ko bhi maslne laga. Maina ki ab lazat ke maray piyar hi karahain nikal rahen then jis se piyar ki shidat main aur azafa ho raha tha.
Azeem apne lun ko maina ki gand main tikaye maina ki choot per garmi danay ko masl kar maina ke jazbat ko mazeed barhata jar aha tha aur maina ki garden per abhi tak azeem ke hont maina ka maza chakk rahay thay.
Achank maina ne azeem ke hath per apna hath rakha aur azeem ko apne hath ki harkat ko tez karne ka kaha. Jis se azeem samjh gaya maina ab manzil per pohanch rahi hai. Maina ki sansain tez tez chalne lagen aur akhir azeem ko apna hath aur maina ki choot ke sath lagay lun per maina ki choot ka pani mehsos howa maina ne apna rukh badla aur apne senay ke naram ubharoon ko azeem ki chatiyal chati se jor dia aur apni bahoon se azeem ko jakar lia. Azeem ko maina ki babaki achi lagi aur apne hontoon ko maina ke hontoon se mila dia. Maina hontoon ki mulaqat main bhi azeem ka pora sath de rahi thi. 
Achank maina ne azeem ko apni girft se azad kia aur azeem ka paon main beth kar azeem ke lun ko apnay hathoom main pakar kar aik nazar lun per dali aur qatil nighain azeem ke chehre per dalen aur azeem ke lun per apnay hont phairne lagi. Ab mazay se karahne ki bari azeem ki thi. azeem ne apni ankhain band kar len aur maina ke hontoon la lams apne lun per mehsos karne laga. Ab azeem ko lag raha tha jaise us ka lun se geli cheez main ja raha ho. Ankhain kholne per azeem ne apna lun maina ke munh main paya jis ko maina ab agay peche kar rahi thi. jis tarah maina azeem ke lun ko chos rahi thi azeem ko andaza ho gya keh wo zayda dair nahi tik paye ga. Us ne thori dair aur is mazay main rehne ke bad maina ko uthnay ka ishara kia aur pass paray bed per maina ko dogy style main kar lia. Maina ko hairat us waqt hoi jab us ne apni choot main lun ki bajaye saith azeem ki zuban ko mehsos kia. Maina ki be akhtiyar aaahhh nikal gai aur jazbat ki lehar main behne lagi. Saith azeem neche laita apne dono hath maina ki hand ke dono hisson per rakhay zuban ko maina ki choot main gusa raha tha. maina apni gand ko neche dba kar khud ko mazay ki agg main dabo rahi thi. maina ki zindagi ka sab se hasen pal shyd yehi thi. maina apnay aik hath se zor zor se apnay mammy ko masl ne lagi…
Maina ki tangoon ko pora khool ke ab saith azeem apnay lun ko maina ki choot ki pankhoon per ragar raha tha. maina gand ko neche se utha kar lun ko choot main lene ki koshish kar rahi thi lakin saith azeem bhi maina ko tarpa raha tha. akhir kar maina bol hi pari. Munh se nahi apni ankhoon se, saith azeem maina ki ankhoon main dekh raha tha jahan iltaja thi keh ab aur zulam na karo dal hi do. Saith azeem ne lun ko maina ki choot ke sorakh per tikaya aur aik nazar maina ki ankhoon main dekh kar apne hont jor lye maina ke hontoon se. aur aik zor ke jatke se lun ko maina ki choot ki gahraiyoon tak pohancha dia. Aaaaaaahhhhhh aik zor dar aaahhh ke sath maina ne saith azeem ki kamar pe apne nakhun gar deye aur apni tangoon ki garift se saith azeem ko jakar lia.
Zor dar jatkoon se maina ko metha metha dard mil raha tha. maina bhi gand ko neche se harkat de kar piyar bharay jatkoon ka bharpor jawab de rahi thi. saith azeem kabhi maina ko tangain utha kar to kabhi maina ko apnay upar la kar piyar aur lazat ka izhar karta raha. Akhir dono aik sath manzil per pohanch kar aik dosray main samo gaye aik methi nend so gaye.
Agli subh dono bedar ho kar kamre main nashta karne ke bad jab hotel se nikal rahay thay to achank koi maina ko dekh kar chonka. Ye to aini ki beti hai. Wohi aini jo arfa ki bari behan…
Dono ka pecha kartay kartay akhir wo maina ke ghar tak pohanch hi gya…

Update 25

Arfa aur meri akhiri mulaqat ke bad shyd ab arfa mujh se sharma rahi thi ya koi aur wajha thi. Ab arfa mere samne anay se katrati thi. Arfa university ati aur classes atend karne ke bad university ki bus main hi wapis ho jati. Aqsa aur uske bhai ko bhi jab parhane jata to wo mere samne na ati. Arfa se hoi akhiri mulaqat ne jahan jazbat ko chingari ko hawa de aag lagai thi ab arfa ke youn samne na anay se dil main ajeeb ajeeb waswasy anay lagay thay. Kahen arfa naraz to nahi mujh se? Main ne koi ghalti to nahi kar di? Arfa pehle to samne a jati thi. Laikin ab kyn nahi ati? Dil per kia guzarti hai jab jazbat jag jain to ye ehsas bhi tab howa. Main university jata ya arfa ke ghar mere andar aik hi justajo hoti thi keh kab arfa meri ankhoon ke samne ho gi. Khud bhi hairan tha keh kal tak sinf e mukhalif se dor bhagnay wala kis tarah aik hi mulaqat main aik sharmili aur barhi si chadar orhne wali larki ke sehar main giraftar ho gya.

3 haftay guzar chukay thay laikin meri ankhoon ne abhi tak arfa ka dedar nahi kia tha. Aise hi aik din class lenay ko dil nahi kar raha tha to main apne class fellow ko bta kar keh main class nahi le raha wo meri attendance lagwa de bahir janay laga to wo bhi mere sath bahir janay laga. Yaar tu to class attend kar. Tmhari to pehli hi kafi classes missing hain. Main ne apne dost jibran ko kaha. Usne kafi classes bunk ki then jis ki attendance main ne lagwai thi. Kon si class miss hai mere yaar. Jibran ne meri ankhoon main ankhain dal kar shararat se kaha. Us ka youn dekhne ka maqsad tha keh sari attendance to tum ne lagwai den hain. To aaj meri attendance kon lagwaye ga? Main ne us ki bat ko samjhte howe kaha? Yaar aik din na bhi class li to kon si qiyamat a jaye gi ya sari classes attend karne per tujhe nobel prize mil jaye ga. Chal ab mood kharab na kar aur bahir chal kar kuch husn ke nizaray karen ta keh abhi abhi international relation ke teacher ne jo damgh kushk kia hai wo tar ho jaye. Us ki awaz aur ankhain bta rahi then aaj wo full mood main hai aur mera ab kuch kehna fazool hai. 

Abhi hum log classroom ke bahir nikle e thay keh economics ke teacher atay howe dikhai diye. Lo ab in se nipto. Jibran ne economics ke teacher ko door se atay dekh kar kaha. In se tum hi nipto ge main nahi. Jibran ne meri bat sun kar aik nazar meri taraf gusse se dekha utni dair main teacher bhi pass pohanch gaye.

Kidhar ja rahay hain dono shehzaday? teacher ne hmaray pass a kar hamesha ki tarah apne chehre per muskarahat latay howe pocha. Sir wo management department ki taraf se hum cricket team main select howe hain to abhi practice match hai is lye coach sahib ke kehne per hum ko practice ke lye jana hai is lye... Itna keh kar main khamosh ho gya. Ji sir main ne bhi jana hai. Sir ka ishara apni taraf pa kar jibran ne bhi han kar di  Jibran mere safaid jhoot aut itnay confidence se bolay gaye jhoot per mujhe ankhain phar kar dekhne laga. Teacher ke class main janay ke bad, yaar buhat bara gappi hai to....

Ab hum dono bahir a gaye thay. Jibran campus se bahir a kar aise show karwa raha tha jaise jail se azad howa ho. Yaar wo dekh kitni kitni khoobsorat hai khuda ki shan dekho. Jibran ne samne se guzrati aik larki ko dekh kar ye keh raha tha. Main ne us larki ki taraf dekh aur laikin wo larki meri towajha ka markz nahi bani us larki ke peche aik bari chadar main mere dil main rachi basi arfa meri ankhoon ko thandak pohancha rahi thi. Yaar us chadar wali ko nahi us ke samne wali ko dekh. Jibran ne meri ankhoon ka taaqub karte howe kaha. Laikin meri ankhain sirf arfa ko hi dekh rahi then. Aaj itnay dino bad arfa samne ai thi buhat hi masom lag rahi thi. Chehre main hamesha ki tarah muskarahat. Jibran ne mujhe youn dekhte howe meri ankhoon ke samne hath hilaya. Jibran ki is harkat se main chonk gia. Usi waqt arfa ki nazar mujh per pari. Wo mujhe dekh kar agay barhne hi wali thi main ne jibran ko wahen chora aur arfa ki taraf barh gya. Arfa ke brabar pohanch kar us ke sath chalne laga. Arfa ne aik nazar mujh per dali aur apni raftar main agar barhne lagi. Kahan ja rahi ho ap? Thora sa sath chalne ke bad main ne pocha. Kahen nahi bas aaj library ja kar time guzane ka mood hai. Aik book bhi leni hai is lye bhi jana hai. Pehle koi book li library se? Nahi, mere pochne per arfa ne aik lafz ka answer dia. Chalain main apki help kar deta hon ap pehli bar jo book le rahi hain. Mere kehne per arfa ne bas asbat main sir hila dia. Ap aise kiyon behave kar rahi hain mere sath. Akhir mere dil ki bat meri zuban per a hi gai. Kaise? Ap mujhe ignore kar rahi hain. Mere samne anay se katrati hain. Kiyon? Main ne apni bat kar ke sawal pocha. Nahi aisi bat nahi hai main ap ko kiyon ignore karon gi. Aur na hi phir strike hoi university main jis ke lye mujhe ap se contact karna parta. Arfa ne aik nazar meri taraf dekh kar kaha aur muskara di. Kash ke phir strike ho jaye. Laikin aisa itfaq kafi mushkil hoga keh strike bhi ho aur barish bhi. Arfa ne meri bat per phir muskra kar kaha. Lazmi to nahi barish hi ho aur bike phisle. Bike waise bhi gir sakti hai. Meri bat ka ishara akhiri howe incident ki taraf tha jis main barish main bike phishli thi aur arfa ne meri jaan bachai thi. Bat to apki theek hai laikin ye bhi lazim nahi keh har bar arfa hi ho apki jaan bachany ko. Kia matlb? Main ne arfa ki bat samjhte howe jaan bhoj kar ye pocha. Arfa aik lamha to khamosh hoi laikin phir bolne ko apne lab kholay. Wo ''khuda ki shan'' wali bhi ho sakti hai. Kon? Main ne pocha. Wohi jis khuda ki shan ko ap aur apke dost dekh kar ankhain phar rahay thay. O i see. Ap ko ghalat fehmi hoi hai usko main nahi mera dost dekh raha tha. Main ne apni safai deni chahi. Laikin wo kehtay hain admi apne dostoon se pehchana jata hai. Arfa ne meray safai denay per kaha. G kehtay to theek hain lakin ye bhi kaha jata hai jo dikhta hai wo hota nahi aur jo hota hai wo dikhta nahi. Ye bat bhi theek hai, arfa ne meri bat ki tasdeeq ki. Phir ye btain jo mujhe dikha waisa tha nahi, right? G right. Main ne arfa ke pochne per right kaha. Phir mujhe wo btain jo hota hai aur mujhe dikha nahi. Ah kafi mushkil main dal dia mujhe apne. Main jis larki ko bari chadar main lipti sada si larki samjh raha tha asal main wo itni bhi sada nahi thi. Buhat smart ho ap arfa. Main arfa ki zahanat ko dad diye beghair na reh saka. 

I think mere sawal ka jawab dena baqi hai. Arfa ne apni tareef per aik smile detay howe kaha. G jo dikhta nahi hai wo mehsos to hota hai. Main ne bhi arfa ko usi andaz main jawab dia. Maslan kia mehsos hota hai? Arfa ka chehra aise tha jaise kuch maloom na ho lakin ankhain bta rahi then jazbat wahan bhi umad rahen hain. Main wahen khara ho gya. Arfa mujhe rukta dekh kar ruk gai aur sawalia nazroon se mujhe pochne lagi ruk kiyon gaye ho aur ankhoon main jaise iltaja ho mere sath yuon hi umar bhar chaltay raho. Aik nazar idhar udhar dekhne ke bad jab ehsas howa koi pas nahi hai main arfa ke qareeb howa wo wahen but bani khari rahi. Us ki ankhoon main ankhain dal kar '' arfa apki ankhoon main wo dikh bhi raha hai jo main feel kar raha hon'' kia matlb? Arfa ne apni ankhoon ko neche jokatay howe kaha. Matlb wohi hai jis aag main ap se milne ke bad main sulg raha hon waise hi jazbat apki ankhain bta rahen hain. I think hum library janay main dair kar rahay hain. Arfa ne apni ankhoon ko mere say paray hata kar library ki taraf chaltay howe kaha. Ap ne answer nahi dia meri bat ka. Main ne arfa ke youn beghair jawab diye chal dene per dil masos ho kar pocha. Wo bas aik waqiya tha ya ap samjh lain apki help ki thi main e aur kuch nahi. Arfa ke jawab se mere dil ko aik dachka sa laga. Lakin mazeed kuch kehna abhi bekar tha
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''Hammad ap se aik bat kehni hai. Ye bat main aik hafta pehle wahen keh sakti thi jab hum library ja rahay thay laikin akhir aik larki hon ap se nahi keh pai. Ap apne jazbat ka izhar karna chah rahay thay laikin meri wajha se ap keh bhi nahi sakay aur apka dil bhi udas howa. Hammad such pochen mujhe us waqt buhat afsos howa tha apko udas dekh kar. 

Hammad mujhe nahi malom ye kia Hai. Main jab bhi tanha hoti hon mujhe ap se hoi wo barish wali molaqat yaad anay lagti hai. Main ne ap se aik jhoot bola tha keh wo just aik incident tha. Laikin hammad main us incident jitna bholna chahti hon utnay hi wo lamhat yaad atay hain. Main to khud ko kai bar samjha chuki hon wo bas chand lamhat thay jo guzar gaye laikin hammad dil kuch aur hi kehta hai. Shayed dil ki is awaz ko hi muhabbat kehtay hain sab log. Hammad main apko kai dino se dekh rahi hon apki ankhoon main udasi si hai wo chamak nahi laikin is khat ke bad shayed ap ki ankhoon main waisi udasi na rahay. Hammad apki ankhoon main rachi basi arfa apko dil main basaye apke sapne dikhti hai. Hammad shayed apko kuch ajeeb ya jaldi lagay lakin hammad I LOVE YOU.''

''Sitare jo damakte hain ..
ksi ke chashm e hairan mein..
Mulakatein jo hoti hain..
jamaal e abr o baran mei
Yeh na-abaad waqton mein
dil e nashaad mein hoge
Mohabaat ab nhe hoge
Yeh kuch din baad mei hogi
Guzar jaein gy jo lmhe
Yeh un ke yaad mein hogi''

Hammad ko ye khat arfa ne jab wo aqsa aur uske bhai ko parha kar janay laga tab dia tha. Hammad ne khat ko ghar a kar parha aur khat per likhi tahreer se hammad ki ankhoon main khushi umadd ai. Hammad pechle aik haftay se jitna udas tha is aik khat ne us ko uski udasi se barh kar khushi di. Ye sham hammad ki zindagi ki behtareen sham thi. Zindagi main pehli bar kesi larki ne khulay lafzoon main khud ko hammad ka kaha tha. Hammad ne janay kitni bar khat ko parha aur har bar hammad ki khushi main izafa hota gya.
 
Aglay din hammad ne apna new dress pehna aur khoob tiyar ho kar university ke lye janay laga to hammad ki mama ne apne betay ko youn saja sanwara dekh khushi se chehktay howe  pocha. ''kia name hai uska?'' kis ka mama? Hammad ko laga jaise uski chori pakri gai ho. Usi ka jis ke lye mera baita udas tha aur kal sham se khush hai. Nahi mama koi bhi nahi hai. Hammad aik bar phir inkari ho gya. Theek hai baita abhi jaldi main hai wapis a jao to phir bta dena. Hammad apni mama ke pur aitmad lehjay per hairan hota howa bahir nikal gya.


Ap ko kaise pata mujhe biryani pasnd hai? Jo mujhe beghair btaye yahan le aye. Hammad aur arfa is waqt biryani house main bethay thay. University ki classes khatam hone ke bad hammad ne arfa ko apne sath bike per chalne ko kaha. Rastay main hammad ne arfa se lunch ka pocha to arfa ne bila jijak lunch ki farmaish kar di. Hammad arfa ke sath biryani khanay biryani house a gya. Wahen beth kar arfa ne hammad se apni pasnd ke baray main sawal kia. Jis ke mutaliq din rat socha jaye us ki pasnd aur na pasnd ka to khiyal rakhna hi parta hai. Mujhe ye bat malom hai apko biryani buhat pasnd hai. Hammad ne arfa ko taktay howe kaha. Ap ki ankhen jheel jaisi buhat gehri hain. Hammad ne apni bat ko continue rakha. Arfa apni tareef sun kar sharma gai. How sweet couple... Arfa ke kanon main pas se aik lady ki awaz sunai di jis ne arfa ko you sharmatay dekh kar kaha. Hammad bhi muskara dia aur arfa ne nazrain juka len. 

Waise main dosti aur piyar main  formalities ke haq main nahi is lye ap ke diye howe khat per apko thank you nahi keh raha. Laikin ap ke us khat ne aik udas dil main khushiyan bhar den. Arfa nazrain samne table per rakhe apne shoulder bag per jamaye hammad ki batain sun rahi thi. Hammad ne arfa ki taraf piyar bhari nazroon se dekhte howe apna aik hath arfa ke hath ki janib barhaya.''I love you too arfa'' hammad ne apna hath arfa ke hath per rakhte howe kaha. Hammad ke hath ka lams hi arfa ke andr current laga raha tha aur hammad ki zubani i love you too sun kar arfa ko samjh nahi ai kia karay. Arfa ne aik nazar hammad ke chehre ki janib dekha aur hammad ki ankhoon ki tapash bardashat na karte howe apni ankhain jhuka len.

Update 26

Maria tumhare janay ke bad mama tumhari buhat tareef kar rahi then. Acha, kia keh rahi then mama aur kon si wali mama? Maria ne shazia ki bat sun kar us se pocha. Dono saheliyan is waqt shopping karne ke bad thaki hari pani pori ka order de kar pankhe ke neche bethen sukh ka sans le rahi then. Mama ki bat bad main btain pehle ye bta tujhe ye shoq kaise hain? Ye jagha dekh aur wo pani pori walay ko dekh. Koi safai nahi hai. Itnay achay status ke sath aisi jagha per bethna tujhe ajeeb nahi lagta? Maria ne shazia ke jawab denay se pehle uski choice ki khabar leni zarori samjhi. Shazia ne aik nazar maria ko dekha aur apna bag utha kar maria ki taraf dekhe beghair bahir ki janib chal pari. Ooohhh madam kahan chali ap? Maria ko shazia ke aise behaviour ki bilkul bhi tawoqo nahi thi. Tum ko ye jagha aur meri pasnd se nafrat hai na to ao chalain wapis. Shazia ne gusse se kaha aur gate par kar gai. Maria ka munh khole ka khola reh gya. Ye kaisa behave kia hai is ne aaj. Abhi maria ye soch hi rahi thi keh us ko awaz sunai di.  Baji ye pani pori, apka order hai? Maria ne waiter ki taraf dekha. Pehle to wo inkar karne wali thi laikin phir kuch soch kar us ne waiter ko han main sir hilaya aur apne samne rakhi tray main pani pori ki taraf dekhne lagi. 

Hello, kia ap meri 2 minutes ke lye tahammul se bat sun sakti hain? Maria ke kanoon main kesi larkay ki awaz pari. Maria ne nazrain upar uthain to samne aik college uniform main aik larka khara us se mukhatib tha. Waise to college ke aksar larkay aise points per larkiyoon pe flirt karte hain laikin us larke ke bolnay aur us ke chehre main chai masomiyat ki bina per maria us ki bat sun'ny per raza mand ho gai. G kahiye kia kehna hai apko? Thanks ap meri bat sun'ny ko tiyar hain. Main apko apni api jaisi hi samjhta hon ap se koi flirt karne yahan nahi aya. Maria ko us ki bat sun kar aur hairat hoi. Sahi hai ap kia kehna chah rahay hain. Us college boy ne sakon ka aik lamba saans lia aur phir se maria se mukhtib howa. Ab ap apni right side per nahi dekhna wahan mere dost behthay hain. Unhoon ne mujh se shart lagai hai keh main ap se aik pani pori mangoon aur agar main aisa na kar saka to aaj ke khanay ka bill mujhe pay karna par jaye ga. Ab mujhe ap se koi aur matlb nahi aur ap ko apni api jaisi pehle keh chuka hn chahy to ap beshak mujhe bhai hi keh len lakin ab ya to ap mujhe aik pani pori khila den ya phir aaj ki refreshment ke bill ki payment ap kar den. Oye chal bhag yahan se. Aik akeli larki kia dekhi tum jaise cheap a jatay hain bahany bahany se. Us larky ko is se pehle maria kuch kehti maria ke peche khari shazia jo abhi abhi bahir se wapis ai thi  ne us larky ko achi khasi suna den. Wo larka aik lamhe ke lye is achank aan pari aftad se ghabra gya aur achank se kursi se utha aur maria ki taraf aik nazar dekh kar bebasi se apne dostoon ki taraf chal para. Yaar to kitni sada hai in larkoon ki chalakiyan nahi samjhti. Aise larkoon ko lift nahi karwate. Maria us larke ko jata dekh rahi thi aur dil hi dil main us ko shazia ka us larke se youn behave karna bura laga. Tum gai nahi? Wapis kiyon a gai? Maria ne shazia ki bat ko ignore karte howe ulta us se sawal kar dala. Sorry yaar mujhe gussa a gya tha. Shazia ne sorry bol kar bat hi khatam kar di. Shazia aur maria ne refreshment khatam ki aur bill payment ke lye jab dono counter ki taraf ja rahi then to maria ne us larky ki taraf dekha jis ka ka us ke dost mazak urha rahay thay. Uncle wo last table per jo larkay bethay hain un ka bill bhi clear kar den. Counter per bill pay karte howe maria ne counter per payment collect karne walay admi se kaha. 

Aisa karne ki kia zarorat thi? Shazia ne maria se refreshment point se bahir a kar pocha. Sab larkay aik se nahi hotay. Tum ne uske sath acha behave nahi kia halan keh wo achay andaz main bat kar raha tha. Maria ne shazia se khafa hotay howe kaha. Acha baba ghalti ho gai kaho to main ja kar mafi mang aon us ''achay'' larkay se. Shazia ne jhalla kar pocha. Nahi is ki zarorat nahi. 

Oohh ye phir a gya ap ka ''acha'' dost. Maria ne abhi car ka darwaza band kia hi tha keh car ke bahir shazia ne refreshment point main jis larky ko jhar pilai thi us ko dekh kar kaha. Shazia aur maria ko ziyada hairat us waqt hoi jab wo hath hila kar car rokne ka ishara kar raha tha. Lo ye hai ap ka acha larka. Dekha is ''lechar'' ko aise log jahan larki dekhi peche hi par jatay hain. Shazia ne us larky per gussa utartay howe kaha. Yaar bat sun lo kia harj hai. Maria ne naram lehjay main kaha. Han ji ab shukriya ada karna hoga madam ka us ne. Madam ne bill jo pay kia hai unka. Shazia ne jhalla kar kaha aur apni side ka shesha neche kar dia. Sorry apko meri wajha se agar disturbance hoi ya apko bura laga laikin shayed ap ye shopping bag wahen table per bhool gain then. Ye keh kar us ne shopping bag shazia ko pakra dia. Shazia ne bag pakra aur bag ko khol kar dekhne lagi. I didn't open it. You are thinking wrong. Us larky ne shazia se kaha aur maria ko dekhte howe thank you bol kar agay chal dia. Uuuuffff yaar akhir hoti hai pagalpan ki. Aik to wo tmhara bag tmhain dene aya tum us ko thanks kehne ki bajaye us ke samne hi aise bag check kar rahi ho jaise keh wo chor ho. Maria ne shazia ko kafi gussay se kaha aur naraz hotay howe apna face shazia ki taraf se phair lia. Ohh meri jaan naraz ho gai. Yaar ab mood na bna nahi to mujh se driving nahi ho gi. Shazia ne maria ko manany ke lye kaha.

Ye ab kis taraf ja rahi ho. Ghar janay ke lye left turn lenay tha. Maria ne shazia ko right turn letay dekh kar kaha. Chor ati hon tmhain tmhare ghar hi bas abhi chup chap bethi raho car main. Shazia ne serious hotay howe kaha. Kahen mujhe kidnap to nahi karne lagi tu. Maria ne shazia ko serious hota dekh kar mazak kia. Main ne kidnap bhi kia to tujhe un ke pas hi chor aon gi. Shazia ne maria ko ankh martay howe kaha aur muskara di. Kin ke pass? Maria e ne anjaan bantay howe pocha. Wohi jin ke sapne dikhti ho aur raat ko takiye ko ''unka'' wajood samjh kar hug kar ke soti ho.. Shazia hi ab mood main a gai thi. Oohh aisi bhi koi bat nahi hai. Maria ne jhenpte howe kaha aur haan agar unke lye kidnap kar rahi ho to main tiyar hn kidnap honay ko. Maria ne chehkte howe kaha. Chal chal ab ziyada khush na ho aur wo samne jo gari ja rahi hai na wo pata hai kis ki hai.shazia ne maria se pocha. Kis ki? Us ''achay'' larke ki jis ko kuch bura kehna tumhain acha nahi laga. Shazia ne maria ke pochne per kaha. Tu tum kiyon uska pecha kar rahi ho? Maria ne kuch na samjhtay howe pocha. Bas apko wo ''acha'' lagta hai na to socha aik bar us ka dedar phir se karwa don apko. Shazia ne maria per tanz karte howe kaha. Han bhai achay hi lagtay hain aur tu koi ghalatfehmi na pal apne andar. Maria ko shazia ki bat buri lagi. Aik to meri jaan naraz buhat jaldi ho jati hai aur mazak bhi nahi samjhti. Janti hon tere dil main aik hi insaan basta hai wo hai mere bhaiya. Tu is larke ki gari ka pecha kiyon jari hai abhi tak? Maria ne shazia se pocha. Yaar asal main mujhe acha feel nahi howa. Aik to wo bechara hamara bag denay aya aur main ne thanks bhi nahi kaha. Bas ab sorry plus thanks karne us ke peche ja rahi hon. Buhat ajeeb hai tu yaar, Mujhe bta to sahi tera ye irada hai. Maria ne shazia ka jawab sun kar aik lambi saans letay howe kaha. 

Thori dair aur pecha karne ke bad us shazia ne agli car ko aik aalishan ghar ke bahir rukta dekh kar apni car ko us car ke peche park kar dia. Aap yahan per? Khariyat hai? Kia shopping bag main se kuch ghayb hai? Us larke ne shazia aur maria ko phir aik bar samne pa kar muskaraty howe shazia per tanz kia.


Excuse me...! Larkay ne apnay cell per call ki ring sun kar shazia aur maria se kaha. Haan yaar a jao main free hon is waqt. Dosri taraf kesi ki awaz sun kar larkay ne kaha aur call se farigh honay ke bad shazia ki taraf mukhatib howa. G farmaiye ab kia ghalti kar di main ne. Ghalti ap ne nahi meri friend ne ki hai is lye nadim ho kar ap se sorry karne aur thanks kehne ap ke peche peche yahan a gaye hum. Oh is ki koi zarorat nahi thi. In ka gussa karna in ka haq tha aur kesi stranger se apne bag le kar check karna bhi achi adat hai. Is main sorry wali koi bat nahi hai. Ap ne itni takleef utha kar mujhe sharminda kar dia. Aur ab ap log yahan ai hi hain to beghair mehman nawazi ke nahi ja sakti ap. Ab ap ko jo bhi kehna hai andar chal kar kehna. Larka apna faisla suna kar ghar ka gate khol kar andar chal para. Shazia aur maria ke lye ye situation soch se bahir thi. Ab aik ajnabi ghar main jahan na jan na pehchan jana khatray se khali na tha. Maria ne shazia ki taraf sawaliya nazroon se dekha. Shazia ne maria ko ankhoon hi ankhoon main wapis chalne ko kaha aur dono apni car main ja bethen. Chal yaar yahan se jaldi se aur kesi musibat main hi na phans jain kahen. Maria ne ghabra kar shazia se bola aur shazia ne car start ki aur pehle gear main dali aur chalne ki ki. Maria abhi thori hi agay gai thi keh usko us apne bhai asad ki car usi aalishan ghar ke bahir rukti hoi nazar ai...

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Yaar such pocho to main khud apne bhai se buhat nafrat karta hon. Wo sirf apka hi mujrim nahi mera bhi mujrim hai aur bhi buhat logon ko mere bhai ki wajha se takleef pohanchi hai. Ashar aur waqas sain aik park main bethay thay aur waqas sain apne baray bhai haider sain ke mutaliq apni nafrat ka izhar kar raha tha. Ashar ne waqas sain ko sab bta dia kaise us ki dost saima uske bhai ki wajha se ghar chor gai aur saima ke parents ne badnami ka dagh lagne se pehle is duniya se rah e farar li. 

Ashar tum merey dost ho shoro se hi mere qareebi aur razdan bi tehray ho. Janay kiyon mere bhai ne paisa aur jaidad ke lye mere baba ka qatal kia aur phir haveli ke sab mulazmeen ka bhi jo baba ke qatal main shareek thay ya razdan thay. Apne hi bhai se badlay ki aag to mere andar bhi hai laikin hamara system mazloom ka sath nahi daita jab zalim buhat paise wala ho. Jis ki misal asma hai. Wo taju ki beti. Us ne police ko btana chaha to ulta police ne haider sain ko bta dia. Is lye abhi haider sain se mutaliq kuch sochna ya kuch karna jazbat se balatar reh kar karna hoga.  Ashar aur waqas sain ka mujrim aik hi tha. Waqas sain janta tha haider sain ki approach ab kafi onchay logon se hai is lye us per qanoni tarike se hath dalna na mumkin sa hai.

Yaar saima ka kuch pata nahi hai. Baqi to jo hona tha ho chuka laikin wo kin halat main hai. Kahan hai kuch khabar nahi. Zinda bhi hai ya nahi ye bhi nahi maloom. Yaar achay ki tawaqqo rakhte hain main bhi koshish karta hon tum bhi karo. Wo zaror mil jaye gi. Waqas sain ne ashar ki tasalli detay howe kaha. Ashar ne afsorda hota howe kaha. 

Pata nahi kis ka number hai ye. Ashar ne cell ki ring honay per pocket se mobile nikala aur mobile screen per unknown number dekh kar kaha. 

Ashar:hello
Unknown: is there ashar speaking ?
Ashar: yes, who are you?
Unknown: if i am not disturbing you, can i have a meeting with you?
Ashar: sorry mr. i am busy
Unknown caller: but its important for you, i am hammad and wants to talk to you about saima.
Ashar:where is she? Is she fine? Where are you? Who are you? 

Ashar aik hi lamhe main sab sawal kar gya.
Hammad: i will give you all answers. That's why i want to have a meeting with you.

Ashar: okay i can meet you right now.

Phir ashar ne hammad se address lia aur ashar aur waqas sain park se bahir parking ki janib barhne lagay. Main bhi chalta hn tmhare sath.nahi yaar main khud hi chalta hon tumhari zarorat hoi to call kar lon ga. Ashar ne waqas sain ki paishkash per kaha. Chal theek hai jo bhi bat ho batana mujhe.

Waqas sain pehle hostel jana chahta tha laikin kuch soch kar us ne car ka rukh flat ki taraf kar dia. Abhi flat se kuch fasla baqi tha keh barsat ke mosam ne apna rang dikhaya. Kuch dair tak jahan barish ka nam o nishan nahi tha laikin ab tez barish hone lagi.

Waqas sain ne car ko flat ke  peche park kia aur flat ki key ring ko ghomata howa flat ki janib barhne laga...

Flat main enter honay ke bad waqas sain ne asma ko awaz lagai laikin koi jawab na pa kar waqas sain ne asma ke kamre ke door per hath rakha to kamra locked nahi tha. Door open ho gya. Waqas sain ne phir asma ko awaz di, phir koi jawab na pa kar waqas sain ko tashwees hoi aur waqas sain chupke se asma ke kamre main dakhil ho gya. Kamre main andar ja kar waqas sain ne balkoni ki taraf ka darwaza khola paya. Balkoni ke darwazy ki janib barhne per waqas sain ki ankhoon ne jo manzar dekha wo us ke lye thora alag bhi tha aur kuch ajeeb bhi. Laikin manzar tha buhat romantic sa. Asma balkoni ke sath lagi apna chehra asman ki taraf kiye apne dono bazo kholay barish main bheg rahi thi. Waqas sain pehle wapis honay laga tha laikin kuch soch kar wahen khara ho gya aur chupke se barish main bhegti asma ko dekhne laga. Asma barsat ki is barish main khud ko bhigonay main itni madhosh thi keh usko waqas sain ki ahat bhi na suni. Wahen balkoni main baqi sab duniya se bekhabar dono bazo kholay aise bhegi ja rahi thi jaise duniya hi fatah kar li ho. Waqas sain asma per nazar dalay muskara raha tha. Barish ka pani asma ke ke sar se ho kar poray jism per phail raha tha aur barish ke pani se asma ke jism per chipkay libas se asma ka jism waqas sain per qiyamat dha raha tha. Asma ka chehra asman ki taraf tha is lye ankhain band kiye wo bas barish main bhegnay ka maza le rahi thi is bat se bekhabar keh koi wo anjaanay main kia kar chuki hai. Waqas sain apne qadmoon per qabo na pa kar kamray ka darwaza par kar ke balkoni main ja pohancha. Asma ke bhegay jism ke bilkul peche khara ho kar waqas sain apni garam sansain asma ki kamar per dalne laga. Asma ke kamar per hath rakhna hi chahta tha waqas sain laikin kuch soch kar waqas sain ne apne hathoon ko asma ke gelay badan per janay se rok dala. Ab waqas sain sirf peche khara ho kar asma ke sath bhegne laga aur asma ke upar ko uthay chehry ko bhegta howa dekhne laga. Kia ye sab theek hai? Asma ka bharosa toot jaye ga. Wo mujhe ghalat na samjh le?

Waqas sain abhi yehi soch raha tha keh asman per bijli zor se karki aur asma ki ankhain aik jatkay se khulen aur dar kar asma peche ko mur kar balkoni se kamray main bhagne lagi laikin apne peche kharay waqas sain ki chori chati se us ke naram ubhar chub gaye. Asma bijli ke karkane se buhat dari hoi thi us ne badhawas ho kar waqas sain ko aik lamha dekha aur dar ke maray khud ko waqas sain ki chori mardana wajahat main chupa lia aur apni kamzoor si bahain waqas sain ke mazboot wajood ke gird dal den. Dar ki wajha se ya waqas sain ke jism ko mehsos kar ke asma ki sansain tez tez chal rahen then. Sansain tez chalne se asma ke barish main bhege ubhar waqas sain ki gheli chati per zor dal rahay thay. 

Ye Thora Sa Jeevan
Adhura Sa Mosam
Ye Rangon Ki Chahat
Gulabon Ki Hasrat

Asma ke kanoon main waqas sain ki awaz main wohi ghazal ghonj rahi thi jo us ne kesi ke piyar main likhi thi. 

 
 Ksi Roz Tanha Milo
Tou Btayen !
Agar Jaan Jao Tou
Ehsas Rkhna
Isay Raaz Rkhna
Kro Ek Wada
Bna Lo Irada
Mulaqat Kr Lo
Wohi Baat Kr Lo
Ksi Roz Tanha Milo
Tou Btayen !

Asma ki ankhoon ko apne chehre per mehsos kar ke waqas sain wo ghazal pori kar hi di jo us ne asma ki dairy main parhi thi. Asma ka ab dar bhi utar chuka tha aur wo sab samjh bhi gai thi keh waqas ne uski dairy main uski likhi ghazal parh li hai jo us ne waqas sain ke hi piyar main hi likhi thi. Apne piyar ka izhar waqas sain ke laboon se sun kar asma sharma gai aur ab khud ko waqas sain ki nazroon se khud ko chupanay ke lye asma waqas sain ki garift main kasma rahi thi. Laiki waqas sain ab khud bhi aur asma ko apne sath liptaye barish main beghna chah raha tha aur shyd us ke iraday asma ke bhegay hont aur bhi bhigo dena chah raha tha. Wo kehti thi na kesi roz tanha milo to btain aaj mil gaye hain tanha ap se to ap milna nahi chah rahi jo hamaray pas se jana chah rahi hain. Asma ko sharmata dekh kar waqas sain ne apne hont asma ke kan ke pas la kar ahista awaz main kaha. Waqas sain ki awaz kanon main parne per asma ne waqas sain se door honay ki koshish tark kar di. Aur khud ko waqas ke piyar ke rehmo karam per chor dia. 

Waqas sain ko hairat ka jatka tab laga jab asma ne khud ko dhela chor kar apni kamar ko kham de kar peche ko juk gai. Ab waqas sain ke hath asma ki kamar ke gird thay aur asma ki kamar kham kha kar waqas sain ke bazo per wazan dalay apne ubhar aur chehra aasman ki taraf kiye phir se apne chehre ko barish main bhigonay lagi. Waqas sain hairat se asma ko bhigta dekh raha tha. I love you waqas. Asma ne onchi awaz main kaha aur phir se ankhain band kar ke waqas sain ke jawab ka intzar karne lagi. Waqas sain ka dil jhoon utha. Aur asma ko upar utha kar asma ko apni ankhain kholne ko bola. Asma ne apni ankhain kholen aur aur waqas sain ki ankhoon main dekhne lagi. Waqas sain ne kuch kehne ki bajaye kuch kar ke asma ke i love you ka jawab dena chaha jis ko asma ne bhi mehsos kar lia. Kiyoon keh waqas ke lips us ke bhigay hontoon ki janib a rahay thay. Asma ne apni ankhain band kar len aur anay walay piyar ka jawab denay ke lye asma ne apne hontoon ko thora sa khol bhi dia ta keh wo waqas ke izhar e muhabbat ka bhar por jawab de sakay.waqas sain ne apne hont asma ke hontoon ke pas le ja kar rok liye. Asma aur waqas ki garam sansain apas main takrane legen then. Waqas sain apne hath aur mazboti se asma ki kamar per dalay aur zor se asma ko apne bhigtay jism se laga lia. Asma is piyar bhari japhi ko seh na saki aur aik aahhh asma ke munh se nikal gai. Asma ko waqas sain ki garam sansain apne andar jati hoi mehsos ho rahi then. Aik aik lamha asma ke liye kai dino jaisa lag raha tha. Bari bechaini se wo waqas sain ke izhar e muhabbat ka intzar kar rahi thi. Waqas sain ne apne hont asma ke hontoon ke pass se hata kar asma ki paishani per laga dia. Asma ko waqas sain ka apni paishani per youn kiss karna aur bhi acha laga. I love you too asma. Asma waqas sain keh is andaz se sehar gai.

Update 27

Yaar kal tum ne acha nahi kia. Kal teri khatir class chori aur to us larki ke peche apne jigar ko chor gya. Buhat gussa aya tha kal mujhe tum per. Hota hai bhai hota hai larki mill jaye sab dost yaar bhool jatay hain. Jibran classroom ki taraf jatay howe hammad se shkiwa kar raha tha. Yaar to jo samjh raha hai waisa nahi hai. Tum ko chora nahi wo kal moqa hi aisa tha. Buhat arsay bad us ko dekha tha. Hammad ne apni safai main kaha. Kon thi wo? Jibran ne tajasus se pocha. Wo apki honay wali bhabhi hain filhal yehi jawab kafi samjho. Classroom aur samne atay teacher ko dekh kar hammad ne jibran ko mukhtasir   sa jawab dia.

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Baita ye jo choriyoon ki khanak hoti hai na jawani ki umar main ye dil ko buhat bhati hai. Main teray jazbat samjh sakti hon baita. Wo jo bhi ho gi buhat achi ho gi. Laikin har cheez ka aik time hota hai. Abhi tumhara dehan apni manzil ki taraf hi rehna chahye. Mera baita jis larki ko chahay ga usi ko apni baho bana lon gi laikin baita pehle tujhe hamary khawaboon ki takmeel karni hai. Tujhe aik bara admi banna hai. Hammad sham ko tuitions parha kar, ghar anay ke bad apni maa ke pair dba raha tha aur apni maa ki nasehatain sun raha tha. 

Mama ap ko kaise andaza ho jata hai meri har halat ka? Hammad ne wo sab sun lia jo us ne kesi ko btaya tak nahi tha laikin us ki maa ne sab samjh lia tha. Maa wo buhat achi hai. Aur hum aik dosray ko chahtay hain. Baita janti hon teri chehray ki khushi batla rahi hai us ne bhi apni chahat ka izhar kia hai. Is lye hi to mere chand ka chehra damak raha hai. Acha us ka name to btao kia hai? Hammad ki maa ne aik lamha apne betay ko nazrain jukaye dikha to pocha hammad se. Arfa name hai us ka. Hammad ke chehre per khushi ki lali thi apni maa ko name btatay waqt. Kahan rehti hai? Us ke mama papa kia karte hain?aur.... Hammad ki maa hammad se arfa ke mutaliq janti ja rahi thi aur hammad sawalon ke jawab deta ja raha tha. Baita main teray baba se bat karn gi. Hammad ke dil main khushi ke laddo phot rahay thay. Ap buhat achi hain, duniya ke behtreen maa hain ap. Hammad khushi per qabo na pa raha tha. Meray betay is khushi main meri kahi batoon ko bhola mat dena. Tujhe bara admi banna hai. Yehi teri manzil hai. Aur arfa ke lye teray baba se bat karti hon main. Ye keh kar hammad ki maa charpai se uth paren aur kitchen ki taraf rat ka khana bnanay ke lye chal di. Acha maa main apni manzil ko nahi bholon ga ap meri khushi ko mat bholna. Hammad ne maa ko kitchen main jatay dekh kar zara onchi awaz main kaha. Baita bharosa rakh aur meri batoon ko bhi yaad rakhna. Hammad ne maa ka jawab suna aur khushi khushi kamray ki dahleez par kar ke ghar ke khulay sehan main ja betha. Hammad sehan main baith kar bhi arfa ke khiyaloon main ghum tha. Ankhain band kiye muskraty chehre ke sath wo arfa ko yaad kar raha tha.
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Kaisa howa apka paper? Hammad ne arfa se cafe ki taraf jatay howe pocha. Jaise ap keh rahay thay waisa mushkil nahi tha. Buhat easy tha. Main to aise hi dar rahi thi. Janay kia hoga. Arfa ne hammad ko apne last semester ke last paper ke baray main btatay howe kaha. Waise umeed rakhi ja sakti hai keh ap sab papers clear kar jain gi? Hammad ne shararti lehjay main arfa ko tang karne ke lye pocha. Halan keh hammad janta tha arfa apne batch ki toper hai. Jao main nahi bolti ap se. Janay kiyon har bar apko yehi kiyon lagta hai keh main kesi subject main reh jaon gi. Arfa ne bhi bnawati gussay se kaha. Acha baba sorry,kan pakar lon kia apke? Hammad ne sorry ke sath sath apne hath arfa ke chehre ki taraf kiye to arfa jhenp gai aur thora agay barh gai. Dono hanstay howe cafe ke gate ki janib barh gaye. 

Hammad ka master aik saal pehle complete ho chuka tha aur ab wo aik firm main job kar raha tha aur sath hi management main mphil bhi. Arfa ka aaj last paper tha master ka. Arfa ke chehre per bhi khushi dedani thi. Us na aaj apni taleem pori kar li thi. Hammad ki mama se arfa mil chuki thi aur arfa achi bhi lagi thi hammad ki maa ko. 

Tumhare chehre ki khushi batla rahi hai jaise aaj qila fath kia hai tum ne. Hammad ke lehjay main abhi bhi shararat thi. Han qila fath kia hai ap kiyon khush nahi ho rahay? Arfa ne phir bnawati gussay se kaha. Main khush hon laikin hairan bhi hon? Ap ko hairani kis bat ki hai? Arfa ne hammad ki bat sun kar kaha. Hairani is lye keh tum jaisi ne first attempt main master kar lia aur toper bhi ho? To ap ko lagta hai main nalaik hon aur cheating kar ke master kia hai? Arfa ne hammad ki bat ka gussa karne ki bajaye tahammul se pocha. G bilkul aisa e lagta hai mujhe. Hammad ke chehre per shararat abhi bhi qaim thi.  Sahi hai ap ko lagta hai to theek hi lagta hoga. Apki bat ko jutla to nahi sakti main. Arfa ke bat ke samne hammad ab kuch na keh saka. Tumhari yehi adat buhat achi lagti hai mujhe. Tum gussa nahi karti. Is lye humari sari umar larai bhi nahi ho gi. Humaray bachay humari pursakon life se khoob enjoy karen gen. Hammad ki akhri bat se arfa sharma gai aur chehre per sharam ki lali ko chupany ke lye apne chehre ko juka lia. Ap bhi na... Itna keh kar arfa khamosh ho gai...

Acha sab se pehle to tumhain master complete karne per buhat mubarak ho. Aur dosri bat ye keh kal maa aur baba apke ghar a rahay hain. Kiyon? Arfa ne hammad ki bat sun kar apni nazrain uthain aur be sakhtah pocha. Wo is lye keh arfa hamesha hamesha ke lye hammad ki ho jaye. Hammad ne be baki se arfa ki ankhoon main dekhte howe kaha. Arfa aur hammad main kafi bat cheet hoti rehti thi laikin mohay pia ke milan ki batoon se arfa hamesha hi sharma jati thi. Ab bhi hammad ki bat sun kar arfa sharma gai aur aik bar phir nazrain jhuka len. Theek hai main aaj btati hn aunty ko. Arfa bas itna hi keh pai.
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Nahi ye mumkin hi nahi hai hum rajpot khandan ke log hain aur wo larki aik to ab bin maa baap ke aur dosri bat un ka khandan izzat wala nahi. Is lye aisi bat sochna bhi nahi keh main apne baitay ki shadi us larki se kar dn ga. Hammad ke abu ko jab hammad ki pasnd arfa ka btaya to wo hammad ki maa per bars paray. Laikin hamara baita us ko chahta hai. Piyar karte hain hain dono. Hammad ki maa ne rohansi ho kar kaha. Ye yehi dar tha jnab koi gul zaror khilain ge. Ab btaon kia koi jor banta hai hamary khandan ka us larki ki khandan se? Hum rajpot hain jin ki izzat ka aik zamanh mutaraf hai wo kia aik jutt khandan ki. Jahil ganwar... Hammad ke baap ne qadray nafrat se kaha. Lakin wo larki parhi likhi hai ache salike wali hai us ki aunty se main milli hn wo bhi suljhay howe log hain. Ap hi ne tu mujhe kaha tha baitay ke lye achi larki ke lye dekhti rehna. To tmhain aqal mat nahi hai main ne kaha tha to koi bikaran ki beti se rishta kar do baitay ka. Main ne kaha hai to kesi achay khandan main dekho rishta. Hammad ki maa ki bat sun baap aik bar phir gussay main a gya. Dekho hammad ki maa hum khandani log hain aur khandan se bahir ki larki ko qabool nahi kar saktay. hum apni betiyan dosray khandan main detay hain aur na hi dosray khandan ki beti ko apni baho bnatay hain. Jao main khud apne bhai se us ki beti ka rishta mang lo ga. Main samjha tha to apne khandan main dikhe gi apne baitay ka rishta. Hammad ki maa bed se uth kar darwazy ki janib hoi. Bojhal qadmoon ke sath wo aik hi bat soch rahi thi main ne to wada kia tha apne baitay se. Is se pehle maa darwazy se bahit ati hammad tezi se qadam uthata apne kamre main chala gya. Hammad ne socha bhi nahi tha keh aisa kuch bhi ho sakta hai. Us ke baba ki soch aisi bhi ho sakti hai. Hammad apne bed betha sochon gharak dhondli ankhoon se arfa ke sath bitay lamhat, arfa ke sharam ho haya se lal chehre aur bari si chadar main lipti pak daman larki ko dekh raha tha. Kia wo humaray mazhab ki nahi? Kia wo aqal o shaor nahi rakhti? Ba haya hai pak daman hai parhi likhi hai aur sab se bari bat baitay ke dil main rachi basi hai phir bhi baba ko khandani rawayat aziz hain? Kia khandan baitay ki pasnd se ziyada aziz ho gya? Hammad ka dil baghawat karne ko keh raha tha laikin damagh us baghawat se inkari tha. Akhir hammad esi shashopang main rat ke kesi pehar so gya.
 

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Kia bat hai buhat udas dikh rahay ho. Hammad aur arfa is waqt mizar e qaid ke pas aik bench per bethay thay. Sham ka waqt aur asman per halkay halkay badal bhi thay. Hawa main thori thori nami thi jaise hammad ki ankhoon ko parh lia ho mosam ne. Arfa hammad ke preshan chehre ko dekh kar preshan ho gai. Hammad bhegi ankhoon se samne ghas pe nazrain jamaye rat apne baba se honae wali bat cheet ko zehan nasheen kar raha tha. '' baba arfa meri pasnd hai. Buhat achi hai kia howa agar us ka khandan koi aur hai wo hum mazhab hai aur educated hai wo bhi mujhe pasnd karti hai. Hammad apne baba ko qail kar raha tha. Nahi ye mumkin nahi hai hum rajpot hain wo jutt. Kabhi aisa howa pehle aur na hi ho ga. Tumhain apne khandan ki hi larki se hi shadi karni hai. Ab aur koi bat nahi ho sakti is mamlay per. Itna keh kar baba dastarkhawan se uthay aur apne kamre ki janib  barh gaye.'' kin sochon main ho hammad? Aaj ap buhat badlay badlay lag rahay ho. Hammad ne aik nazar arfa ki taraf dekha to hammad ki ankhoon main anso dekh kar arfa ke chehray ka rung urh gia. Be sakhta hammad ke hath ko mazboti se pakra aur hammad se mukhatib hoi. Jaan kia bat hoi hai? Apki ankhoon main anso... Aa aap bol kiyon nahi rahay? Hammad ki chup arfa ko mazeed preshan kiye ja rahi thi.

Hammad: arfa tmhain apni mama papa se kitna piyar hai? 
Arfa: buhat ziyada piyar hai main to unko aaj bhi buhat miss karti hon. Lakin is sawal ka maqsad?

Hammad: is sawal ka maqsad hai. Agar wo aaj hayat hotay to tum unko ke lye kia kar sakti ho?

Arfa: mera sab kuch mere maa baap ka hi hai. Un ke lye kesi had tak bhi ja sakti hon.

Hammad arfa ke jawabat sun kar khamosh ho gya. Arfa ki bechaini barthi ja rahi thi. Hammad bat kia hai. Ap kuch kehna chah rahay hain laikin keh nahi pa rahay. Hammad main apki hon ap se muhabbat hai. Ap jo kahen ge main qabool kar lon gi. Arfa darkte dil ke sath ajeeb waswasoon main gheri hammad ko apni muhabbat ka yakeen dila rahi thi. Arfa ko hammad ka hath apne hath se sarkta howa mehsos howa. Anjanay dar ke maray arfa ne hammad ka hath mazboti se pakar lia. 
Ab bolo bhi mera dil baith raha hai apki chup aur in sawalon se. Arfa ki paishani per preshani thi aur ankhoon main khoof ka asar. Dil kesi sanhay ki paishan goi kar raha tha. Arfa tmhare mama papa ki jitni izzat tmhare dil main utni hi mere dil main mere maa aur baba ki hai. Maa to tum se mil chuki hai aur tmhain apni baho bnanay ko tiyar hain laikin baba... Hammad itna bol kar khamosh ho gya jan bojh kar ya agay bolnay ki sikkat nahi rahi. Laikin baba kia kehtay hain? Arfa ne be sakhta pocha. Baba keh rahay hain keh unhoon ne apne bhai se buhat pehle han ki hoi hai. Wo apna wada nahi tor saktay. Hammad ne bari safai se arfa se jhoot bol ke apne baba ki izzat bhi bachai aur arfa ko ye ehsas na honay dia ke us ke baba ka kia khiyal hai unke khandan ke mutaliq... Hammad ki bat sun ke arfa ko apne paon se zameen kisakti hoi mehsos hoi aur sir se jaise chat chi gai ho. Hammad laikin mere to bas ap ho mera kia hoga? Main zindagi per sirf apka haq hai. Hammad ke kanoon main arfa ki larzati awaz main iltaja par rahi thi laikin... Kia kuch nahi ho sakta? Hammad ko chup dekh kar arfa ne bhegi ankhoon se hammad ke dhonlay chehre ko dekhaty howe kaha. Arfa mere samne rastay do hain aur mujhe jana aik taraf hai. Arfa tum se muhabbat hai to baba ka hukam bhi sar ankhoon pe hai. Tum meri zindagi ho to baba ko mujh pe maan hai. Arfa is moqay per piyar ke pareemi buhat kuch kar jatay hain lakin tum youn samjh lo main buzdil hon ya apne baba ka hukam man raha hon laikin bewafa nahi hon. Tum se kiye wadoon ko sochta hon to dil main aik kask ubharti hai lakin... Hammad bench se taik lagaye asman ki taraf dikhtay howe bolta ja raha tha abhi us ki bat mukammal nahi hoi thi keh arfa bol pari. Hammad ap dono rastay chun lo. Apne baba ko bhi na choro aur mujhe bhi apna lo. Hammad ne bench se taik hatai aur arfa ki ankhon main sawaliya nazroon se dekhne laga. Main ap ki hon hammad beshak mujhe bad main apna lo apne baba ki bat man kar. Mujh se dosri shadi kar lena laikin mujhe apne se door na karo. Itna keh kar arfa ki ankhain ansoon se tar ho gain. Mujhe bas ap se hi muhabbat hai. Mujhe bas ap se muhabbat hai mujhe bas ap se muhabbat hai. Arfa bar bar ye keh kar apna sar hammad ke kandhay se tika kar kholi aur bhegi ankhoon se hammad ki pehnai anghoti ko dekhne lagi. Hammad arfa ki bat ka koi jawab na de paya. Jawab deta bhi to kia. Us ke baba ko to bas apne khandan ki hi larki chahye thi apni baho bnanay ke lye.  

''Samny Manzil Thi 0r Peechay Us Ki Awaz
“Rukta Tu Safar Jata,Chalta To Bichar Jata
“Manzil Ki B Hasrat Thi 0r Us Se Muhabbat B
“Ae Dil Ye Bta Mujh Ko Us Waqat Kidr Jata
“Muddat Ka Safar B Tha 0r Barson Ki Shanasai
“Rukta Tu Bikhar Jata Chalta Tu Marjata''

Arfa chalain. Hammad ne kuch dair khamosh rehne ke bad kaha. Hammad main apke bin kaise rahon gi? Hammad ne koi jawab na dia aur chup chap agay chalne laga. Arfa hammad ke peche peche bhegi ankhoon ke sath larkharti chalne lagi goya aaj chalna sikha ho us ne. Arfa hammad ke sath bike per baith ke hammad ke sath lag ke baith gai. Hammad ke kandhay per hath rakh ke khoi khoi ankhoon se sochne lagi jaise ye akhri bar baith rahi ho hammad ke sath...

''Shiqwa Teri "Yaadon" Se Istrha Kiya Hum Ne.
Hanstay Hanstay Dil Ko "Rula" Diya Hum Ne.
Ek Lamha Diya Tu Ne "Jeene" Ke Liye,
Aur Us Mein Zindagi Ko "Bita" Diya Hum Ne.
Ek Safhe Pe Likhi Teri Yaad Ki "Dastaan",
Dusra Hisa "Khali" Hi Jala Diya Hum Ne.
Kis Baat Ki "Mazrat" Chahte Hain Wo,Jis Baat Ko Sunte Hi "Bhula" Diya Hum Ne.
Wo Kyun Nahi krty Hum Py Yakeen,
"MOHSIN"
Jin Ki Khatir Sb ko Bhula Diya Hum Ny''

Bike arfa ke ghar ke samne khari ho gai. Arfa bike se utri aur gate ki taraf chal di. Hammad ne aik nazar jati hoi arfa ko dekha aur dil hi dil main khoon ke anso ro dia. Chahtay howe bhi wo arfa ko apna nai bna sakta tha. Ap andr a jain bas aik bar hi sahi kuch dena hai apko. Arfa ne rohansi ho kar hammad se kaha aur gate khool kar andar chali gai. Hammad arfa ke peche peche ghar main chala gya aur chup chap drawing room main baith gya. Ghar main shayed is waqt aur koi nahi tha. Bahir ki khamoshi hammad ke dil main uthnay waly tofan se kam hi thi. Na chahtay howe bhi wo bewafaon ki saf main shamil honay ja raha tha. Sab kiye waday tot rahay thay. Shayed un wadoo ka bhooj itna ziyada ho keh hammad sari umar ankh utha kar na dekh sakay. Dil abhi bhi keh raha tha baghawat kar ap ne baba say aur pa le apne piyar ko. Piyar ki ankhoon main ansoo na behnay dy. Lakin sath hi damagh main rachi basi ustadoon ki tarbiyat umad ati keh maa baap ki bat se inkar nahi kia ja sakta. Un ko uff tak nahi kehna. Ay khuda kaisa imtehan le raha hai mujh se. Ya mere malik mujhe sar kharo kar is imtehan main. Mere qadam dagmaga rahay hain in ko sanbhal lena. Dil cheekh cheekh kar pokar raha tha piyar karti hai wo tujh se tere bad us ka kanch sa dil tot jaye ga kirchi kirchi ho jaye gi wo. Hammad ko wo pehla din aaj bhi yaad tha jab arfa us se milli thi aur us se pehli bar bat cheet hoi thi ''Suniye please. Can you help me?Actually I am new here, and… I don’t know where to go. Today is last date for fee submission. Can you give me a favor? Please submit my fee.'' kash us din hi agay barh gia hota aaj mera dil totta na tmhara dil totta. Yadoon ke gehray pani main aur ghota lagaya to hammad ko arfa ke sath wo bike se girnay wala waqia bhi yaad aya. Jab arfa ne hammad ki jaan bachanay ke lye apne lab hammad ke hontoon se laga kar apni sansoon se hammad ko nai zindagi bakhshi thi. Dil phir pokar utha keh kaisa bewafa hai jis ne nai zindagi di us ko hi tanhaiyoon ke andhairoon main dakail rahay ho tum per us ka ehsan hai. Lakin phir andr se uthne wali soch ne is awaz ko dba dia nahi hammad tm per ziyada ehsan us ka jis ke sabab tum is duniya main aye. Jis ne tm ko pala posa apni ungli pkar kar chalna sikhaya tmhain apne kandhay per sawar kar ke sair karai. Hammad tum per us hasti ka ziyada haq hai jis ne apna khoon pasena aik kar ke tumjhe khilaya palaya parhaya tumjhe aik mashray main acha name dia achi taleem di khud ki lazatoon ko qurban kar ke tujhe aram o sakon ki zindagi bakhashi aaj tu ne us hasti ki hi bat manni hai... Dil phir se bol utha agar aisa e karna tha phir arfa ko dil main kiyon basaya agar basa hi lia zindagi main sath chalne ke waday kiyon kiye kiyon us ko anghoti pehnai kiyon sath jenay ke waday kiye... Main majboor hon la char hon be kas lakin ay dil wo abhi bhi dil main basti hai... Hammad... Arfa ki sochon ka hasar arfa ki awaz se tot gya. Aaj bhi is awaz main waisi hi kashash thi jaisi pehli bar sunnay main thi. Hammad be sakhta khara ho gya. Aik nazar arfa ke chehre ki taraf dekha. Abhi abhi arfa chehre ko dho kar ai thi lakin ankhoon main anso aur lali batla rahi thi arfa ro kar ai hai abhi. G ye kuch gifts lye thay ap ke lye. Rakh lain inhain... Arfa sirf itna hi keh pai aur sabar ke saray bandhan tot gaye. Arfa tot kar roni lagi aur samne kharay hammad ko apni kamzoor bahoon ke hisar ley lia. Apni hath se mokka bna kar hammad ke senay per marne lagi. Jaan chor raho ho na mujhe main kesi aur ki hon hi nahi. Sirf apki hon. Zindagi bhar apka intzar karon gi. Afrfa ne rotay rotay kaha aur zor se hammad ko apne sath laga lia. Hammad ke pas arfa ke sawaloon ka jawab nahi tha siwaye in akhri lamhat ke jo rotay howe beet rahay thay. Dono janay kitni dair aik dosray ke sath lagay rotay rahay ho roti ankhoon se aik dosray se gilay shikway kartay rahay. Rotay rotay hammad ne arfa ke akhiri piyar deney ke lye apne lips arfa ke hontoon ki taraf kiye. Arfa bhi hammad ke piyar pana chah rahi thi arfa achank se alag ho gai. Nahi hammad ab tum kesi aur ki amant bano ge ye sirf uska haq hai. Ye kuch gifts lye thay ap lye. Ye keh kar goya arfa ne hammad ko ab chalay janay ka andia de dia ho. Hammad ne gifts ke packets arfa ke hath se liye aur akhri bar ankhoon main ankhain milain aur bahir ki janib barhnay laga.?

''Hammad ap ye mat samjhna main ap se khafa hn ya naraz hn. Mard main hosla aur himmat hi to hoti hai ap ne itna bara faisla kia main apki majbori samjhti hon lakin aurat wafa aur khalos ki paikar hoti hai is lye main sirf ap ki thi aur ap hi dil main raho ge... I love you aur mama ko salam kehna.''

Ghar anay per hammad ne gifts dekhne ke lye bag khola to us ko arfa ka ye akhiri khat mila. Khat parh kar hammad apni ankhoon ko aik bar phir barsne se rok na paya...

Update 28

Daikhain ap mere shohar hain laikin ye bhi yaad rakhain main aik beti ki maa bhi hon aur main apke is faisle se bilkul razi nahi hon. Akhir jor hi kia banta hai us ka aur hmari baiti ka? Maria ki ammi sakhat gusse main maria ke baba se behas kar rahen then. Maria ke baba ne apne kesi dost ke baitay ka rishta pasnd kia tha. Parha likha bhi koi khas nahi tha upar se aik beti ka baap. Matlb shadi shuda. Biwi ka pechle sal intqal ho gya tha umar main bhi maria se kafi faraq. Koi lagg bhagg 32 sal ho gi. Daikho is rishtay main bura kia hai. Humari baiti sukhi rahe gi. Acha karobar hai un logon ka. Tumhain larka parha likha nahi lagta to kia hai? Achay paise walay aur khandani log hain. Aur kon sa pehli biwi ab is duniya main hai. Maria ke baba ne phir se maria ke lye dekhay rishtay ki hamayt kar di. Mujhe samjh nahi a rahi akhir ap ko jaldi kia hai? Hmari beti abhi parh rahi hai. Aur us ke lye hum kesi parhay likhay larkay ka rishta dondain to hi munasib hai. Dono aik dosray ko samjh sakain gen. Wo uzma log mujhe achay lagay larka bhi acha laga laikin apko e aitraz howa. Maria ki ammi apni beti ke lye apne majazi khuda se zindagi main pehli bar khul kar ikhtelaf kar rahi thi. Is lye maria ke baba ko bhi hairat thi. Unhoon ne hamesha e maria ki ammi ko apna farmanbardar paya tha. Laikin ab shayed maria ki ammi apni nahi apni beti ki jang lar rahi thi.

Khabardar uzma aur us ke le palak baite ka naam lia to. Main un ko jawab de chuka hon aur main kesi be haya aur towaif ke khandan se rishta nahi jor sakta. Agli bar aisi bat munh se nikali to tujhe is ghar se nikal dn ga. Aur jao ab khana le ao. Maria ke baba ka gussa bahir a gya. Shayed ''khandani'' ghairat jag uthi thi. Maria ki ammi ki ankhain bhar ain aur chup chap uth kar kitchen ki taraf chal pari...

Kamray se bahir niklte hi maria per nazar pari jo dewar ke sath taik lagai khari chat ki taraf munh kiye ankhoon main anso rokne ki koshish kar rahi thi. Chal so ja andr ja kar yahan kiyon khari hai to. Maria ki ammi ne aik nazar baiti per dali aur rohansi ho kar kaha aur kitchen main dakhil ho gai...

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Aunty Aslam u aliykum. Ye awaz shazia ki thi aur is waqt wo maria ke ghar ai aur darwazy per hi aunty ko dekh kar salam kar dia.  W.salam baiti kaisi ho? Theek hon aunty ap sunain kaisi hain? Aur kidhr hai apki shehzadi. Sab karam hai upar walay ka aur jao andr apne kamray main hi hai. Hamesha khush raho baiti. Sath hi maria ki ammi ne shazia ko dua di. Aunty ap kahen ja rahi hain? Shazia ne pocha. Han baiti wo kuch chezain leni hain bazar se ghar ki. Tm mil lo us se. Aur sath hi aunty ne shazia ke sar per piyar dia aur agay barh gai. Shazia ko ammi ki ankhoon main afsordagi si nazar ai laikin apna weham samjh kar shazia ne zehan se is bat ko jatak dia.
Kia main poch sakti hon muhtrama ka munh kiyon soja howa hai? Shazia ki awaz maria ke kan main pari. Tum kab ai? Abhi ai hon aur ye kon sa time hai bister main laitne ka. Shazia ne maria ke bistar main gustay howe apni dost ko galay lagaty howe kaha. Rat bhar nend nahi ai aur is liye abhi tak laiti hoi hn. Maria ne apni ankhain saf karte howe kaha. Tum kaisi ai beghair itla ke? Tum kia nawab ki beti ho jo itla deni paray tumhain chal uth jaldi aaj tum ne sara din mere sath rehna hai. Shazia ne maria ke sawal ka tanzia jawab diya aur agla programme bhi suna dia. Khair hai aaj meri kahan zarorat parh gai nawab ki behan ko. Maria ne bhi tanz karne main kasar na chori. Ap ke raja aur nawab sab ne koi party rakhi hai apne business clients ki is liye kuch kam hain ghar main to tum mere sath ho gi to mujhe aarsa rahay ga. Shazia ne maria ko sari bat btla di. Wah kia bat hai ghar main kam karne waliyan kia chali gain hain jo aik kam wali ko lenay a gai tum. Maria ne shazia ko gussa dilane ke liye kaha. Kiyon keh wo nahi chahti thi abhi kesi party ya function pe jana. Abhi to us ko zehan main tofan bharpa tha. Maria ko asad se piyar nahi ishq tha aur asad ke ilawa kesi aur ki zindagi ho jana sheyd maria ke liye mumkin nahi tha. Maria chehre per apni andr ki kafiyat chupa rahi thi. Mujhe btao tum ne mere sath jana hai ya nahi? Shazia ne maria se banawti gusse main pocha. Agar na jana chahon to? Aaahhhh acha chor na chalti hon tere sath.  Maria ke sawal pe shazia kuch nahi boli laikin us ke sath main maria ki chutia thi. Is liye hi maria ki dard bhari aah nikli. Ye sara sar badmashi hai. Maria ne bister se nikaltay howe kaha. Badmashi samjho ya piyar mere nazdeek sahi kia main ne. Maria ko kamray se bahir jatay howe shazia ki awaz suni.

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''khabardar uzma aur us ke le palak baitay ka name lia phir main unko jawab de chuka hon. Aur apni baiti ka rishta main kesi behaya aur towaif ki olad se nahi kar sakta.'' maria is waqt shazia ke alishan ghar ke aik khoobsorat kamray main bed per bethi rat ko apne baba ki kahi batoon yaad kar rahi thi. Ghar main to taqreeb ka samaan tha har chehre per khushi thi. Maria tanhai main rehna chahti thi lakin shazia ko tal na saki aur dosri taraf asad se be tahasha muhabbat khench lai usay. Meri manzil kahan hai? Kia jo rishta baba dekh rahay hain mere liye us ke sath ji paon gi main? Asad khud kitna acha hai kia baba ko ye nazar nahi ata? Asad aik towaif ki pakeeza aur ba haya beti ki olad hai ye koi itna bara jurm to nahi. Kaise hotay hain khandani log? Kia khandani logon ke daman pak saf hotay hain? Baba ap itnay tang nazar kiyon hain? Maria khoobsorat kamray main tanha bethi tareekiyon main dobi ja rahi thi. Agar main asad ki na ho saki to meri zindagi aik tamasha ban ke reh jaye gi. Asad... Be ikhtiyar maria ke laboon se asad ka name nikla aur ankhoon se 2 anso maria ka zabt tor gaye. Maria se anso rokne mushkil par rahay thay.

Api ap ro kiyon rahen hain? Maria ke kanoon main aik jani pehchani awaz sunai di. Maria ki ankhoon main ansoon ne manzar ko dhundla kar rakha tha. Ye len tissue aur apne anso saf karen. Mujhe sab zaib kehtay hain lakin mera sahi name ''sada rang zaib'' hai. Us din ap ko apna name to nahi bta saka lakin mujhe shikwa hai ap mere ghar ai apni friend ke sath lakin andr aye beghair chali gain. Maria ko larkay ka chehra aur us din refreshment point pe pani pori khaty howe is larky ki ajeeb request aur api kehna aur shazia ka ajeeb rawayia sab yaad a gya. Aik lamha chup rehne ke bad maria ko khiyal aya ye larka ab yahan kaise majood hai halankeh shazia bhi nahi janti thi. Ap yahan... Abhi maria itna hi bol pai thi keh zaib ne bat tok di. Main janta hon ap kia pochna chahti hain. Main aur asad friend hain lakin yahan pehli bar aya hon aur ap shayed Asad bhai ki... main nahi wo Shazia Asad ki sister hai main shazia ki wajha se yahan hon. Maria ne zaib ke zehan main atkay sawal ko door kar dia. Oh I see. To wo ''hyper'' larki Asad ki sister hai. Zaib ki bat sun kar maria be ikhtiyar hans pari. G han wo asad ki sister hai. Apki ijazat ho to kia yahan beth sakta hon? Zaib answer ka intzar kiye beghair baith gya sofa pe. Maria abhi kuch kehne hi wali thi lakin zaib ko sofa pe betha daikh ke muskra di. Ap ke chehre pe muskaraht achi lagti hai ap roya na karen. Ye chehra khilkhelata buhat piyara lagta hai. Maria aik lamha kesi anjany ke muunh se itnay khulay lafzoon main apni tareef sun kar ghabra si gai. Ap preshan na hon ap Asad bhai ki mehman hain aur main apko pehle bhi aur abhi bhi api keh chuka hon apko izzat dena hi mera farz hai albatth apki ''hyper'' friend se zara dar lagta hai. Zaib maria ki nazar main kafi mind reader sabit howa. Main waise apke ronay ki wajha to nahi janta aur shayed aisa pochna bhi theek nahi apka personal matter hoga lakin mere pass aik suggestion hai. Kia suggestion?  Maria ne be ikhtiyar pocha.  Suggestion sun ke hansi mat uraiye ga. Lakin amal karna ap relax mehsos karen gi. Zaib ne maria ke chehre pe tajasus daikh ke kaha. Ap kesi lamhay khuli faza main jain jaise chatt pe ya kesi khulay ground main aur jo lawa apke andr pakk raha hai jo bhi bat hai ya kesi se bhi koi shikwa hai wo zor zor se chilain. Ap ko bari shanti aur sakoon milay ga. Maria ko samjh nahi ai ye suggestion thi ya us ke ronay ka mazak urhaya gya. Main ne seriously kaha hai mazak nahi kia apko zaib ne phir maria ke chehre ko parh kar khud ki safai di.

Ap aur yahan kaise? Darwazay se andar dakhil ho kar shazia ki nazar sofa pe barajaman zaib pe pari. Lo G aa gai ustani. Zaib munh hi munh main bar baraya. G hazoor ko zaib kehtay hain aur pora nam ''sada rang zaib'' hai. Thora ajeeb lagay ga apko lakin adat ho jaye to acha lagay ga. Aur yahan main apni Api ke pas aya hn zaib ne chehre pe muskarahat ke sath apna taruf karwaya. Api matlb ap maria ko milne aye hain. Shazia ne hairani se pocha. G han beshak poch len ap Maria Api se. Zaib ne apna rukh maria ki taraf karte howe kaha. Zaib ke chehre pe muskarahat abhi bhi qaim thi. Shazia ye ap ke nawab bhai ke Nawab friend hain jo hakeem Luqman ki tarah buhat achy achy mashwaray bhi detay hain. Maria ne bhi zaib ke andaz main shazia ko zaib ki amad ka bataya. Ohh to ap mere bhai ke friend hain. Shazia per sari bat clear ho gai. Aaj asad bhai ne apne clients aur friends ko invite kia hai to ye bhi usi invitation main yahan hai. G han main apke bhai ka friend hon kiyon na pechli batoon ko bhool ke ap mujh pe gussa hona khatam kar den. Zaib ne bat hi bat main shazia pe chupay lafzoon main tanz kar dia.

Ap ke bhai ki call a rahi hai shayed wo mujhe yaad kar rahay hain mujhe jana chahye. Asad ne apne cell phone pe caller ID ko dekh ke shazia ki taraf dekh kar kaha. See you later. Take care... Itna keh kar zaib kamre se nikal gya.

Meri taraf aise kia dekh rahi ho main ne thori bolaya usko. Shazia ki ajeeb nazroon ko janch kar maria boli. Zaib ja chuka tha lakin shazia ke zehan main kai sawal ubhar rahay thay. Agar ye Asad bhai ka friend hai to phir to mujhe sorry karni chahye apne behaviour pe. Shazia zer e lab boli. Nahi is ki zarorat nahi tumhain wo achi nature ka hai. Cholo acha hai tumhain aik bhai mubarak ho. Upar walay ne tumhain itna bara bhai diya. Shazia ne maria ke munh se zaib ki tareef sun kar kaha. Is ke sath hi room main maria ki meethi si muskarahat phail gai.

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"Chalo ik baar phir se ajnabi bun jaen hum dono
na main tum se koi umeed rakhon dilnawazi ki
na tum meri taraf dekho galat andaaz nazron se
na meray dil ki dharkan larkharaey meri baton se
na zaher ho tumhari kashmakash ka raaz nazron se
tumhain bhe koi uljhan rookti hai paish qadmi se
mujhay bhe loog kehtay hain k ye jalway paraey hain
meray hamraah bhe ruswaiyan hain meray mazi ki
tumharay saath bhe gozri hoe raton k saaey hain
ta"aruf roug ho jaey tu usko bhoolna behtar
ta"aluq roug ban jaey tu usko toorna acha
wo afsana jisay anjaam tak lana na ho mumkin
uasay ik khoobsorat mour de k bhoolna acha
Chalo ik baar phir se ajnabi bun jaen hum dono.

Asad aaj sara din main apke pass thi apke ghar thi lakin apka samna nahi kar sakti thi. main ap ke bin ji nahi sakti aur mere abbu mera hath apke hath main dena nahi chahtay. main akeli hun, tanha hun, mujhe samjh nahi a rahi kia karon. lakin aik bat mujhe maloom hai main ap ke bin ji nahi sakti.

apki Maria"

Asad party se agli subh Maria ki ye tahrer parh raha tha jo us ne kal sham jatay waqt shazia ko di thi asad ko denay ke liye.
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Ao baiti ye daikho kon aye hain. Zia rajpar sab ne hammad ke baba aur apne chotay bhai ki taraf tawajjo dilaty howe apni beti se kaha. Ooh hello uncle. Ap kab aye? Han baiti bas abhi aya. Hammad ke baba ne piyar dene ke liye hath uthaya lakin...  Acha papa main apni friends ke sath ja rahi hon aur mere account main paise bhi nahi deposit karwaye ap ne. Yaad se karwa di jiye ga account main paise deposit. Acha uncle mujhe jana. Bye uncle, bye papa. Aleena ne apne chacha ka piyar dene ke liye uthay hath ki parwa kiye beghair apne papa se paisoon ki demand  ki aur bari hi ujlat main ye ja wo ja. Hammad ke baba ne piyar denay ke liye uthay hathoon ko neche kar lia aur phir se apne bhai zia rajpar ki taraf mutwajje howe. Itni hi dair main ghar ki mulazma mukhtalif lowazmat se ladi ho trali khench lai. Kamre ke darmiyan rakhe table pe sab cheezain rakhne ke bad khamoshi se kamre se chali gai. Bhabhi nazar nahi a rahen. Kia ghar nahi hain wo? Hammad ke baba apne bhai ke ghar main kafi arfa bad aye thay. Pehle to ye ghar purana tha aur ab ghar ko dobara tameer kia gya tha aur apne bhai ki hasiyat bhi hammad sab ko badli mehsos hoi. Ghar main kam karne ke liye mulazma aur ghar ka rakh rakhao. Sab kuch badla howa tha. Sub kuch to badla hi tha lakin sath main kuch rawaiyye bhi badle lag rahay thy.

Han bhai wo driver ke sath bazar tak gai hain eid a rahi hai to shopping ke liye. Ap ye chaye piye na. Zia sab ne apne bhai se kaha. Aaj to achank a kar apne surprise hi dia. Pehle bta detay to baigham ghar hi ruk jati. Wo to qismat achi main abhi nahi gya nahi to apko ko wapis jana parta. Zia sab ne hammad ke baba se kaha. Bas aise hi aaj milne ko dil kia ap to masroof hi buhat hotay hain keh apne bhai ko yaad hi nahi karte. Hammad ke baba ne apne bhai se shikwa karte howe kaha. Han bhai zara karobar phail gya hai to nikalna mushil ho jata hai. Ap ne a kar buhat hi acha kia. Zia sab ne chaye ki chuski lagaty howe kaha. Aur apne sahbzaday ki sunain kia kar raha hai aaj kal. Zia sab ne hammad ke mutaliq pocha. Shukar hai sab us zat ka buhat acha ja raha hai baita. MBA kar lia hai aik jagha nokri kar raha hai aur sath agay parh bhi rha hai. Ab khandan ka sahara ban gya hai hammad baita. Hammad ke baba hammad ka btaty howe sir ko fakhar se bulnd kar lia. Aray bhai ye to buhat achi bat hai to phir kab kar rahay ho shadi hammad ki? Kahen dekha baite ke liye rishta? Zia sab ne chaye ka chup khatam karte howe pocha hammad ke baba se. Bhai kuch shayed is silsaly main hi apke pas hazri di. Socha tha sath main hammad ki mama ko bhi le aon lakin pehle ap se khud bat karna munasib samjhi. Hammad ke baba zia sab se mukhatib howe. Kia matlb main samjha nahi kuch. Zia sab ne samjhte howe bhi na samjhi zahir karwai. Ap mere baray bhai hain aur main apne rishte ko aur mazboot karna chahta hn apki baiti ko apni baiti bna kar. Mera matlb aleena baiti ko apnay baitay hammad ke liye ap ke pas sawali ban ke aya hn.

Dekho bhai ap mere pass aye mujhe izzat bakhshi lakin aisa nahi ho sakta. Bat wohi hoti hai jo saf kar di jaye. Aisa mumkin nahi hai ap keh len ap ke aur hmary status main ab buhat faraq hai. Taweel khamoshi ke bad zia sab ne apne bhai ke sawal pe saf inkar karte howe kaha. Status ka faraq... Mujhe samjh nahi ai ap kia keh rahay hain main apka bhai aur hammad baita apne pairoon pe khara hai taleem yafta aur sab se bari bat hum rajpot khandan... Bachoon ki shadi khandan main hi karty hain...

Bhai gee kin waqtoon ki bat karte ho.ab sirf khandan hi nahi baqi aur bhi buhat kuch dekha jata hai. Is liye main nahi samjhta meri baiti hammad ke sath khush rahay gi. Is liye kal hum is rishty ki wajha se aik dosray se nafrat karen is liye behtar hain ap hammad baity ke liye koi hum palla larki ka rishta dekhen. Zia sab ke alfaz ne mukammal inkar zahir kar dia.


Baba kia bat hai ap preshan lag rahay hain. Pehle kabhi aise nahi dekha apko. Han baita idhr ao mere pass betho. Hammad apne baba ko preshan dekh ke aur ziyada preshan ho gya. Hammad ne apne baba ke kehne pe arfa ko chor to dia tha lakin abhi baba ko preshan dekh ke apni tension bhol gya. G baba kia bat hai ap preshan dikh rahay hain. Hammad apne baba ke pas baith kar mukhatib howa.  Baita to mere se bara kab ho gya. Mujhe btaya teri maa ne. Kia naam tha uska larki ka... Haan arfa. Tu ne mere kehne pe us larki ko chor dia jis ko to sab se ziyada chahta hai. Itni farman bardari kab sikhi tm ne. Hammad sar jhukaye neche zameen ki taraf dekh raha tha. Bas baba apki hi hi tarbiyat ka asar hai wo to aik larki thi ap kahen to jaan bhi hazir hai... Hammad ki bat sun ke baba ki ankhoon main anso a gaye. Nahi baita mujhe fakhar hai tum pe. Main aur teri maa jain ge aglay haftay arfa ka hath mangny tere liye. Hammad ke chehre pe khushi qabl e deed thi...

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Kia zarorat thi itni ziyada shopping karne ki mere liye. Asma ke chehre pe khushi thi lakin phir ye aisa keh dia waqas sain se. Abhi waqas sain flat main aya to kafi ziyada shopping bag dekh kar asma waqas sain se boli. Mausom badal raha hai to socha apke liye kuch shopping kar lon. Phir bhi is ki koi zarorat nahi thi. Ghar main to rehna hota hai main ne. Asma ne waqas sain se kaha. Asma ap mere khandan ka hissa hi ho. Khud ko alag ya kamtar na samjha karo. Ap to tumhain fakhar hona chahye pehle tum baba ki ladli thi tu ab ab tum meri raj dulari. Piyar karta hon tum se to ye sab karna mujhe acha bhi lagta hai aur ye tumhari care karna mera farz bhi. Asma ke kanoon main waqas sain ke alfaz par rahay thay aur itna ziyada piyar milne per asma ka chehra khushi se lal howa ja rha tha. Kia such main mujh se itna ziyada piyar karte ho? Asma ka sawal goya waqas sain se aur izhar e muhabbat ka izhat chah raha tha. Mere izhar e muhabbat pe koi shaq hai kia? Waqas sain ko asma ka sawal shyed apni muhabbat main kami laga. Is liye waqas sain ka chehra utar gya. Nahi shaq nahi bas ap mujh se piyar ke waday karte ho to buhat acha lagta hai. Asma ne waqas sain se kaha aur apni nazrain jhuka len. Asma tum se muhabbat shayed mujh pe farz kar di gai hai. Agar main na bhi chahoon to ye dil tmhari muhabbat ki gawahi deta rahay ga. Waqas sain ne asma ko chehra hath se upar utha kar kaha. Asma se waqas ke piyar ki shidat bardashat nahi hoi aur apni ankhain band kar len. Waqas aik bat bolon. Asma ne apni ankhoon ko band kiye howe hi bola. Han bolo kia kehna hai. Mera dil kar raha hai apki bahoon main chup jaon aur khoo jaon... Waqas sain ka chehra khushi se khil utha. Waqas sain ne asma ka hath pakra aur bed se uthne ka ishara kia. Asma apna hath waqas sain ke hawale kiye waqas sainn ke brabar khari ho gai. Asma ki ankhain band then aur piyar panay ka intzar dil main liye wo waqas sain ki sansoon ko mehsos kar rahi thi jo us ke qareen se qareeb tar hoti ja rahi then. Asma ka kamzoor wajood waqas sain ki mazboot bahoon main samitta chala gya. Asma waqas sain ki bahoon main chupi ja rahi thi. Waqas sain ki garift bhi mazboot hoti ja rahi thi. Waqas sain ne asma ko bahoon main uthaya aur dewar ke sath lagay dressing table pe betha dia asma ko. Asma I love you. Waqas sain ne phir se asma ke kanoon ke pas hont le ja kar kaha. I love you too.asma ki sansain ukhar rahi thi. Waqas sain ne asma ke chehre ko hathoon main bhar lia. Asma aik bat main bhi bolon... Han kaho na main sunne ko betab hon. Asma ne ankhain band kiye howe kaha. Asma is waqt dressing table pe bethi thi aur waqas sain samne khara tha. Aik minute abji ankhain na kholna. Bas aik minute. Asma chup chap ankhain band kiye waqas sain ke bolne ka intzar karne lagi. Asma ankhain kholo. Waqas sain asma ke samne apni knees per hath main red rose pakray asma ke chehre ki tareef daikh rha tha. Asma ki khushi ki intha nahi thi. Will you marry me? Waqas sain ne khushi se labraiz awaz main asma ko purpose kia. Asma dressing table se neche utri aur waqas sain ke hath se phool le kar bhagti hoi kamre ka darwaza par kar gai...

Update 29

Ye ap ka achank faisla badal lena meri samjh main nahi a raha. Pehle to ap meri bat sun hi nahi rahay thy aur ab achank se apni hi kahi sab batoon ko nazar andaz kar ke youn arfa ko apni bahoo bnane ka faisla karna meri samjh se bala tar hai. Hammad ki maa us ke baba se apne kamre main a janay ke bad poch rahi thi

Haan theek hi kehti ho tum. Main ghalat tha. Aaj mujhe mere bhai ne meri hasiyat batla di. Main apne bhai ko hamesha bara hi samjhta tha. Lakin aaj pata laga rishtay natay piyar khalos kuch nahi hota. Paisa hi sab se bari cheez hai. Insan ko jab tak thokar na lagay wo sedhi rah pe nahi ata. Hammad ke baba kursi pe bethay apne dukh ka izhar apni shareek e hayat se kar rahay thay.

Ap bhai sab ke pas gaye thay? Kis liye? Aur mujhe btaya bhi nahi. Hammad ki maa ne hairan ho kar pocha.

Haan bara maan le ke gia tha apne bhai ke pass. Apni baitay ke liye aleena ka hath mangne. Lakin... Hammad ke baba ki awaz rondh si gai. 

Laikin kia? Kia bola bhai sab ne? Hammad ki maa ne preshani se pocha

Lakin wo kia kehtay hain status... Han wo onchay status ke ho gaye hain... Hmara status nech hai... Wo kehtay hain hammad ke sath unki baiti khush nahi rahay gi... Hammad ke baba ne ruk ruk ke sari bat samne rakh di.

Mujhe andesha tha is bat ka lakin ap se kehne se darti thi ke ap ghalat na samjh len. Chalain ab preshan na hon. Upar walay ne hum ko sab kuch dia hai. Daikha na kitni farman bardar olad hai apni. Ap ne jo kaha hammad ne uuff tak nahi ki. Ab ap apne bhai ki batoon pe dil chota na karen apne baity ki farman bardari pe fakhar karen. Humare pas kesi cheez ki kami thori ha jo hmara status nech hai. Cholo ab so jao ap. Main kitchen ke kam nipta aon. 
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shazia tum nahi janti na mere baba ko. wo jo faisla aik bar kar len phir peche hatne walay nahi hain. main kia maa bhi unke samne nahi bolti. un ka faisla atal hai. maria shazia ko apne baba ki tabiyat aur un ke faisla ka bta rahi thi. maria ke baba ne maria ke liye us ki umar se kafi bari umar ke larky ka rishta pasnd kia tha. 
agar tu kehti hai tu main arfa mama ko khud aik bar tumhare baba ke samne le ati hon. is tarah tmhare baba ke dil main jo ghalat fehmi pinep rahi hai wo bhi khatam ho jaye gi. kuch dair sochne ke bad shazia maria se boli.
nahi shazia, arfa mama ne pehle hi buhat dukh jheel liye hain main nahi chahti meri aur mere baba ki wajha se un ko us gunah ka murtakab kia jaye jo unhoon ne kabhi kia hi nahi. maria ne shazia ki offer ko rad kar dia. 
maria is tarah to tumhare wo sabhi sapne chickna chor ho jain gen. agar jaise tum ne kaha tmhare abu kesi ki bat nahi manain gen to phir kia tum wahen shadi kar lo gi jahan tmhare baba ki khawahish hai. shazia ke lehjay main sanjedagi thi.
asad bhai ne kaha tha wo half hour tak humain pick kar len gen bas anay hi walay hain wo. maria ki chup ko dekhte howe shazia boli. wo a jain tabhi kuch faisla karte hain.
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mama us ne jana chaha main ne roka nahi kia theek kia main ne?
han baita theek kia janay walay ko roka to nahi ja sakta 
mama kabhi lagta hai jaise be yakeeni ho meri chahat main
nahi baiti tera ishq kamil hai 
mama hammad ki arzo dil main ab bhi machalti hai
ghafil wo bhi nahi rehta teri chahat se tanhai us ko bhi stati ha 
mama jab wo hai nahi mera ab to rat bhar mujhe sonay kiyon nahi deta
baiti din bhar jagti ankhoon se sapne jo uske dekhti ho 
mama jab barish ati hai to uski yaad buhat stati hai
janti hon judai main yad ana bhi barish ke qatroon ki manind ha 
mama judai ka dard sehna bhi acha lagne laga hai
han baiti ye dukh hi piyar walon ki azmat hain
mama hammad ab bhi chand jaisa kiyon lagta hai 
baiti kiyon ke wo tere dil main basta hai
mama hammad ki chahat main aksar nidhal ho jati hon
baiti chahat main iraday kamzor nahi parny dena fatah tumhari ho gi
mama sham parti hai to dil udas honay lagta hai
judai se pehle to aisa nahi hota tha na mama ne jawab dia
mama agar hammad mera nahi to zindagi tanha ha
hammad bhi yehi sochta hoga arfa ke kanoon main mama ki awaz ghonji
mama judai main aik pal bhi sukh nahi hai
baiti muhabbat main ye din taweel bhi hotay hain tm bas sabar karna
mama judai main takleef sahi nahi jati
baiti ishq main angaron pe chalna bhi parta hai
mama phir bhi ye muhabbat ye judai be sabab hi tarpati hai
haan baiti ishq main asbab wajood nahi rakhty
mama aik bat bolon
han baiti kaho kia kehna ha
mama hammad bin buhat kamzor aur besahara hon
meri pagli hai to. jis ka koi na ho us ka khaliq sahara ban jata hai 
mama WO nahi sunta meri buhat manga ha US se
aray pagli na umeedi hi tu kufr hai
mama ye judai ka gham kia sab itfakan hai?
ho sakta hai muhabbat main imtihan ho tera arfa ke kanoon main mama ki awaz ghonji
mama ye piyar aur judai mujhe taqseem kar de gi
baiti aksar aurat tot jati hai piyar ke bad judai pa kar
mama aik bat btao mujhe
han baiti pocho kia pochna ha
mama kia meri muhabbat ka rasta anjaan rasta ban jaye ga?
nahi baiti teri muhabbat be asar nahi ho gi
mama ye judai aur gham ke badal aik sath kiyon atay hain?
nahi baiti, har rat ke bad subh ka noor bhi ata hai 
mama main hammad bin mar jaon gi 
han baiti roh aur jism aik sath hi reh saktay hain
mama judai ka rateela mausam ankhoon main jalan paida kar deta hai 
urti rait ki dhol us ki ankhoon ko bhi bhego deti hai mama ki awaz ai.
mama ye judai main jena kantoon ka bister jaisa hai
aray pagli phool kantoon se upar hota hai mama ne kaha
mama mujhe shikwa hai tum se
bol baiti maa baiti ka rishta kuch aisa hi hota ha
mama ap kiyon chor gai thi mujhe
baiti main na jati to hammad milta hai tujhe?
mama phir bhi itni jaldi kiyon?
baiti wo ''khaliq'' achay logon ko jaldi bula laita hai apne pas
mama main kitni achi hon?
tu to buhat piyari baiti hai meri 
mama main bhi jaldi a sakti hon kia tmhare pas?
nahi baiti duniya main pehle achy logon ki kami ha 
mama kaise hasil karon main hammad ko?
baiti pukhta yakeen se mang apne ''khaliq'' se wo zaror sunay ga teri
mama wo nahi...
aray paqli chup kar. main ne kaha na wo sunay ga teri.
mama kaise likhon hammad ko apne bakhat main 
baiti yehi waqt ha apne bakhat likhne ka
arfa ki ankhoon ke samne se sara manzar ghayeb hota chala gya. arfa ki ankh kholi to pata chala wo khawab main apni mama se mili thi. arfa ki mama koi 4 sal pehle aik accident main wafat pa gai thi aur arfa ke papa bhi. fout honay ke bad pehli bar arfa apni mama se khawab main mili. jaise wo apni baiti ke sabhi halat se waqif hon. 
mama ap janti ho apki baiti per kia beet rahi hai. sahi hi kaha hai is duniya main maa baap ka rishta hi khalis hota hai kesi khot ke beghair. arfa ankhain kholay andhere main kuch dair laiti rahi aur chup chap apni mama se howa ''shikwa jawab e shikwa'' sochti rahi. tu kia hammad ab bhi mera ho sakta ha? mujhe na umeedi nahi karni chahye. arfa tu ne mangne main koi kami chori ho gi WO zat buhat denay wali hai.  arfa ke andr se awaz ai. poray yakeen ke sath hammad ko mangne ke liye arfa bed se uth pari...
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phone ki bell baj rahi. arfa baiti phone uthao kitni dair se baj raha hai. khala main ja rahi hon. jaldi hai mujhe ap khud sun len. arfa aaj pehle se khush nazar a rahi thi. sirf aik yakeen ki taqat ne arfa ke mand chehre per khushi ke phool bakhair diye thay. arfa aaj aik college main teaching ke liye interview dene ja rahi thi. ye bhi yakeen hi taqat hi thi keh na umeedi main insan kuch karne ke laik nahi rehta aur yakeen aur umeed main baray sa bara sadma main hans ke tal jaye. arfa gate par kar gai.
phone hammad ki mama ka tha 
salam aur khairo aafiyat maloom karne ke bad hammad ki mama ne phone karne ka maqsad btaya. main aur hammad ke baba aaj sham ko ayen ge apki taraf apni baiti arfa ke liye. hammad ki mama ke mukhtasir se paigham se arfa ki khala sari bat samjh gai. aur aik khushi bhi cha gai chehre pe.
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khala khair to hai na ye itni ziyada dishes kis khushi main main ban rahi hain. arfa ne ghar a kar kitchen ka hal daikh kar pocha. aaj hamari api ko dekhne larky walay a rahay hain. khala ke bolne se pehle aqsa bol bari. (aqsa choti cousin arfa ki) 
kon a rahay hain? arfa ke chehre pe khushi aur sharam ki jagha preshani thi.
meri friend hai. wo a rahi hai. khala ne serious andaz main kaha.
arfa:wo kis liye a rahi hain? 
khala:kia nahi a sakti meri friend? khala abhi bhi serious thi.
oohh sorry shayed mera ye matlb nahi tha. arfa  itna keh kar chup chap apne kamre main a gai. dil main ajeeb waswasay. kia aqsa ki bat theek hai? hammad ke baba ne to inkar kar dia wo to a nahi saktay to khala ki kon si friend a rahi hai? arfa ke zehan main waswasy janam le rahay thy. college main interview ki kamyabi ki khushi bhi ghayb ho chuki thi. 
arfa api mama bula rahi hain. aqsa ne darwazy main khari ho kar kaha. 
g khala jaan. arfa ne kitchen main dakhil hotay howe kaha.
khala:arfa tum jaldi se fresh ho lo aur kuch tiyar ho jao. aur haan tum ne btaya nahi kaisa raha interview?  
arfa:acha raha interview aur kal se college join karon gi. aur khala such btain na kon si friend aur kiyon a rahi hain? 
meri friend hai apne baitay ke liye tumhain dekhne a rahi hai. khala ka andaz abhi bhi serious tha. 
khala ap bhi na. sab janti bhi ho aur phir bhi arfa ne khala ke pas ja kar afsurda lehje main kaha. 
kia main bhi? ab hammad ke mama papa aye tu kuch na bnaon khanay penay ke liye. tujhe keh bhi rahi hon tum tiyar ho jao abhi bhi munh latkaya howa hai. arfa ki khala ne chehre per khushi aur shararti andaz main kaha.
kiaaaaa such khala? arfa ko yakeen nahi ho raha tha. aur chehre pe bhi khush lout ai thi.
han G such. khala ne jawab dia aur phir khana pakanay main lag gain.
arfa ki ankhoon main khushi ke anso thay. arfa fresh ho kar tiyar ho rahi thi. mama tu ne sahi kaha tha na umeedi kufr hai aur umeed ke sath mango to yakeen pukhta ho gya. arfa tiyar hotay hotay apni mama se takhayul main batain kar rahi thi. hammad ne mana hi lia akhir apne baba ko. mujhe pehle hi yakeen tha apne piyar pe. kesi ko akhiri had tak chaha jaye to mil zaror jata hai. ab main such main hammad ki ho jaon gi. sari umar hammad ko sartaj man kar unki malka ban jaon gi... is khiyal ke sath arfa sharma si gai.
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hammad ap shayed andaza bhi nahi laga saktay main ne shab o roz kaise guzray hain. ap se muhabbat kab hoi thi pata bhi nahi laga tha. aur  apki judai ka soch kar jaise tofan bharpa ho jatay thay. koi rat aisi nahi guzri jis main apki yaad main anso mere zabt ka damn na tortay hon. apki judai ka yakeen to nahi ata tha lakin mere kamil yakeen se mangi dua qabool ho jaye gi is ka yakeen apke papa ne shafqat se mujhe baiti kaha tab howa. arfa hammad ke sath bethi hathoon main shopping bag thamay park main hammad se judai main bitay lamhat aur apni kafiyat bta rahi thi. 

hammad ke baba ne arfa ki khala ko ziyada time nahi dia tha. sirf aik haftay ka time dia hammad aur arfa ki shadi ke liye. arfa ki khala ne buhat asrar kia lakin hammad ke baba ne aik na suni. jaheez jaisi buri rasam se bhi hammad ke baba ne toba kar li. bas naik khawahishon ke sath arfa ka hath hammad ke hath main thamany ka wada le aye tha.
acha jaanan ab chaltay hain. bas youn samjho ye hmari muhabbat aur waldain ki atat ka aik imtehan tha. hum sar khoro bhi howe is nazuk marhalay main. ab tum meri ho kabhi sath na totay apna yehi dua hai. aur tumhara kamil yakeen ab mujhe dor nahi honay de ga. ao ab chaltay hain. is ke sath hi hammad ne arfa ka hath thama aur park ke kharji darwazay ki janib bharne lagay. 
hammad aik wada karo mujh se. arfa ne chaltay chaltay kaha.
g jaanan bolo main sun'ny ko betab hon. hammad ne wahen rukhtay howe arfa se kaha
hammad meri ankhoon main anso nahi ruktay jab tum mera hath chor detay ho. ab ye hath thama hai to kabhi apne se dor na honay dena. bas itna sa wada lena hai baqi mere sabhi jahan tumhare hain... arfa hammad ke hathoon main hath thamaye hammad se wada letay letay apne anso rok na pai. 
hammad be ikhtiyar hans dia. bas itna sa wada? cholo kia yaad karo gi kis sakhi se pala para hai tumhara. hammad tumhara umar bhar sath dega. 
ab khush? hammad ne pocha.
g haan khush apke sath... arfa ne ne bhi muskara kar kaha. 
ab pata hai kab mulaqat ho gi? hammad ne sharati andaz main pocha
kab? arfa ne beghair sochay pocha
lal joray main saji sanwari dulhan bani hathoon pe hammad ke piyar ki mehandi sajaye jab 3 bar qabool keh lo gi tab...
arfa ke masoom se chehre pe lali chah gai. hammad ap bhi na... arfa aur kuch na bol pai. aur dono aik dosray ka hath thamay chalne lagay. arfa ka chehre juka howa tha aur ankhoon main khushi ke 2 ansoo...
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jan e man aaj buhat thakawat mehsos kar raha hon aaj kuch aisa karo ke sakoon mil jaye. saith azeem maina ke kamre main dakhil hotay howe kehta hai. 
itnay dinoo main apki tashreef awri ho rahi hai aur atay hi demand kar dali apne. maina ne bed se uthaty howe apni qameez ke damn ko theek karte howe kaha. (maina aini ki beti, aini arfa ki bari behan, arfa asad aur shazia ki real mom)
kia karen duniya bhar ki fikren bholane aur sakoon ke chand lamhat guzarne apke pas atay hain. saith azeem ne kaha.saith azeem se pehli mulaqat itfaqan aik hotel main maina se hoi thi. aini aik towaif thi is liye us ne apni beti ko bhi esi business main ''invest'' kia tha. aur saith jaise maldar customers ko ''sakoon'' denay ke tarike maina ba khoobi janti thi. maina ki aik choti behan thi lakin shyed wo apni khala arfa pe gai thi ya abhi us ko business main ''invest'' nahi kia tha aini ne. 
chalen phir apne kapre utar len ap ta keh apko sakoon mayasar kia ja sakay. maina ne naught smile detay howe kaha. 
hum sakoon ke mutlashi hain aur sakoon ki talash main apke pas hazir howe hain. ab kapre bhi khud utarne paren ge kia hum ko? saith azeem ne bhi muskara ke ishara dia ke maina kapre bhi ap hi utaro
maina ahista se qadam bharhati hoi saith azeem ki taraf hoi aur chalte chalte apne kandhoon per para howa dopatta utar dia. khulay galay ki qameez main maina ki chati ki safaid rangat khoob nomayan hone lagi. saith azeem ki nazrain ab maina ke chehre se maina ki ubhri hoi chati pe then. kia khoob husn se nawazi gai ho tum. saith azeem ne pas ati maina se kaha.
maina ne saith azeem ki bat suni an suni kar di aur pas a kar apne ghulabi hont saith azeem ke hontoon pe laga diye. aur dono hathoon se saith ke kurtay ke button kholne lagi. saith azeem maina ke rasile hont penay main magan tha.aur us ka aik maina ke ki patli kamar se hota howa maina ki gand ko tatol raha tha. maina saith ke hath ko apni gand  per mehsos kar ke gand ko sokair rahi thi. maina ne apna hath saith azeem ke kurtay main dala aur saith azeem ki mazboot chati per phairne lagi. saith azeem ne apne hontoon main maina ki zuban mehsos ki to maina ki zuban ko chosne laga aur maina ki gand ko apne mazboot hath se dabane laga.  maina ki ankhoon main lazat ka nasha utar raha tha. maina saith se alag hoi aur saith ke kurtay ko utarne lagi. kurta utarne ke bad maina ne saith azeem ki bunyan utarne main bhi dair na ki. saith azeem chup chap maina ko tak raha tha 

main ne saith azeem ki chati pe hath phaira aur chati ko chomne lagi. chati ko chomti chomti maina gutnoon ke bal neche baith gai aur cutton ki calf lagi shalwar ke upar se saith azeem ke sakhat lun ko pkar lia. lun ki sakhti bhi apne joban pe thi. saith azeem ki ankhain band ho chuki then. mazay ki shidat se saith azeem ankhain band kiye wahen but bna khara tha. maina ne aik nazar saith ke chehre ki janib daikha aur phir apne hath ko teh band ki janib barha kar teh band khool dia. saith azeem ki shalwar utarti hoi paon tak gir gai. maina ki ankhoon ke samne saith azeem ka tana howa sakhat lun tha jaise maina ne apne kamzor se hathoon main pakar lia. lun per maina ke hathoon ki garift pa kar saith azeem ki krah nikal gai. saith azeem ki ankhain bad satoor band hi then. maina ne apne hont saith azeem ke lun ki cap per laga diye aur lun ko chomne lagi. saith azeem ne maina ke sir ke pechne dbao dal ke maina ko lun munh main dalne ka ishara kia. jaise maina ne qaboliyat ka sharf dia aur saith azeem ke sakhat lun ko munh main le kar maza denay lagi. kabhi munh main lun ko agay peche karti to kabhi lun ko akhiri hadd tak munh main dal kar lun pe zuban phairti. saith azeem mazay se ankhain band kiye khud ko hawa main mehsos kar raha tha. phir achank maina ne saith azeem ka lun munh se nikal dia to goya saith azeem ko hawaon se wapis zameen per ana para. saith azeem ne ankhain kholi aur apne samne khari maina ki taraf dekha. maina ne ankhoon ke ishare se rukne ka kaha aur kamre se bahir nikal gai.
thori dair bad maina kamre main ai aur uske hath main plastic ki sheet aur dosray hath main oil wali bottle thi. saith azeem ki ankhoon main chamak thi. maina ne plastic ki sheet neche carpet pe bechah di aur saith azeem ko laitne ka ishara kia. saith azeem hukam ki tameel karte howe late gya aur apne samne khari husn ki malka ko kapre utarte dekhne laga. maina ne apni qameez utar di aur maina ka khoobsorat badan saith azeem ki ankhoon ko khaira kar raha tha. saith azeem ko apne samne dekhte howe maina ne apne dono hathoon ko apne mammon pe rakh lia aur dabane lagi. saith azeem ki kia halat thi us ki ankhoon aur lun ki sakhti se andaza ho raha tha. saith azeem ke dekhte hi maina dosri taraf ko mori aur apni kamar saith azeem ke samne karte howe apne donoon hathoon ko shalwar ki sides main dala aur thora sa jhuk kar apni shalwar ko utarne lagi. saith azeem ki ankhoon ke samne aik khoobsorat larki ki bhari aur mulayam gand se kapra hatt raha tha. maina bhi gand ko hilate howe apni shalwar utari rahi. shalwar utarne ke bad maina ne oil ki bottle pakri aur saith azeem ko ulta ho kar laitne ka ishara kia. saith azeem ke liye ye pehla tajurba tha. lakin kuch bolay beghair saith azeem ulta ho kar lait gya. maina saith azeem ki ranoon per dono taraf tangain kar ke baith gai aur dono hathoon per oil dal ke saith azeem ke kandhoon aur bazoon ki malish karne lagi. shoulders aur bazoon ki malish ke bad maina ne saith azeem ki kamar ki malish ki. 
saith sab ap ne kaha tha na buhat thakawat ho rahi hai sakoon chahye to bolen sakoon mil raha hai? maina ne apni zuban kholi. 
han jan e man buhat aram o sakoon a raha hai. tumhari maa se khareen lon ga tumhain... saith azeem mazay se labraiz awaz main bola
ab maina saith azeem ki kamar per apni gand tika kar baith gai aur oil wali kamar se maina ki gand per bhi oil lag raha tha. gand ko kamar per hilate howe maina ab saith azeem ki ranoon aur gand ki malish kar rahi thi. kamar aur neche malish karne ke bad maina ne apni bra utari aur saith azeem ke upar late gai. saith azeem ka oil se chikna badan maina ke chikne badan se mil gya.. ab maina apni body ko saith azeem ke badan se ragar rahi thi. saith azeem mazay ki lazat main ankhain band kiye sakoon ki wadiyoon main kho gya.
maina ne kuch dair saith azeem ke jism se apni body ko mas. ab ap sedha ho kar late jain. maina ne saith azeem ke kan main sargoshi ke andaz main kaha. 
saith azeem ne karwat badli aur chat ke taraf munh kar le late gya
maina saith azeem ke ran per baith gai lakin ab sakhat lun maina ke choot ke neche dab gya tha. lun ko choot ke neche dba kar maina ne apne hathoon se saith azeem ki chati ki malish shoro kar di. malish karte howe maina hil bhi rahi thi jis se lun choot ke hontoon se ragar kha raha. maina saith azeem ki chati aur belly ki malish kar rahi thi aur maina ki choot lun ka sath pa kar pani chor rahi thi jis se choot lun ki malish kar rahi thi... saith azeem ne aisa maza pehle kabhi nahi paya tha is liye ankhain band kiye wo bas lazat aur piyar ke samundar main ghotay kha raha tha.
phir main lun se peche ho kar baith gai aur apne hathoon ko oil se bhar kar lun aur ranoon ki malish karne lagi. dono hatheliyoon ko jor kar maina sakhat aur kharay howe lun ki malish kar rahi thi aur lun ke sath balls per bhi apni oil wali ungliyan phair rahi thi. saith azeem per maina ki hathoon ka jado cha raha. 
ab maina saith azeem ke dono paon ki malish kar rahi thi. malish ke bad maina, saith azeem ke upar late gai aur saith azeem ne maina ko apni bahoon main bhar lia. tum ne ye fun kahan se sikhe hain? saith azeem ne madhosh awaz main pocha
maina koi na jawab de pai aur saith azeem ke hontoon se hont mila diye. maina saith ke hont chos rahi thi aur choot ko saith azeem ke lun ke sath mas kar rahi thi. saith azeem se aur bardasht karna mushkil ho gya. 
maina ko sedha lita kar saith azeem ne maina ki tangain apne kandhay per rakhain aur lun ko maina ki choot ke munh per rakh kar lun andr dalne laga. maina ko lun choot ki diwaroon ko ragarta howa andar jata mehsos ho raha. saith azeem ne lun ko pora andr dal kar agay peche karna shoro kar dia. maina ke munh se siskariyan nikalne lagen. maina ne saith azeem ki kamar main bahain dal len aur bhench lia apne sath. sakhat lun naram aur molayem choot ka khail jari tha. dono piyar ke khilari pasene main bhegne lagay. maina ab neche se gand ko upar utha ke lun ko pora andr lena chah rahi thi aur saith azeem zor dar jatkoon se choot ki agg ko thandi karni ki koshish kar raha tha. phir choot ne lun per girft mazboot karni shoro kar di. saith azeem ne maina ke hontoon ko apne hontoon main le kar maina ki choot main pora lun dal ke chudai shoro kar di. siskariyoon ki awaz main aik dosray ki bahoon main dono hawas ki agg main jal  rahay thay. choot ne pani chora to lun ne bhi apna pani chor kar maina ki choot ko serab kar dia. 
saith azeem nidhal ho kar maina ke wajood per dhair ho gya aur ankhain band kiye maina ki bahoon main sakoon ki wadiyoon main chala gya.
maina ko bhi sakoon mil gya tha aur saith azeem ki kamar main bahain dalay wo bhi ankhain band kiye late gai. 
saith azeem naha kar kapre pehan kar washroom se bahir aya to ab sirf maina hi us ke pas nahi thi. maina ke sath us ki mama aini aur choti behan mariyam bhi thi. mariyam ne school uniform ke sath scarf orha  howa tha jaise abhi college se ai ho.saith azeem ke liye khana tiyar aini ne kia tha akhir itnay achay mehamn ki siwa bhi to zarori hoti hai.
maina tumhari koi khala bhi hai? khana khatay howe saith azeem ne pocha? 
g han asifa khala hain. kiyon unka kiyon pocha apne? maina ne herangi se pocha
nahi asifa ko to main janta hon main ne suna hai apki aik aur khala bhi thi? saith azeem ne kaha
ap kaisi batain kar rahay hain meri aik hi sister hai asifa. aini ne maina ke bolne se pehle jawab dia. lakin preshani saf dikh rahi thi aini ke mathay per.
to phir ap arfa ke sath sath hammad ko bhi nahi janti hon gi? saith azeem ka lehja pukhta tha.
main apko bad main bta don gi bachoon ke samne... aini ne ankhoon se iltaja karte howe saith azeem se kaha. lakin mariyam apni maa ki ankhoon main daikh rahi thi.
nahi aisi kia bat hai jo ap bad main btao gi humain bhi abhi jan'na hai. maina aur mariyam ne aik sath kaha
ap kia jantay hain aur kia kehna chahtay hain arfa aur hammad ke mutaliq? maina ne apni maa ko chup dekh kar saith azeem se pocha
arfa apki khala thi aur us ki shadi hammad se hoi thi. saith azeem ne abhi itna hi kaha tha keh aini ne bat kat di aur wo ghar se bhag gai thi. aini boli.
hammad ke sath? saith azeem ne tanz karte howe tikha sawal kia?
ap ko is se kia matlb? wo kis ke sath bhagi ya wo mar gai ya zinda. wo hmara khandani masla tha. aini ka para charh gaya aur ''khas mehman'' ki izat bhi bhol gai. 
mama ap kaisi bol rahi hain. maina ne qadray preshani se kaha. 
hammad ke sath kaise jati bechari arfa. hammad ko to ap logon ne kidnap karwa dia tha apni behan ki suhag rat ke bad  subh honay se pehle. saith azeem ke alfaz boom ban kar giray maina, mariyam aur aini per.

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mama ap se kuch bat karni hai. hammad ne uzma ko kitchen main jatay howe dekh kar peche se ahista awaz main kaha.
han baita bolo kia bat hai. kuch zarori bat hi lagti hai. uzam ne peche mor kar asad ki ankhoon main dekhte howe kaha. 
mama thori sanjeedah bat hai. is liye ap free ho jain apne kam se to phir aram se beth kar... asad bat ko adhori chor gya. 
uzma ne mutjasis nighahoon se asad ki taraf dekha aur aik minute rukne ka ishara kar ke kitchen main chali gain. ao kamre main ja kar bat karte hain. taqreban adhay minute bad uzam kitchen se bahir ai aur asad ko apne kamre main anay ka kaha.
han bolo baita kia bat hai. kamre main dakhil ho kar uzam ne asad se pocha.
mama wo... asad hich kachahat ka shikar dikhai dia.
baita jo bat hai khul kar kaho. main tumhare sath hon.
mama wo ap janti hain na maria ko. asad bas itna hi bol paya aur phir chup sadh li...
baita tum agar bat nahi karo ge tu main kaise samjh paon gi. shabash ab bolo main sun rahi hun. uzma ne asad ko thapki detay howe kaha.
mama main janta hon maria ke abu ne humain aik bar inkar kar dia tha lakin mama maria se muhabbat hai mujhe. shazia ke sath kal hi mila maria se. mama wo bhi buhat chahti hai apke baitay ko. aur sab se eham bat jaisi larki main chahta hon wo waisi hi hai. mama kia kesi tareke se... asad ne bat adhori to chor di lakin uzma sab bat samjh gai. 
baita pehle hum aik bar ja chukay hain maria ko apni baho bnanay. lakin tum jantay ho us ke abu ko tum se nafrat hai aur nafrat ki wajha tumhari mama arfa hai. pehle tu tumhari mama arfa bhi idhar nahi then. ab wo bhi hain to... uzma apne baitay asad ko samjha rahi thi.
mama to kia matlb? asad ne be sabri se pocha.
daikho baita, ye tumhari mama ka mazi kesi badbo dar dagh se pak hai hum jantay hain. zamanah nahi janta ke gandagi ke dhair se qudrat khoobsurat phool bhi paida kar sakti hai. pehle hum aik bar inkar sun chukay hain maria ke abu se. unhoon ne tu ghar aye mehman ki izzat ka bhi khiyal nahi kia. aur aik pak daman aurat ke daman ko tuhmat ke kechar se daghdar bhi kia. ab hum chup rahain sirf is liye bat phailay na. uzma ne asad ko onch nech samjhatay howe kaha.
mama wo meri liye hai aur us ke baba uski shadi us se umar main kahen ziyada bharay larkay se karne ja rahay hain. main maria ko kesi aur ki nahi honay de sakta. ap ko bta raha hon. ap arfa mama se bat karen ya baba se... lakin main maria ko hasil kar ke rahon ga... asad ne apne dil ki bat do tok lafzoon main la samne ki... apne jo bhi karna hai jaldi karen. 
baita bat tu suno... main karti hon kuch... uzma ne asad ko rokna chaha lakin asad darwaza khol ke bahir chala gya. 
bibi gee ap ko arfa aur uzma mama bula rahi hain. shazia ke chehre per abhi pani ke qatary majood thay. aur galoon per rat per aik taraf karwat laitay rehne ki wajha se takiye ki salwatoon ke nishaan. shazia ko mulazma ne donon mama ka bolawa dia. acha theek hai. aur haan nashta tiyar kar dena jaldi se. shazia ne mulazma ko kaha aur dopattay ko galay main dal ke TV lounge ki taraf barh gai.
aaj khair ho sahi. dono mama ne aik sath talab kia hai. shazia ne TV lounge main kesi ko majood na pa kar uzam mama ke room main arfa mama ko uzma mama se batain karte howe daikh kar raha. 
idhar ao mere pas baitho. arfa mama ne shazia ko apne pas baithne ko bola. aur bed per shazia ke liye jagha bhi bna di. shazia ke pas bethnay per arfa ne apni baiti ka matha choom lia. sada muskarati rahay meri rani. shazia ka gal taphtapaty howe arfa ne dua di.
shazia bhi apni bahain arfa mama ki gardan main dal ke mama ke sath lag ke baith gai.
ab maa baiti ka romance khatam ho gya ho to bat karen. uzma ne muskrate howe kaha. 
mama uzma mama kahen hasad tu nahi karne lag gain ap se. shazia ne bhi muskarate howe arfa mama ki side li. 
tumhare liye dono aik jaisi hain baiti. arfa ne jawab dia.
acha shazia baiti tmhain is liye bolaya tha ke tum apne bhai ke buhat qareeb ho aur maria ki bhi achi dost ho. kal tumhare sath tumhare bhai asad ne maria se molaqat ki. aur aaj asad yahan mujhe ulta sedha bol ke gya hai. kia bat hoi thi maria aur asad ki. uzma ke chehre per ab sanjedagi nazar a rahi thi aur shazia se mukhatib thi.
shazia bhi sedhi ho kar baith gai. mama kal maria se bhai ki mulaqat hoi aur main bhi wahen thi. maria aur asad bhai aik dosray ko pasnd kartay hain ye tu ap janti hi hain lakin jo inkashaf kal mujh pe howa hai main soch bhi nahi sakti. maria itna keh kar chup ho gai. 
kaisa inkashaf? uzma aur arfa yak zuban ho kar bolen.
Maria kal mere pas roti rahi hai. us ke baba us ka rishta aik ameer khandan main kar rahen hain lakin apni baiti ko bech kar. maria ne kaha
k.. ki... kia bol rahi ho tum. arfa mama yakdum cheekh uthi.
G haan mama aisa hi hai. larka parha likha nahi lakin paise wala hai. aur aik baiti ka baap bhi. biwi pechle sal fout ho gai thi. lakin sab se ziyada afsos nak bat ye hai ke maria ke baba babul ka kardar nahi nibha rahay wo aik biyopari ban gaye hain. maria ne arfa aur uzma mama ki taraf dekhte howe sanjedha lehja main kaha. 
kia matlb biyopari aur babul ka kardar... is bar uzma mama ne sawal kia shazia se. lakin arfa mama ki ankhain nam ho gain then shyed wo sari bat samjh gain then.
uzma mere khiyal se maria ke baba is rishtay ko eewaz kuch hasil karna chahty hain shayed paisa.... arfa ne nam ankhoon ke sath shazia ki taraf dekhte howe uzma se kaha. 
haan mama ap theek keh rahi hain. kal maria bta rahi thi ke us ki mama ne usko btaya hai. maria ke baba kitnay aikar zameen ke liye maria ka hath aik anparh aur umar se kahen ziyada larkay ke hath thama rahay hain... shazia itna keh kar chup kar gai.
matlb keh zameendar kehlawane ki khatir wo apni baiti ko bech rahay hain. aahhh hawa ki baiti aksar zar aur zameen ke liye baichi jati hain. arfa ne aik gehri aahh bharte howe kaha. ankhoon se 2 qatray arfa ki jhooli main gir gaye. bas andaaz thora mukhtalif hai lakin irada tu baiti ko bechnay ka hi hai. janay kab se hawa ki baiti bikti chali a rahi hai aur kab tak bekti rahay gi. arfa ne mazi ko yaad karte howe nam ankhoon se kamre ke adh khulay darwazy ki janib dekhte howe kaha. 
mama kal maria keh rahi thi ke wo ap se milna chahti hai apni mama ka sath. shazia ne bat ka rukh badla thora sa. 
theek hai kal main aur uzma maria ke ghar jain gen. tum bta dena maria ko. arfa ne shazia se kaha aur uzma ne bhi asbat main sar hila dia.

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mama la-hasil tha wo lakin mera ho gya arfa ne kaha
baiti main na kehti thi kamil yakeen se mangoo hammad ko, zaror milay ga
zabt se yara tot hi gya tha mera arfa ne kaha
han daikh lia tha main ne lakin tham lia tum ko
mama is kamil yakeen se pehle aas ki faslain zard par gain then
hosla har jana hi asal har hoti hai mama ne arfa ko kaha
meri muhabbat ka aashiyana bas jal hi gya tha arfa ne kaha
ye sab itfaqan nahi tha buhat asbaq thay is imtehan main 
judai ke dard ne asab tor hi dalay thay mere, arfa ne kaha
zindagi aik hi simat chalay to khasiyat nahi rehti mama ne kaha
Hammad ko ab apni muhabbat ki takhti per raqam kar dia hai
Janti hon main kis sakhi se muhabbat ki hai tum ne. mama ne jawab dia
Mama aik uljhan hai mere dil main
Han kaho baiti main bhi betab ho gai hun
Mama teri duain ab bhi mere sath hain na? arfa ne kaha
Pagli hai tu... waisi hi jhalli hai abhi jaisi pehle thi… mama ne muskra kar kaha.
Mama jab bhi judai ka name leti hun…
Tumhain meri duain thaam leti hain mama ne kaha arfa se
Mama muhabbat  ka matlb kia hai? Arfa ne pocha
Pagli har bat ka jawab nahi hota mama ne kaha
Nahi mama btao na muhabbat kis ko kehtay hain, arfa bazid thi
Aik hi lafz main samoon deti hun tere sawal ko mama ne kaha
Muhabbat “hammad” ko kehtay hain…mama ne kaha tu arfa khushi se jhom gai
Han mama meri kayenat ab hammad ka wajood hai
Baiti ye kayenat buhat wossat rakhti hai
Aik bat baton main, arfa ne kaha
Han bolo kia kehna hai meri pagli ne
Kal hammad basany aye ga teri pagli ko apni jannat main
Us ka dil such main jannat hai jo meri baiti ko basaye ga
Ab tu khushiyan hi khushiyan hain mere angan main
Haan kal in khushiyon ke pholon ko serab hona ha
Main ne hammad se pocha kia yaad karte ho mujhe arfa ne kaha
Tu kia bola hammad ne, mama ne kaha
Wo kehta hai tujhe bhol paon tu yaad karne ki zehmat ho
Haan baiti tumhara dulha buhat piyara hai
Nahi mama wo raj dulara bhi hai arfa ne shararat se kaha
Chal pagli hai tu such main, mama ne kaha
Mama tum ati ho milne abu kiyon nahi atay, arfa ne pocha
wo tumhare liye khushiyan mangne gaye hain
kis se mangnay gaye hain mere liye khushiyan, arfa ne pocha
wohi daita hai khushiyan jis se tum ne kamil yakeen se manga tha
han ab to hammad mera hai. Arfa ne kaha
jab tak sansain hain teri, mama ne kaha
main samjhi nahi is bat ka raaz, arfa ne kaha
kuch batain abhi samjh se bala tar hain teri. Mama ne jawab dia
Mama muhabbat main kitna chalna parta hai arfa ne pocha
Buhat acha kia ye poch kart um ne. muhabbat main tehrao nahi ata ye yaad rakhna.
Perchaiyaan bhi ab kabhi humzad lagti hain, arfa ne kaha
Lagta hai judai ke pal apna asar chor gaye hain, mama ne kaha
Kaisa lagta tha judai main jena? Mama ne arfa se pocha
Sara jahan veran lagta tha. arfa ne kaha
Aur ab kaisa lagta hai ye jahan, mama ne pocha
Ab tu bas khushiyan hi khushiyan hain arfa ne kaha. 
mama kal us ki ho jana hai main ne. kuch kaho na mujh se
han baiti janti hun, baitiyaan mataye ghair hoti hain. Buhat si duain hain tere liye
meri baiti subh ki surkhi ho, Talooh-e-Aaftaab Husan ho, thandi chaon bhi ho aur sham ka dilkash husn bhi thehray, baiti tum sukhi raho meri ankhoon ki thandak ho tum.
Acha baiti kamil yakeen ka sabaq na bholna kabhi. Meri duain tumhare sath hain. 
Arfa ki ankh khuli tu kamre main zero bulb roshan tha. arfa ke chehre per aik sakon aur muskrahat thi. aaj phir us ne apni mama se khawab main mulaqat ki thi. mama se arfa ko buhat piyar tha shayed is liye hi mama ne is duniya fani se chalay janay ke bad bhi apna nata apni baiti se na tora tha. 
Arfa khawab main kiye sawal o jawab phir se zehan main dohra rahi thi. pehle ki tarah ab bhi mama ne usko kamil yakeen ka daras dia tha. kamil yakeen hi meri kamyabi ka raaz hai. Arfa ne chat ki taraf dekhte howe zere lab kaha.
Arfa jahan khawab main apni mama se mulaqaat se khush thi wahen us ko aik aur khushi thi. aaj hammad ke sath us ka bandhan hona tha. mohay pia Milan ka din tha aaj. Arfa ki khala saleqa pasnd thi aur hammad ke baba ko bhi madd-e-nazar rakhty howe sabhi fazool rasomat se pak ye bandhan hona tha.
Arfa khushi ko chehre per sajaye bed se uthi to us ki khala bhi uske kamre main a gain. Baiti main tumhain jaganay hi ai thi. arfa ki khala us arfa ka matha comtay howe kaha. G khala main abhi jagi hun… arfa ne jawab dia
Hathoon se upar arfa ki dono bahain mehndi ki khobsorat naqosh se bhari hoi aur un main arfa ki hammad ke liye chahat ki khushbo bikhar rahi thi. mathay per  hammad ki dulhan bannay ka jhomar aur ankhoon main haya aur sharam ke melay jhulay tasrat liye arfa apne dulha hammad ke sath bethi hoi thi. dulhan ke rang main utri hoi arfa apne dulha hammad ke sath bethi duniya ke sab se haseen jori lag rahi thi. nikah ke bad dono dulha dhulhan bethay howe thay, hammad ki ankhoon main kuch shokhi aur kuch fateh shakhas ke aasar thay. Nikah aur baqi sari rasomat mukammal ho gain then. Ab wo lamha tha jab babul apni baiti per haya ki chadar orh kar aik fareeza anjam daita hai. Yahan goya ye fareeza ada karne ke liye arfa ke baba aur mama tu nahi thay lakin arfa ki khala aur khalo ne aik baiti jaisa hi piyar dia tha. 
Arfa ki ankhoon se anso aik lakeer bna kar rukhsaron se hoty howe arfa ka damn main gir rahay thay. Arfa ke sir per arfa ki khala aur khalo ghonghat wali chadar dal rahay thy, hammad ke sath rukhsat honay ka waqt a gya tha lakin arfa ki ankhoon ke samne apne baba aur mama ka chehra a raha tha. maa baap ke ilawa koi jitna bhi piyar kar le lakin aik baiti ko agar babul hi apne hathoon rukhsat karay… arfa ki ankhain zaro Qatar anso baha rahi then. 
Baiti main janti hunt um is waqt kia soch rahi ho. Mama ko takleef ho gi tumhain rota daikh kar. Main kia tumhari mama jaisi nahi? Ye daikho tumhare uncle tumhare sar per shafqat ka hath rakh kar baap ki jagha le rahay hain. Arfa aur bardasht na kar pai aur apni khala se galay lag gai.ankhoon se anso motiyoon ki tarah gir rahay thay. 
Baiti hammad tumhari manzil thi. tum ko buhat khush rakhay ga hammad. Cholo ab utho shabash. Arfa ki khala ne arfa ko khud se alag kia arfa ki kamar ke peche hath rakh ke uthne ka ishara kia. Hammad aur arfa dono aik dosray ke sath chalty howe khopbsurat jori lag rahay thy. Arfa ka dil kuch ghamzada lakin khushi ziyada tha. aaj khushiyoon ko pholon ki mehak se serab hona tha. arfa ka hath thamay hammad jaise apni manzil ko pa kar duniya ka khushqismat tareen insaan tha. 
Buhat khoobsurat lag rahi ho. Arfa ke kanoon main hammad ki awaz ghonji. Arfa dulhan bni hammad ke ghar ghonghat giraye hammad ke intzar main thi us ko hammad ki awaz sunai di. Hammad chupkay se room main aya tha arfa ko pata hi nahi laga tha. arfa ne ghonghat se nazrain utha kar hammad ko daikha jo ke ab bed per baith hi rahay thay. 
Hammad ne arfa ka hath apne hathoon main lekar arfa ki taraf daikha lakin arfa ki ankhain bas bnd then. Wo tum ne umar bhar ka sath manga tha na to hammad ab bhi us waday per qaim hai. Ye jo hath thama ha tumhara to ab bas tum meri ho. 
Arfa zindagi main utar charhao a saktain hain lakin main tum se bas aik wafa ka talabghar hun.arfa ki taraf se khamoshi hi iqrar thi. dulhan is rat bas suna hi karti hain mashraqi dulhan jo thi arfa.
Hammad ne arfa ka ghonghat utar dia aura b shayed us piyar ki barish honay wali thi jo us din adhori reh gait hi jab hammad aur arfa bike se giray thy aur arfa ne apni sansain de kar hammad ko zindagi bakhshi thi. arfa ki ankhain bas band then aur khud ko hammad ka supard kar dia tha. hammad ki ankhoon main sharartain umad rahi then. Beyakeni ka safar yakeen main badal gya tha aur ab khushiyoon ko piyar ki khushboo se mehkna tha…. 

Update 30 (part 2)

Arfa ka hammad ki muhabbat aisi thi ke khulay lafzoon main suhag rat ko likhna main munasib nahi samjh rahi thi. lakin forum ke hawale se kuch likhna bhi paray ga. Ab yahan sirf story readers jo hot part bhi read karna chahty hain unke liye alag se likh rahi hun. 
Hammad ne arfa ka ghonghar utar kar arfa ke hathoon main pehni hoi choriyan aur mathay per saja jhomar bhi utar dia. Arfa ki ankhain bad sator band hi then. Khud ko hammad ki hathoon main samo kar piyar ki mutlashi arfa hammad ki agli harkat ka intzar kar rahi thi. 
Hammad ne arfa ko aram se bed per lita dia aur khud arfa ke upar a kar arfa ke hontoon se surkhi churane laga. arfa ki ankhain musarat se abhi bhi band aur hammad ke hontoon ko apne hontoon per pa kar lehar gai. Hammad kabhi arfa ke hont tu kabhi us ke rukhsar to kabhi gardan pe apne hontoon se piyar ki barish kar raha tha. hammad ki kamar ke gird arfa ki bahain simat gain. Arfa per hammad ke piyar ka saror charh raha tha. 
I love you 
I love you too arfa ne pehli bar hammad ki bat ka jawab dia.
Arfa ko aik current sa laga jab hammad ne apne dono hath arfa ke ubharoon per rakh dia. Aik siskari nikal gai arfa ke munh se. hammad ke hont arfa ki gardan per thay aur dono hathoon se arfa ke ubharoon ko dba raha tha.
Arfa ko apne hathoon main utha kar hammad ne apni goud main betha lia aur kamar ke gird bazoo ddal kar zor se arfa ka apne sath laga lia. Hammad ka hath sarikta howa arfa ki shirt se arfa ki belly per a gya. Aik current sa arfa ke jism main dor gya. Hammad arfa ke gudaz badan per hath phair raha tha. arfa ankhain band kiye satween asman per khushiyoon ki wadiyoon main apne sath ke sath thi. arfa ko tab hosh aya jab hammad us ki shirt utar chukka tha aur ubharoon ko bhi nanga kar raha tha.
Ubharoon per se parda uthte hi arfa khud ko chupane ke liye hammad se simat gai. hammad ke hath arfa ki nangi peeth per reng rahay thay. Arfa ka hosh kho raha tha aur aik aurat honay ka ehsas arfa ke andr jag raha tha.
Hammad ke hont arfa ke ubharon ko chom rahay thay. Is piyar main itna maza hai is ka andaza arfa ko qatan nahi tha. arfa ke hath khud ba khud hammad ke balloon per sirk rahay tha. jis se hammad ko arfa ke jazbat ka andaza ho raha tha. hammad arfa ke aik ubhar ko chomta tu kabhi dosray ko. Arfa hammad ke neche laity sisk rahi thi. 
Hammad ke tan se kapre utar chukay thay aur arfa ke tangoon se kapre sirktay ja rahai thay. Dono jism piyar panay ke liye betab piyar ki larai lar rahay thy. Hammad aik bar phir arfa per late gya. Ab dono nangy badan aik dosray se ragar kha rahay thay hammad ne arfa ke hontoon ko aik bar phir apne honoon main jakar lia.
Arfa ki tangain hammad ke kandhoon per aur hammad ne piyar ka dard denay ke liye arfa ki sharam gah per apna sakhat ozar laga dia. Piyar pa kar sharam gha ne pani chor dia tha. hammad ne aik lamha arfa ki band ankhoon ko daikha aur faisla kun soch ke sath zor lagya. Arfa ki ankhain zor se band ho gain aur arfa ne apne hathoon se bed ki chadar ko pkr lia. Takleef ziyada thi lakin arfa ke hontoon per hammad ke hont aur arfa ki bardasht se sab chup chap ho raha tha. arfa ko aik aur jatka laga tu aik manzil par ho chuki thi. dard ki karah arfa ki ankhoon se behtay anso se nazar a rahi thi. hammad ka wajood aur arfa aik ho chukay thay… arfa ki takleef ho dekhtay howe hammad chand lamhay ruk gya lakin sirf chand lamhay…


To be Continued....

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